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329: Zero Utilization on Your Brain

 

00:00:00   Welcome to Under the Radar, a show about independent iOS app development.

00:00:03   I'm Marco Arment.

00:00:05   And I'm David Smith.

00:00:06   Under the Radar is usually not longer than 30 minutes, so let's get started.

00:00:09   So I just got back from my, it's become a bit of an annual tradition, my like post-September

00:00:17   rest period, because the nature of being an iOS developer is we have WBDC in June.

00:00:24   It's very exciting, it's very, sort of, it dictates the future for the next few months

00:00:30   for us.

00:00:31   We get through that, we get through September, iOS launches, new phones launch, all the things

00:00:36   happen.

00:00:36   We tidy up all the issues and bugs that are in the new iOS, you know, the new OSs and the

00:00:40   new phones.

00:00:40   And I find myself generally at the end of that to be rather worn down, rather tired and ready

00:00:49   for a break.

00:00:50   And I think for many years, I didn't take a break and would jump immediately into like

00:00:55   my point one releases, you know, so I do all these big work, get it out for September.

00:00:59   And then you have all this input coming in from users and, you know, your own ideas for things

00:01:05   you had to defer and push off into the future.

00:01:07   And you, you know, early years, I would be like, okay, now I'm, you know, I've got those

00:01:12   out and I'm just going to start on them.

00:01:14   And the thing that's difficult about a break and a bit of rest is that you don't know how

00:01:20   much you need it until you take it.

00:01:22   And several times, I think I've found that I would, by diving right in right away, I would

00:01:28   just sort of run myself down and my productivity would fall.

00:01:31   I would not be as useful at, you know, actually getting the work done.

00:01:35   It would take much longer than it needed to.

00:01:37   And what would actually be much more productive and much more useful is scheduling in a time

00:01:41   end of September, beginning of October to have some time off to really take a break.

00:01:45   And what I find is I'm actually, you know, much more able to ship things out in the next

00:01:50   few months, having taken this break, because the nature of a break and the reason you don't

00:01:55   know how much you need it until you actually take it is your brain is a complicated thing.

00:02:01   And if it is, at least for me, I find over the summer, it is operating at a much higher level,

00:02:06   a much more engaged level.

00:02:08   There's so many sort of background processes constantly running, just like wearing down

00:02:12   my energy stores cognitively.

00:02:14   And those sort of that pressure can only, in my case, I found be something I can release

00:02:21   by taking a break, by not thinking about code, you know, closing my computer, not opening Xcode.

00:02:26   And eventually those background processes kind of like run their course and disappear.

00:02:31   And you can finally sort of get back down to like, you know, sort of zero utilization on

00:02:37   your brain.

00:02:38   And it is important to do that, because otherwise, you are just, you know, eventually you're just

00:02:43   running wear and tear on yourself.

00:02:45   And so that is a thing that I do.

00:02:46   I just got back from, had a lovely trip to Ireland, you know, went hiking and walking and

00:02:52   all the things that I like to do.

00:02:53   But it is something that I have found very essential, but it reminded me and I thought

00:02:57   would be a useful topic of kind of there's different kinds of rest that we have that

00:03:02   there's this is sort of the medium version, the taking a break for a couple of weeks, you

00:03:07   could start on the other extreme where you say like the sabbatical kind of leave where you're

00:03:10   gone for, you know, months at a time.

00:03:13   And you can kind of work your way down.

00:03:14   So we have, you know, months at a time, weeks at a time, days at a time, hours at a time,

00:03:19   you know, sort of minutes at a time.

00:03:20   And I think at each of those kind of gradients, rest will have different impacts on us and

00:03:24   different benefits and potential sort of pitfalls and challenges.

00:03:28   But, you know, nevertheless, it is something that I strongly recommend.

00:03:32   You know, if you are listening to this and you haven't taken a break in a while,

00:03:35   probably is a good sign that you need to take a break.

00:03:37   Wow.

00:03:39   Taking a break and rest and everything, it's one of those things like flossing or

00:03:45   sunscreen where it's like, we all know we should do this.

00:03:48   Like, everyone knows you should rest sometimes.

00:03:50   Well, maybe not everyone.

00:03:52   But, you know, but it is kind of generally regarded as like, oh, yeah, of course, that's

00:03:56   a good idea.

00:03:56   But then when it comes time to, okay, well, are you going to do it?

00:03:58   Oh, well, I can't do it.

00:03:59   I don't have time for that.

00:04:01   Or I'll take a rest, but not right now, not yet.

00:04:04   Down the road at some vague future time that, you know, for many of us never

00:04:09   comes, you know, that's when I'll be able to take some time off or whatever.

00:04:12   It can really cause a lot of problems over time of generally feeling overwhelmed, feeling

00:04:17   burnout.

00:04:18   It's obviously not great for mental or physical health to never have any kind of rest time.

00:04:23   But it is, I think the indie life presents some unique challenges to it.

00:04:30   You know, in one level, we don't have a nine to five boss or schedule.

00:04:36   And so we, you know, we can kind of do whatever we want in terms of like, you know, day to day.

00:04:42   Like if I want to take this afternoon off so I can go to the post office or bring my kids

00:04:47   somewhere like, you know, like I can do that and no one's going to fire me for that.

00:04:52   So it does seem like the indie life really lends itself well to like short to medium size

00:04:59   rests kind of happening whenever you need them for the most part.

00:05:02   But when it comes time to like, I'm going to take a week off, a few weeks off or a month

00:05:09   off, like that starts to get a lot harder for indies because when we are not working, our

00:05:15   company stops moving.

00:05:16   Like it isn't like we have the co-workers who can, you know, pick up the slack if we

00:05:20   are not working.

00:05:20   The work just piles up until we get back.

00:05:23   So that can that can make it feel very difficult to truly relax or truly, you know, let go because

00:05:32   you you know that you're just going to have more work when you get there.

00:05:35   You know, it's it isn't just disappearing from from your plate.

00:05:40   It's just being deferred.

00:05:42   So how do we manage that?

00:05:44   And I think it does definitely inform the kind of break that we can reasonably take,

00:05:49   you know, in the sense of I was saying that we have like the different levels, like the

00:05:52   biggest level, like taking a couple months off, going on sabbatical is really tough.

00:05:57   And I think the classic version where I think most people would reasonably go on sabbatical

00:06:00   or something similar to it is after the birth of a child, you know, so going on maternity

00:06:04   or paternity leave.

00:06:06   And I remember in my own life, like I had I have had two children since I was an indie

00:06:11   developer and I really wasn't able to take large amounts of time off in terms of not, you

00:06:19   know, not checking into work, not doing things like you can kind of take work from a high level

00:06:25   of engagement to a kind of take over making sure that things are OK.

00:06:29   You have a little bits of work here and there and you can sort of slow down the process.

00:06:34   But I was never able to feel comfortable sort of not checking in, not engaging with that.

00:06:41   And I think that's somewhat just part for the course.

00:06:43   Like I think, like you said, the flexibility we get from being our own boss and having more

00:06:49   control over our schedule comes at the cost, I think, of having it making it very difficult

00:06:55   to take long periods away.

00:06:56   And I think and the reality is, I think one of the challenging things I sometimes think

00:07:00   about with something less longer, like a sabbatical or, you know, taking a couple of months off

00:07:04   is I think from a rest and the benefit of the rest perspective, it probably reaches a point

00:07:11   of diminishing returns relatively early in that process where at some point it may have other

00:07:18   benefits, like from people I know who've taken sabbaticals or longer periods, like it was useful

00:07:23   for their life to gain some sort of broader perspective or to understand other things about

00:07:28   themselves.

00:07:29   But at some point, the just I'm worn out from work or I want to recharge my cognitive and

00:07:35   creative abilities likely reaches a point of diminishing return where that is not being

00:07:41   restored by being gone for so long.

00:07:43   And that at some point, honestly, the challenge in our business is technology is constantly moving

00:07:47   and advancing and changing.

00:07:49   Like, you know, while I was gone, Apple released iOS 26.1 beta 2.

00:07:54   And so that was a thing that happened that I have not had the time yet to unpack and look

00:07:59   at and see what's changed.

00:08:01   And if I was gone for several weeks, there'd be several betas and several issues and several

00:08:05   things that would have happened that isn't just work piling up, that it's like the world

00:08:10   is changing.

00:08:11   And so, you know, if I had gone on holiday in May of this year and then suddenly picked

00:08:16   up my computer and started to try to work now with all of iOS 26 and liquid glass and

00:08:21   all the things having happened in the meantime, like it would have been completely chaos and

00:08:24   I would have felt really behind.

00:08:25   And so I think that level of break, I don't feel too bad in some ways that I don't think

00:08:30   is reasonable for me to take.

00:08:31   I think it's just part of the cost of being an indie developer is that you need to be

00:08:37   involved somewhat regularly at a regular, you know, within a couple of weeks into your

00:08:42   work at some level.

00:08:43   And I think that's the best we can do for a lot of that kind of thing.

00:08:47   It can be hard too, because like when you think about a longer break, you know, the way a lot

00:08:52   of people achieve a longer break is they change jobs.

00:08:56   Sure.

00:08:57   If you're really in need of a break for, you know, for the kind of thing you're working

00:09:01   on, one thing you can do is look for a different job or decide to take off for a few months.

00:09:07   When you're an indie, you can't really do that unless you are ready to shut down your business

00:09:13   in some way or sell it or transfer it to somebody else.

00:09:15   That can be hard.

00:09:16   Like, you know, if I don't want to work on Overcast for a year, that's going to mean I

00:09:20   have to sell it or shut it down.

00:09:21   There's no other way unless I, you know, I can try to hire somebody to replace me.

00:09:26   But that's also not a super easy thing to do.

00:09:29   And so for the most part, you know, we have the jobs that we've created for ourselves if

00:09:35   we've succeeded.

00:09:35   And look, that's in many ways a lucky position to be in.

00:09:38   We both know that.

00:09:39   Like, to have a business that is good enough to be your job, that's great.

00:09:45   It's what we all work towards.

00:09:47   But then once you have it, you also have, you know, one challenge of that success is you

00:09:54   cannot leave unless the business leaves in some way.

00:09:57   Another angle that I think keeps me tied to work and makes it hard for me to walk away for

00:10:05   even, you know, a week or two is, you know, because it's my product and because I see all

00:10:12   the things that I want to do with it in my head, in my notes, like there's, I have all

00:10:16   these ideas I want to do with it.

00:10:18   And I see all the feedback channels, all the emails, all the, you know, reviews, all the

00:10:23   Reddit posts.

00:10:24   Like, I see all of that and I see what everyone else wants too.

00:10:27   Or I see things that need improvement that, you know, there's certain bugs left or, you

00:10:31   know, certain parts of the new design people aren't getting.

00:10:34   So I have to, you know, maybe rethink or tweak those, you know, stuff like that.

00:10:38   I'm seeing everything that I want to happen or that seems like it needs to happen.

00:10:43   And it's this infinite to-do list that will never end, that I will never feel caught up

00:10:49   on.

00:10:49   So it's very difficult for me when I face that huge list of things that either I want to do

00:10:57   or that my customers are telling me I need to do and to say, I'm going to take a week off.

00:11:01   Like, that's really hard for anybody.

00:11:05   I mean, I'm sure, you know, I'm sure many of the upset customers would also decide that

00:11:09   was not a good idea for me to do.

00:11:10   But, you know, just for me alone, like, I have a really hard time turning my brain off

00:11:17   and disconnecting and saying, you know what?

00:11:18   It is okay for me to just watch a concert tonight, to watch a concert video on my couch tonight

00:11:27   and not work until I have to go to bed.

00:11:30   Like, that is very difficult for me to do.

00:11:34   Like, how do you manage that side of it?

00:11:36   It's weird.

00:11:37   Maybe it's a weird connection, but it really makes me think of something that I've sort of

00:11:42   come to learn and understand in fitness when you're training, where very often you will

00:11:49   do interval training or training that is based on, you know, sort of some kind of work-rest

00:11:55   ratio.

00:11:56   You know, so it's like go fast for two minutes and then rest for two minutes and then go fast

00:12:00   for two minutes and rest for two minutes or something like that.

00:12:02   And I think something that I took was someone recently asked was talking to someone about

00:12:07   about sort of the, how much rest do you need between, you know, between intervals and how

00:12:10   do you find the right amount for that?

00:12:12   And I think something that sort of came up in that conversation that I thought was really

00:12:15   relevant here is the sense that the reason the rest is there is to make the work periods

00:12:21   more effective.

00:12:24   And you want to take however much rest you need to have the work be as effective as you

00:12:29   can be to be as, you know, as you're able to get the output that you want from that.

00:12:35   And so I think the thing that I've had to remind myself in terms of my work, you know,

00:12:39   sort of work rest in terms of my actual programming is for me to do my best work, for me to make

00:12:45   the best versions of something, I need to have periods of rest long enough and regular enough

00:12:51   that I'm able to recover and come back at it with creativity, with the interest, with, you

00:12:58   know, excitement, enthusiasm, motivation, all of the things that are combined to be my best

00:13:02   work. And if I take too short or too infrequent breaks, I'm not going to be able to do that.

00:13:08   My work periods are not going to be effective, are not going to be as helpful.

00:13:12   And I think that switch has been very helpful for me to justify in my mind sort of the things

00:13:18   that you're just describing where it's the, oh, but, you know, if I stopped, if I, if I stop

00:13:24   working, these things are going to pile up, or I really want to do this, or I really think

00:13:27   this is helpful. And I think there's an honesty you have to have with yourself of,

00:13:32   am I doing, am I able physically and mentally and cognitively and creatively and all of

00:13:37   those metrics able to actually do good, great work right now? Or am I just kind of just sort

00:13:43   of sleepwalking through this, doing my best, kind of struggling to feel creative to, you

00:13:48   know, if I, if I hit a problem and I'm trying to come up with a good solution for it, do I

00:13:51   feel like I have the energy to do that? And if, if I don't, then it's like, I need to go

00:13:57   into one of those rest periods. I need to allow myself to recharge enough to dive back

00:14:02   into that. And I think changing it from that, from the perspective of I'm neglecting something

00:14:08   by taking a rest to, I'm allowing myself to do better and more effective work when I come

00:14:15   back has just, for me, has been very helpful. Just that reframing a little bit, because otherwise

00:14:20   I do feel like I'm letting my customers down. I'm letting myself down. And I mean, sometimes

00:14:23   there's the honesty and kind of kindness you have to have to yourself of, I think it's easy

00:14:29   sometimes to have the like, well, I should just do it. Like I'm a professional, like this, you

00:14:34   know, professionals just show up and do the work regardless. And it's like, okay, maybe that's

00:14:39   sometimes true. But the reality is like, unless I really am honest, like I can be honest with

00:14:43   myself and say like, am I just being a slacker? Do I just want to, you know, whatever, watch

00:14:46   movies and do nothing? Or is it, I really need that break? I nearly, and the result of that

00:14:52   break will be effective. And if I can honestly say, I think having the break will be effective,

00:14:55   then I should take it. And then I should feel confident in taking it and happy that I'm doing

00:15:01   it so that when I come back, I can be more effective, that I can be more productive. And I think

00:15:07   that's a pattern that the more I've gotten into this and you sort of get a sense of how much

00:15:11   rest you need and how often you need it and when you need it, like you can be more productive. I was

00:15:16   much more productive last fall than I think I would have been if I hadn't taken a similar trip at the

00:15:20   end of September, like after the big push, it's very useful to have this period where like all I have

00:15:26   lots of work waiting for me, you know, at the end, it's not like, oh, the work is finished when you

00:15:30   ship your, you know, your, uh, your September release, but there's lots of work, you know, just that

00:15:35   I was waiting to start now, but I feel much more able to do it now because I'm not worn down.

00:15:40   My brain is sort of sharp and ready and I'm able to dive into it. And I know that I will,

00:15:46   as a result, probably get more done in many ways, more quickly than if I hadn't taken the break,

00:15:51   which is always a slightly funny dynamic. Um, but I think that I find is just a very helpful way to

00:15:55   frame taking that rest because you're, you it's, it's for a purpose, not for like, it's not as much

00:16:02   as it is leisure, you know, you're bringing in leisure into your life. It's not for just that

00:16:07   purpose. It is not just for fun. It is not just for that purpose. It is something that is effective

00:16:12   and helpful and making you a better version of your own self, um, to do your work.

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00:18:08   Yeah. And I think breaking down from that kind of big week long break, I think it's interesting to

00:18:14   just talk about some of the smaller breaks that we'll probably take. So I think many of us probably

00:18:19   live in a part of the world where a weekend is a thing that you work for a few days and then you take

00:18:23   a couple of days off. And I think as an indie, especially, that is super important just from

00:18:30   a perspective of you can work all the time. But if you want to have a social life, if you want to

00:18:35   have a family life, if you want the sort of thing, the usual relationships that you have in your life,

00:18:42   like I very early discovered and have found just the importance of while I could, in theory, work

00:18:48   six days a week, seven days a week, I could work odd schedules where I take my days off in the middle

00:18:54   of the week. Like that sometimes could be helpful. And there have been periods of my career where things

00:18:59   are just really hectic and I have to do that. But generally speaking, I find it's important to take

00:19:05   those regular breaks at regular times so that you can have regular relationships because not everyone

00:19:09   in your life is likely an indie developer who has complete flexibility and control of their own

00:19:13   schedule. So strongly recommend doing that. And similarly, like the next level down, you know, the

00:19:19   importance of having somewhat of a reasonable daily schedule is just as important that, you know, for

00:19:25   me, I work roughly kind of office hours, sort of nine to five. And I don't do that because it is

00:19:31   necessarily something that I have to do. There's not very few external pressures driving me in that

00:19:36   direction. But I found for my family that it was very helpful for them for me to be reliably around,

00:19:41   you know, when the kids get home from school, my wife knows I'm coming home, like that is a pattern

00:19:45   that has been super helpful. And in the earlier times in my career where I didn't take that sort

00:19:51   of thing, I would work till the work was done or until I felt like I was about there or whatever,

00:19:56   like it created these weird conflicts and tensions that even if necessarily from a work rest perspective,

00:20:03   weren't as destructive, but were much more complicated and had issues that were, you know,

00:20:08   sort of knock on effects, you know, through my life. And I think having regular schedule is an

00:20:13   important part of this kind of concept of being rested and recovered and ready to do your work.

00:20:17   Because I think people just like, we thrive on routine, as certainly I do. And so having a sense

00:20:25   of routine in your sort of weekly schedule and your daily schedule is just as helpful because there's

00:20:30   something useful I find when I come to, you know, I come to work ready to work, and then it gets to

00:20:35   sort of late afternoon, four or five o'clock, and I'm like, yeah, I'm ready. I think it's good for me to

00:20:39   leave this here. And every now and then there'll be a thing, you know, I'll text my wife and say,

00:20:42   oh, I'm going to be a couple hours later, because I just had a breakthrough. And I'm really in this

00:20:47   problem, and I'm going to work on it. And that's fine. But that is the, you know, sort of the rare

00:20:52   event rather than the common occurrence.

00:20:54   Hmm. Yeah, it's I mean, everything you're saying is things that I have told myself or the other people

00:21:01   have told me, and I and I think, yeah, I should do that. I don't do it. But I think I should. And it's

00:21:09   hard to make that jump from, I think I should to now I'm actually doing it. And to actually make that

00:21:17   push. I have found like, to some degree, you know, you have to, you know, when we look at the kind of

00:21:24   typical, you know, office space, work boss and work world, your boss wants you to be in this chair

00:21:30   from nine to five, and thinks if we need to, if we're behind on work, that why don't we just,

00:21:36   you know, make everybody come in early or stay late or work the weekend or whatever. Well, that's not

00:21:41   really that sustainable and doesn't really produce good outcomes. And in fact, oftentimes, if you overwork

00:21:47   people, you actually get worse productivity, even in the aggregate, even even the sum of it all, not

00:21:53   even just the per hour rate, but even the sum of it ends up being worse, because the quality goes down,

00:21:58   you have more problems, people start burning out. So it's easy for us as indies to be able to look at

00:22:03   that from the outside and say, yeah, they shouldn't work people so long. But then, are we able to extend

00:22:10   that to ourselves? Are we able to look at our own work patterns and say, maybe I should not work

00:22:16   until I go to bed every day? Like, maybe, maybe that is too much work. And maybe I should just

00:22:22   limit it to, you know, these hours of the day that I am most productive. And in the other hours, I

00:22:28   actually, not only like, am I just kind of accepting, oh, I'm tired, I guess I have to stop now. But maybe

00:22:35   I should actually, you know, embrace that and say, I'm going to work for these hours. And then I'm going

00:22:42   to choose not to, I'm going to choose to stop for these other hours over here. But that's really

00:22:49   hard to do.

00:22:50   Yeah. And I guess the thing that I would think about, and maybe it's just, obviously, this is one of those

00:22:56   challenging questions, but it's like the why, why do you find that difficult? You know, what about it?

00:23:02   And it could, the answer could be that it isn't the right solution for you. Like the solution that

00:23:05   I'm describing has worked super well, you know, for me and my situation and the way that my brain works

00:23:10   and all these things. And the reality is, as much as you and I are very similar in terms of our

00:23:15   background or expertise, you know, our experience, the job we do and all these things, we are very

00:23:20   different people. I think we know we've spent the last, you know, almost 10 years talking about the

00:23:24   different ways in which we work. And it's entirely possible that the answer that is right for me

00:23:28   is the opposite of what would be right for you. It would help you to be, to be most effective.

00:23:32   And I think the, but the thing, the reality is, it's probably, it's a thing to try, right? It's a,

00:23:37   it's a place to try and see. And if it isn't the right answer for you, I think more fundamentally is

00:23:43   just making sure that you are still allowing yourself the ability to feel recharged, that when

00:23:48   you're, when you're working, you feel engaged and productive. And if you feel engaged and productive,

00:23:53   awesome, whatever system that is, you know, if you're working for two hours, then taking a break for

00:23:58   10 minutes every time. And then you sleep six hours. Like, I mean, we could come up with some

00:24:01   kind of absurd, but from my perspective, like deranged schedule, but if it was super effective

00:24:05   for you, like, awesome, do it. But more importantly, like finding a work, a work rest ratio and schedule

00:24:12   that allows you to be productive and allows you to be creative, especially like, that's the thing

00:24:16   that I find really goes for me, that there's certain kinds of work that I just can't do when I'm

00:24:22   tired or when I'm not, when I've kind of been burning the candle a bit too long for a bit too

00:24:27   long. Like that's where I really start to struggle that I don't have good creative solutions. I can do

00:24:31   like the basic boring kind of boilerplate work, but when it gets creative and interesting, it starts to

00:24:36   really struggle. But, you know, it's like, find that for you and, you know, and see. And as long as it's

00:24:40   like, if what you're doing is feel sustainable, if it feels like it isn't something wearing on you

00:24:44   long-term, then maybe that's fine too. But, you know, otherwise just, I'd say, try it. And it's

00:24:49   like, see if that, see if it feels different, see how it changes or see how you, what part of it is

00:24:54   useful and you could potentially take on to yourself.

00:24:56   Yeah, that's, that's really good, you know, because I, because I've noticed too, like when I, you know,

00:25:01   if I just keep burning the candle at both ends, I noticed that the quality of my work does suffer.

00:25:05   And sometimes like if I'm working really late on a problem and I'm just, I'm not succeeding,

00:25:12   sometimes I'll wake up the next morning and, and just, you know, quick aside, the way my brain

00:25:16   works is I carry almost nothing in my brain overnight. Like almost nothing that I was thinking

00:25:23   about or feeling at night is still there in the morning. It's like, it's like I have a clean slate,

00:25:27   you know, like some people, when they wake up in the morning, it's like they just pause their brain,

00:25:31   they just unpause it and they're, they're right back where they were. I'm like a reboot. I'm like,

00:25:34   I, my brain's rebooted. I got a clean slate, fresh day. And this makes me very forgetful,

00:25:39   but also, you know, it's hard for bad moods to carry through and things like that. And one of the,

00:25:42   big advantages in programming is that when I come back the next day to look at a problem,

00:25:47   I will often have a very different perspective or insight about it. I mean, Oh, this method I was

00:25:53   working on last night, there's a reason why I'm not getting progress there. I have it. I have a

00:25:58   totally different idea for a totally different way to do this. It's much simpler. And then usually like

00:26:04   that those, those following morning ideas, that's usually far better and ends up being

00:26:09   the way I go. And it's way less work and it's way simpler and has way less complexity and bugs and

00:26:15   everything. And I think breaks, you know, in a sense, what I am, what I do every night by sleeping

00:26:21   is forcing myself to take a break of sorts. Um, and so maybe that's a good indicator that I can have

00:26:28   success with other forms of breaks as well, besides the ones that my body biologically forces me to

00:26:34   take. Yeah. No. And I think that's just a useful insight to have, right? Like the understanding that,

00:26:40   I mean, that often happens with me with things like the classic of like going for a walk or taking a

00:26:44   shower and like the solution comes to you. And it's, I think there's a freshness of perspective in there

00:26:49   that is, is useful, but it's definitely not easy. Like I think sometimes I'm in a problem and I just want

00:26:54   to keep working on it until I get it. Like, why can't I do this? And it's like the reality with

00:26:59   both our, with our, our jobs are not like brutes, like sort of like can, it cannot be overcome by

00:27:05   brute strength alone. Like there's a nuance and an elegance to what we're doing that is not like,

00:27:11   if I just keep, if I just keep coding harder, it'll get better. Um, it's like, unfortunately that's

00:27:16   not the case. Um, anyway, I had a funny little pro tip that I was going to want to end up this episode.

00:27:21   So if you've lasted this long, I appreciate it. Maybe you're thinking about taking a break and

00:27:25   something that I did this last break that I wanted to just mention that was super helpful is a couple

00:27:29   of years ago, Apple introduced a thing called hidden apps, um, on, in iOS, which is the ability to take

00:27:36   certain apps and just kind of like put them in a black hole. So you'd like, you right click on it in

00:27:40   the app library and say like, require face ID is essentially the thing. And it's, I imagine it's for,

00:27:44   you know, for people in situations where there's apps that they don't want other people to know that

00:27:48   they're using or whatever, or require certain apps to have face ID. I've never had a personal,

00:27:52   I use for that in my own life personally, but I, for this last time I went on this break,

00:27:56   I took all my work apps. So like net news wire, I took Slack, anything related to my work,

00:28:02   especially things that have notifications or inputs like that set, put them into the black hole

00:28:07   and left them there for the week. And what was gene, what I found super helpful. And why I wanted to

00:28:13   mention it here is I didn't have to mess with all my notification settings and turn things off and

00:28:18   use focus modes and all these weird things that are super broke. Like I would find really awkward to get

00:28:23   back to the way that I liked them. It's just, the app was there. All the notifications like went to

00:28:28   Dev null. I never saw them. They just like happened in disappeared because the nature of a hidden app is

00:28:32   that there's no sign of it anywhere on your phone. When I got to the end of my break, I opened the

00:28:37   hidden apps folder, took the apps, took them back out. Everything's just like I left it. All my

00:28:42   notifications, all my settings are just like they were before. And so I just wanted to mention that

00:28:45   if you're going on a break, consider putting, you know, the things that are going to be most

00:28:49   detrimental to your rest in the hidden apps folder, put them there for the week, for the weekend,

00:28:54   whatever it is. And then know that, you know, when you come back, your settings will be just like

00:28:58   they were before. So a little pro tip as a, if you've lasted this long in the episode.

00:29:02   That's amazing. Oh my God, I should have the for Instagram. Thanks for listening, everybody.

00:29:06   And we'll talk to you in two weeks. Bye.