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00:00:00   Or a torrent I can see it in your face or you will know how you were. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/0">TS</a>]

00:00:07   It's been a glorious glorious day where I live what's it been like where you live. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/7">TS</a>]

00:00:11   It has also been a been a glorious glorious day. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/11">TS</a>]

00:00:14   Yes it's been very lovely and I have actually been out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/14">TS</a>]

00:00:17   and about for most of the day so I have one season John what do you do when you go out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/17">TS</a>]

00:00:22   and about I can't really imagine. And they can all those people and objects everywhere would just freak you out. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/22">TS</a>]

00:00:28   Well yes I mean you know cities are busy but that's nice about them. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/28">TS</a>]

00:00:32   Today was it was it was a sad day because it was an era in this day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/32">TS</a>]

00:00:37   and I tend to group together all of the areas that I have to do until I basically have an entire day's worth of of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/37">TS</a>]

00:00:46   errands to run or places that I need to go and so I just let me just get it over all at once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/46">TS</a>]

00:00:52   and so that's what I was doing today. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/52">TS</a>]

00:00:54   Moving about all over the place going to the bank going to the post office going to office supply stores going to a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/54">TS</a>]

00:01:00   whole bunch of places. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/60">TS</a>]

00:01:02   So that's that's what I was up to today what was the most loans to one not the one you least want to do is had to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/62">TS</a>]

00:01:09   done. I would say the bank. I always hate going to the bank the most is just that it's sad. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/69">TS</a>]

00:01:17   They make you take a little number you have to sit there I don't know it's just it's not it's not ideal. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/77">TS</a>]

00:01:24   So bank bank is my least favorite post office is a relatively relatively close behind that as as also not necessarily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/84">TS</a>]

00:01:31   super fun so that's why it was there was just it was a day of doing things I've been putting off. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/91">TS</a>]

00:01:37   But I still think if you if I put them all off so I can do a bunch of them together. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/97">TS</a>]

00:01:40   That's way better than spreading it out over a longer period of time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/100">TS</a>]

00:01:44   I hate the post office but you know one that I love that I find surprisingly satisfying. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/104">TS</a>]

00:01:48   What Going to the tip of the rubbish dump. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/108">TS</a>]

00:01:52   I love filling the car up with stuff and like driving might be catch at the tip and throwing something away. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/112">TS</a>]

00:02:00   A therapeutic about throwing huge objects like into these huge skips and like a fool but really madly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/120">TS</a>]

00:02:07   and like to hang out with the other guy has a tip and I say this one guy. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/127">TS</a>]

00:02:10   Where does the wood down where does the metal go and then I throw it in and bangs around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/130">TS</a>]

00:02:15   and I do enjoy I do enjoy the tip it's my favorite chore and I always feel really satisfied at the end. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/135">TS</a>]

00:02:22   Oh yeah you would be surprised to know that I can get right behind you on that one. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/142">TS</a>]

00:02:26   Clearing out a whole bunch of stuff getting rid of a whole bunch of junk is great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/146">TS</a>]

00:02:30   and the place like a dump is pleasingly industrial uses big machinery. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/150">TS</a>]

00:02:35   Yeah I was visibly things going on it's very understandable. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/155">TS</a>]

00:02:39   So yes I'm I'm with you on that one as far as errands go but I have because I have neither carton [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/159">TS</a>]

00:02:45   nor any idea what the closest big garbage dump would be that is something I haven't haven't gotten to do since I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/165">TS</a>]

00:02:53   lived in America I guess. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/173">TS</a>]

00:02:55   I mean probably now maybe last time I got to properly go to a dump ten years ago with my father who was always taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/175">TS</a>]

00:03:04   stuff off to the dump to get rid of it so it's been it's been a long time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/184">TS</a>]

00:03:07   Maybe if I come to visit you we can have a little outing to your local tip is what you call it apparently. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/187">TS</a>]

00:03:12   I would be so upset if you wanted it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/192">TS</a>]

00:03:14   I'll even save a few things that said big things you can throw in stuff that makes really big loud noises. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/194">TS</a>]

00:03:19   Is the best you know some of the really clangs when you throw down a shoot or something. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/199">TS</a>]

00:03:23   It's great that this is a plan. Speaking of errands we are supposed to be doing our follow up. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/203">TS</a>]

00:03:30   Oh yes I guess we are also going to just apologize for some reason my dog has become very restless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/210">TS</a>]

00:03:36   and shaking in the background walking around and she's normally quiet as a mouse. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/216">TS</a>]

00:03:42   But she's usually she's usually in the background [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/222">TS</a>]

00:03:45   and I have done that shoot shoot then back up as a tiny tiny Easter egg. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/225">TS</a>]

00:03:50   I intentionally left in a little doggie sound in the very first episode of this pod casts hope listeners go back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/230">TS</a>]

00:03:58   and they listen very carefully. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/238">TS</a>]

00:04:00   Can hear a slight color shake in the background so she has always been with us since day one she has will if you leave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/240">TS</a>]

00:04:05   I don't know if you leave it in this time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/245">TS</a>]

00:04:07   but she had a massive shake a minute ago I mean you would definitely be able to hear that one talking so well that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/247">TS</a>]

00:04:13   was probably not this is probably not the most interlacing podcast talk we've had come on man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/253">TS</a>]

00:04:18   but that follow up this follow up. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/258">TS</a>]

00:04:20   Last time you yet again waded in to the education sector all guns blazing basically saying schools have zero [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/260">TS</a>]

00:04:31   educational value. I merely childcare centres I think of and I may be on the hook. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/271">TS</a>]

00:04:40   What I feel like your your some theories of my argument there always are is a bit more harsh than maybe my actual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/280">TS</a>]

00:04:48   arguments are of that but if that is your prerogative I guess is the summer summer operable person here. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/288">TS</a>]

00:04:55   I think it's a very clearly at some point that I am not claiming that nothing is learned in schools. After all they do. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/295">TS</a>]

00:05:02   The animal lives children so these days there is that yeah. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/302">TS</a>]

00:05:06   But yes yes I I would say that the thrust of my argument was that schools are probably doing less of what they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/306">TS</a>]

00:05:14   explicitly say they do which is teaching children about the world and about things. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/314">TS</a>]

00:05:21   So yeah that that was that was the argument and well yes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/321">TS</a>]

00:05:25   So is a little bit unfair because we are recording this pod cast mere hours after having made the episode originally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/325">TS</a>]

00:05:34   available so I put it up this morning and it is it is now evening time here in London for us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/334">TS</a>]

00:05:39   and we're recording so you know we don't exactly have a days worth of feedback to go through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/339">TS</a>]

00:05:45   but looking through the stuff that we've gotten so far on the Reddit I would say that my prediction from last time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/345">TS</a>]

00:05:51   seems to have held which is that my argument was remarkably uncontroversial. Yeah you know then. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/351">TS</a>]

00:06:00   There are the Reddit thread seems that that seems to be the initial feedback. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/360">TS</a>]

00:06:04   Now of course again it's a little bit unfair there has been a huge amount of time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/364">TS</a>]

00:06:07   I've just seen stuff from students saying similar things that that that's how they feel about school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/367">TS</a>]

00:06:12   or even saw one comment which sounded like what I said has on my students react that they found it very enlightening to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/372">TS</a>]

00:06:20   think about school this way that it made more sense than thinking about it as learning a whole bunch of stuff for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/380">TS</a>]

00:06:25   future so yeah maybe maybe uncontroversial [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/385">TS</a>]

00:06:28   but maybe we just need to wait longer maybe tomorrow there will be lots of angry teachers on the thread after the full [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/388">TS</a>]

00:06:34   workday in America has ended. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/394">TS</a>]

00:06:36   So are there any is there anything in particular that has come up that you want to address [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/396">TS</a>]

00:06:41   or expand upon in the wake of your comments. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/401">TS</a>]

00:06:47   The one the one point that I think I made less clearly maybe in the episode than I wish I had a pun on listening to it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/407">TS</a>]

00:06:54   later is a question about the effectiveness of schools in when but basically that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/414">TS</a>]

00:07:06   when kids arrive you can make very good predictions about how they will do later on. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/426">TS</a>]

00:07:14   Yeah and I know I never I know that I said that in the episode [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/434">TS</a>]

00:07:17   but I think I didn't connect it clearly enough to this point about if the school is educating or changing the kids. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/437">TS</a>]

00:07:29   That shouldn't that shouldn't be as much the case. There should be more variation when the kids arrive. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/449">TS</a>]

00:07:36   And you shouldn't be able to have a sort of ninety percent prediction rate of how as a kid going to do based on how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/456">TS</a>]

00:07:43   they did when they showed up at the door versus five years later. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/463">TS</a>]

00:07:47   So I think that that's part of part of my feeling about this uncomfortableness of being a teacher [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/467">TS</a>]

00:07:53   and seeing that over the years and just coming to face face to face with oh I'm not. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/473">TS</a>]

00:08:00   I'm not sure how much academically at least the kids have been affected. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/480">TS</a>]

00:08:04   While while they were in our care in the schools so it's not the teachers I'm worried about I'm imagining how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/484">TS</a>]

00:08:11   dispiriting that must be for parents to hear that if their kids are not particularly bright right from the outset you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/491">TS</a>]

00:08:18   know that the school is not going to turn them around if I was a parent and I would want to hear. Yes yes. None. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/498">TS</a>]

00:08:29   Yes' you don't hear that you don't want to hear it goes so there's another point going to sleep. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/509">TS</a>]

00:08:35   Perhaps I would just say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/515">TS</a>]

00:08:39   and how to put the parent teacher evenings were always very interesting experiences as a as a teacher I think quite [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/519">TS</a>]

00:08:50   unusually I actually really enjoyed parents parent teacher evenings and getting to talk to the parents. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/530">TS</a>]

00:08:56   Most teachers I know absolutely loathed it. But I did kind of think it was fun. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/536">TS</a>]

00:09:02   But yeah parents opinions of their own children are are just are very interesting sometimes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/542">TS</a>]

00:09:10   And some parents know exactly who her child is and some parents have just No idea who their their child is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/550">TS</a>]

00:09:19   and that's I would say that sometimes just interesting to see how that plays out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/559">TS</a>]

00:09:24   and so let's say we have a kid who is not very well in school. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/564">TS</a>]

00:09:29   Sometimes you get parents who are just completely oblivious to that fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/569">TS</a>]

00:09:33   or yahoo who think that maybe with with more effort on the part of the entire educational system that their child will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/573">TS</a>]

00:09:42   do better and it seems like maybe that's not the case. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/582">TS</a>]

00:09:45   But then you also have parents who know exactly who their children are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/585">TS</a>]

00:09:49   and sometimes you would get let's say parents who were very saddened by that fact. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/589">TS</a>]

00:09:55   It was it was always just very interesting talking to the parents about about that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/595">TS</a>]

00:10:00   Kids and and how that how they view them. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/600">TS</a>]

00:10:03   But yes it is and it isn't the best it is it is not the most hopeful view of what the school system does. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/603">TS</a>]

00:10:12   If you if you're entering it with not the best academic results [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/612">TS</a>]

00:10:17   and in particular the Economist I mentioned last time I had a table in a paper he wrote which was talking about entry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/617">TS</a>]

00:10:24   into college and your ability to predict whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/624">TS</a>]

00:10:28   or not someone will graduate with a bachelor's degree within six years. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/628">TS</a>]

00:10:33   And the numbers were just astounding about you can No you can say that somebody is entering college [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/633">TS</a>]

00:10:40   and say very accurately this person has a five percent chance of actually graduating from college given what you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/640">TS</a>]

00:10:46   about them at the start. Or you can say this person has a ninety five percent chance of graduating. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/646">TS</a>]

00:10:51   And again I think I just think that that feeds back into the school is doing something else [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/651">TS</a>]

00:10:58   but it is it is largely acting as a filter for the kind of person who arrives. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/658">TS</a>]

00:11:05   It's not necessarily modifying certain kinds of people to be better off so I think like some of the things that were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/665">TS</a>]

00:11:13   discussed in the last podcast not completely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/673">TS</a>]

00:11:17   but maybe slightly diminished the importance that we put on the role of teachers. Yeah what do you say of that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/677">TS</a>]

00:11:27   So I would I would agree with that as a as a as a general statement because the school is a collection of teachers. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/687">TS</a>]

00:11:38   But it is a difficult subject to talk about. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/698">TS</a>]

00:11:47   Difficult as in it's just hard feat to find the right words without without it coming out incorrectly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/707">TS</a>]

00:11:53   or just that we may know. Well it's difficult partly from. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/713">TS</a>]

00:12:00   I'm like a social perspective like we're talking about last time you want to think certain things about the education [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/720">TS</a>]

00:12:06   system and thus how teachers within them are acting as the others. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/726">TS</a>]

00:12:12   There's a certain kind of societal expectation about how you're going to talk about these sorts of jobs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/732">TS</a>]

00:12:18   and you know maybe if schools are our filters rather than places that are necessarily changing the bulk of students it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/738">TS</a>]

00:12:30   does force you to come to some interesting conclusions about like what is actually happening within these walls. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/750">TS</a>]

00:12:37   And so I actually sent a link to me on Twitter about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/757">TS</a>]

00:12:40   but here here is an example of just this not about teachers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/760">TS</a>]

00:12:44   but I think this is an illustrated example of forcing a rethink about something and it's. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/764">TS</a>]

00:12:52   When I was doing my teacher training I came across a few academic papers I thought were really interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/772">TS</a>]

00:12:58   and they were about homework and how does homework effect the academic results on an end of year exam. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/778">TS</a>]

00:13:07   If you give a student lots of homework if you give the student no homework [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/787">TS</a>]

00:13:11   or you know what kind of homework do you give them homework that elicits thought provoking answers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/791">TS</a>]

00:13:17   or just multiple choice homework it was basically what can we do to maximize the end of year results as far as homework [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/797">TS</a>]

00:13:27   goes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/807">TS</a>]

00:13:28   Yeah I actually DO YOU HAVE ANY if you have any guesses like what do you think would be the optimal homework strategy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/808">TS</a>]

00:13:34   if you were trying to make sure that a kid does really well at the end of year to know what kind of like a possum I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/814">TS</a>]

00:13:41   questioned just I hate homework so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/821">TS</a>]

00:13:45   and I just I never I never really did homework homework was a real unkindest avoided homework and revision for tests [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/825">TS</a>]

00:13:54   and so I just I mean I think that I'm going to I'm going to be neutral and she does tell me make sure. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/834">TS</a>]

00:14:00   Oh forget Ask me again my own personal experience in school at the end of this but thank you. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/840">TS</a>]

00:14:05   OK if you're taking a pass on that question. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/845">TS</a>]

00:14:07   And interestingly the result was basically there is no difference between any of these strategies giving lots of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/847">TS</a>]

00:14:15   homework giving no homework really doesn't change the end of end of year academic results in any significant way. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/855">TS</a>]

00:14:24   And we're talking about extremes here. Hours of homework or no homework it doesn't matter. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/864">TS</a>]

00:14:33   It does not change how kids do at the end of the year [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/873">TS</a>]

00:14:38   and so I think this again come it forced you to come to some strange conclusions like boy. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/878">TS</a>]

00:14:44   The thing that teachers say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/884">TS</a>]

00:14:47   and that we like that we think is is the thing that is contributing to how well kids do on a test [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/887">TS</a>]

00:14:52   or how well they learn something turns out to not have any effect whatsoever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/892">TS</a>]

00:14:58   and I think that's very interesting to know that the reason I brought up us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/898">TS</a>]

00:15:03   or someone else on the Reddit who asked the question basically along the lines of I'm thinking of becoming a teacher. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/903">TS</a>]

00:15:09   It's not the profession I want to go into. Am I making a mistake. Is this a good profession. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/909">TS</a>]

00:15:15   I mean you went into that profession what do you say to someone who asks you that should I become a teacher. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/915">TS</a>]

00:15:22   Wow that was a big. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/922">TS</a>]

00:15:24   I feel like I have become famous on the spot because for my size will never know with is that a yes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/924">TS</a>]

00:15:39   I think that if I can hear you can hear your reluctance like I've called it here into some know it west face that this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/939">TS</a>]

00:15:50   is actually not reluctant. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/950">TS</a>]

00:15:51   The things I'm trying to formulate is that's a very hard question to answer in the absence of all kinds of other in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/951">TS</a>]

00:15:59   from. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/959">TS</a>]

00:16:00   Nation that's that's why hesitant because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/960">TS</a>]

00:16:05   when someone talks about becoming a teacher I mean I would say as a general statement that being a teacher is a better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/965">TS</a>]

00:16:15   job then many maybe most jobs but it's hard to talk about that just in general [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/975">TS</a>]

00:16:24   and I have a slightly biased perspective because I was qualified in the U.K. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/984">TS</a>]

00:16:29   As a science teacher [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/989">TS</a>]

00:16:31   and because of that science teachers are in high demand particularly physics specialists are in very high demand in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/991">TS</a>]

00:16:39   U.K. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/999">TS</a>]

00:16:40   and That meant that I basically was able to have the pick of any schools that I wanted to work at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1000">TS</a>]

00:16:48   and I you know I applied to a couple of schools and they they all said yes and. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1008">TS</a>]

00:16:57   I just went to the one that I wanted to go to the most and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1017">TS</a>]

00:17:00   when I switch schools that did the exact same thing sort of happened. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1020">TS</a>]

00:17:03   I found a school that I wanted to go to when I applied to and they just said yes but that's because that's a supply [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1023">TS</a>]

00:17:09   and demand issue there right. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1029">TS</a>]

00:17:12   And so if you are an English teacher you're going to have a much harder time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1032">TS</a>]

00:17:18   and so I think I'm I have a generally positive experience of of being a teacher [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1038">TS</a>]

00:17:24   but I am I'm in a better position probably than most people who are going to enter that labor market [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1044">TS</a>]

00:17:32   and that's that's why it's a harder question to answer on a just a general basis. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1052">TS</a>]

00:17:37   But taking away from kind of economic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1057">TS</a>]

00:17:41   and job opportunity factors what about just in terms of the reward of the job in terms of you know a lot of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1061">TS</a>]

00:17:49   become teachers because they want to you know we hear this you know shape [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1069">TS</a>]

00:17:53   and live don't make me go down this path Brady. I know this is a place to be follow up and. Well OK. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1073">TS</a>]

00:18:04   I tell the really depressing story issue and not all of us. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1084">TS</a>]

00:18:07   Well he buys would tell and Africa's you going to have to either edit out that last comment on this I'm sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1087">TS</a>]

00:18:12   but I can. OK. Here here is this is a bit would be a slightly roundabout way may be of answer the question. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1092">TS</a>]

00:18:24   OK when I decided to become a teacher here in the U.K. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1104">TS</a>]

00:18:28   I went through a training program called P G C E postgraduate certificate of education and I was on a great course. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1108">TS</a>]

00:18:36   You know I had some some great mentors there was it was overall just a very good experience. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1116">TS</a>]

00:18:41   It's kind of like a fast track is fine. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1121">TS</a>]

00:18:43   I still have this hard time understanding the English education system as a whole so I just know this one little path [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1123">TS</a>]

00:18:50   that I happen to follow. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1130">TS</a>]

00:18:51   But yes it is a it is a year long program that presumes that you already have a bachelor's level degree in whatever it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1131">TS</a>]

00:18:59   is that you want to teach. Yeah. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1139">TS</a>]

00:19:01   So when I when I did physics at my regular college I didn't specialize in education so this is in the U.S. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1141">TS</a>]

00:19:09   This is sort of like the equivalent of a master's of education. But anyway doesn't doesn't matter. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1149">TS</a>]

00:19:14   OK so I did this course [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1154">TS</a>]

00:19:16   and I'm going to say maybe at the start there were probably about maybe forty of us who were who were training to be. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1156">TS</a>]

00:19:26   physics teachers in the U.K. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1166">TS</a>]

00:19:29   At the group as a whole the majority opinion was the boy I can't wait to inspire the next generation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1169">TS</a>]

00:19:39   and change young minds kind of attitude about being a teacher. But as the year went on people dropped out. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1179">TS</a>]

00:19:48   People withdrew and I couldn't help but notice that the more I can't wait to change young minds a person was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1188">TS</a>]

00:19:58   when they came into the course. The more likely they were to drop out over the course of the year. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1198">TS</a>]

00:20:06   And so these are the kind of more starry eyed I would say starry eyed was inversely proportional to probability of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1206">TS</a>]

00:20:13   graduating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1213">TS</a>]

00:20:15   and I was in a I would say more pragmatic little clutch of friends in that group of people who were not starry eyed. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1215">TS</a>]

00:20:26   Other people might call a cynical but I would say pragmatic and I couldn't help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1226">TS</a>]

00:20:30   but notice that my little pragmatic group had a very low dropout rate until at the end I think eight of us graduated in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1230">TS</a>]

00:20:40   my group when I would say maybe only one or two. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1240">TS</a>]

00:20:44   Or I want to I I want to influence young minds kind of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1244">TS</a>]

00:20:50   and the rest of us were Man summer vacations are awesome kind of people. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1250">TS</a>]

00:20:54   And so what happened in the in the sort of course of that course that well paid the stereo and people dropping out. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1254">TS</a>]

00:21:05   What did they find out or see or learn that made them kind of lose hope. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1265">TS</a>]

00:21:10   I think there I think there are two effects here. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1270">TS</a>]

00:21:12   One effect is something I think of as the I'm going to start a restaurant effect which is when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1272">TS</a>]

00:21:18   when people think about jobs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1278">TS</a>]

00:21:20   or businesses that they could start I think people have a tendency to think about stuff that is visible that they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1280">TS</a>]

00:21:28   familiar with. Obviously it's harder to think about things that you're now familiar with. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1288">TS</a>]

00:21:31   So when people think oh I want to start a business they look around and they see restaurants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1291">TS</a>]

00:21:35   and they think oh I understand what a restaurant is it's cooks and waiters and I know all these things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1295">TS</a>]

00:21:40   and so they imagine themselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1300">TS</a>]

00:21:41   or starting a business that is a restaurant anybody who knows anything about the restaurant business knows it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1301">TS</a>]

00:21:46   about the worst business that you could possibly go into the failure rate is almost absolutely certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1306">TS</a>]

00:21:51   but you only see the remaining six restaurants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1311">TS</a>]

00:21:54   and I think I think teaching has a little bit of the same kind of effect. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1314">TS</a>]

00:22:00   That disproportionately when people are thinking about jobs they can do like I mention in the last episode. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1320">TS</a>]

00:22:07   Everyone is familiar with education [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1327">TS</a>]

00:22:09   and everybody kind of thinks they understand what it's like to be a teacher because they've been seeing teachers all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1329">TS</a>]

00:22:15   their life. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1335">TS</a>]

00:22:16   So my guess is that relative to other arche relative to other occupations there might be an over application of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1336">TS</a>]

00:22:26   to become teachers just in the same way that too many people start restaurant businesses so I think that that's part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1346">TS</a>]

00:22:34   what's going on there. But the second thing that I would say happened is just kind of the P.T.C. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1354">TS</a>]

00:22:45   Course was another example of just an excellent filter. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1365">TS</a>]

00:22:51   In that actually being in front of classrooms [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1371">TS</a>]

00:22:56   and actually teaching kids it is both a very different experience than you think of it as a student [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1376">TS</a>]

00:23:02   and the job is a very different kind of job than it appears as as a student. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1382">TS</a>]

00:23:08   So teaching the actual time in front of class is actually a relatively small part of the job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1388">TS</a>]

00:23:16   and an enormous part of the job is a lot of stuff that surrounds that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1396">TS</a>]

00:23:21   And I think that's hard to come to grips to sometimes and I think you do have to realize for the first time when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1401">TS</a>]

00:23:30   when you're actually teaching a bunch of kids one how did this idea about influencing individual kids is very hard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1410">TS</a>]

00:23:37   when you actually are teaching. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1417">TS</a>]

00:23:39   You know in a year two hundred or three hundred kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1419">TS</a>]

00:23:42   and you start having to really realize the math about how much individual time can you possibly spend with any of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1422">TS</a>]

00:23:46   millions. And also I think many people who go into teaching had some kind of experience being tutors at one point. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1426">TS</a>]

00:23:58   And when you're at. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1438">TS</a>]

00:24:00   Shuter you're kind of by definition usually involve with people who are motivated to some extent to learn and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1440">TS</a>]

00:24:07   when you're in the teaching program you are you are forced to be in a room with people who really don't want you there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1447">TS</a>]

00:24:13   and that is all that is also what I think people just don't realize is a very different experience of everybody who's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1453">TS</a>]

00:24:19   becoming a teacher loves their subject and love the classes in their subject [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1459">TS</a>]

00:24:23   and then you have to realize oh most people don't love my subject at all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1463">TS</a>]

00:24:27   and I actually don't have the freedom to teach my own subject the way I wanted to so I think it's a really harsh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1467">TS</a>]

00:24:35   awakening of a designer. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1475">TS</a>]

00:24:37   I think the people that I feel the SAR used for are the music teachers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1477">TS</a>]

00:24:41   and that's because I think if you're a music teacher you must love music. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1481">TS</a>]

00:24:45   But you have to listen to people just a massacre here and sick all day long. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1485">TS</a>]

00:24:52   That's you know I think it's very different to see someone just not be able to do a physics calculation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1492">TS</a>]

00:24:57   or just have no idea about the solar system. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1497">TS</a>]

00:25:00   I feel like the music teachers have to come face to face with this every day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1500">TS</a>]

00:25:05   and so I feel like the guys are the real troopers. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1505">TS</a>]

00:25:09   If you if you could be a music teacher for many many years you deserve some kind of you know a Purple Heart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1509">TS</a>]

00:25:14   or you know freedom cross or something. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1514">TS</a>]

00:25:16   That's that's that's got to be that's going to someone is thinking I think I'd like to be a teacher. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1516">TS</a>]

00:25:22   What what is kind of the burning question you think I should be asking themselves what tests should they apply [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1522">TS</a>]

00:25:29   themselves to see whether they really have the right stuff. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1529">TS</a>]

00:25:34   I mean he sort of Petraeus is kind of you know you like having some a vacation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1534">TS</a>]

00:25:39   and you're a little bit hard bitten desperate What is that all there is to it like what was it with any of the traits [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1539">TS</a>]

00:25:46   you in that little clique of successes had that group of people that I graduated with where you were just very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1546">TS</a>]

00:25:57   pragmatic about everything and you have to be. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1557">TS</a>]

00:26:00   And if I if I was talking to someone I think really really just the main red flag is too much talking about how they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1560">TS</a>]

00:26:09   going to influence young minds. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1569">TS</a>]

00:26:10   I feel like that is a that is a very very negative flag but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1570">TS</a>]

00:26:15   but other than Other than that I'm not sure if the if there's any particular traits that I can label as going in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1575">TS</a>]

00:26:23   other direction. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1583">TS</a>]

00:26:24   Oh this is this is going to be something that's good the starry eyed ness is is inversely proportional probably to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1584">TS</a>]

00:26:30   graduating but that's just my experience. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1590">TS</a>]

00:26:32   I might it might have been an unusual group of people who it was it was probably a little scared of the other starry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1592">TS</a>]

00:26:38   eyed people and they would have been brilliant to continue to sort of put them all off. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1598">TS</a>]

00:26:44   Now I know I don't think so and you told me that I was and that you told me to come back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1604">TS</a>]

00:26:51   and remind you to tell me something about homework. Oh yes. Now again this is a story not sure if I can come later. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1611">TS</a>]

00:27:01   His podcast is like take a minute slow stirrings OK Others admit maybe we'll get through it my parents are also going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1621">TS</a>]

00:27:09   to cringe at this because I know we have had discussions about my attitude as a student who had school sometimes so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1629">TS</a>]

00:27:17   sorry parents here we go. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1637">TS</a>]

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00:27:24   or so just skip ahead here if you're in school. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1644">TS</a>]

00:27:27   Listen to your teacher do what they say and press press the two minutes get button I can touch them. That disclaimer. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1647">TS</a>]

00:27:35   If a kid in school. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1655">TS</a>]

00:27:38   My view towards homework was basically the same as yours which was well this is it this is totally pointless. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1658">TS</a>]

00:27:47   This is boring. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1667">TS</a>]

00:27:48   It takes a long time I don't want to do this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1668">TS</a>]

00:27:51   and the school system that I went to get this is very it is so different from England but in New York. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1671">TS</a>]

00:28:00   Anyway in the school that I went to what you got the beginning of course was a syllabus that outlined how much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1680">TS</a>]

00:28:07   everything counted for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1687">TS</a>]

00:28:10   and so if you would get a piece of paper that basically said something like there are going to be four tests this year [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1690">TS</a>]

00:28:16   and those four tests will count for fifty percent of your final grade. There's going to be ten quizzes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1696">TS</a>]

00:28:23   Those ten quizzes are going to count for forty percent and almost always the last that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1703">TS</a>]

00:28:30   and your homework is going to count for ten percent of your final mark so what I really liked is a student I found very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1710">TS</a>]

00:28:38   satisfying was at any moment you could calculate exactly where you were in class [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1718">TS</a>]

00:28:45   and how am I doing what my predicted level and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1725">TS</a>]

00:28:48   and I knew the super valedictorians we had the little planners like most kids do would have like graphs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1728">TS</a>]

00:28:55   and charts in the back where they'd be keeping track of everything to make sure you know everything has to get on track. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1735">TS</a>]

00:29:01   Now my approach was a kind of you know I would've called it this at that age [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1741">TS</a>]

00:29:06   but it was basically an eighty twenty principle applied to this work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1746">TS</a>]

00:29:10   and I said wait a minute homework is every night for hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1750">TS</a>]

00:29:16   and you're telling me it's ten percent of the final grade versus those four tests which are more you know which are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1756">TS</a>]

00:29:23   half or more than half of my of my final results. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1763">TS</a>]

00:29:29   So if you look at my report card as a kid it is basically straight eighteen minuses and B. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1769">TS</a>]

00:29:35   Plus is because I decided I'm just going to take the hit on that homework where you just give me a zero for that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1775">TS</a>]

00:29:41   homework. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1781">TS</a>]

00:29:41   I'm just not going to do it and instead I'm going to put my efforts toward studying for the quizzes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1781">TS</a>]

00:29:47   and the tests which matter the most. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1787">TS</a>]

00:29:49   But that I can do in a relatively compressed period of time and so I would say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1789">TS</a>]

00:29:54   when I was a kid I had relative to many of my classmates loads of free time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1794">TS</a>]

00:30:00   I'm because I consciously decided to not do the homework and it was great and you know while I look back on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1800">TS</a>]

00:30:09   and think like you know you know what I have had a better life had I learned better work habits which is definitely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1809">TS</a>]

00:30:15   something that I did not develop in high school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1815">TS</a>]

00:30:17   and we can talk maybe you know some other time about how that really really hit me later in life not how think their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1817">TS</a>]

00:30:26   work habits. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1826">TS</a>]

00:30:27   However I am aware that if I was able to time travel back to my fourteen year old entering high school self there is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1827">TS</a>]

00:30:35   nothing I could say that that kid but you can convince him to do his homework because he with he would tell me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1835">TS</a>]

00:30:41   but why do I want to spend all of this time on all of the summer can only come from ten percent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1841">TS</a>]

00:30:45   and I would have to say you're right. What did you do with his spare time you had I I was I was a rather bookish kid. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1845">TS</a>]

00:30:53   So you did your homework so you could go and read books and basically what I did and. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1853">TS</a>]

00:31:01   I also I was not a big get much to my parents' eternal eternal suffering it's not a big joiner so I didn't join all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1861">TS</a>]

00:31:10   these clubs and I became more and more of a sore point as college applications approached [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1870">TS</a>]

00:31:18   and you know you're sick you're supposed to have listed on there all the things you do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1878">TS</a>]

00:31:22   or you know you know you volunteered at the local hospital and you know you rescued puppies on the weekend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1882">TS</a>]

00:31:28   and you you know did all this and I didn't have those things. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1888">TS</a>]

00:31:31   But so when when I applied to college my resume was a little thin. Now we say but what I think what saved me. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1891">TS</a>]

00:31:41   I don't know if this is the case you never know with college applications [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1901">TS</a>]

00:31:43   but what I said I wrote a little letter basically saying that I didn't really join clubs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1903">TS</a>]

00:31:50   but I spent most of my time reading [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1910">TS</a>]

00:31:52   and I attached a reading list of all of the stuff that I had read in the past ten years. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1912">TS</a>]

00:31:57   I said like this is this is my quibble. End of extracurricular activities and so on. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1917">TS</a>]

00:32:02   I always feel like maybe that's why I got into college was was that reading was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1922">TS</a>]

00:32:06   but you know who knows he's going to have the list. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1926">TS</a>]

00:32:10   Unfortunately I don't I guess I had a major computer disaster my senior year of college where I lost everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1930">TS</a>]

00:32:20   and so I don't have any of those records I really wish I did I'd be curious to go back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1940">TS</a>]

00:32:24   and see what that looks like a few of my look like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1944">TS</a>]

00:32:27   but that is that stuff is gone into the digital ether that was that was before I learned computer backups how to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1947">TS</a>]

00:32:33   them properly. If I can if I can just make a slight aside we have but I have been basically saying How so. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1953">TS</a>]

00:32:41   Sort of dumping on schools for the past now part and a half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1961">TS</a>]

00:32:45   and working out of the language stuff you could probably say the last four years. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1965">TS</a>]

00:32:49   Yes thanks that's even better that make them make me feel better. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1969">TS</a>]

00:32:52   I'm talking about how how colleges you know don't maybe they don't do anything. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1972">TS</a>]

00:32:57   I just put in a word for my own college that I went to which was in New York while I have been saying negative things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1977">TS</a>]

00:33:06   about the educational system. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1986">TS</a>]

00:33:08   I would say that that my four years where there were definitely some of the best years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1988">TS</a>]

00:33:13   and the most positively transformative years of my whole life and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1993">TS</a>]

00:33:19   when we talked about this a little bit after the last episode cut but I am aware that there are there are none none. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/1999">TS</a>]

00:33:29   What is your salary What were your final G.P.A. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2009">TS</a>]

00:33:32   Benefits to something like university or college in particular [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2012">TS</a>]

00:33:37   and I I think I definitely reaped as as many of those as it was possible to repay in a four year period so I personally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2017">TS</a>]

00:33:45   had an absolutely great time it was an absolute comp at the peak so today you've just you've just sold the whole rug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2025">TS</a>]

00:33:52   and everything you've said for the last four podcast by saying you know this is just which is still Catalin we're after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2032">TS</a>]

00:33:59   these places. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2039">TS</a>]

00:34:00   The paper and and they are saying that for me it changed my life and I wonder Well I want to give everyone a hug. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2040">TS</a>]

00:34:11   First why don't we clear on that a second second of all I would never have gotten into economics grad school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2051">TS</a>]

00:34:20   and then buy the P.G. C. Program. Had I not finish those final courses to give me that piece of paper. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2060">TS</a>]

00:34:26   So that's that's you know that argument still holds that my life would have been probably pretty disastrous still had I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2066">TS</a>]

00:34:35   gone to university but not finish that final course and not graduated. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2075">TS</a>]

00:34:39   So that's the still say that that is a different there's a different kind of argument. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2079">TS</a>]

00:34:44   And yeah I don't know I said oh that fan or whatever. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2084">TS</a>]

00:34:50   Yeah there's like many will follow up now that you've just undermined everything I have undermined nothing you got. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2090">TS</a>]

00:34:59   I think I think marshmallow. Yes that's that's me I am going soft. No I guess not. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2099">TS</a>]

00:35:08   Do you have anything on your list that you want you want to mention this this app that this guy's made. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2108">TS</a>]

00:35:14   Oh yes of course Hal I'll let you I'll let you have the pleasure of doing it saying it really really it belittles me in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2114">TS</a>]

00:35:22   a funny backhanded kind of oh I almost forgot I was I was thinking of my healthy on Day to every city where a boy I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2122">TS</a>]

00:35:30   demand. Bookish. Yes OK so I didn't look at his name. Yes So this is Nicolas coral. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2130">TS</a>]

00:35:44   Yeah you know you can handle that one. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2144">TS</a>]

00:35:46   That's you know listen I'm going to guess Nicholas correlate and I'm sorry if that last name is not correct [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2146">TS</a>]

00:35:52   but he has made a little web application which is called Brady versus Gray and up a link in the show notes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2152">TS</a>]

00:36:00   And I think he's using the You Tube E P I's to automatically have a little tally that shows how many videos you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2160">TS</a>]

00:36:09   made since my last show and what's not a moment. Yes So so looking at it right now I'm just just loading it up here. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2169">TS</a>]

00:36:20   QUESTION At the top how many videos has Brady Haran release and seem to be very last released a video. Answer nine. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2180">TS</a>]

00:36:28   And so that the i Phone doesn't. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2188">TS</a>]

00:36:31   Yes It lists them into my my last video was uploaded on April ninth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2191">TS</a>]

00:36:37   and so today today is what the sixteenth that right so you have done nine videos between April ninth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2197">TS</a>]

00:36:44   and April sixteenth so that's that's that's not making me look fine so you have health by the way I think people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2204">TS</a>]

00:36:51   sometimes don't realize that there's two very talented people who have been helping me out lately a guy named Sean who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2211">TS</a>]

00:36:59   makes most of the computer files that he has and I just occasionally sweepin for some glory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2219">TS</a>]

00:37:05   and also a guy called James who has been helping me out especially on my test tube videos so it's not like I am like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2225">TS</a>]

00:37:12   making two videos a day on my I mean you know I do I do most of my things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2232">TS</a>]

00:37:17   but the stuff that's really good if you watch something on one of my channels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2237">TS</a>]

00:37:21   and you think gee that's really good for Brady video it was probably made by one of those. Look how modest you are. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2241">TS</a>]

00:37:28   Well unfortunate also. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2248">TS</a>]

00:37:30   But anyway so they check at the app however I have a feature request of a feature request for Nicholas. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2250">TS</a>]

00:37:38   And this came up in the Reddit discussion. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2258">TS</a>]

00:37:40   Somebody's tallied not only the videos but the views [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2260">TS</a>]

00:37:45   and if you do a views per video calculation I am still ahead in this game so I think this page is if you say yeah only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2265">TS</a>]

00:37:58   really fair to you. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2278">TS</a>]

00:38:00   Two it makes you look great I would love a views per video calculator to be added to this page to even things out. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2280">TS</a>]

00:38:08   I can find Lomas is also a total view calculation I think that's not necessary I think that it is not necessary he just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2288">TS</a>]

00:38:16   of just simply views per video that is my feature request one feature request total views. That's not as not required. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2296">TS</a>]

00:38:25   All right I'm going to let you down that. Hello Internet. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2305">TS</a>]

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00:38:43   but the brief overview of the book is that a plague has broken out from a government detention facility [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2323">TS</a>]

00:38:48   and it is spreading throughout the world. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2328">TS</a>]

00:38:50   You might think you know the story but Stephen King puts his own special spin on the events. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2330">TS</a>]

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00:38:59   and to give you a sense of how epic it is. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2339">TS</a>]

00:39:01   The book is almost forty eight hours long when spoken aloud by a narrator who does a very good job. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2341">TS</a>]

00:39:08   When you have a book that you really like you want to go on forever and the stand is that book. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2348">TS</a>]

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00:39:19   for that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2359">TS</a>]

00:39:20   How do you recommend it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2360">TS</a>]

00:39:21   and if you listen to my previous recommendation for a Stephen King book about writing you will also know the kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2361">TS</a>]

00:39:26   personal torment that he went through in making that book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2366">TS</a>]

00:39:29   and that he still has about the existence of that book which gives a little bit of an interesting backstory. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2369">TS</a>]

00:39:35   So once again that's the Stand by Stephen King highly recommended by me. I really like it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2375">TS</a>]

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00:40:04   Now back to Episode ten there was the ad the ad on the previous podcast was full Squarespace you thank you very much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2404">TS</a>]

00:40:13   for the support and you record that after the fact. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2413">TS</a>]

00:40:18   Why did you record that last one a sense that you're in a past time was something really. Yes generally different. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2418">TS</a>]

00:40:24   Oh yes that that creates. Well this goes into what's happening right now. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2424">TS</a>]

00:40:33   That last episode was recorded in my home office because I'm having technical technical difficulties at my office [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2433">TS</a>]

00:40:42   office and so this episode the people are listening to right now. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2442">TS</a>]

00:40:47   It might actually sound like I am in a bath tub as well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2447">TS</a>]

00:40:50   and that's because I am currently at home talking into a closet on a very old microphone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2450">TS</a>]

00:40:58   and mostly in an empty room with echoey walls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2458">TS</a>]

00:41:02   and so that if if the sound quality on my end is not so great I do apologize for that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2462">TS</a>]

00:41:07   but if I'm having some microphone troubles that I cannot resolve so I'm in this different different set up for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2467">TS</a>]

00:41:13   moment you know what you wouldn't have this problem if you had more cushions and soft furnishings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2473">TS</a>]

00:41:17   and knickknacks in your house. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2477">TS</a>]

00:41:20   Or I could just get some proper sound proofing which is my ultimate goal to just have to have a space where I have that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2480">TS</a>]

00:41:28   little eggshell kind of sound proofing that is much better than just stealing my house next to hopefully observe the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2488">TS</a>]

00:41:36   sound in a random unpredictable fashion probably useless fashion as well so that that that is not going to happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2496">TS</a>]

00:41:44   but I'm terribly hunched over like a troll right now because I don't even yet have my desk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2504">TS</a>]

00:41:51   or my chair that was one of the errands I was running today is getting that that stuff set up. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2511">TS</a>]

00:41:55   So tomorrow I will have a chair and hopefully in a week I will have a desk. But right now. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2515">TS</a>]

00:42:00   Hunched over and so if I move too far away from the microphone I just sound terrible and try not to do that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2520">TS</a>]

00:42:06   but again I apologize if I'm doing that too much so sorry internets. I don't mean to hurt your ears. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2526">TS</a>]

00:42:11   Can we do my two segments now. Yes What are your two segments. So first of all it's Brady's plane crash. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2531">TS</a>]

00:42:19   If you're making these real Can we have a jingle or something. No let's not be bad taste let's just feel great. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2539">TS</a>]

00:42:25   Plane Crash going to I know it you are using the very thing crash is just a minor clarification of something that came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2545">TS</a>]

00:42:35   up in the last podcast. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2555">TS</a>]

00:42:38   Thank fresh going and that is that you mentioned this plane that was flying from Katmandu to look exploded. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2558">TS</a>]

00:42:45   It didn't explode. It collided with a bit. OK on takeoff from Katmandu. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2565">TS</a>]

00:42:51   OK and then try to get back around to the airport and was unsuccessful. So as you know we can be clear on these things. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2571">TS</a>]

00:42:58   You make fun of me for nitpicky corrections but I can see when it comes to a subject that is near [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2578">TS</a>]

00:43:03   and dear to your heart you want to make sure they get the facts just right. Well yeah of course. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2583">TS</a>]

00:43:09   And and now my other segment which also I think should have like a sound effect or jingle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2589">TS</a>]

00:43:14   but let's just say if it sticks first and that is Brady's paper of mine I think was there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2594">TS</a>]

00:43:23   and then we may we shall complain about how you came up with the name Brady's paper gets that was mocking. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2603">TS</a>]

00:43:30   I wasn't suggesting actually weekly segment but I can see I can see that your mony mind has latched on to this. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2610">TS</a>]

00:43:39   I love the forum. Aim to read any complaints with life. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2619">TS</a>]

00:43:45   His Brady's paper kept in its wake and funnily enough this is something that has been annoying me for quite a while [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2625">TS</a>]

00:43:51   and I've noticed and and you know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2631">TS</a>]

00:43:54   when people have liked that radio used to have radios sign ins about things that annoy you but you can complain. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2634">TS</a>]

00:44:00   I always think I don't know those radio station when you can phone in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2640">TS</a>]

00:44:04   and complained about the number of the educated the complaining they just have like a little segment on a talk show. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2644">TS</a>]

00:44:11   Anyway you distracted me I still don't know what you're talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2651">TS</a>]

00:44:14   but I think we're right should bacon present a high like on Five Live has this weekly moanin where people ring up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2654">TS</a>]

00:44:22   and complain about things and then whoever is the best murder of the week at surprise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2662">TS</a>]

00:44:26   and then called the Mona Lisa Rinna listens to some I'm not surprised that you know about this how much have you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2666">TS</a>]

00:44:31   competed for the Mona Lisa very often I haven't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2671">TS</a>]

00:44:34   and I probably won't be able to nap because I'm going to tell you my mind. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2674">TS</a>]

00:44:37   OK And I wouldn't be able to win anyway because the thing I'm moaning about is something on his radio station I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2677">TS</a>]

00:44:44   think they'd give me the prize anyway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2684">TS</a>]

00:44:45   but the reason I'm raising it is because I've been guilty of in the last podcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2685">TS</a>]

00:44:51   and so I was annoyed to find myself doing what annoys me when I listen to other radio shows. Yes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2691">TS</a>]

00:44:58   So should I tell you what it is I would like to know when I'm listening to the talk show presented on Five Live. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2698">TS</a>]

00:45:04   I can always hear them clicking their maps constantly here and they go through all the running orders [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2704">TS</a>]

00:45:10   and things they need to for the next segment things that looking up and this incessant clicking. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2710">TS</a>]

00:45:14   And because in the last pod cast we had that silly gimmick where I released one of my videos. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2714">TS</a>]

00:45:20   So throughout the podcast I was constantly like approving comments. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2720">TS</a>]

00:45:23   So I was constantly quick quick cooking and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2723">TS</a>]

00:45:26   when I listened back I could hear myself click click clicking all the way through. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2726">TS</a>]

00:45:30   So I get really annoyed by mouse clicking on the radio and I was guilty of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2730">TS</a>]

00:45:36   and the last pod cast so I apologize I will try not to do it again and that is Brady's papercut for the flick. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2736">TS</a>]

00:45:46   Any thoughts. No I like that one. It is something small to complain about. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2746">TS</a>]

00:45:54   I do I do know I do know that I used to listen to more newsy podcasts and yes I do. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2754">TS</a>]

00:46:00   I was aware sometimes of hearing the clicking I never knew that they were I mean I just didn't really cross my mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2760">TS</a>]

00:46:06   but you know that they're running through a whole bunch of of work stuff. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2766">TS</a>]

00:46:10   I assume that they're on Reddit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2770">TS</a>]

00:46:12   or whatever they're bored you know because of the person across from them is talking to me is not their turn to ask a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2772">TS</a>]

00:46:17   question or whatever. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2777">TS</a>]

00:46:19   So yeah I kind of assume that they were messing around not me I know exactly what these guys are doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2779">TS</a>]

00:46:25   but I just don't believe that they can come up with some kind of solution to this. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2785">TS</a>]

00:46:30   Some kind of silent mouse or something. That's just ridiculous. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2790">TS</a>]

00:46:33   So clicky mouse is about to use it like a keyboard you know you need if you need a really tricky keyboard. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2793">TS</a>]

00:46:39   Yes I completely agree [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2799">TS</a>]

00:46:41   but I think if you are a radio presenter you can make this one sacrifice of not having a pleasing mouse for the sake of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2801">TS</a>]

00:46:48   tens to hundreds of thousands of people who are listening to pleasing mouse is really important you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2808">TS</a>]

00:46:53   when they all say they can use a pleasing mass just in the studio and you have to feel you can use different mice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2813">TS</a>]

00:46:59   and you have to adapt back and forth. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2819">TS</a>]

00:47:01   I'm a big fan of the things that click you know you press a button [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2821">TS</a>]

00:47:04   and you want to hear it you want to you know this is like a switch has been thrown in the machine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2824">TS</a>]

00:47:08   and made contact if you know the beautiful thing and it has thousands of times and I do agree I do agree. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2828">TS</a>]

00:47:15   But this is actually an interesting debate I have in my house out with pads on on the MacBook Pro because you know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2835">TS</a>]

00:47:22   you can just tap the pad and that counts as a click you can press the pad completely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2842">TS</a>]

00:47:28   and make it go click the tactile click I prefer that click [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2848">TS</a>]

00:47:33   but I get told of all the time until I want you to stick a little tap you don't have to make it quick. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2853">TS</a>]

00:47:39   Now I disable all of that I don't even allow that to happen on my machine. Not that you have to click. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2859">TS</a>]

00:47:45   I never even I never even quite approved of their moves at the single singletrack pad that also acts as the clicker is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2865">TS</a>]

00:47:52   never a big fan of that I prefer the separate buttons [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2872">TS</a>]

00:47:55   but the best is of course is an external super quick e-mail us that's what you really want. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2875">TS</a>]

00:48:00   But when you sneakily he's in the computer late at night [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2880">TS</a>]

00:48:02   and you don't want to get caught like you know the lack of I know I have ridiculously dodgy that sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2882">TS</a>]

00:48:10   and I didn't mean that you have to just because you know I'm checking read it when I should be going to sleep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2890">TS</a>]

00:48:15   but you don't go on read it that much and you're too busy making videos all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2895">TS</a>]

00:48:20   but do not like on Reddit I mean I don't go on as much as you but I do you go and read a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2900">TS</a>]

00:48:25   but I thought you just grace us with with with your presence on the not other threads. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2905">TS</a>]

00:48:29   No I'm not like I'm not like a hugely proactive in terms of commenting but I'm a big consumer I love I spent hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2909">TS</a>]

00:48:38   and hours on the ground. Yeah I've got it is very good. Yeah there's a lot of good sections on there. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2918">TS</a>]

00:48:44   Yeah I went through all that in the video but you know who is the who is the biggest creditor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2924">TS</a>]

00:48:49   and I do not know where he finds the time is destined from Smarter Every day. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2929">TS</a>]

00:48:55   That guy is all over the Reddit and I do not know where he finds the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2935">TS</a>]

00:49:01   but he that I virtually run into him on Reddit all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2941">TS</a>]

00:49:06   and usually beats me to interesting sub Radatz that man that man is a machine I don't know how it pays for him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2946">TS</a>]

00:49:12   and I don't think he sleeps because not only does he make all those awesome videos but you know he's got a job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2952">TS</a>]

00:49:17   and a family and he's a you know a good family man as well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2957">TS</a>]

00:49:19   and I reckon they must be I to them that they're there have to be. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2959">TS</a>]

00:49:23   He sometimes does the messages at odd times where it's. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2963">TS</a>]

00:49:25   It's four in the morning on East Coast time and he sends me a message to ask about something or other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2965">TS</a>]

00:49:30   and so yes I do not think that he sleeps he is he is super human [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2970">TS</a>]

00:49:35   and if you don't know who doesn't is you should go watch his videos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2975">TS</a>]

00:49:38   and I will put a link in the show notes he has lots of very cool slow motion stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2978">TS</a>]

00:49:43   and very good science he channel to check out or just go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2983">TS</a>]

00:49:47   and read it you probably bump into him in the sense of what you couldn't read it missed a penny whistle something isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2987">TS</a>]

00:49:51   a destiny is Mr penny whistle which is an excellent name. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2991">TS</a>]

00:49:55   The other thing that if you look at his user history the number of times. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/2995">TS</a>]

00:50:00   He has just posted some funny picture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3000">TS</a>]

00:50:02   and gotten onto the front page of Reddit is also a very enormous he's very good at the Reddit it's not just his videos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3002">TS</a>]

00:50:08   or that he shows up he just you know he makes images of post stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3008">TS</a>]

00:50:12   and it gets to the front page so he's very good at everything he does that man I'm envious. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3012">TS</a>]

00:50:16   Well there's something else I was going to bring up the view counts on the videos. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3016">TS</a>]

00:50:22   Yes just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3022">TS</a>]

00:50:23   and that ties into what we're talking about as well just how important he counts on videos you know how much cache [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3023">TS</a>]

00:50:31   and how much sort of credence is lent to a video but he can't which is I think it's something we've discussed before. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3031">TS</a>]

00:50:39   You know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3039">TS</a>]

00:50:40   when someone looks at a video they look at if you can't decide if the video is any good not the continent with media [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3040">TS</a>]

00:50:46   and I had an interesting that experience with this today. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3046">TS</a>]

00:50:50   Which I thought I'd share either just with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3050">TS</a>]

00:50:53   or with the audience depending on him to go have proved to you over the editing this way but. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3053">TS</a>]

00:51:00   Basically yesterday I was sent a video by a young it was just a cute video of him rather say what I want to bother with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3060">TS</a>]

00:51:09   the story behind just rolling dice and was very cute and it happened to be his birthday today as we record this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3069">TS</a>]

00:51:18   and because I don't know if it just caught me at the right time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3078">TS</a>]

00:51:21   And and for whatever reason I decided to make him a little response video so I used his video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3081">TS</a>]

00:51:28   and I got a few of the other a number of our contributors and myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3088">TS</a>]

00:51:31   and we will record a birthday message to him sang Happy Birthday Evan you know we have given all the best to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3091">TS</a>]

00:51:37   and stuff. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3097">TS</a>]

00:51:38   What a good person you are so anyway I posted it to numb the file [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3098">TS</a>]

00:51:43   but I posted it as an unlisted video so that it didn't go up to nine hundred thousand subscribers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3103">TS</a>]

00:51:49   and chased them all off when they're saying we want hard core math. What's with this fluff. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3109">TS</a>]

00:51:55   Any right way but I went on to Twitter and Facebook and told some of. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3115">TS</a>]

00:52:00   He was about it so they could go on to the video and leave a message in the comment saying happy birthday Evan. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3120">TS</a>]

00:52:05   So that when he watched it there were lots of people saying happy birthday to him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3125">TS</a>]

00:52:08   and then I sent it I sent it to him via his his mom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3128">TS</a>]

00:52:12   or whoever was looking after him so I got a video back today from the people which showed his reaction to seeing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3132">TS</a>]

00:52:19   video and he was so excited it was so cute and he was like his voice was going high pitch and he couldn't believe it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3139">TS</a>]

00:52:25   and it was so much fun it was so much fun enjoying his excitement when you watch someone open a present [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3145">TS</a>]

00:52:30   and then he open the You Tube video page and then this thing he said was when he had two hundred sixty views. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3150">TS</a>]

00:52:39   First thing he said he didn't look at the video the content or anything like it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3159">TS</a>]

00:52:44   Apparently he spent the rest of the day getting quite excited. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3164">TS</a>]

00:52:47   I'm told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3167">TS</a>]

00:52:48   but you could only say he was disappointed like the disappointment that you know he's going to be on a number far video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3168">TS</a>]

00:52:54   and then turned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3174">TS</a>]

00:52:55   and you know you know this was pretty well this was a failure in marketing you need to sell this as a secret video. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3175">TS</a>]

00:53:06   That's right that would turn this whole situation around. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3186">TS</a>]

00:53:09   Because I can understand it from the skewed perspective who I'm going to be on a number of file video I'm going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3189">TS</a>]

00:53:14   Internet famous and then boom two hundred views. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3194">TS</a>]

00:53:19   It's you know it doesn't even hit the three o one limit the three I won it not in when he opened it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3199">TS</a>]

00:53:25   when he opened and so if you sold it as a secret video that that would be much more exciting. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3205">TS</a>]

00:53:31   So marketing failure that's what I have that I chalk that one up too. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3211">TS</a>]

00:53:35   I was going to ask your opinion on this today actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3215">TS</a>]

00:53:38   but YOU SAY YOU'RE SO HOT content during the day I was going to ask your opinion on whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3218">TS</a>]

00:53:43   or not I should release the video to the masses. Well I haven't seen it so I can't pass a judgment on that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3223">TS</a>]

00:53:53   What would be the in saying at what would be your criteria to give me a yes or no. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3233">TS</a>]

00:54:00   Well I think this is partly a question about your generosity because presumably the kid would be excited to be number [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3240">TS</a>]

00:54:15   file famous and so if you release it to all of your subscribers he will be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3255">TS</a>]

00:54:20   but I think depending on the content of the video if it is a bunch of people wishing someone a happy birthday you also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3260">TS</a>]

00:54:28   have to weigh that against probably a not insignificant proportion of your subscribers being irritated. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3268">TS</a>]

00:54:35   And then here's here's the thing that I would worry about Freddie. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3275">TS</a>]

00:54:41   The future birthday requests you were that you were going to start to get inundated with everybody's birthday [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3281">TS</a>]

00:54:51   and then you're just going to seem like a precious person for granting the magical birthday happiness to this one kid. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3291">TS</a>]

00:55:02   But then everybody else who writes in to you and let you know about their birthday [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3302">TS</a>]

00:55:05   or post the Yahtzee video on their birthday they get nothing. And then you've made them feel worse. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3305">TS</a>]

00:55:12   So I think you have to weigh the sum aggregate of a single child's happiness versus all of the sadness you will produce [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3312">TS</a>]

00:55:22   plus the last hours of your life dealing with birthday requests forever. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3322">TS</a>]

00:55:30   Well this is how I think that's how I would think about this. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3330">TS</a>]

00:55:35   Can you guess what I thought I might think would be a good thing to do. Well you would have done first class. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3335">TS</a>]

00:55:40   Let's pretend I would have done something like this. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3340">TS</a>]

00:55:42   OK I would have released it is the secret video I think that that is already above and beyond. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3342">TS</a>]

00:55:48   But to release it to the general audience you will reap what you sow. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3348">TS</a>]

00:55:55   I just got a message from Destine family and I'm just going to. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3355">TS</a>]

00:56:00   Tell him I can't talk because we're talking about him you know him. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3360">TS</a>]

00:56:04   We can talk because we're talking about him on the podcast. OK I'm typing in the King. And I told him that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3364">TS</a>]

00:56:20   OK Well I'll tell you after the podcast Oshea the video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3380">TS</a>]

00:56:23   and you tell me what I have I have given you a framework in which to make a decision the decision is yours. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3383">TS</a>]

00:56:31   I mean the thing I want to talk to you about was what was what you felt about the importance we put on The View counter. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3391">TS</a>]

00:56:41   Well that that's a good hard question to answer in the abstract in some ways it is the most important thing because the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3401">TS</a>]

00:56:47   view counter is proportional to the advertising which is proportional to our incomes so the views need to be decent in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3407">TS</a>]

00:56:57   order to be able to earn an actual living on this so that I mean that that's one way that is one way to look at it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3417">TS</a>]

00:57:05   But look when someone sends you a video you know a friend or family or you say something on Twitter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3425">TS</a>]

00:57:11   and you can check it out. You know is is the view count. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3431">TS</a>]

00:57:14   The first thing you look at it's hard not to look at it as as the as the first thing. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3434">TS</a>]

00:57:21   Does that then color the way you absorb the video. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3441">TS</a>]

00:57:23   I mean it has to it has to color the way you view the rest of the video here this is not this is not exactly it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3443">TS</a>]

00:57:31   but this is similar to the psychological bias [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3451">TS</a>]

00:57:34   but basically the anchoring effect where people perceive things very differently based on what they perceived just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3454">TS</a>]

00:57:42   before the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3462">TS</a>]

00:57:43   and so I imagine there has to be some kind of anchoring effect with the view numbers that if you see something with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3463">TS</a>]

00:57:49   huge number of views that it affects how you perceive it versus if you see it with a smaller number of views [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3469">TS</a>]

00:57:54   and other people to find this this this paper but there is there is. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3474">TS</a>]

00:58:00   An experiment that was run I'm sorry Internet I might get the details of this wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3480">TS</a>]

00:58:03   but the gist of it was that having people listen to a random selection of unknown music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3483">TS</a>]

00:58:10   and having them determine what songs they like the best and not surprisingly the view numbers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3490">TS</a>]

00:58:18   but the list of numbers on the songs influenced people's opinions about what songs they thought they liked the best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3498">TS</a>]

00:58:25   and I'm sure there has to be a similar effect with the videos. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3505">TS</a>]

00:58:28   The original the original study was talking about the interesting thing was about the superstar effect. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3508">TS</a>]

00:58:34   So why do some musicians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3514">TS</a>]

00:58:37   and uppish just just make a superstar's And if you run the experiment multiple times with different groups of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3517">TS</a>]

00:58:43   but the same set of music and everyone can see everybody else's views and you slightly randomize it at the start. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3523">TS</a>]

00:58:50   The superstars are different every time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3530">TS</a>]

00:58:53   People still have preferences for what is bad music or what is good music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3533">TS</a>]

00:58:58   but the absolute top one percent is somewhat random who actually ends up there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3538">TS</a>]

00:59:05   and it depends very highly on the initial number of years that you get so that you can't have to affect how people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3545">TS</a>]

00:59:11   perceive the videos. Yeah yeah this is big it can't be any other way and. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3551">TS</a>]

00:59:17   But that's just the way the universe is I guess. Yeah do you feel OK about that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3557">TS</a>]

00:59:23   I feel that you you have some sort of not a bad reservation about this I think you completely wrong. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3563">TS</a>]

00:59:30   I'm just thinking I should go to like some of my less successful videos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3570">TS</a>]

00:59:33   and just write on them that their secret videos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3573">TS</a>]

00:59:37   and that people were went through that about the look of you can work very well. This is tenth podcast. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3577">TS</a>]

00:59:48   Yes We always said we were going to do a ten. Yes that was the plan from the start. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3588">TS</a>]

00:59:53   So this feels like a time to reflect. Yes. To look back at that. Highs and lows the good times and the bad. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3593">TS</a>]

01:00:03   The path the forecast calls goes all sepia now. Yeah we need some sort of sad but also slightly hopeful music. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3603">TS</a>]

01:00:11   I'll get Alan Alan to make something and you can supply under the saddle. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3611">TS</a>]

01:00:14   Yes yes I can think about the highs and the lows where we've been what we've done or good times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3614">TS</a>]

01:00:20   and the bad the good times and the tears the tears that might have caused other people to the show. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3620">TS</a>]

01:00:29   LAURIE Yeah so how you feel about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3629">TS</a>]

01:00:37   and I don't know I'm feeling I'm feeling very mixed about this pod casting experiment. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3637">TS</a>]

01:00:47   So I think maybe like we were talking about before with people become teachers because they know about teachers. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3647">TS</a>]

01:00:55   I one of the things that I've been thinking about doing some sort of pockets for a long time because I am a huge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3655">TS</a>]

01:01:00   consumer of podcasts and I have listened to podcasts for years and years just all the time. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3660">TS</a>]

01:01:08   So it was something always in the back of my mind to do as a project and just like becoming a teacher. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3668">TS</a>]

01:01:14   When you try to do a podcast you discover it is a very different kind of thing than maybe you thought about it in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3674">TS</a>]

01:01:23   beginning. So I have definitely enjoyed it but it has it has it has been very interesting. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3683">TS</a>]

01:01:28   And how's that been different what something that was different to what you expected. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3688">TS</a>]

01:01:33   Well the thing that strikes me about it the most is listening to myself speak extemporaneously. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3693">TS</a>]

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01:02:35   when I'm editing it I listen to myself and I think why don't you finish that thought. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3755">TS</a>]

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01:03:19   yourself back and forth with some comments on the thread. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3799">TS</a>]

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01:03:30   or hearing yourself in an audio clip for a brief period of time and then as some of these shows going back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3810">TS</a>]

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01:03:47   you can't help but start tuning into all of your own personal audio tics or the way you say things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3827">TS</a>]

01:03:55   or your particular inflections and every one of them becomes a tiny dagger of pain. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3835">TS</a>]

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01:04:08   and then you listen to yourself and you have to face the reality that maybe you're not so smooth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3848">TS</a>]

01:04:12   or maybe you're not so convincing. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3852">TS</a>]

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01:04:27   I haven't hated as much on the podcast here as I do when I'm in videos in mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3867">TS</a>]

01:04:35   but here's what I'm not saying I'm hearing myself in my own videos. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3875">TS</a>]

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01:04:59   and maybe it's because you're eating more of the talking and I do more of the asking. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3899">TS</a>]

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01:05:18   and then I will ask the question in the broadcast. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3918">TS</a>]

01:05:21   And like I always think asking questions because I never prepare questions and I just sort of you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3921">TS</a>]

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01:05:40   or remark that I'll make is exactly what I'm thinking I should make. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3940">TS</a>]

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01:05:56   and then I'll hear myself laugh on the progress exactly the same way. Really surprised how predictable I am to myself. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3956">TS</a>]

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01:06:27   and I asked in the audience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3987">TS</a>]

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01:06:33   talking about and I found a really unusual experience to not be allowed to interrupt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/3993">TS</a>]

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01:06:47   So in that respect I haven't I haven't hated listening to myself as much as I expected. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4007">TS</a>]

01:06:54   The thing that I thought would be an interesting theory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4014">TS</a>]

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01:08:41   Not always two guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4121">TS</a>]

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01:09:42   people having a casual conversation but that's still broadcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4182">TS</a>]

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01:10:39   but then so many people commented on the title I felt like I could not change the title. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4239">TS</a>]

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01:10:55   Talking about numbers and is not normally the sort of thing that I agree to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4255">TS</a>]

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01:11:55   and said that didn't work let's just chop it but quite often I would be doing something in the way. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4315">TS</a>]

01:12:00   I don't think I remember discussing that with Graham. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4320">TS</a>]

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01:12:10   It's usually boring stories by me that yes I mean I mean we did have. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4330">TS</a>]

01:12:16   You did have seven segments today for British paper cuts and I don't I don't sell so many. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4336">TS</a>]

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01:13:15   when I'm writing something down and I'll write a sentence and then upon editing it back I think. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4395">TS</a>]

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01:13:47   and convinced me of whatever my point was that I was trying to make through the process of OK let me structure this let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4427">TS</a>]

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01:14:02   You only have half of that so I can hear myself making points. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4442">TS</a>]

01:14:09   But there isn't any any ability to go back and to revise and to say you know that was a weak point. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4449">TS</a>]

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01:14:44   about some things in the editing later it was the first time I really did this in the podcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4484">TS</a>]

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01:14:53   or that's not a good way to express them and so I cut it out. But yes so I said I like this pod cast but I feel like. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4493">TS</a>]

01:15:00   You dear listener. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4500">TS</a>]

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01:15:19   particular sentence they said for ever. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4519">TS</a>]

01:15:22   Yeah this this is a lesser bar of statements [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4522">TS</a>]

01:15:26   and so I think my videos are a very high bar of statements I think about the things a lot before I say them. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4526">TS</a>]

01:15:32   But this is different and so the answer to your question is yes I find this an interesting different sort of format [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4532">TS</a>]

01:15:40   but I do I do worry a little bit about putting stuff out there that I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4540">TS</a>]

01:15:45   when editing later on as I've done all the podcast or I think I'm not sure I really agree with whatever that was. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4545">TS</a>]

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01:15:56   and it's one of the reasons why I really like having feedback at the beginning. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4556">TS</a>]

01:16:00   There's a chance maybe to revisit things that we've said before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4560">TS</a>]

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01:16:21   It's like not quite so concrete and it's a bit more just kind of thinking out loud and getting Zeph wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4581">TS</a>]

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01:16:35   It's just like the same way you leave in the arms and eyes and when you misspeak. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4595">TS</a>]

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01:16:53   copy to thinking about ideas and opinions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4613">TS</a>]

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01:17:05   talking to and then they are doing the exact opposite. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4625">TS</a>]

01:17:08   And there are very few things that you know I feel I feel strongly about that you know I think I'm a bit wishy washy in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4628">TS</a>]

01:17:17   that way not that I don't have strong opinions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4637">TS</a>]

01:17:19   but maybe I could just see both sides of things more easily than a lot of other people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4639">TS</a>]

01:17:25   but I never understand why people are so passionate about certain subjects because I always. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4645">TS</a>]

01:17:30   I can just see I see both sides of it and yeah yeah like cricket. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4650">TS</a>]

01:17:35   You know anybody could be really passionate about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4655">TS</a>]

01:17:38   and I'm glad you also don't feel very strongly about that even if I was talking to the world's biggest cricket fan I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4658">TS</a>]

01:17:43   could quite easily see here and make the case that actually is a bit boring so I could do that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4663">TS</a>]

01:17:49   and I could make the case [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4669">TS</a>]

01:17:50   but you wouldn't feel it you wouldn't feel it deep down probably one of the only things I wouldn't get on board with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4670">TS</a>]

01:17:55   his people saying the moon landings were fake. I'm not I'm not having that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4675">TS</a>]

01:18:00   But other than that I'm pretty easygoing because anything you think we did wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4680">TS</a>]

01:18:04   and there's nothing that we have done wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4684">TS</a>]

01:18:10   but I would say that there is a difference that some people can notice which is that the first three episodes were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4690">TS</a>]

01:18:18   different from the last seven including this one and that's because the first three they were relatively well prepared. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4698">TS</a>]

01:18:29   That was that was before we made any of this public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4709">TS</a>]

01:18:32   and I did spend time trying to create a bullet pointed list of points that I wanted to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4712">TS</a>]

01:18:38   and things that I thought were more convincing. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4718">TS</a>]

01:18:40   Now I don't want you going into the lion's den of actually speaking about it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4720">TS</a>]

01:18:44   It still was a bit muddled but those were prepared arguments that I kind of wanted to make about particular topics and. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4724">TS</a>]

01:18:52   I have always known that as as this has gone on that if it is to survive it's going to survive. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4732">TS</a>]

01:19:01   As the two dude's talking yonder if people are interested in participating in this conversation listening to us talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4741">TS</a>]

01:19:10   on the Reddit saying hi on Twitter this is it an internet conversation which is kind of what. Hello Internet. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4750">TS</a>]

01:19:16   Right it's it's not just you and me it's you and me in the back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4756">TS</a>]

01:19:19   and forth with with our silent participants right now and then our vocal participants when we put it up. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4759">TS</a>]

01:19:26   Yeah and so that's why it transitioned from something that was very well prepared [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4766">TS</a>]

01:19:31   and structured in the beginning to this because that is the only way that it can have a longer life because I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4771">TS</a>]

01:19:41   spent too much time preparing the food that I make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4781">TS</a>]

01:19:45   and there there is not a mental space in my life for trying to structure an argument on a semi regular basis. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4785">TS</a>]

01:19:56   You know to then to then argue back and forth with you about so. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4796">TS</a>]

01:20:00   That's that that I think is is a transition that some people have noticed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4800">TS</a>]

01:20:05   and I'm perfectly OK with some people saying the later episodes are not for me because I understand that I do this with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4805">TS</a>]

01:20:16   pod cast as well. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4816">TS</a>]

01:20:17   Subscribe to a bunch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4817">TS</a>]

01:20:18   and then you realize you know what this this particular conversation is not a conversation for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4818">TS</a>]

01:20:23   but the ones that I do listen in on I know I I really like being there as the silent participant whenever those shows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4823">TS</a>]

01:20:32   come out so that's that's something that is just a kind of technical point about the pod cast that seems really obvious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4832">TS</a>]

01:20:40   to me but it may be other people just send some sort of shift [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4840">TS</a>]

01:20:44   but couldn't articulate it so that's that's me trying to articulate a little bit of what has gone on as the pod cast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4844">TS</a>]

01:20:49   has has gone through these ten episodes I can imagine that I mean if someone is listening because they're like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4849">TS</a>]

01:20:57   a fan if your video isn't a fantasy it'll probably take some level of interest no matter what you're talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4857">TS</a>]

01:21:03   because because they like you for whatever reason I say that as if I can't imagine any reason to like you. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4863">TS</a>]

01:21:12   That's not what I meant but. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4872">TS</a>]

01:21:13   But there are many reasons [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4873">TS</a>]

01:21:18   and I can imagine someone like who's quite into you cheap thinking what these two guys make You Tube videos so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4878">TS</a>]

01:21:24   when they're talking about that you know I guess I know talking about to some extent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4884">TS</a>]

01:21:30   but there will be stuff going a bit of paste I'm talking about just like personal opinions on all sorts of stuff I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4890">TS</a>]

01:21:36   guess that's when you venture into what hang on like why would I want to people want to hear you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4896">TS</a>]

01:21:42   and I talk about hanging a mirror or things like that so I guess that's when it gets a bit. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4902">TS</a>]

01:21:49   Yeah and that that is what defines the two dudes talking genre is those kinds of moments [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4909">TS</a>]

01:21:56   and then we probably need to get better at that than I think. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4916">TS</a>]

01:22:00   I think my hanging in there and it was you know and not enjoying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4920">TS</a>]

01:22:03   and they can't believe I can't even remember if I left in your movie your movie review of yeah you did leave it like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4923">TS</a>]

01:22:15   brilliant it was brilliant it could attain good if you had taken the paper when you said I'm insane [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4935">TS</a>]

01:22:20   or you let me know where to go. You left me in the wind. Sorry I'm sorry. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4940">TS</a>]

01:22:28   Farrier you could have like said what did you like about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4948">TS</a>]

01:22:30   and tell me more that you are now saying that my level of interest is your of do you think do you feel like because I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4950">TS</a>]

01:22:40   not a podcasting. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4960">TS</a>]

01:22:41   Well I wasn't a podcast a snap before we started this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4961">TS</a>]

01:22:43   and I have since gotten gotten into a small handful of recommendations from you know a lot of that I've gotten very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4963">TS</a>]

01:22:50   into if I'm honest I really enjoy them now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4970">TS</a>]

01:22:52   but I was I was a bit of a novice whereas you obviously have this long history is something you're influenced by. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4972">TS</a>]

01:23:02   Can can one have a podcasting style and therefore be influenced or are you just you know people just himself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4982">TS</a>]

01:23:09   or do you feel that having listened to so many he kind of you know did take on a persona. I mean how does that work. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4989">TS</a>]

01:23:18   Well when I listen to some of your podcasting hearer's that's like a little tricky term for them while they are here. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/4998">TS</a>]

01:23:29   I listen to some of those guys you know. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5009">TS</a>]

01:23:30   Hey you've named before you know the kind of jumps your cases and yes of the world. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5010">TS</a>]

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01:23:38   and occasionally there are little bits of you in the pod Pod caster I think that was very much like something they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5018">TS</a>]

01:23:46   would say or some little sum to some little thing and I wonder if that's just because you're like those guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5026">TS</a>]

01:23:52   and that's why you like them because they're kind of like you anyway or whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5032">TS</a>]

01:23:57   or not you know you would be influenced by that do you. I'm just I would guess it's more. Well let's put it this way. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5037">TS</a>]

01:24:11   I forget the name for the for the this in for an interesting phenomenon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5051">TS</a>]

01:24:14   when if you if you ask people about other people can can you describe this other person. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5054">TS</a>]

01:24:26   They will give you answers that are very narrow and very definitive. That guy is a jerk. You know she is very nice. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5066">TS</a>]

01:24:38   Yeah but if you ask them to describe themselves people talk about their reactions to things situationally. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5078">TS</a>]

01:24:46   I was grumpy this morning because I didn't have my coffee and or I was feeling really happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5086">TS</a>]

01:24:53   and so I was in a generous mood. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5093">TS</a>]

01:24:56   You know people kind of acknowledge external factors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5096">TS</a>]

01:24:59   and that people will also acknowledge for themselves that they are different in different situations so again if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5099">TS</a>]

01:25:08   think that people think someone is a jerk they imagine he's a jerk all the time and he's a jerk to his wife [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5108">TS</a>]

01:25:13   and his dog and his post man he is always a jerk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5113">TS</a>]

01:25:17   and this person who is nice is nice to everyone is just flowers all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5117">TS</a>]

01:25:22   and if you think about that you can you can understand that you can see how this this is the case. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5122">TS</a>]

01:25:31   Just imagine other people you know in your life if you have some boss that you hate it's hard to imagine that that boss [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5131">TS</a>]

01:25:38   really love their dog and goes home alive I was actually going to take in the dog and like really happy right. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5138">TS</a>]

01:25:44   It's hard to visualize. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5144">TS</a>]

01:25:47   We calmly took smug I was I think I was trying to smuggle was I don't I was trying to be some ridiculous thing to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5147">TS</a>]

01:25:53   about a dog. Oh so so. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5153">TS</a>]

01:26:00   So it was the point of this is just that this is one of those cases where as I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5160">TS</a>]

01:26:05   and me I am aware of the different facets of me in a way that that other people are not and so when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5165">TS</a>]

01:26:14   when I'm on this pod cast on you and you ask my being influenced by other people or is it is it what is it. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5174">TS</a>]

01:26:21   This to me feels much more like when I'm in a social situation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5181">TS</a>]

01:26:26   and this is this is the social side of me I'm making a real effort to be a much more talkative much more outgoing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5186">TS</a>]

01:26:35   person so the podcast me is is this side of my personality that is not often expressed which is also why it's this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5195">TS</a>]

01:26:45   an interesting thing for me to do because I would say that the majority of the time of my life I am I'm very very quiet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5205">TS</a>]

01:26:53   very sort of introverted and I just sort of want to be left alone. And so when I when I do this I kind of. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5213">TS</a>]

01:27:00   I gear up for this in the same way that I gear up for going out to a party with a bunch of people I was like OK I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5220">TS</a>]

01:27:07   to I have to switch into the different personality type and so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5227">TS</a>]

01:27:10   and so that's what this is the reason why I might sound like some of the other pod casters is because this aspect of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5230">TS</a>]

01:27:17   personality is maybe similar to that sort of aspect of those other people's personalities [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5237">TS</a>]

01:27:23   and that's why I like to listen to their shows there. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5243">TS</a>]

01:27:27   That's that's that's that there's different sides of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5247">TS</a>]

01:27:29   and the listeners now are hearing this external sexual side of me but I mean I'm thinking about you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5249">TS</a>]

01:27:37   and you always seem relatively consistent to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5257">TS</a>]

01:27:39   but this is just me kind of falling for the same sort of bias I imagine. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5259">TS</a>]

01:27:43   All right I know how to how to you are a different sort of person when you're doing interviews or when you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5263">TS</a>]

01:27:49   when you're talking to me as opposed to the rest of your life. You seem really consistent. But I said I think I might. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5269">TS</a>]

01:28:00   Same but I don't know I don't feel I don't feel very different. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5280">TS</a>]

01:28:06   Like it's like doing these is not a big deal to me and like I don't go into a mode [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5286">TS</a>]

01:28:12   or anything it's it really is just a case of you know you say well let's call it seven thirty and start chatting and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5292">TS</a>]

01:28:19   and we chat before we start recording and they write The only difference is we've pressed a red button [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5299">TS</a>]

01:28:23   and then right keep talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5303">TS</a>]

01:28:24   and then And then there's you know as soon as we stop recording we end up talking for another hour after this about yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5304">TS</a>]

01:28:30   whatever. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5310">TS</a>]

01:28:31   But secret after show you have here so I don't like I don't know I feel like I am aware of the audience at all times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5311">TS</a>]

01:28:42   when we're recording like I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5322">TS</a>]

01:28:45   and I'm not so lost in much to check with you that I forget that what we're doing has has business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5325">TS</a>]

01:28:51   and I guess that colors have candid maybe I would be about certain things. Yes. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5331">TS</a>]

01:28:59   And maybe you know make you credit it more carefully. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5339">TS</a>]

01:29:03   But I think it's pretty much it's pretty much what I'm like and I am just I am listening to what you say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5343">TS</a>]

01:29:09   and then just whatever pops into my head I then say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5349">TS</a>]

01:29:12   or asks I guess as you mentioned before you have prove this because you at a later time think the same thoughts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5352">TS</a>]

01:29:18   or maybe you are the one super consistent human I'm the robot. So human that would be. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5358">TS</a>]

01:29:29   Or something like that as some of the twist to the whole thing would tend I'm a robot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5369">TS</a>]

01:29:34   and that you've come across a turtle in the desert it's upside down why aren't you turning it over Brady this probe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5374">TS</a>]

01:29:42   thing by the way which you've been a little running joke. Yeah. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5382">TS</a>]

01:29:44   Tortoise which I've quite enjoyed at first a few people seem to get a bit riled by on the read I think I was like being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5384">TS</a>]

01:29:51   unfair of me I think people now get kind of my friends and it's a joke but what do you think about people having this. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5391">TS</a>]

01:30:00   Seeing here this is kind of methodical being like heavy heavy kind of enjoyed playing to that. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5400">TS</a>]

01:30:08   Do you sometimes feel a bit like you know I am from flesh and blood. Do I not bleed sort of thing. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5408">TS</a>]

01:30:13   Well I wish I didn't bleed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5413">TS</a>]

01:30:16   and I would say that if if there is a fundamental core that runs through my personality at all times it is of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5416">TS</a>]

01:30:26   relative methodical ness and I can say that from what I have gotten similar comments my entire life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5426">TS</a>]

01:30:36   and as you were saying just moments ago we're always aware of the audience when recording something like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5436">TS</a>]

01:30:43   and there's always things that you would say and you know in private as opposed to in a public forum [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5443">TS</a>]

01:30:47   and there are many times in my life where people have asked that the man you have just come to like the coldest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5447">TS</a>]

01:30:55   conclusion possible based on these possible facts like that is that's just that's just unbelievably unhuman think well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5455">TS</a>]

01:31:04   yes but you're not arguing with my conclusion or the startling facts and so I do. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5464">TS</a>]

01:31:10   Yeah there is a certain kind of methodical ness that I do try to apply to just about everything in life. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5470">TS</a>]

01:31:16   But yeah I mean obviously. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5476">TS</a>]

01:31:18   Like everyone else I am susceptible to all kinds of cognitive biases and all of that stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5478">TS</a>]

01:31:24   but I do try to be methodical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5484">TS</a>]

01:31:27   and that that is that is a kind of feedback I've been getting from people in my life for for all of my life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5487">TS</a>]

01:31:34   and I think one place that this comes up where with family sometimes it drives some members of my family a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5494">TS</a>]

01:31:43   crazy is that when I make decisions about something. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5503">TS</a>]

01:31:48   If it turns out later that I'm wrong or I just don't agonize about decisions or I don't agonize about past decisions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5508">TS</a>]

01:31:56   and I think that people sometimes perceive that as a. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5516">TS</a>]

01:32:00   How can you not agonize about the fact that you were wrong as well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5520">TS</a>]

01:32:03   and I made a decision based on the things that I knew at the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5523">TS</a>]

01:32:05   and there was no other decision for me to possibly make given the information that I knew if I knew what I knew now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5525">TS</a>]

01:32:10   then that I would have made a different decision [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5530">TS</a>]

01:32:11   but I didn't know that so there's no point in running over this saying you are incapable of regret I would not say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5531">TS</a>]

01:32:18   I'm incapable of regret [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5538">TS</a>]

01:32:20   but it's just I don't have a record do you ever regret things I can't think of anything I regret to be honest now. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5540">TS</a>]

01:32:31   I've had to say that I am incapable is a for a difference. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5551">TS</a>]

01:32:35   Difference taken from do you regret maybe I should say maybe one day you'll regret something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5555">TS</a>]

01:32:39   but you never have in all your life until now. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5559">TS</a>]

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01:32:52   her. So you're just saying it doesn't exist. I'm not saying it doesn't exist but it is. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5572">TS</a>]

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01:34:01   Yes but but the version of me who makes the Past me who made that decision didn't know that he needed more evidence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5641">TS</a>]

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01:35:18   So are we going to decide now or have we decided or are you going to let people know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BgMXIk1PQ/5718">TS</a>]

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