Roderick on the Line

00:00:00 ◼   ► hello [TS]

00:00:06 ◼   ► I John hi Merlin is going really meant [TS]

00:00:13 ◼   ► got a phone call with John Roderick when [TS]

00:00:20 ◼   ► was the last time you had a chili dog [TS]

00:00:21 ◼   ► can ask a question wasn't really you [TS]

00:00:26 ◼   ► don't do double chili talks count [TS]

00:00:28 ◼   ► I big so I answer just now uh my potluck [TS]

00:00:33 ◼   ► place has introduced a new product [TS]

00:00:36 ◼   ► called the double chili cheese dog who [TS]

00:00:38 ◼   ► is too big old dogs on a bun with chili [TS]

00:00:42 ◼   ► and cheese two dogs one but you don't [TS]

00:00:44 ◼   ► just look at video that was not every [TS]

00:00:47 ◼   ► one of those a tease people haha what do [TS]

00:00:53 ◼   ► you mean you're gonna scare the test [TS]

00:00:55 ◼   ► Iraq where I just had a great Matt a [TS]

00:01:02 ◼   ► bachelor meal [TS]

00:01:03 ◼   ► whoa you know I'm very busy right now [TS]

00:01:05 ◼   ► these are busy times you're very busy i [TS]

00:01:07 ◼   ► can't believe you found time for this [TS]

00:01:08 ◼   ► you you are on TV a good will a few [TS]

00:01:10 ◼   ► minutes ago I was on TV I was on TV [TS]

00:01:12 ◼   ► literally one hour ago and I'm just [TS]

00:01:15 ◼   ► stopping by stopping by the writer from [TS]

00:01:17 ◼   ► the line studios to try and try and talk [TS]

00:01:21 ◼   ► to you for a little while I said John [TS]

00:01:23 ◼   ► Roderick found it and and so you're into [TS]

00:01:27 ◼   ► that you're doing more media others just [TS]

00:01:28 ◼   ► it's it's just a medias it's just a [TS]

00:01:30 ◼   ► storm media and as you know there was an [TS]

00:01:33 ◼   ► election in Seattle [TS]

00:01:35 ◼   ► recently I heard we should talk about [TS]

00:01:37 ◼   ► that is that ok but but I got home I got [TS]

00:01:39 ◼   ► home and I was like I need some food i [TS]

00:01:41 ◼   ► am still not eating carbohydrates and [TS]

00:01:43 ◼   ► it's very difficult to continue to get [TS]

00:01:46 ◼   ► food in your body so hard so I got home [TS]

00:01:49 ◼   ► and I was like what do I have and I go [TS]

00:01:51 ◼   ► into the refrigerator and I'm like I [TS]

00:01:53 ◼   ► roasted and I've I pan-fried a couple of [TS]

00:01:55 ◼   ► chicken breast and olive oil the other [TS]

00:01:57 ◼   ► day and I had those I was like right but [TS]

00:02:00 ◼   ► i need but there's I can't just eat two [TS]

00:02:02 ◼   ► chicken breasts that's just a little bit [TS]

00:02:05 ◼   ► to fern bar you know what I mean [TS]

00:02:08 ◼   ► olive oil chicken breasts too firm bar [TS]

00:02:11 ◼   ► so I was like what else do I have [TS]

00:02:13 ◼   ► well because I have a daughter i have [TS]

00:02:16 ◼   ► string cheese so I took some string [TS]

00:02:19 ◼   ► cheese out and I stringed it you know [TS]

00:02:21 ◼   ► you pull it apart and mixed rings and I [TS]

00:02:24 ◼   ► covered the chicken breast with string [TS]

00:02:26 ◼   ► cheese and i was like but it needs [TS]

00:02:27 ◼   ► something else and then i saw that i [TS]

00:02:31 ◼   ► have some roast beef so i covered the [TS]

00:02:34 ◼   ► string cheese with roast beef and i [TS]

00:02:37 ◼   ► microwaved it and I tell you it is the [TS]

00:02:41 ◼   ► greatest food I've had in weeks [TS]

00:02:44 ◼   ► my mind is spinning it see now nothing [TS]

00:02:47 ◼   ► is your brain i be thinkin noodles [TS]

00:02:48 ◼   ► noodles noodles [TS]

00:02:49 ◼   ► I can't have noodles what am I going to [TS]

00:02:51 ◼   ► do you took in another direction you've [TS]

00:02:53 ◼   ► invented an entirely new kind of Cordon [TS]

00:02:55 ◼   ► Bleu it's basically a cordon bleu except [TS]

00:02:58 ◼   ► with with children string cheese and [TS]

00:03:01 ◼   ► sandwich meat roasted salmon Josh and [TS]

00:03:06 ◼   ► the whole page so i ate it with a knife [TS]

00:03:07 ◼   ► and fork and everybody was like it can [TS]

00:03:10 ◼   ► the next might be better than the last [TS]

00:03:12 ◼   ► and everybody was better than the last [TS]

00:03:14 ◼   ► you'll be good a little bit of hot [TS]

00:03:15 ◼   ► mustard on that [TS]

00:03:17 ◼   ► oh now that you say it I should i have [TS]

00:03:19 ◼   ► some hot mustard about some of that [TS]

00:03:20 ◼   ► great German or some or some horseradish [TS]

00:03:22 ◼   ► have you been back to your right to I [TS]

00:03:24 ◼   ► don't really even back to your German [TS]

00:03:26 ◼   ► Lenny or shoppy know because i'm so busy [TS]

00:03:29 ◼   ► that I I'm afraid to stock up on [TS]

00:03:31 ◼   ► anything but no I here's what i did [TS]

00:03:33 ◼   ► there is a butcher in in Seattle's [TS]

00:03:35 ◼   ► columbia city neighborhood which [TS]

00:03:38 ◼   ► actually point of order my family lower [TS]

00:03:42 ◼   ► Mike my great-great-uncle Junius the [TS]

00:03:47 ◼   ► racist the races lawyer I think his [TS]

00:03:53 ◼   ► brother another great uncle of mine not [TS]

00:03:56 ◼   ► my great grandfather george alfred [TS]

00:03:59 ◼   ► Caldwell rochester but their third [TS]

00:04:03 ◼   ► brother all of whom escaped from [TS]

00:04:05 ◼   ► Tennessee after the Civil War to make [TS]

00:04:09 ◼   ► their way out west [TS]

00:04:10 ◼   ► the third brother was somehow [TS]

00:04:13 ◼   ► responsible for the planting and selling [TS]

00:04:16 ◼   ► of columbia city in my family that he is [TS]

00:04:18 ◼   ► regarded as the founder of columbia city [TS]

00:04:21 ◼   ► now and and you know within my family [TS]

00:04:24 ◼   ► that you have to take that someone with [TS]

00:04:26 ◼   ► a grain of salt but it's been said so [TS]

00:04:28 ◼   ► much that I believe every time I Drive [TS]

00:04:30 ◼   ► through columbia city i'm like well it's [TS]

00:04:32 ◼   ► basically belongs to me this whole part [TS]

00:04:35 ◼   ► of town [TS]

00:04:36 ◼   ► there's a butcher their name Bob the [TS]

00:04:38 ◼   ► butcher and he's like one of these last [TS]

00:04:42 ◼   ► remaining storefront butcher shops and [TS]

00:04:47 ◼   ► his Bob just recently died but his son [TS]

00:04:50 ◼   ► who looks exactly like Jeffrey Dahmer [TS]

00:04:53 ◼   ► used to you know give me like butcher [TS]

00:04:57 ◼   ► butcher treatment the butcher could [TS]

00:04:59 ◼   ► picture a business where he trap I'd [TS]

00:05:02 ◼   ► pick a piece of meat out and he wrapped [TS]

00:05:03 ◼   ► in white paper and it was it felt very [TS]

00:05:05 ◼   ► much like how i wish the world still was [TS]

00:05:07 ◼   ► who I went in there the other day and [TS]

00:05:11 ◼   ► there is a little Korean gal and then [TS]

00:05:15 ◼   ► her mom a little Korean gal and they [TS]

00:05:19 ◼   ► both were given me the hard sell on on [TS]

00:05:26 ◼   ► my butcher experience they're like you [TS]

00:05:28 ◼   ► know what do you want [TS]

00:05:29 ◼   ► let's go let's get moving you want that [TS]

00:05:31 ◼   ► we can do that they want oriental [TS]

00:05:33 ◼   ► efficient ceiling working with you want [TS]

00:05:35 ◼   ► two of those you want for those right I [TS]

00:05:37 ◼   ► was like ah yeah well m 16 hours we're [TS]

00:05:41 ◼   ► starting to get over here and i got [TS]

00:05:42 ◼   ► these porterhouse over there like listen [TS]

00:05:44 ◼   ► what you want is you want one of these [TS]

00:05:46 ◼   ► bulk rates and they handed me a piece of [TS]

00:05:49 ◼   ► paper and it was like four hundred and [TS]

00:05:52 ◼   ► sixty-seven dollars you can get five [TS]

00:05:54 ◼   ► pounds of bacon five pounds of sausage [TS]

00:05:56 ◼   ► five pounds of chicken to whole [TS]

00:05:59 ◼   ► free-range chickens a rump roast for [TS]

00:06:04 ◼   ► porterhouse steaks and 10 pounds of [TS]

00:06:08 ◼   ► hamburger or something like that and I [TS]

00:06:09 ◼   ► was like yes I do want that that is the [TS]

00:06:11 ◼   ► way a man wants to shop be give me a [TS]

00:06:13 ◼   ► piece of paper with a lot of meat on it [TS]

00:06:15 ◼   ► and then give you some money [TS]

00:06:16 ◼   ► yeah I 110 3 pork roasts and a half a [TS]

00:06:19 ◼   ► dozen pork steaks and I was like well I [TS]

00:06:21 ◼   ► want that but I don't want this and the [TS]

00:06:22 ◼   ► other one was like that's fine we can do [TS]

00:06:24 ◼   ► that we do it all by weight and so all [TS]

00:06:26 ◼   ► then all of a sudden it gets into it [TS]

00:06:28 ◼   ► turns into this crazy transaction [TS]

00:06:30 ◼   ► they're like all right we're taking two [TS]

00:06:31 ◼   ► pounds off of that we're going to give [TS]

00:06:33 ◼   ► you two pounds more of this and [TS]

00:06:34 ◼   ► writing it all down and putting it on [TS]

00:06:36 ◼   ► the scale and I kind of feel like she's [TS]

00:06:38 ◼   ► putting her thumb on the scale and the [TS]

00:06:40 ◼   ► daughters weighing something over across [TS]

00:06:42 ◼   ► the room that I can't see I'm trying to [TS]

00:06:44 ◼   ► like run over there and see that and [TS]

00:06:47 ◼   ► then I come back and and the mom has [TS]

00:06:49 ◼   ► already wrapped up for porterhouse [TS]

00:06:51 ◼   ► steaks that I kind of like was like [TS]

00:06:53 ◼   ► women i didn't know that's that'sthat's [TS]

00:06:54 ◼   ► big-city butcher and you don't want that [TS]

00:06:56 ◼   ► it was super big city butchering and [TS]

00:06:58 ◼   ► then all of a sudden I'm like whoa wait [TS]

00:07:00 ◼   ► a minute it's all in bags and it's like [TS]

00:07:03 ◼   ► a hundred sixty-seven dollars please [TS]

00:07:06 ◼   ► and I didn't want to have a it was [TS]

00:07:08 ◼   ► another one of these like difficult [TS]

00:07:10 ◼   ► cultural exchanges where it's like do I [TS]

00:07:11 ◼   ► go back and have them unwrap all this [TS]

00:07:14 ◼   ► stuff and weigh it all in front of me [TS]

00:07:16 ◼   ► no i don't i accept that this is the way [TS]

00:07:20 ◼   ► this this transaction ran I'll know [TS]

00:07:23 ◼   ► better next time [TS]

00:07:24 ◼   ► and I walked out of there with two bags [TS]

00:07:28 ◼   ► of meat that were that each bag required [TS]

00:07:32 ◼   ► both women to lift it over the camera so [TS]

00:07:36 ◼   ► I i'm walking down the street with to [TS]

00:07:38 ◼   ► basically meet and villains and people [TS]

00:07:43 ◼   ► are getting out of my way on the street [TS]

00:07:44 ◼   ► because they say just now they like [TS]

00:07:46 ◼   ► instinctively sense here comes a lion [TS]

00:07:49 ◼   ► with a wildebeest in his mouth like I [TS]

00:07:51 ◼   ► had so much meat on me and we have been [TS]

00:07:54 ◼   ► eating through this meat and frankly it [TS]

00:07:58 ◼   ► was worth a hundred sixty-seven dollars [TS]

00:07:59 ◼   ► even if she was putting her thumb on the [TS]

00:08:01 ◼   ► scale any thought about seeking redress [TS]

00:08:03 ◼   ► with Bob jr. well that's the thing but i [TS]

00:08:06 ◼   ► can only assume either Bob jr. has sold [TS]

00:08:08 ◼   ► a portion or the entirety of his [TS]

00:08:10 ◼   ► business to these women or perhaps Bob [TS]

00:08:13 ◼   ► jr. is married to one of the moon and [TS]

00:08:16 ◼   ► the business is that and they were like [TS]

00:08:18 ◼   ► listen Bob jr. we got this we got what [TS]

00:08:20 ◼   ► will take care of the business from here [TS]

00:08:21 ◼   ► on out and he's just sitting in the back [TS]

00:08:24 ◼   ► chopping up teenage boys or I don't know [TS]

00:08:26 ◼   ► what he's doing [TS]

00:08:27 ◼   ► I haven't seen him in a long time I know [TS]

00:08:28 ◼   ► his dad died but you know the meat is [TS]

00:08:32 ◼   ► all from local farms but but the butcher [TS]

00:08:36 ◼   ► shop does not advertise itself in any [TS]

00:08:38 ◼   ► kind of hippie-dippie way there's no no [TS]

00:08:42 ◼   ► there's no sign out front that says [TS]

00:08:44 ◼   ► locally-sourced artisanal anything it's [TS]

00:08:47 ◼   ► just like yes we get our meat [TS]

00:08:48 ◼   ► from the following farms that are around [TS]

00:08:50 ◼   ► the town but we're not precious about it [TS]

00:08:54 ◼   ► and the meat is actually much cheaper [TS]

00:08:55 ◼   ► than it is even in the groceries i'm not [TS]

00:08:57 ◼   ► usually the type that was my hand held [TS]

00:08:59 ◼   ► in situations like that if it's [TS]

00:09:01 ◼   ► something you know really [TS]

00:09:02 ◼   ► straightforward you know if I go in and [TS]

00:09:04 ◼   ► I say i want to punch recipe finder [TS]

00:09:05 ◼   ► wanna have a conversation about it but I [TS]

00:09:07 ◼   ► think in that case they're leaving [TS]

00:09:08 ◼   ► behind a little bit of the high-touch [TS]

00:09:09 ◼   ► service that would make you seek out a [TS]

00:09:11 ◼   ► Bob jr. yes and that's what Bob jr. used [TS]

00:09:14 ◼   ► to sit and talk to me about every kind [TS]

00:09:16 ◼   ► of meat is this is the guy used to talk [TS]

00:09:18 ◼   ► to you about grass-fed things uh know [TS]

00:09:21 ◼   ► that Bob jr. was a little bit i have to [TS]

00:09:25 ◼   ► say a little bit on the spectrum [TS]

00:09:27 ◼   ► mm so he could talk about the job that's [TS]

00:09:29 ◼   ► a good job good job good job [TS]

00:09:32 ◼   ► yeah he he could talk to me about the [TS]

00:09:34 ◼   ► meat but he wasn't like a scintillating [TS]

00:09:36 ◼   ► like wide-ranging conversationalist [TS]

00:09:39 ◼   ► but but that and I realized something [TS]

00:09:41 ◼   ► the other day a lot of my problem in the [TS]

00:09:44 ◼   ► world and I feel like this is true [TS]

00:09:46 ◼   ► youtube is that I do not like salesman [TS]

00:09:51 ◼   ► and it doesn't matter what they're [TS]

00:09:54 ◼   ► selling [TS]

00:09:55 ◼   ► I so don't like salesman that I feel [TS]

00:10:00 ◼   ► like in the course of my life i have [TS]

00:10:02 ◼   ► made bad decisions or or I have thwarted [TS]

00:10:05 ◼   ► myself repeatedly because the person on [TS]

00:10:08 ◼   ► the other side of the table was trying [TS]

00:10:09 ◼   ► to sell it to me and I was like you know [TS]

00:10:11 ◼   ► what fuck this place [TS]

00:10:14 ◼   ► I threw garbage can through the window [TS]

00:10:16 ◼   ► and I burned it down and you know like [TS]

00:10:18 ◼   ► like a robbery t.i Roger it instead of [TS]

00:10:22 ◼   ► since Ted of indoor five minutes of some [TS]

00:10:25 ◼   ► guy selling me something in that voice [TS]

00:10:28 ◼   ► and in that tone and it's why I don't [TS]

00:10:31 ◼   ► like it's why I don't like pastors it's [TS]

00:10:34 ◼   ► why I don't like mortgage brokers or car [TS]

00:10:37 ◼   ► salesman but it feels it feels whenever [TS]

00:10:42 ◼   ► I totally agree and I think that i do [TS]

00:10:44 ◼   ► share that with you but it's probably i [TS]

00:10:46 ◼   ► always feel like I'm a mark you know I [TS]

00:10:49 ◼   ► they may see me as Ali but I feel like a [TS]

00:10:51 ◼   ► mark you know the whole thing as long as [TS]

00:10:53 ◼   ► the salesman is still talking still [TS]

00:10:55 ◼   ► closing [TS]

00:10:56 ◼   ► you know as long as the President as [TS]

00:10:58 ◼   ► long as I'm still there yelling at the [TS]

00:11:00 ◼   ► guy at the door like there's still a [TS]

00:11:01 ◼   ► transaction [TS]

00:11:02 ◼   ► that could potentially happen yeah and I [TS]

00:11:04 ◼   ► guess it is that they aren't they are [TS]

00:11:06 ◼   ► never ever ever interested in me in any [TS]

00:11:10 ◼   ► way other than that I am a human-shaped [TS]

00:11:13 ◼   ► cut out with a bull's-eye on his face [TS]

00:11:17 ◼   ► you know like there's whatever feigned [TS]

00:11:21 ◼   ► interest they are displaying like I i [TS]

00:11:23 ◼   ► went to my dentist the other day [TS]

00:11:24 ◼   ► oh she has a new dental hygienist two [TS]

00:11:27 ◼   ► years because my tennis drives me insane [TS]

00:11:29 ◼   ► with that stuff [TS]

00:11:30 ◼   ► well and I'm a my dentist i like very [TS]

00:11:32 ◼   ► much but she has a new hygienist who's [TS]

00:11:34 ◼   ► like a young gal who was talking about [TS]

00:11:37 ◼   ► like when i graduated from high school [TS]

00:11:38 ◼   ► in 98 and I was like stop right there [TS]

00:11:41 ◼   ► but she was given me that whole business [TS]

00:11:44 ◼   ► of like so where you from [TS]

00:11:47 ◼   ► so what do you put it there and I was [TS]

00:11:49 ◼   ► like Lady seriously don't like be [TS]

00:11:54 ◼   ► friendly but we're not trying to learn [TS]

00:11:58 ◼   ► about each other like don't pretend that [TS]

00:12:01 ◼   ► you are trying to learn about me for [TS]

00:12:04 ◼   ► anything other than some kind of mental [TS]

00:12:06 ◼   ► rolodex of like how's your daughter type [TS]

00:12:10 ◼   ► of comments that you're going to [TS]

00:12:11 ◼   ► sprinkle through the years like this let [TS]

00:12:14 ◼   ► it ride [TS]

00:12:15 ◼   ► you know you know just chill baby chill [TS]

00:12:18 ◼   ► well with my dentist he's very [TS]

00:12:20 ◼   ► charismatic very handsome but he and his [TS]

00:12:24 ◼   ► whole staff and by the way his mom is [TS]

00:12:26 ◼   ► his hygienist but just super she's the [TS]

00:12:29 ◼   ► one who always gives me the printouts [TS]

00:12:30 ◼   ► about how you can get heart disease i [TS]

00:12:31 ◼   ► don't floss enough she's giving me the [TS]

00:12:33 ◼   ► same xerox about how i'm going to get [TS]

00:12:35 ◼   ► I'm gonna it'sit's I guess it's a real [TS]

00:12:38 ◼   ► thing but apparently if you don't floss [TS]

00:12:39 ◼   ► enough to get heart disease because the [TS]

00:12:41 ◼   ► plaque goes through your gums into your [TS]

00:12:43 ◼   ► heart because science [TS]

00:12:45 ◼   ► yeah and but the problem with this guy [TS]

00:12:47 ◼   ► is I always feel like he's he noted is [TS]

00:12:49 ◼   ► it I do feel like he's selling me [TS]

00:12:50 ◼   ► something like he's selling me a deep [TS]

00:12:52 ◼   ► clean that's coming he's telling me some [TS]

00:12:54 ◼   ► kind of you know like any of those folks [TS]

00:12:56 ◼   ► to trust your mechanic right back to the [TS]

00:12:58 ◼   ► Dead Kennedys like he's looking for some [TS]

00:12:59 ◼   ► inroads about my own fears or [TS]

00:13:03 ◼   ► sensitivities to find some way to sell a [TS]

00:13:06 ◼   ► dental product again and what it comes [TS]

00:13:08 ◼   ► down to for me is like I feel like this [TS]

00:13:09 ◼   ► is and this is me maybe I maybe I want a [TS]

00:13:11 ◼   ► bad doctor but I want a bad doctor I [TS]

00:13:13 ◼   ► want to go to somebody who [TS]

00:13:15 ◼   ► like yeah yeah you got fucking up the [TS]

00:13:17 ◼   ► same but we gotta fight that shit you [TS]

00:13:19 ◼   ► mean bad doctor like bad lieutenant that [TS]

00:13:21 ◼   ► kind of like taking out of he has two [TS]

00:13:22 ◼   ► without putting something awful but [TS]

00:13:25 ◼   ► something like a lawyer like I want [TS]

00:13:26 ◼   ► someone who's on my side I want somebody [TS]

00:13:28 ◼   ► who's like fighting fighting the the [TS]

00:13:30 ◼   ► health problem with me resident being [TS]

00:13:32 ◼   ► like the mediator with the health [TS]

00:13:34 ◼   ► problems like well I've been talking to [TS]

00:13:36 ◼   ► your heart disease i'm pretty sure it's [TS]

00:13:38 ◼   ► because you need a deep clean it [TS]

00:13:40 ◼   ► probably makes you feel pretty bad you [TS]

00:13:41 ◼   ► got a kid you really don't want to die [TS]

00:13:43 ◼   ► and it is you know what I mean I don't [TS]

00:13:45 ◼   ► feel like when I go in there I want [TS]

00:13:46 ◼   ► somebody who's gonna buy want to clean [TS]

00:13:48 ◼   ► my teeth you know not show me endless [TS]

00:13:50 ◼   ► slides of the furniture that he has made [TS]

00:13:52 ◼   ► god bless him but I just I just like [TS]

00:13:54 ◼   ► being sold and that puts me on the [TS]

00:13:56 ◼   ► defensive and now I'm that guy [TS]

00:13:57 ◼   ► yeah I feel like the only sales pitch [TS]

00:14:00 ◼   ► that I respond to is I don't give a fuck [TS]

00:14:03 ◼   ► whether you buy this or not it's the [TS]

00:14:06 ◼   ► like i'm selling it because I believe in [TS]

00:14:08 ◼   ► it or because I made it and if you don't [TS]

00:14:11 ◼   ► want it then your spin your dumbass but [TS]

00:14:13 ◼   ► it doesn't matter to me [TS]

00:14:15 ◼   ► yeah but if that's something we're like [TS]

00:14:16 ◼   ► you're in there as a motivated buyer if [TS]

00:14:18 ◼   ► you go in there and say i wanna i want [TS]

00:14:20 ◼   ► to get this certain what's the big [TS]

00:14:22 ◼   ► international harvester that's the big [TS]

00:14:24 ◼   ► transporter what's the name of the big [TS]

00:14:25 ◼   ► car you want super been like if you go [TS]

00:14:29 ◼   ► to if you go to Bob's Bob suburban and [TS]

00:14:32 ◼   ► and and Bob you know Bob senior absorb [TS]

00:14:34 ◼   ► suburban senior is there you go in there [TS]

00:14:36 ◼   ► and he can help you make a decision [TS]

00:14:37 ◼   ► about like what fits your budget in your [TS]

00:14:40 ◼   ► needs that's kind of cells when I could [TS]

00:14:41 ◼   ► use what I don't need in there is [TS]

00:14:43 ◼   ► somebody going you know you really are [TS]

00:14:44 ◼   ► dickless wonder you should get a [TS]

00:14:45 ◼   ► suburban right all those guys on [TS]

00:14:47 ◼   ► craigslist you are like why I think I [TS]

00:14:50 ◼   ► told you right attacks more pictures and [TS]

00:14:52 ◼   ► looked at a suburban and I wrote the guy [TS]

00:14:54 ◼   ► and I said yeah its burdens got a lot [TS]

00:14:56 ◼   ► more rust than you said it had like ice [TS]

00:14:59 ◼   ► is to send me some pictures and you sent [TS]

00:15:01 ◼   ► me some pictures of the parts that [TS]

00:15:02 ◼   ► weren't rusty but then i went looked at [TS]

00:15:04 ◼   ► it and it's got all this rust on it and [TS]

00:15:06 ◼   ► he writes back and he says well that [TS]

00:15:08 ◼   ► rust is typical for 73 was like really [TS]

00:15:13 ◼   ► like my love my lying should have been [TS]

00:15:15 ◼   ► anticipated [TS]

00:15:16 ◼   ► yeah thank you for the education about [TS]

00:15:18 ◼   ► what is typical and what is not [TS]

00:15:20 ◼   ► but in fact like like if you're if if [TS]

00:15:23 ◼   ► you if the thing is honest it sells [TS]

00:15:25 ◼   ► itself right and if it's like I won't [TS]

00:15:28 ◼   ► look [TS]

00:15:28 ◼   ► the Cadillac the other day there's [TS]

00:15:30 ◼   ► another one I'm going to I'm going out [TS]

00:15:32 ◼   ► looking at a lot like an old like giant [TS]

00:15:34 ◼   ► Cadillac it was a 65 Cadillac was a [TS]

00:15:38 ◼   ► massive cadillac and he had taken these [TS]

00:15:40 ◼   ► cool pictures about a of it and I was [TS]

00:15:42 ◼   ► like so many recipes like none at all i [TS]

00:15:45 ◼   ► said is how big the motor need it's like [TS]

00:15:47 ◼   ► it's a 500 and I was like this Cadillac [TS]

00:15:49 ◼   ► seems like my kinda cadillac and I went [TS]

00:15:53 ◼   ► to look at it and as I Drive up I'm like [TS]

00:15:55 ◼   ► what the and i said is that has the [TS]

00:15:59 ◼   ► suspension been modified and he was like [TS]

00:16:02 ◼   ► oh yeah the guy before me like lowered [TS]

00:16:05 ◼   ► it but he only lowered in the front end [TS]

00:16:08 ◼   ► because he couldn't figure out how to [TS]

00:16:09 ◼   ► take the suspension out of the back end [TS]

00:16:12 ◼   ► I was like haha so the front bumper is [TS]

00:16:16 ◼   ► dragging on the ground because some kid [TS]

00:16:18 ◼   ► tried to put it on air bags but didn't [TS]

00:16:21 ◼   ► know what he was doing and that is a [TS]

00:16:24 ◼   ► thing that you now that I look at the [TS]

00:16:26 ◼   ► photographs you took you took these [TS]

00:16:28 ◼   ► photographs with it with the stick a [TS]

00:16:32 ◼   ► look at Peter Jackson angle [TS]

00:16:33 ◼   ► yeah with the sure knowledge that that [TS]

00:16:36 ◼   ► was not being revealed you said nothing [TS]

00:16:37 ◼   ► about it in the ad we talked about it [TS]

00:16:39 ◼   ► you include the line please don't waste [TS]

00:16:42 ◼   ► my time in your ad and now i'm out here [TS]

00:16:45 ◼   ► and i'm looking at a car that is [TS]

00:16:46 ◼   ► basically a halloween pumpkin and like [TS]

00:16:52 ◼   ► you know I i have learned not to look at [TS]

00:16:54 ◼   ► a guy like that and say like by the way [TS]

00:16:56 ◼   ► fuck you because i don't i cannot afford [TS]

00:17:00 ◼   ► to walk around thinking that my time is [TS]

00:17:02 ◼   ► worth money because if I did think that [TS]

00:17:04 ◼   ► I would be I would be just so depressed [TS]

00:17:07 ◼   ► it's if I think if I thought my time was [TS]

00:17:09 ◼   ► with money so I'm just like you know [TS]

00:17:10 ◼   ► what this was this was a nice drive in [TS]

00:17:12 ◼   ► the country out to your suburban house [TS]

00:17:14 ◼   ► to look at this thing for one and a half [TS]

00:17:16 ◼   ► seconds and know that what it needs to [TS]

00:17:21 ◼   ► be put back together and I'm not gonna [TS]

00:17:24 ◼   ► stand here and argue premio he was like [TS]

00:17:26 ◼   ► seven thousand dollars firm and I'm like [TS]

00:17:28 ◼   ► yeah firm like the suspension probably [TS]

00:17:31 ◼   ► is because it's sitting on the axle [TS]

00:17:35 ◼   ► anyway go go fuck yourself but you know [TS]

00:17:38 ◼   ► like go fuck yourself is implied in [TS]

00:17:40 ◼   ► those situations [TS]

00:17:41 ◼   ► yeah I just you know it'sit's what [TS]

00:17:43 ◼   ► hardens me as a person though not a good [TS]

00:17:45 ◼   ► way is that it makes me continually feel [TS]

00:17:47 ◼   ► like I have to protect against like I [TS]

00:17:50 ◼   ► want to be somebody who trust people [TS]

00:17:51 ◼   ► because that's my nature but then you [TS]

00:17:53 ◼   ► have enough experiences like that or [TS]

00:17:55 ◼   ► somebody who who doesn't tell you about [TS]

00:17:57 ◼   ► the black mold in the basement of the [TS]

00:17:59 ◼   ► house that you're buying or whatever you [TS]

00:18:01 ◼   ► know it's like it's just you just keep [TS]

00:18:02 ◼   ► you almost have to approach each of [TS]

00:18:05 ◼   ► those situations assuming that there's a [TS]

00:18:07 ◼   ► body in the trunk like there's something [TS]

00:18:08 ◼   ► you're gonna have to figure out about [TS]

00:18:09 ◼   ► this that they're just not gonna tell [TS]

00:18:10 ◼   ► you [TS]

00:18:11 ◼   ► and so you know you got something you [TS]

00:18:12 ◼   ► can just say like what's really fucked [TS]

00:18:14 ◼   ► up about this that you're not telling me [TS]

00:18:15 ◼   ► you know yeah there will be so nice to [TS]

00:18:18 ◼   ► have that conversation with somebody [TS]

00:18:18 ◼   ► well you know actually I'm Dominator [TS]

00:18:21 ◼   ► might not be right [TS]

00:18:21 ◼   ► I'm not sure give me the five word [TS]

00:18:23 ◼   ► answer of the thing you are most afraid [TS]

00:18:25 ◼   ► that I'm gonna find out about this [TS]

00:18:26 ◼   ► product that's really good you can go [TS]

00:18:28 ◼   ► into it and say to somebody i'm going to [TS]

00:18:29 ◼   ► tell you what might what I'm worried [TS]

00:18:30 ◼   ► about you tell me what you're worried [TS]

00:18:32 ◼   ► about right like I'm I'm worried this [TS]

00:18:34 ◼   ► mean I get great mileage but like I want [TS]

00:18:36 ◼   ► it so much that I leavin you know what [TS]

00:18:38 ◼   ► are you worried about him or you'll find [TS]

00:18:41 ◼   ► out that it's sitting on the axle boom [TS]

00:18:44 ◼   ► we're gonna find out the people we're [TS]

00:18:46 ◼   ► better people than that [TS]

00:18:47 ◼   ► yeah the door souls are stars are full [TS]

00:18:49 ◼   ► of moldy cocaine [TS]

00:18:51 ◼   ► I don't buy that car yeah that's the [TS]

00:18:56 ◼   ► exact opposite effects i think cocaine I [TS]

00:18:59 ◼   ► think even moldy cocaine has some street [TS]

00:19:01 ◼   ► value for somebody who's always somebody [TS]

00:19:03 ◼   ► you probably had that at some point what [TS]

00:19:05 ◼   ► moldy cocaine while you're at a party [TS]

00:19:07 ◼   ► and somebody says we're out of the [TS]

00:19:08 ◼   ► regular cocaine always left is the multi [TS]

00:19:09 ◼   ► cocaine [TS]

00:19:10 ◼   ► ok I heard I heard you have okay I [TS]

00:19:13 ◼   ► definitely had some drugs that were [TS]

00:19:15 ◼   ► transported in a gas tank [TS]

00:19:17 ◼   ► oh no because they smelled like gas and [TS]

00:19:21 ◼   ► they were the only drugs in that town at [TS]

00:19:24 ◼   ► the time small mountain town and [TS]

00:19:27 ◼   ► everybody knew that it was the really [TS]

00:19:31 ◼   ► the worst possible thing but they were [TS]

00:19:36 ◼   ► the only drugs available and so you'd be [TS]

00:19:40 ◼   ► sitting around you drinking beer at [TS]

00:19:42 ◼   ► somebody's house and they'd be like [TS]

00:19:44 ◼   ► a certain point they'd pull out the bag [TS]

00:19:48 ◼   ► and everybody like is that the gas stuff [TS]

00:19:52 ◼   ► it smells like VW Bug did you know and [TS]

00:19:54 ◼   ► you just like the gassed up and it came [TS]

00:19:56 ◼   ► across the border in a gas tank and it [TS]

00:19:59 ◼   ► wasn't sealed properly or something and [TS]

00:20:02 ◼   ► everybody was like getting i'll discuss [TS]

00:20:04 ◼   ► so even though you the provenance you [TS]

00:20:06 ◼   ► know the provenance is fucked up you [TS]

00:20:08 ◼   ► know you you know that at at this at [TS]

00:20:10 ◼   ► least been against yet let alone what [TS]

00:20:13 ◼   ► you can't smell on it [TS]

00:20:14 ◼   ► oh yeah and half but half the high is [TS]

00:20:16 ◼   ► just chlorofluorocarbons from like it's [TS]

00:20:18 ◼   ► just like smoking unleaded gas is di [TS]

00:20:22 ◼   ► seems like i'm going to pass out [TS]

00:20:22 ◼   ► sometimes when i was driving my VW bus [TS]

00:20:25 ◼   ► I mean that the smell of gas was was so [TS]

00:20:26 ◼   ► strong everything pretty much every old [TS]

00:20:28 ◼   ► school BTW been it's like that [TS]

00:20:30 ◼   ► yeah it's a part of the air-cooled [TS]

00:20:31 ◼   ► engine it routes the exhaust through the [TS]

00:20:33 ◼   ► dashboard very clever [TS]

00:20:35 ◼   ► yeah why feel like this thing you know [TS]

00:20:37 ◼   ► like one of the one of the unexpected [TS]

00:20:40 ◼   ► and nice things about the about the rise [TS]

00:20:45 ◼   ► of the Internet and the and and all of [TS]

00:20:47 ◼   ► the kind of social media a shin is that [TS]

00:20:52 ◼   ► you and I both like the word is out [TS]

00:20:55 ◼   ► about us right everywhere I go people [TS]

00:20:58 ◼   ► already know they already know where the [TS]

00:21:04 ◼   ► rust is in my door cells because it's [TS]

00:21:09 ◼   ► part of my online brand even you know [TS]

00:21:13 ◼   ► and what when when the name of your [TS]

00:21:15 ◼   ► superhero rust that's right but when the [TS]

00:21:18 ◼   ► internet first came up i don't mean I we [TS]

00:21:20 ◼   ► can we can set the Wayback Machine it [TS]

00:21:22 ◼   ► wasn't that long ago but you know i [TS]

00:21:25 ◼   ► remembers people telling me like don't [TS]

00:21:26 ◼   ► post on message boards you need to keep [TS]

00:21:29 ◼   ► your privacy and the mystery about you [TS]

00:21:32 ◼   ► as an artist and and I was very worried [TS]

00:21:35 ◼   ► about privacy we were all so worried [TS]

00:21:37 ◼   ► about privacy but the reality is that [TS]

00:21:39 ◼   ► the truth of me is available to anybody [TS]

00:21:45 ◼   ► that that wants to look forward at all [TS]

00:21:49 ◼   ► he can you put out a 200-hour craigslist [TS]

00:21:53 ◼   ► ad [TS]

00:21:53 ◼   ► Yeah Yeah right that step is it says no [TS]

00:21:57 ◼   ► flakes and read the whole thing you'll [TS]

00:22:01 ◼   ► probably figure it's in all caps [TS]

00:22:04 ◼   ► there's no punctuation a keyword search [TS]

00:22:06 ◼   ► for Hitler this this podcast is for men [TS]

00:22:12 ◼   ► and manly women no facts don't waste my [TS]

00:22:16 ◼   ► time don't waste my time and and and [TS]

00:22:20 ◼   ► that is a that is a tremendous relief in [TS]

00:22:23 ◼   ► a way now because because it feels like [TS]

00:22:26 ◼   ► in the aggregate over time the true [TS]

00:22:30 ◼   ► story of of of any person who is like [TS]

00:22:35 ◼   ► pursuing a public life [TS]

00:22:37 ◼   ► the true story is ultimately revealed in [TS]

00:22:40 ◼   ► just the you cannot manage your story [TS]

00:22:46 ◼   ► completely over time in a sort of daily [TS]

00:22:51 ◼   ► posting and people posting about you you [TS]

00:22:55 ◼   ► cannot hide the the truth and and and [TS]

00:23:00 ◼   ► it's not like I ever wanted to I always [TS]

00:23:02 ◼   ► felt like I'm you know that that that [TS]

00:23:05 ◼   ► that disclaimer business on a first date [TS]

00:23:07 ◼   ► with somebody or the first time you meet [TS]

00:23:08 ◼   ► somebody and you want to sit down and [TS]

00:23:10 ◼   ► say like here's the thing nine games [TS]

00:23:13 ◼   ► here's the thing i'm afraid i'm most [TS]

00:23:15 ◼   ► afraid you're going to find out about me [TS]

00:23:16 ◼   ► right [TS]

00:23:17 ◼   ► and then the person goes oh shit you're [TS]

00:23:21 ◼   ► like yeah I know right i have two huge [TS]

00:23:25 ◼   ► dicks and then we have to navigate like [TS]

00:23:30 ◼   ► what's that mean what does that mean for [TS]

00:23:33 ◼   ► us what does that mean for you with [TS]

00:23:34 ◼   ► everybody listen this is going to come [TS]

00:23:36 ◼   ► up [TS]

00:23:36 ◼   ► listen eventually I don't want I don't [TS]

00:23:39 ◼   ► be surprised and so but but now like all [TS]

00:23:42 ◼   ► of that is out there right it and and [TS]

00:23:45 ◼   ► the presumption is that people you know [TS]

00:23:48 ◼   ► before they sit down with you for the [TS]

00:23:50 ◼   ► first time have already done at least [TS]

00:23:53 ◼   ► that first swipe of like who the fuck is [TS]

00:23:55 ◼   ► this person [TS]

00:23:57 ◼   ► and I think it you know in on that first [TS]

00:23:59 ◼   ► page of results it's like all the infos [TS]

00:24:01 ◼   ► there you can tell that this guy this [TS]

00:24:03 ◼   ► guy like Merlin Mann is going to be a [TS]

00:24:08 ◼   ► challenging interview John Roderick is [TS]

00:24:11 ◼   ► going to be a difficult a boyfriend like [TS]

00:24:17 ◼   ► this stuff is basically in our Wikipedia [TS]

00:24:19 ◼   ► page and and I no longer feel like [TS]

00:24:22 ◼   ► privacy issues in in that sense it's [TS]

00:24:26 ◼   ► like what [TS]

00:24:27 ◼   ► it's maintaining your privacy about [TS]

00:24:29 ◼   ► about certain things is like so easy [TS]

00:24:31 ◼   ► really [TS]

00:24:33 ◼   ► as long as you're not trying to hide the [TS]

00:24:36 ◼   ► the essential truth about you [TS]

00:24:40 ◼   ► yeah that won't let you know when you're [TS]

00:24:43 ◼   ► a public basket case i think people [TS]

00:24:45 ◼   ► really the country a break [TS]

00:24:46 ◼   ► that's what i like to think anyone well [TS]

00:24:48 ◼   ► that's yeah that's why we have pursued [TS]

00:24:49 ◼   ► this this public baths basket case [TS]

00:24:52 ◼   ► personalized one funny part of it with [TS]

00:24:54 ◼   ► social media stuff though is that you [TS]

00:24:56 ◼   ► know i think yeah a lot of people are [TS]

00:25:00 ◼   ► looking forward to the day when somebody [TS]

00:25:03 ◼   ► sees them and goes oh you posted that [TS]

00:25:05 ◼   ► funny thing on facebook or your [TS]

00:25:08 ◼   ► Instagram photo of some telephone wires [TS]

00:25:10 ◼   ► was really inspiring to me and you know [TS]

00:25:12 ◼   ► and and they keep waiting for that and [TS]

00:25:14 ◼   ► the day that happens it's really magical [TS]

00:25:16 ◼   ► but then after that you know if your if [TS]

00:25:19 ◼   ► your Instagram photos of telephone wires [TS]

00:25:22 ◼   ► inspiring people eventually you're [TS]

00:25:24 ◼   ► you're like Instagram telephone wire guy [TS]

00:25:25 ◼   ► alright again that story's not yours [TS]

00:25:28 ◼   ► anymore that's that's the thing is like [TS]

00:25:30 ◼   ► whatever it is whether you intended it [TS]

00:25:31 ◼   ► to be that way or not like screech [TS]

00:25:33 ◼   ► probably didn't think he was going to be [TS]

00:25:34 ◼   ► screened she went to the screen test [TS]

00:25:36 ◼   ► because he just showed up here or [TS]

00:25:39 ◼   ► screech screech I found some photos of [TS]

00:25:40 ◼   ► Mason Reese yeah he's a handsome kid [TS]

00:25:43 ◼   ► he's a club owner she's even get a get a [TS]

00:25:47 ◼   ► bigger this place for this mark III had [TS]

00:25:52 ◼   ► an interesting experience the other day [TS]

00:25:53 ◼   ► i'm doing a lot of media recently and a [TS]

00:25:56 ◼   ► like a DJ posted a link to an interview [TS]

00:25:59 ◼   ► that I did on one on his podcast this DJ [TS]

00:26:04 ◼   ► Marco Collins who was a famous somehow [TS]

00:26:06 ◼   ► yeah the market Colin sessions [TS]

00:26:08 ◼   ► Marco Collins he was a big big proponent [TS]

00:26:11 ◼   ► of grunge and indie and he just i know [TS]

00:26:15 ◼   ► from that silkworm records he was here [TS]

00:26:17 ◼   ► local DJ yeah he was he was like the [TS]

00:26:19 ◼   ► alternative rock DJ before there wasn't [TS]

00:26:23 ◼   ► such a thing as indie rock like a [TS]

00:26:24 ◼   ► rotting on the rocks kind of career [TS]

00:26:26 ◼   ► maker John Boyle County enter he was the [TS]

00:26:29 ◼   ► one who discovered and made the career [TS]

00:26:31 ◼   ► of harvey danger [TS]

00:26:32 ◼   ► wow I and he used to live across the [TS]

00:26:34 ◼   ► hall from me we have a long history [TS]

00:26:36 ◼   ► together but he thought he had me on a [TS]

00:26:39 ◼   ► podcast he does and he posted a link to [TS]

00:26:41 ◼   ► it on his facebook page which he told [TS]

00:26:44 ◼   ► the connected to me and so I went [TS]

00:26:47 ◼   ► followed the link to where was posted on [TS]

00:26:50 ◼   ► inside and there were a series of [TS]

00:26:52 ◼   ► comments underneath it and as i'm [TS]

00:26:55 ◼   ► reading the comments i realized that [TS]

00:26:58 ◼   ► some of the comments are hidden from me [TS]

00:27:01 ◼   ► all this is like a facebook thing right [TS]

00:27:04 ◼   ► was like some stuff you just can't see [TS]

00:27:06 ◼   ► on facebook or i can only imagine that [TS]

00:27:10 ◼   ► it's because the people who those people [TS]

00:27:14 ◼   ► have blocked me [TS]

00:27:15 ◼   ► I don't know they're not like a friend [TS]

00:27:16 ◼   ► of a friend or something because there's [TS]

00:27:18 ◼   ► some stuff where you can see can see it [TS]

00:27:19 ◼   ► in certain places in certain situations [TS]

00:27:21 ◼   ► but but you think you think it's like [TS]

00:27:24 ◼   ► they willfully like blocked you from [TS]

00:27:25 ◼   ► seeing things that they do well know the [TS]

00:27:27 ◼   ► reason I know that they're there is that [TS]

00:27:29 ◼   ► that the that you know 5 or 6 comments [TS]

00:27:32 ◼   ► down there's a comment from a guy who's [TS]

00:27:34 ◼   ► like oh and I suppose you've ever done [TS]

00:27:36 ◼   ► anything as brilliant as when I pretend [TS]

00:27:38 ◼   ► to fall in your life mr. guy who then I [TS]

00:27:43 ◼   ► was like that that curious i was like [TS]

00:27:44 ◼   ► who's that in response to and I read the [TS]

00:27:47 ◼   ► five things before that were like you [TS]

00:27:50 ◼   ► know first or whatever and I'm like this [TS]

00:27:54 ◼   ► is he's woozy talking two and then three [TS]

00:27:56 ◼   ► or four comments down he's like [TS]

00:28:00 ◼   ► well uh in my experience john robert has [TS]

00:28:03 ◼   ► never been anything but the nicest guy [TS]

00:28:05 ◼   ► and he let my band opened for him once [TS]

00:28:08 ◼   ► in san diego and they were super cool [TS]

00:28:11 ◼   ► towards you want to see what ppl are [TS]

00:28:13 ◼   ► defending you against on and i'm like [TS]

00:28:15 ◼   ► who is he arguing with and then further [TS]

00:28:18 ◼   ► down another person chimes in who is [TS]

00:28:21 ◼   ► like who is obviously responding to of [TS]

00:28:24 ◼   ► second person and saying like I happen [TS]

00:28:28 ◼   ► to think that the John Roderick is like [TS]

00:28:30 ◼   ► a prince and a sweetheart and I'm like [TS]

00:28:32 ◼   ► who are you arguing with that what are [TS]

00:28:34 ◼   ► they say and I you know I I realized [TS]

00:28:38 ◼   ► just from looking at the reflected [TS]

00:28:40 ◼   ► argument that through the course of this [TS]

00:28:45 ◼   ► you know however many long comments I [TS]

00:28:49 ◼   ► you could tell that the that whoever it [TS]

00:28:53 ◼   ► was that had an axe to grind was [TS]

00:28:57 ◼   ► grinding a personal acts they weren't [TS]

00:29:01 ◼   ► saying like I hate his band they were [TS]

00:29:04 ◼   ► they were 10 st. John Roxanne asshole [TS]

00:29:07 ◼   ► they would ya ever similar and it was [TS]

00:29:09 ◼   ► coming from a place where they were [TS]

00:29:12 ◼   ► probably somebody that I once punched in [TS]

00:29:15 ◼   ► the nose like they're there is this [TS]

00:29:18 ◼   ► small archipelago of noses that i have [TS]

00:29:24 ◼   ► punched in the last 20 years who are [TS]

00:29:28 ◼   ► probably also on facebook and who are [TS]

00:29:31 ◼   ► they continued to live after I punch [TS]

00:29:34 ◼   ► them in the nose they did not they did [TS]

00:29:36 ◼   ► not go very weary and wait and be gone [TS]

00:29:41 ◼   ► they are can they are alive people in [TS]

00:29:43 ◼   ► the world who I have forgotten [TS]

00:29:45 ◼   ► completely but for whom that punch in [TS]

00:29:48 ◼   ► the nose was a singular event that they [TS]

00:29:49 ◼   ► have not let go of they are still they [TS]

00:29:52 ◼   ► may remember being and I still the end [TS]

00:29:56 ◼   ► the end the idea that I'm out there [TS]

00:29:57 ◼   ► doing well having fun still infuriates [TS]

00:30:00 ◼   ► but you could tell you could tell by the [TS]

00:30:03 ◼   ► tenor of the people defending me that [TS]

00:30:06 ◼   ► were visible to me that that the [TS]

00:30:09 ◼   ► complaints against me were didn't make [TS]

00:30:12 ◼   ► sense to [TS]

00:30:13 ◼   ► anyone in the context of this post this [TS]

00:30:16 ◼   ► podcast yeah it was some kind of a [TS]

00:30:19 ◼   ► little like just a dive bomb [TS]

00:30:21 ◼   ► yeah people were like what's your [TS]

00:30:22 ◼   ► problem and but but but was curious to [TS]

00:30:26 ◼   ► me was that there were at least two [TS]

00:30:27 ◼   ► people owe on this on this facebook [TS]

00:30:30 ◼   ► thread that that were like grinding [TS]

00:30:33 ◼   ► pretty serious axis and and you know it [TS]

00:30:35 ◼   ► caused me to reflect like what is the [TS]

00:30:38 ◼   ► what's the worst thing I did to somebody [TS]

00:30:41 ◼   ► that i have forgotten completely about [TS]

00:30:43 ◼   ► but that they are probably will nurse to [TS]

00:30:47 ◼   ► their grave that sounds like the basis [TS]

00:30:49 ◼   ► for a game show that would run for [TS]

00:30:51 ◼   ► probably four or five seasons it's kind [TS]

00:30:53 ◼   ► of like it's kind of like this is your [TS]

00:30:55 ◼   ► life meets what's my line is like you're [TS]

00:30:57 ◼   ► the one is blindfolded and somebody [TS]

00:30:58 ◼   ► comes in you have to with a minimum of [TS]

00:31:01 ◼   ► information try to remember what you did [TS]

00:31:03 ◼   ► them [TS]

00:31:03 ◼   ► Yeah right there like there's still so [TS]

00:31:06 ◼   ► mad you can just hear the seething in [TS]

00:31:08 ◼   ► their voice and you're like what what [TS]

00:31:10 ◼   ► did i do you know it turns out like Oh [TS]

00:31:13 ◼   ► Rachel was your ex-girlfriend [TS]

00:31:17 ◼   ► oh I only come out with her for a couple [TS]

00:31:20 ◼   ► of weeks and the person's like yeah I [TS]

00:31:22 ◼   ► broke up with her eight hours beforehand [TS]

00:31:25 ◼   ► and she like hooked up with you that [TS]

00:31:28 ◼   ► night and I will I'll hate you forever [TS]

00:31:31 ◼   ► it's like I never even met you dude she [TS]

00:31:35 ◼   ► didn't say anything about it I was just [TS]

00:31:36 ◼   ► like I met her at a show you know hey we [TS]

00:31:40 ◼   ► do wish you had equal time [TS]

00:31:42 ◼   ► no I mean that's the thing if I cared i [TS]

00:31:45 ◼   ► think i could probably game the facebook [TS]

00:31:48 ◼   ► system used to get one of your non block [TS]

00:31:50 ◼   ► friends to go and look at it right yeah [TS]

00:31:51 ◼   ► and I'm sure having now talked about it [TS]

00:31:53 ◼   ► you know somebody from the internet army [TS]

00:31:55 ◼   ► will figure it will find out what it was [TS]

00:31:57 ◼   ► but a better but no ultimately I don't [TS]

00:32:00 ◼   ► care because ultimately everyone of us [TS]

00:32:04 ◼   ► has left probably enough of a trail of [TS]

00:32:10 ◼   ► hurt [TS]

00:32:11 ◼   ► it's just that it's just that in this in [TS]

00:32:14 ◼   ► this case because the because the forum [TS]

00:32:19 ◼   ► where it was happening was on this rock [TS]

00:32:21 ◼   ► and roll djs facebook page [TS]

00:32:24 ◼   ► it was it kind of opened the door to all [TS]

00:32:28 ◼   ► these people out in the world who may be [TS]

00:32:30 ◼   ► still are mad at me about my punk rock [TS]

00:32:32 ◼   ► article or maybe we worked together at [TS]

00:32:35 ◼   ► the end of pizza parlor 20 years ago and [TS]

00:32:38 ◼   ► you know like all that weird stuff from [TS]

00:32:44 ◼   ► now from when you're 21 it's like always [TS]

00:32:46 ◼   ► that a drug deal gone wrong [TS]

00:32:48 ◼   ► where the stakes were fifteen dollars [TS]

00:32:51 ◼   ► and you are still convinced right that [TS]

00:32:55 ◼   ► that I am like an evil person because [TS]

00:32:58 ◼   ► like you didn't get your fifteen dollars [TS]

00:33:01 ◼   ► with the weed that time when you can't I [TS]

00:33:05 ◼   ► can't carry that forward because i know [TS]

00:33:07 ◼   ► i mean when i think about what's the [TS]

00:33:08 ◼   ► worst thing I ever did I always come to [TS]

00:33:11 ◼   ► this blank space where it's like well [TS]

00:33:14 ◼   ► probably the worst thing I did was some [TS]

00:33:16 ◼   ► mostly inadvertent active dis courtesy [TS]

00:33:23 ◼   ► or you know like in considerateness that [TS]

00:33:28 ◼   ► where I was oblivious and the other [TS]

00:33:31 ◼   ► person was left embarrassed standing [TS]

00:33:34 ◼   ► there but I mean if that's the worst [TS]

00:33:36 ◼   ► thing you ever did to somebody I think [TS]

00:33:37 ◼   ► it's like I can live with it you know I [TS]

00:33:40 ◼   ► never I never look somebody in the eye [TS]

00:33:42 ◼   ► and said i will love you forever like [TS]

00:33:48 ◼   ► that the thing about what you're [TS]

00:33:49 ◼   ► describing them and I you know I don't [TS]

00:33:51 ◼   ► know I guess I've been in situations [TS]

00:33:52 ◼   ► like that is is you know 25 30 years ago [TS]

00:33:55 ◼   ► that would have been what we would just [TS]

00:33:57 ◼   ► simply call talking behind someone's [TS]

00:33:58 ◼   ► back where somebody tosses out something [TS]

00:34:01 ◼   ► that they heard or believe or reckon [TS]

00:34:04 ◼   ► about somebody and somebody else comes [TS]

00:34:06 ◼   ► back with what they've heard or believe [TS]

00:34:09 ◼   ► or reckon and you know that could be [TS]

00:34:10 ◼   ► about John Davidson like who knows like [TS]

00:34:12 ◼   ► you're going to sit there and have a [TS]

00:34:13 ◼   ► conversation about whether a football [TS]

00:34:15 ◼   ► player is gay [TS]

00:34:16 ◼   ► you could have a conversation about [TS]

00:34:18 ◼   ► whether Rod Stewart drink semen la [TS]

00:34:20 ◼   ► whatever entity do it i still wonder so [TS]

00:34:24 ◼   ► rod stewart at some point in the early [TS]

00:34:25 ◼   ► eighties probably heard that there's a [TS]

00:34:28 ◼   ► certain myth about him and Judaism but [TS]

00:34:30 ◼   ► like he but he never had to go [TS]

00:34:32 ◼   ► yeah he's knee-deep in Rachel Hunter at [TS]

00:34:34 ◼   ► the time and he didn't sure you know [TS]

00:34:36 ◼   ► yes dehydrated [TS]

00:34:37 ◼   ► somebody probably you know came across [TS]

00:34:39 ◼   ► that just using professional said that [TS]

00:34:41 ◼   ► but the am but but it's just today it's [TS]

00:34:43 ◼   ► happening right in front and in your [TS]

00:34:45 ◼   ► case you can't even see part of the [TS]

00:34:47 ◼   ► reckoning [TS]

00:34:48 ◼   ► yeah that's the crazy part of though is [TS]

00:34:50 ◼   ► that you know it is the part about [TS]

00:34:52 ◼   ► that's kind of funny as it sounds like [TS]

00:34:53 ◼   ► some of those people know you a little [TS]

00:34:54 ◼   ► bit but it's interesting to watch people [TS]

00:34:56 ◼   ► fight and extremely abstracts fight via [TS]

00:35:01 ◼   ► proxy and via reckoning well because [TS]

00:35:05 ◼   ► that's what a lot of that I heard John's [TS]

00:35:06 ◼   ► really nice well I heard one time John [TS]

00:35:07 ◼   ► you know it you and it's true of [TS]

00:35:09 ◼   ► everybody anybody's ever seen something [TS]

00:35:10 ◼   ► like that it really it feels like your [TS]

00:35:12 ◼   ► dad at your own funeral or something [TS]

00:35:13 ◼   ► like what are you people talking about [TS]

00:35:15 ◼   ► this is weird [TS]

00:35:16 ◼   ► yeah well and and what you say about [TS]

00:35:19 ◼   ► this talking behind people's back like [TS]

00:35:23 ◼   ► I've struggled with that my whole adult [TS]

00:35:26 ◼   ► life because there is absolutely a [TS]

00:35:29 ◼   ► segment of of the world the segment of [TS]

00:35:32 ◼   ► the world that we both grew up in [TS]

00:35:33 ◼   ► definitely a big part of the culture in [TS]

00:35:38 ◼   ► Alaska but it's part of rock-and-roll [TS]

00:35:41 ◼   ► culture it's part of Southern culture is [TS]

00:35:44 ◼   ► this idea that you don't talk shit about [TS]

00:35:47 ◼   ► people and I think it's not classy [TS]

00:35:52 ◼   ► it's not classy but it but but taken to [TS]

00:35:56 ◼   ► a butBut taken to like an old-west [TS]

00:36:00 ◼   ► extreme [TS]

00:36:02 ◼   ► it you know it becomes a I mean what i [TS]

00:36:08 ◼   ► have always considered it to be like a [TS]

00:36:11 ◼   ► very strange rule when applied to [TS]

00:36:16 ◼   ► situations where like well somebody did [TS]

00:36:18 ◼   ► something bad and I to not mention it is [TS]

00:36:25 ◼   ► a kind of gross oversight you know [TS]

00:36:28 ◼   ► anyone amongst people you know I'm [TS]

00:36:30 ◼   ► discussing someone that you personally [TS]

00:36:32 ◼   ► know like this person cheated on that [TS]

00:36:34 ◼   ► person this person I know cheated on [TS]

00:36:36 ◼   ► this other person yeah [TS]

00:36:37 ◼   ► yes the whole idea of like of because [TS]

00:36:41 ◼   ► because I've always admired that that [TS]

00:36:44 ◼   ► kind of image of a man who is incredibly [TS]

00:36:50 ◼   ► reticent who keeps quiet and doesn't let [TS]

00:36:58 ◼   ► you know doesn't let on what he's [TS]

00:36:59 ◼   ► thinking make snow makes no verbal [TS]

00:37:03 ◼   ► judgment never lets you in like that [TS]

00:37:06 ◼   ► that step Clint Eastwood squinty-eyed [TS]

00:37:09 ◼   ► sort of Appalachian quietude that is in [TS]

00:37:16 ◼   ► such contrast to my like verbal [TS]

00:37:20 ◼   ► processing my like sort of exuberant [TS]

00:37:26 ◼   ► like that that the kind of exponential [TS]

00:37:30 ◼   ► way than I talk and think and so that [TS]

00:37:36 ◼   ► that culture of difference I've always [TS]

00:37:37 ◼   ► I've always wished that I could be a [TS]

00:37:39 ◼   ► little bit more quiet and swaggering [TS]

00:37:42 ◼   ► instead of so instead of so verbal and [TS]

00:37:49 ◼   ► Andy it it is it's it's the most that [TS]

00:37:54 ◼   ► different the the the the tip of the [TS]

00:37:58 ◼   ► blade of that difference is always in [TS]

00:38:01 ◼   ► exchanges i have in the music scene with [TS]

00:38:05 ◼   ► punk rockers or rockin rollers like the [TS]

00:38:09 ◼   ► tough tough kids [TS]

00:38:11 ◼   ► who make a point to who just don't who [TS]

00:38:16 ◼   ► don't talk but are also very protective [TS]

00:38:21 ◼   ► of being talked about you know they're [TS]

00:38:24 ◼   ► they're hyper worried about being talked [TS]

00:38:27 ◼   ► about and like for me that disparagingly [TS]

00:38:33 ◼   ► at all ready yeah and for me for the for [TS]

00:38:37 ◼   ► the last 20 years like if somebody was [TS]

00:38:39 ◼   ► talking about me i had a secret pride or [TS]

00:38:45 ◼   ► secret joy I i remember a girl the girl [TS]

00:38:47 ◼   ► came up to me in a bar one time and she [TS]

00:38:49 ◼   ► said there's a there's something really [TS]

00:38:52 ◼   ► interesting read about you on the [TS]

00:38:54 ◼   ► women's room wall [TS]

00:38:56 ◼   ► I was like what she said I'm not going [TS]

00:39:00 ◼   ► to tell you and all the sudden I'm [TS]

00:39:06 ◼   ► sitting in this crowded rock bar looking [TS]

00:39:08 ◼   ► around and thinking every woman in this [TS]

00:39:12 ◼   ► bar has read this because you know [TS]

00:39:16 ◼   ► because it came out over time like other [TS]

00:39:18 ◼   ► people would say like haha haha i read [TS]

00:39:21 ◼   ► that thing about you on the crocodile [TS]

00:39:22 ◼   ► bathroom wall and I was like what does [TS]

00:39:25 ◼   ► it say nobody would nobody would tell me [TS]

00:39:27 ◼   ► it was fun and and over time I was like [TS]

00:39:29 ◼   ► I'm not gonna go in there and look at it [TS]

00:39:30 ◼   ► i love that there's something written [TS]

00:39:33 ◼   ► about me on the bathroom wall that [TS]

00:39:35 ◼   ► everybody thinks is like I would say is [TS]

00:39:38 ◼   ► it means an unflattering and they say no [TS]

00:39:40 ◼   ► not unflattering ones one of John's two [TS]

00:39:43 ◼   ► giant dicks is crooked [TS]

00:39:45 ◼   ► yeah exactly like one of John's two [TS]

00:39:47 ◼   ► giant dicks really satisfied me forever [TS]

00:39:50 ◼   ► but the other one well listen to into it [TS]

00:39:53 ◼   ► was crooked yeah I couldn't I couldn't [TS]

00:39:56 ◼   ► get it to work and so but the knowledge [TS]

00:40:01 ◼   ► that that was on the bathroom wall [TS]

00:40:03 ◼   ► what-whatever anxiety I felt about it as [TS]

00:40:06 ◼   ► soon as i understood that it wasn't it [TS]

00:40:09 ◼   ► wasn't saying like John Roderick gave me [TS]

00:40:12 ◼   ► tooth decay for John Roderick was mean [TS]

00:40:16 ◼   ► to my lady parts like from that point on [TS]

00:40:20 ◼   ► I was like hooray [TS]

00:40:21 ◼   ► there's something written about me on a [TS]

00:40:22 ◼   ► bathroom wall somewhere like I'm gonna [TS]

00:40:24 ◼   ► I'm gonna [TS]

00:40:24 ◼   ► right about that in my journal and it [TS]

00:40:26 ◼   ► was a it was it was something that i [TS]

00:40:28 ◼   ► took pride in but there are i know for a [TS]

00:40:31 ◼   ► fact most of my rock-and-roll peers [TS]

00:40:35 ◼   ► would be seriously bothered or not most [TS]

00:40:41 ◼   ► but let's say half of the people i know [TS]

00:40:43 ◼   ► will be seriously bothered that was in [TS]

00:40:45 ◼   ► there and they would want to erase it [TS]

00:40:47 ◼   ► immediately you know they would not want [TS]

00:40:50 ◼   ► to be singled out in that way called out [TS]

00:40:53 ◼   ► publicly and I i have this long-range [TS]

00:40:58 ◼   ► long-standing dispute with a local [TS]

00:40:59 ◼   ► producer who came up to me drunk and [TS]

00:41:02 ◼   ► built to spill show one time he said I [TS]

00:41:05 ◼   ► hear you're talking shit about me and I [TS]

00:41:09 ◼   ► said what are you talking about and he [TS]

00:41:12 ◼   ► said I just heard that you were talking [TS]

00:41:15 ◼   ► shit about and I said you mean that we [TS]

00:41:19 ◼   ► had a recording session together that [TS]

00:41:21 ◼   ► went really badly because you were a [TS]

00:41:23 ◼   ► snob and he said I'm not going to tell [TS]

00:41:27 ◼   ► you who said it but don't talk shit [TS]

00:41:32 ◼   ► about me i said i don't think it's [TS]

00:41:35 ◼   ► talking shit about you when I relate to [TS]

00:41:37 ◼   ► another musician what my experience of [TS]

00:41:39 ◼   ► working with you was like and he said [TS]

00:41:43 ◼   ► quit talking shit about me like you mean [TS]

00:41:47 ◼   ► it was a drunk exchange but then every [TS]

00:41:51 ◼   ► time I saw him for the next two and a [TS]

00:41:52 ◼   ► half years he would have most of the [TS]

00:41:56 ◼   ► time be drunk with his fists kind of [TS]

00:41:58 ◼   ► clenched his side's swaying back and [TS]

00:42:00 ◼   ► forth trying to figure out whether he [TS]

00:42:02 ◼   ► was gonna punch me or not trying to [TS]

00:42:04 ◼   ► figure out if he could if he could punch [TS]

00:42:08 ◼   ► me basically was he trying to trying to [TS]

00:42:11 ◼   ► suss out and he is punished [TS]

00:42:14 ◼   ► well it's you know just I mean that it's [TS]

00:42:16 ◼   ► basically what's happening in every bar [TS]

00:42:18 ◼   ► south of the mason-dixon line at all [TS]

00:42:20 ◼   ► times but he's standing there you know [TS]

00:42:24 ◼   ► you talking shit about me and I'm like [TS]

00:42:26 ◼   ► really like five years ago now is that [TS]

00:42:29 ◼   ► what was that what we're is that we're [TS]

00:42:30 ◼   ► talking about now and each time he was [TS]

00:42:33 ◼   ► just trying to figure out if you can [TS]

00:42:34 ◼   ► punch me any number [TS]

00:42:36 ◼   ► he never could and it but it but it kept [TS]

00:42:40 ◼   ► hammering home this point of like [TS]

00:42:42 ◼   ► talking shit talking shit what it what [TS]

00:42:45 ◼   ► does that represent to people because i [TS]

00:42:48 ◼   ► have never ever not only have I never [TS]

00:42:50 ◼   ► said to somebody stop talking shit about [TS]

00:42:52 ◼   ► me but I have never felt that you know [TS]

00:42:54 ◼   ► when when somebody says I heard from I [TS]

00:42:58 ◼   ► heard from somebody who will remain [TS]

00:42:59 ◼   ► nameless that you blah blah blah like I [TS]

00:43:03 ◼   ► always feel like well either it's true [TS]

00:43:05 ◼   ► in which case I deserve to have that [TS]

00:43:09 ◼   ► report about me or its false in which [TS]

00:43:12 ◼   ► case who cares like it's false [TS]

00:43:15 ◼   ► this person is saying something false [TS]

00:43:17 ◼   ► about me and that's anybody who believes [TS]

00:43:19 ◼   ► it is not a friend of mine and I don't [TS]

00:43:22 ◼   ► care like outside of like my friends [TS]

00:43:25 ◼   ► don't care what a bunch of ding-a-lings [TS]

00:43:27 ◼   ► think you could say i'm at people and [TS]

00:43:30 ◼   ► I'm sure to tell lies about us all so I [TS]

00:43:34 ◼   ► never understood like what is talking [TS]

00:43:35 ◼   ► shit is it saying something true about [TS]

00:43:37 ◼   ► you that you don't want people to know [TS]

00:43:40 ◼   ► in which case that's your problem wasn't [TS]

00:43:43 ◼   ► saying something false about you in [TS]

00:43:46 ◼   ► which case who cares there it's just [TS]

00:43:48 ◼   ► people are lying about [TS]

00:43:49 ◼   ► I guess I mean when you say talking shit [TS]

00:43:52 ◼   ► i mean i would take that to mean that [TS]

00:43:54 ◼   ► you someone is deliberately undermining [TS]

00:43:58 ◼   ► somebody trying to incite some kind of a [TS]

00:44:01 ◼   ► whisper campaign where enough people [TS]

00:44:03 ◼   ► know about something i could just be [TS]

00:44:04 ◼   ► there just shoot the shit you say oh [TS]

00:44:06 ◼   ► well you know this guy was real drunk in [TS]

00:44:07 ◼   ► the studio or something like that if it [TS]

00:44:09 ◼   ► feels like it feels like that is that is [TS]

00:44:12 ◼   ► human not as humanity or that is that [TS]

00:44:15 ◼   ► that is one of the foundational elements [TS]

00:44:17 ◼   ► of civilization you get I mean I mean I [TS]

00:44:19 ◼   ► mean this preschool with my daughter [TS]

00:44:21 ◼   ► what the hell do these moms stand around [TS]

00:44:23 ◼   ► talking about after a certain after [TS]

00:44:25 ◼   ► you're after you're done talking about [TS]

00:44:27 ◼   ► what a dumb little idiot and shitty [TS]

00:44:29 ◼   ► roommates your kids are [TS]

00:44:30 ◼   ► they just start talking about the other [TS]

00:44:33 ◼   ► moms and yes it's insidious yes it's [TS]

00:44:36 ◼   ► usually talk about things that have [TS]

00:44:38 ◼   ► disappointed them in my experience [TS]

00:44:40 ◼   ► that's the common that's the common [TS]

00:44:42 ◼   ► parent topic is is what's disappointing [TS]

00:44:43 ◼   ► disappointing about oh you know just [TS]

00:44:47 ◼   ► about about just something that didn't [TS]

00:44:49 ◼   ► go their way it could be and it could be [TS]

00:44:51 ◼   ► something germane like talking to a [TS]

00:44:54 ◼   ► teacher [TS]

00:44:55 ◼   ► it could be something with a cleaning [TS]

00:44:56 ◼   ► person it could be I don't know that the [TS]

00:44:59 ◼   ► yoga studio change the recipe for their [TS]

00:45:01 ◼   ► lattes I don't know but I mean you know [TS]

00:45:03 ◼   ► it's I think there's the the effort [TS]

00:45:05 ◼   ► other people say this but the one the [TS]

00:45:06 ◼   ► one topic the that almost every American [TS]

00:45:08 ◼   ► can talk to someone else about as bad [TS]

00:45:09 ◼   ► customer service [TS]

00:45:11 ◼   ► I think we're always willing to bitch [TS]

00:45:12 ◼   ► about how we feel like we've been [TS]

00:45:14 ◼   ► treated by other people [TS]

00:45:15 ◼   ► that's pretty much what almost every [TS]

00:45:16 ◼   ► conversation eventually comes down too [TS]

00:45:18 ◼   ► well and I guess that is the definition [TS]

00:45:20 ◼   ► of talking shit right maybe talking [TS]

00:45:22 ◼   ► about the bad customer service you got [TS]

00:45:25 ◼   ► from a friend or co-worker or something [TS]

00:45:28 ◼   ► operation artist its kind of that you're [TS]

00:45:30 ◼   ► being malicious in saying those things [TS]

00:45:32 ◼   ► you know we all have opinions that we we [TS]

00:45:35 ◼   ► have we may have opinions may be strong [TS]

00:45:37 ◼   ► opinions may be controversial opinions [TS]

00:45:39 ◼   ► some of which we keep to ourselves in [TS]

00:45:40 ◼   ► some of which we don't think the talking [TS]

00:45:42 ◼   ► shit opponent is that you're out there [TS]

00:45:44 ◼   ► like deliberately trying to undermine me [TS]

00:45:46 ◼   ► with friends and strangers by saying [TS]

00:45:49 ◼   ► something that I that person probably [TS]

00:45:51 ◼   ► feels is not true i'm guessing [TS]

00:45:53 ◼   ► yeah it's a design on the number is [TS]

00:45:56 ◼   ► right or wrong but I think that's what [TS]

00:45:57 ◼   ► most people mean it's like you're saying [TS]

00:45:58 ◼   ► untrue things about me behind my back [TS]

00:46:00 ◼   ► and trying to make me look bad and I [TS]

00:46:03 ◼   ► guess I feel like that is that is a that [TS]

00:46:07 ◼   ► is pretty rare like what type of person [TS]

00:46:10 ◼   ► goes out and intentionally says [TS]

00:46:11 ◼   ► something untrue to make another person [TS]

00:46:13 ◼   ► looked at it seems like that hat that [TS]

00:46:15 ◼   ► would have to be a lot rarer occurrence [TS]

00:46:17 ◼   ► then people saying something that they [TS]

00:46:22 ◼   ► kind of know is true about a person that [TS]

00:46:26 ◼   ► I knew that they had a little Christian [TS]

00:46:28 ◼   ► in in like in dishonest inaccurate part [TS]

00:46:31 ◼   ► that's the part you think is rare [TS]

00:46:32 ◼   ► well you bad things to say about people [TS]

00:46:35 ◼   ► without having to make them up [TS]

00:46:36 ◼   ► yeah like this local producer he felt [TS]

00:46:38 ◼   ► like i was talking shit about him [TS]

00:46:39 ◼   ► because some musician that came to work [TS]

00:46:42 ◼   ► with him since wait till now [TS]

00:46:44 ◼   ► talk i talked to John Roderick and he [TS]

00:46:46 ◼   ► said that you were a snob about hit the [TS]

00:46:49 ◼   ► the music that you made together and [TS]

00:46:52 ◼   ► it's like well uh that isn't talking [TS]

00:46:55 ◼   ► shit that is like a yelp review that is [TS]

00:46:58 ◼   ► or maybe yelp reviews are talking shit [TS]

00:47:01 ◼   ► but like how else do we know who to work [TS]

00:47:04 ◼   ► within who told rain right if you don't [TS]

00:47:06 ◼   ► consult your other friends who have [TS]

00:47:08 ◼   ► worked with people and they give you an [TS]

00:47:10 ◼   ► honest and and I think his expectation [TS]

00:47:12 ◼   ► and the expectation in in this community [TS]

00:47:15 ◼   ► would be that I would say you know it's [TS]

00:47:18 ◼   ► that it's that whole business of [TS]

00:47:19 ◼   ► recommendation letters right where the [TS]

00:47:23 ◼   ► recommendation letters like they [TS]

00:47:25 ◼   ► performed their duties and I was like [TS]

00:47:29 ◼   ► the damning with faint praise yeah like [TS]

00:47:30 ◼   ► that's not really much of a [TS]

00:47:32 ◼   ► recommendation and the expectation that [TS]

00:47:33 ◼   ► some users would say how was it working [TS]

00:47:36 ◼   ► with du DX and i would say it was [TS]

00:47:39 ◼   ► sufficient [TS]

00:47:41 ◼   ► I mean you know maybe that's that seems [TS]

00:47:43 ◼   ► like just as much shit talking it's just [TS]

00:47:46 ◼   ► saying straight out like the guy was not [TS]

00:47:48 ◼   ► very good at every story the other day [TS]

00:47:51 ◼   ► about Jack Lemmon she's things on this [TS]

00:47:54 ◼   ► wiki page but the story goes that you [TS]

00:47:56 ◼   ► know Jaclyn and lemon as much as he was [TS]

00:47:57 ◼   ► like a cursing guy and stuff like that [TS]

00:47:59 ◼   ► he is a very very kind person who always [TS]

00:48:02 ◼   ► made time for other people he mentored [TS]

00:48:04 ◼   ► Kevin Spacey he just didn't sound like [TS]

00:48:07 ◼   ► he was just a really splendid guy but he [TS]

00:48:08 ◼   ► was pretty famous apparently in the [TS]

00:48:10 ◼   ► industry for never saying a bad word [TS]

00:48:12 ◼   ► about anybody and you can read this for [TS]

00:48:15 ◼   ► yourself with the story goes on Burt [TS]

00:48:16 ◼   ► Reynolds approached him about working [TS]

00:48:18 ◼   ► with this one director and general guy [TS]

00:48:20 ◼   ► you know he's okay he's okay Burt [TS]

00:48:22 ◼   ► Reynolds what work on any chemically [TS]

00:48:24 ◼   ► what we'll be talking about that guy [TS]

00:48:25 ◼   ► that guy's like the biggest asshole i've [TS]

00:48:27 ◼   ► ever met in my life is like the worst [TS]

00:48:29 ◼   ► gig i've ever had that well yeah I can [TS]

00:48:31 ◼   ► see how you say that you know so in a [TS]

00:48:33 ◼   ► way its you like kind of also be saying [TS]

00:48:35 ◼   ► well like that like it like it like a [TS]

00:48:38 ◼   ► incomplete [TS]

00:48:40 ◼   ► let's say recommendation letter [TS]

00:48:42 ◼   ► quote-unquote you're actually doing a [TS]

00:48:44 ◼   ► disservice because you're you're kind of [TS]

00:48:47 ◼   ► conveying [TS]

00:48:48 ◼   ► I guess depending on the tone of [TS]

00:48:50 ◼   ► conversation using at least having [TS]

00:48:51 ◼   ► somebody you're conveying approval tacit [TS]

00:48:54 ◼   ► Leon somebody where you probably should [TS]

00:48:56 ◼   ► give more information [TS]

00:48:57 ◼   ► well yeah it going with the producer guy [TS]

00:48:59 ◼   ► you would want to say to somebody about [TS]

00:49:00 ◼   ► spend money or give points or whatever [TS]

00:49:02 ◼   ► to say like oh this guy's this guy's [TS]

00:49:04 ◼   ► this is a guy you know you know it's [TS]

00:49:07 ◼   ► hard to make music it's hard to be in [TS]

00:49:08 ◼   ► the studio it's even in the best of [TS]

00:49:10 ◼   ► situations it's stressful and costly and [TS]

00:49:12 ◼   ► you know you would want to believe that [TS]

00:49:13 ◼   ► somebody you go in there with somebody's [TS]

00:49:15 ◼   ► gonna be looking out for you unlike my [TS]

00:49:17 ◼   ► dentist be looking out for you and [TS]

00:49:19 ◼   ► making sure that the best product [TS]

00:49:21 ◼   ► possible is being made in a way that [TS]

00:49:24 ◼   ► makes you look good makes music looks [TS]

00:49:25 ◼   ► good and where they go out of their way [TS]

00:49:27 ◼   ► and and you wouldn't you didn't have [TS]

00:49:29 ◼   ► that experience with this person kinda I [TS]

00:49:31 ◼   ► feel like I feel like culturally the the [TS]

00:49:37 ◼   ► attitudes that don't talk to the cops [TS]

00:49:41 ◼   ► attitude is like I is against society it [TS]

00:49:49 ◼   ► is not you know if they don't talk to [TS]

00:49:51 ◼   ► the cops is is this kind of stuff don't [TS]

00:49:54 ◼   ► don't snitch culture yet don't snitch [TS]

00:49:56 ◼   ► it's this sort of like urban circling [TS]

00:49:58 ◼   ► the wagons against the like the [TS]

00:50:02 ◼   ► perceived enemy of the cops but in fact [TS]

00:50:05 ◼   ► don't talk to the cops don't snitch when [TS]

00:50:08 ◼   ► that becomes endemic in a culture what [TS]

00:50:11 ◼   ► you end up with is a culture that is [TS]

00:50:13 ◼   ► root ruled by the Mafia you know like [TS]

00:50:16 ◼   ► the the way the Mafia gets power is that [TS]

00:50:19 ◼   ► it circulates this idea that that's [TS]

00:50:22 ◼   ► niching to the cops is ineffective and [TS]

00:50:25 ◼   ► is and is destructive to your you know [TS]

00:50:29 ◼   ► the unity of your of your smaller [TS]

00:50:32 ◼   ► community but what you end up then with [TS]

00:50:34 ◼   ► is no recourse to the cops no recourse [TS]

00:50:36 ◼   ► to the culture you only have recourse to [TS]

00:50:39 ◼   ► the ever-shrinking like snake eating its [TS]

00:50:44 ◼   ► tail of this of you know what the the [TS]

00:50:48 ◼   ► separate the separate law a of the kind [TS]

00:50:53 ◼   ► of the outsider law and I feel like that [TS]

00:50:55 ◼   ► is that is up [TS]

00:50:57 ◼   ► absolutely true with this in a different [TS]

00:51:00 ◼   ► way [TS]

00:51:01 ◼   ► with this like I never say anything bad [TS]

00:51:03 ◼   ► about anybody culture because what you [TS]

00:51:07 ◼   ► end up with is like like Walter Matthau [TS]

00:51:09 ◼   ► maybe was a very sweet man but I would [TS]

00:51:11 ◼   ► not trust his word about a thing you [TS]

00:51:14 ◼   ► know like I I you end up you end up [TS]

00:51:18 ◼   ► being trustworthy because if [TS]

00:51:20 ◼   ► everything's fine [TS]

00:51:21 ◼   ► well clearly everything isn't fine right [TS]

00:51:24 ◼   ► and I you know I I have always felt like [TS]

00:51:27 ◼   ► my friends are people about whom I speak [TS]

00:51:33 ◼   ► candidly end and I expect them to speak [TS]

00:51:37 ◼   ► candidly about me and that is the found [TS]

00:51:39 ◼   ► that is the foundation of our trust [TS]

00:51:41 ◼   ► not that they keep my secrets and I keep [TS]

00:51:44 ◼   ► theirs but rather that the what I like [TS]

00:51:48 ◼   ► about them is that there's no uh that [TS]

00:51:51 ◼   ► that candor isn't a threat to them and [TS]

00:51:54 ◼   ► Anna ultimately I feel like anyone to [TS]

00:51:56 ◼   ► whom candor is a threat is a district is [TS]

00:51:59 ◼   ► an untrustworthy person but I think [TS]

00:52:01 ◼   ► that's kind of endemic to things like [TS]

00:52:02 ◼   ► movies music politics i mean if you [TS]

00:52:06 ◼   ► speak outside of a certain kind of code [TS]

00:52:08 ◼   ► then you get your comeuppance because [TS]

00:52:12 ◼   ► when you when you speak as you say [TS]

00:52:14 ◼   ► candidly in certain ways about certain [TS]

00:52:16 ◼   ► things especially I think in politics [TS]

00:52:18 ◼   ► it has a very specific meaning to it it [TS]

00:52:21 ◼   ► means you're kind of you know taking off [TS]

00:52:22 ◼   ► the gloves [TS]

00:52:23 ◼   ► well yeah that but i but I increasingly [TS]

00:52:26 ◼   ► feel like that is our that is our duty [TS]

00:52:30 ◼   ► as people who are who want the world to [TS]

00:52:32 ◼   ► be a better place we cannot keep living [TS]

00:52:34 ◼   ► in in this new speak era of no bad news [TS]

00:52:41 ◼   ► no bad talk to me but i'm going to put [TS]

00:52:43 ◼   ► in politics though you know you have to [TS]

00:52:45 ◼   ► have that certain level of decorum you [TS]

00:52:48 ◼   ► know in order to keep working together [TS]

00:52:49 ◼   ► even when we disagree with each other [TS]

00:52:50 ◼   ► and but you know you never want to get [TS]

00:52:52 ◼   ► it to the point where like look what [TS]

00:52:53 ◼   ► happened with the we know with the [TS]

00:52:56 ◼   ► sequester whatever it's called you know [TS]

00:52:59 ◼   ► what we was getting kind of uglier and [TS]

00:53:00 ◼   ► uglier and more and more at this [TS]

00:53:03 ◼   ► it was it was you know you get beyond [TS]

00:53:05 ◼   ► that kind of surface level of like we [TS]

00:53:08 ◼   ► disagree on these things [TS]

00:53:10 ◼   ► this person is wrong it's down to this [TS]

00:53:11 ◼   ► person's bad but then pretty soon [TS]

00:53:13 ◼   ► and when you really strip it all away [TS]

00:53:14 ◼   ► you start to get to the basics of what [TS]

00:53:17 ◼   ► real bear bare-knuckle politics is which [TS]

00:53:21 ◼   ► is that we're all yeah we're all part of [TS]

00:53:23 ◼   ► the same hypocrisy much or whatever the [TS]

00:53:25 ◼   ► line is you know that they were all [TS]

00:53:27 ◼   ► they're all in this game where we where [TS]

00:53:28 ◼   ► we learn to circle our wagons around the [TS]

00:53:32 ◼   ► one who's growing in power and to [TS]

00:53:34 ◼   ► marginalize the one is falling out of [TS]

00:53:35 ◼   ► power and all the meeting that is not [TS]

00:53:37 ◼   ► part of politics it's about it but it's [TS]

00:53:39 ◼   ► the ugliness of politics i mean i feel [TS]

00:53:41 ◼   ► like the I feel like my main complaint [TS]

00:53:43 ◼   ► about the Obama administration is that [TS]

00:53:46 ◼   ► he never takes the gloves off [TS]

00:53:49 ◼   ► I wish that obama had been had had [TS]

00:53:53 ◼   ► spoken truth to power at the beginning [TS]

00:53:55 ◼   ► of his administration their their [TS]

00:53:56 ◼   ► decision to not prosecute the bush [TS]

00:53:59 ◼   ► administration for war crimes to not [TS]

00:54:01 ◼   ► ever speak ill of the Bush [TS]

00:54:03 ◼   ► administration which was a criminal [TS]

00:54:06 ◼   ► enterprise but in order you know in [TS]

00:54:09 ◼   ► order to preserve the Republic he he [TS]

00:54:12 ◼   ► entered office with this you know [TS]

00:54:14 ◼   ► basically like Ford pardoning Nixon this [TS]

00:54:18 ◼   ► blanket part of of ten or eight years of [TS]

00:54:23 ◼   ► in of total insanity and they never [TS]

00:54:25 ◼   ► revisited and and the Obama [TS]

00:54:27 ◼   ► administration never says like the [TS]

00:54:29 ◼   ► problems that we're having today are a [TS]

00:54:30 ◼   ► direct result of these and these maniacs [TS]

00:54:33 ◼   ► from you know from eight years ago they [TS]

00:54:37 ◼   ► just it's just like all happy talk and [TS]

00:54:40 ◼   ► I'd and I don't believe in it because [TS]

00:54:42 ◼   ► and this is the this is the problem with [TS]

00:54:44 ◼   ► monitoring language instead of ideas you [TS]

00:54:48 ◼   ► know at a certain point we we as a [TS]

00:54:52 ◼   ► culture we said we no longer use the [TS]

00:54:54 ◼   ► word nigger and then it was like we no [TS]

00:54:56 ◼   ► longer use the word Negro and then we no [TS]

00:54:58 ◼   ► longer use the word black but racism [TS]

00:55:00 ◼   ► survived and people like David Duke [TS]

00:55:05 ◼   ► learn just to use the word urban and all [TS]

00:55:09 ◼   ► of his followers knew that urban meant [TS]

00:55:11 ◼   ► black and in most cases all elements [TS]

00:55:14 ◼   ► followers knew that urban myth nigger [TS]

00:55:16 ◼   ► but the butt so that so the the work [TS]

00:55:20 ◼   ► that we did two to expunge the language [TS]

00:55:24 ◼   ► of its ugliness [TS]

00:55:26 ◼   ► had very little effect on expunging the [TS]

00:55:30 ◼   ► rotten core of a all it did was was [TS]

00:55:35 ◼   ► masking under seven layers of euphemism [TS]

00:55:38 ◼   ► and I am I am absolutely a proponent of [TS]

00:55:42 ◼   ► cutting through euphemistic language [TS]

00:55:46 ◼   ► when talking about [TS]

00:55:48 ◼   ► I i don't think i do not think and this [TS]

00:55:51 ◼   ► is that this is the thing that this is [TS]

00:55:52 ◼   ► bellingham ahead its core the idea that [TS]

00:55:55 ◼   ► civic discourse that civility is the [TS]

00:56:00 ◼   ► thing that preserves our comfort and our [TS]

00:56:04 ◼   ► way of life and that if we all step [TS]

00:56:07 ◼   ► aside to let one another go through the [TS]

00:56:08 ◼   ► door first that that is what constitutes [TS]

00:56:11 ◼   ► civilization and in fact it's just it's [TS]

00:56:16 ◼   ► just ever deadening layers of politeness [TS]

00:56:19 ◼   ► that mask our you know what that mask [TS]

00:56:24 ◼   ► this this like growing animal hatred we [TS]

00:56:27 ◼   ► have for one another [TS]

00:56:29 ◼   ► I wish there was more more honesty like [TS]

00:56:34 ◼   ► that when Clinton was when Clinton was [TS]

00:56:38 ◼   ► was pilloried for his blowjob in the [TS]

00:56:41 ◼   ► Oval Office or whatever and he's out [TS]

00:56:44 ◼   ► there you familiarize unless and right [TS]

00:56:48 ◼   ► and lot bare faced lying and revealing [TS]

00:56:53 ◼   ► himself revealing himself to be a you [TS]

00:56:56 ◼   ► know a stupid duplicitous and-and-and [TS]

00:56:59 ◼   ► obfuscator and all this like you watched [TS]

00:57:03 ◼   ► his character just kind of come apart [TS]

00:57:05 ◼   ► through that whole experience when I i [TS]

00:57:07 ◼   ► still cannot understand why he didn't [TS]

00:57:10 ◼   ► sit in his chair and say none of your [TS]

00:57:12 ◼   ► business next question like ultimately [TS]

00:57:15 ◼   ► it was it was none of anyone's business [TS]

00:57:19 ◼   ► it did not affect [TS]

00:57:22 ◼   ► the the the execution of his office none [TS]

00:57:25 ◼   ► of it had anything to do with his [TS]

00:57:27 ◼   ► effectiveness as president was not [TS]

00:57:29 ◼   ► anybody's business and she of all people [TS]

00:57:32 ◼   ► have the power at that moment to say I [TS]

00:57:35 ◼   ► will not answer this line of questioning [TS]

00:57:37 ◼   ► it is irrelevant to the to the conduct [TS]

00:57:41 ◼   ► of this office and in any argument like [TS]

00:57:44 ◼   ► that his character was on trial here [TS]

00:57:47 ◼   ► your e people's character like that is [TS]

00:57:51 ◼   ► what elections are for you judge a [TS]

00:57:53 ◼   ► person on their character and then you [TS]

00:57:54 ◼   ► elect them and then the you're no longer [TS]

00:57:57 ◼   ► they're no longer running you know their [TS]

00:58:00 ◼   ► character is no longer the question and [TS]

00:58:05 ◼   ► so I feel like I mean with my mayoral [TS]

00:58:08 ◼   ► candidate yesterday lost his election [TS]

00:58:11 ◼   ► the other guy 1 and in is like the load [TS]

00:58:21 ◼   ► the day that basically the day of the [TS]

00:58:23 ◼   ► election i got an e-mail appointing me [TS]

00:58:27 ◼   ► to a commission and i am now a [TS]

00:58:33 ◼   ► commissioner the the city arts and film [TS]

00:58:40 ◼   ► and music commission i am now on that [TS]

00:58:43 ◼   ► Commission it's a three or four-year [TS]

00:58:46 ◼   ► appointment [TS]

00:58:47 ◼   ► well congratulations man and you mean [TS]

00:58:49 ◼   ► now call me the commish it try and stop [TS]

00:58:53 ◼   ► me and it this commission meets every [TS]

00:58:58 ◼   ► month in the city hall in a hearing room [TS]

00:59:02 ◼   ► which is open to the public and I think [TS]

00:59:06 ◼   ► maybe our Commission meetings are [TS]

00:59:07 ◼   ► broadcast on the public access channel [TS]

00:59:10 ◼   ► leave and like citizens can come in and [TS]

00:59:14 ◼   ► standard microphone and comment and we [TS]

00:59:19 ◼   ► will conduct some business of the city [TS]

00:59:23 ◼   ► and like this is the this is and this is [TS]

00:59:28 ◼   ► a committed as a commission i have [TS]

00:59:29 ◼   ► accepted [TS]

00:59:31 ◼   ► and I i can understand politically like [TS]

00:59:35 ◼   ► is this is this one of those things [TS]

00:59:37 ◼   ► where like the president pardons 50 [TS]

00:59:42 ◼   ► people on his last day in office [TS]

00:59:43 ◼   ► I don't understand why was appointed to [TS]

00:59:47 ◼   ► this like for your position was [TS]

00:59:49 ◼   ► thanksgiving us at the time of year when [TS]

00:59:51 ◼   ► you save one turkey from the table up [TS]

00:59:54 ◼   ► but anyway now i am i am an officially [TS]

00:59:57 ◼   ► appointed Commissioner Roderick that [TS]

00:59:59 ◼   ► sound like [TS]

00:59:59 ◼   ► sound like [TS]

01:00:00 ◼   ► sounds like you got a double-breasted [TS]

01:00:00 ◼   ► blazer for that but i it's going to be [TS]

01:00:03 ◼   ► very interesting to me sitting on this [TS]

01:00:05 ◼   ► commission which is now in the public [TS]

01:00:07 ◼   ► record and then the public sphere in a [TS]

01:00:09 ◼   ► in a in a small way and I think and an [TS]

01:00:13 ◼   ► ineffectual way or I can't imagine that [TS]

01:00:15 ◼   ► this commission it i don't believe i am [TS]

01:00:17 ◼   ► granted the power to tax i do get a [TS]

01:00:21 ◼   ► parking pass for City Hall flow sweet [TS]

01:00:25 ◼   ► right she can i use the bathrooms too i [TS]

01:00:28 ◼   ► can use the bathrooms at City Hall I [TS]

01:00:29 ◼   ► mind again they can't throw ya i might [TS]

01:00:31 ◼   ► have a by might even get a laminated [TS]

01:00:33 ◼   ► card that says Commissioner but it's [TS]

01:00:36 ◼   ► going to be very curious to see like how [TS]

01:00:37 ◼   ► I how this tiny little toe in the water [TS]

01:00:41 ◼   ► of like public life how it plays out for [TS]

01:00:45 ◼   ► me because I you know I don't think [TS]

01:00:48 ◼   ► there's anything at stake but I'm going [TS]

01:00:49 ◼   ► to be sitting up on a day as well as [TS]

01:00:51 ◼   ► some KY when some guy with dander on his [TS]

01:00:54 ◼   ► fleece vest stands there and yells at me [TS]

01:00:56 ◼   ► about how how they closed down his [TS]

01:01:00 ◼   ► Street to film an episode of mad about [TS]

01:01:02 ◼   ► you and that's not still shows and I'm [TS]

01:01:07 ◼   ► gonna be like listen guy you know you're [TS]

01:01:09 ◼   ► talking about that's okay I got better [TS]

01:01:11 ◼   ► things to think about [TS]

01:01:13 ◼   ► I'm trying to get ziplines put it in [TS]

01:01:14 ◼   ► this hole so don't waste my time if [TS]

01:01:16 ◼   ► yelling at me you got how many bags you [TS]

01:01:18 ◼   ► got how many grocery bags have you got [TS]

01:01:20 ◼   ► there we got like 14 grocery bags get [TS]

01:01:23 ◼   ► out of here [TS]

01:01:24 ◼   ► yeah I mean I know it's early early [TS]

01:01:26 ◼   ► goings early days but i can't wait to [TS]

01:01:27 ◼   ► hear the planks in your platform [TS]

01:01:29 ◼   ► well yeah now i'm actually get a [TS]

01:01:30 ◼   ► platform I feel like you're your caution [TS]

01:01:33 ◼   ► the other day where you were like hey [TS]

01:01:34 ◼   ► are you sure that you should be talking [TS]

01:01:35 ◼   ► about this on the on the internet on the [TS]

01:01:38 ◼   ► on the airwaves you know I feel like I i [TS]

01:01:41 ◼   ► have to keep at first of all there's [TS]

01:01:44 ◼   ► nobody listening to this program that's [TS]

01:01:45 ◼   ► going out us em right it's all within a [TS]

01:01:48 ◼   ► message was talking shit it's a total [TS]

01:01:50 ◼   ► cult audience now everybody is like [TS]

01:01:52 ◼   ► they're all they're all it moving the [TS]

01:01:55 ◼   ► deck chairs around the Titanic who's [TS]

01:01:56 ◼   ► gonna who's going to say I i think that [TS]

01:01:59 ◼   ► i think Merlyn John are dangerous and [TS]

01:02:01 ◼   ► must be stopped [TS]

01:02:03 ◼   ► I don't think there's any I mean it's [TS]

01:02:05 ◼   ► good only some random person that swings [TS]

01:02:07 ◼   ► and misses 21 episode you can take them [TS]

01:02:09 ◼   ► out no process these people are maniacs [TS]

01:02:11 ◼   ► that's right we'll just lonely got [TS]

01:02:12 ◼   ► called up again we could certainly have [TS]

01:02:14 ◼   ► the seventh circle the wagons around [TS]

01:02:15 ◼   ► that person you know they're going to [TS]

01:02:16 ◼   ► come out of their apartment and in their [TS]

01:02:18 ◼   ► hallway there's just going to be super [TS]

01:02:21 ◼   ► train stickers that right girl on every [TS]

01:02:24 ◼   ► flat surface so they're gonna be like oh [TS]

01:02:25 ◼   ► fuck i had no idea who is messing with [TS]

01:02:29 ◼   ► the name of the actual Commission the [TS]

01:02:31 ◼   ► Seattle film and music Commission wow so [TS]

01:02:35 ◼   ► presumably like some like michael bay is [TS]

01:02:39 ◼   ► going to come and and may try to make a [TS]

01:02:41 ◼   ► dinosaur movie in seattle at some point [TS]

01:02:43 ◼   ► and I'm gonna have to approve [TS]

01:02:46 ◼   ► I'm gonna have to be one of the [TS]

01:02:48 ◼   ► commissioners who approves or denies his [TS]

01:02:51 ◼   ► permits to you know to block off the [TS]

01:02:54 ◼   ► streets for taking a moment to review [TS]

01:02:56 ◼   ► your Brachiosaurus easement objects here [TS]

01:03:01 ◼   ► that are used to uh made transformers [TS]

01:03:05 ◼   ► and i have to say that was a shooting a [TS]

01:03:08 ◼   ► movie gotta have your personal assurance [TS]

01:03:12 ◼   ► that will we're not gonna be facing a [TS]

01:03:15 ◼   ► situation which she had looking like [TS]

01:03:17 ◼   ► it's going to be beaten up by robust it [TS]

01:03:19 ◼   ► might also be trucks but I've got one [TS]

01:03:22 ◼   ► pair of glasses down on the end of my [TS]

01:03:24 ◼   ► nose [TS]

01:03:25 ◼   ► what information is Commissioner Roger [TS]

01:03:26 ◼   ► talking like that you know glasses on a [TS]

01:03:29 ◼   ► gold chain one pair of glasses on top of [TS]

01:03:31 ◼   ► my head [TS]

01:03:32 ◼   ► Oh bigger party so I need to get some [TS]

01:03:36 ◼   ► white three piece suits made you do you [TS]

01:03:39 ◼   ► do and I'd like to see you have like a [TS]

01:03:41 ◼   ► cane with like a tip on that you can tap [TS]

01:03:43 ◼   ► on the table when you're getting [TS]

01:03:44 ◼   ► restless [TS]

01:03:45 ◼   ► look at me i'm the big actor haha we [TS]

01:03:49 ◼   ► still talking about this [TS]

01:03:53 ◼   ► right [TS]

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