00:00:08 ◼ ► Merlin how are you I'm fine young man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/8">TS</a>]
00:00:18 ◼ ► and oh that sounds it sounded like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/18">TS</a>]
00:00:24 ◼ ► meditation thing I'm just sitting here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/24">TS</a>]
00:00:26 ◼ ► meditating meditating on how create life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/26">TS</a>]
00:00:30 ◼ ► is and how good I have it boy had a bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/30">TS</a>]
00:00:34 ◼ ► morning every every minute of a day is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/34">TS</a>]
00:00:39 ◼ ► I'm dressed already I'm not naked for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/39">TS</a>]
00:00:47 ◼ ► I just feel so blessed you know life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/47">TS</a>]
00:00:50 ◼ ► life is a present that we give ourselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/50">TS</a>]
00:00:55 ◼ ► ourselves who andrew johnson doesn't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/55">TS</a>]
00:00:58 ◼ ► the credit he deserves if you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/58">TS</a>]
00:01:00 ◼ ► I mean I feel like you know my my my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/60">TS</a>]
00:01:03 ◼ ► general feeling that the world is going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/63">TS</a>]
00:01:05 ◼ ► to hell and that is largely a product of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/65">TS</a>]
00:01:09 ◼ ► unfashionable to punch people in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/69">TS</a>]
00:01:13 ◼ ► it's it's just not accurate and what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/73">TS</a>]
00:01:16 ◼ ► really need to feel is that every day is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/76">TS</a>]
00:01:18 ◼ ► a blessing that you know what that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/78">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► Wow nicely with the working Susan polish [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/83">TS</a>]
00:01:26 ◼ ► Schultz hmm so she polished Schultz's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/86">TS</a>]
00:01:32 ◼ ► no John she doesn't she writes a she I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/92">TS</a>]
00:01:36 ◼ ► seventies and eighties writing those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/96">TS</a>]
00:01:38 ◼ ► greeting cards will like watercolors on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/98">TS</a>]
00:01:42 ◼ ► oh I got all I am i received a great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/102">TS</a>]
00:01:46 ◼ ► many of those you know my mom is someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/106">TS</a>]
00:01:50 ◼ ► who expresses herself through greeting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/110">TS</a>]
00:01:54 ◼ ► parents so hard to believe so I it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/114">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► it's very out of character but i have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/119">TS</a>]
00:02:01 ◼ ► greeting card from her not a greeting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/121">TS</a>]
00:02:03 ◼ ► card but a birthday card from her for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/123">TS</a>]
00:02:05 ◼ ► every year just using precisely greeting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/125">TS</a>]
00:02:07 ◼ ► you not not greeting me except like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/127">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► greeting each new day with a with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/130">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► with a an aphorism but you know they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/133">TS</a>]
00:02:18 ◼ ► would he would be there so that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/138">TS</a>]
00:02:19 ◼ ► would be a card with a sunset on it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/139">TS</a>]
00:02:21 ◼ ► there were there would usually be some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/141">TS</a>]
00:02:23 ◼ ► kind of onion paper in front of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/143">TS</a>]
00:02:25 ◼ ► paper of the card right so that at first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/145">TS</a>]
00:02:28 ◼ ► you look at the card it's like kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/148">TS</a>]
00:02:29 ◼ ► threw a gauze and then you put the onion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/149">TS</a>]
00:02:32 ◼ ► paper and there's the sentiments written [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/152">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► in cursive last night it also had to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/154">TS</a>]
00:02:37 ◼ ► protected from from a caustic world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/157">TS</a>]
00:02:39 ◼ ► yeah or or uh that it is that it isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/159">TS</a>]
00:02:43 ◼ ► an excerpt an apocryphal from the Bible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/163">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► some kind of middle portion of the Bible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/165">TS</a>]
00:02:52 ◼ ► somebody with white cotton gloves to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/172">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► take it out of a hermetically seal tape [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/173">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► out of each Bible each Bible which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/175">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► the unary word of god and then there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/177">TS</a>]
00:03:00 ◼ ► this thing that says you're the best son [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/180">TS</a>]
00:03:03 ◼ ► Oh mom could ever want to have open it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/183">TS</a>]
00:03:07 ◼ ► up inside and then it's also another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/187">TS</a>]
00:03:10 ◼ ► thing that I psyche but no incited [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/190">TS</a>]
00:03:13 ◼ ► furthers that thought we have someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/193">TS</a>]
00:03:15 ◼ ► and then my mom would sign it can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/195">TS</a>]
00:03:19 ◼ ► sometimes sometimes she would echo the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/199">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► sentiment by saying you're a good son [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/200">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► how do you really believe that I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/204">TS</a>]
00:03:27 ◼ ► she did you know moms have moms have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/207">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► certain blinders where they think that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/209">TS</a>]
00:03:32 ◼ ► they're there they're terrible child [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/212">TS</a>]
00:03:34 ◼ ► who's a force of pure destruction in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/214">TS</a>]
00:03:39 ◼ ► I don't open an old wound but it's a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/219">TS</a>]
00:03:40 ◼ ► like a pitbull problem maybe they may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/220">TS</a>]
00:03:42 ◼ ► just be remembering the days that she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/222">TS</a>]
00:03:45 ◼ ► not that they do that but I understand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/225">TS</a>]
00:03:49 ◼ ► she thanked me on my 30th birthday for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/229">TS</a>]
00:03:51 ◼ ► for having survived i wanna see now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/231">TS</a>]
00:03:54 ◼ ► that's really sweet but it was inside it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/234">TS</a>]
00:03:56 ◼ ► was very emotional moment and it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/236">TS</a>]
00:03:58 ◼ ► thanks thanks but well no she said you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/238">TS</a>]
00:04:02 ◼ ► know from the time you were 15 until now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/242">TS</a>]
00:04:03 ◼ ► I every time the phone rang at night I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/243">TS</a>]
00:04:05 ◼ ► was sure that they were calling to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/245">TS</a>]
00:04:08 ◼ ► oh my gosh that's a that's a real mixed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/248">TS</a>]
00:04:12 ◼ ► so anyway now that you're 30 I can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/252">TS</a>]
00:04:15 ◼ ► and congratulations and I'm really glad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/255">TS</a>]
00:04:17 ◼ ► and i was like oh god I'm I'm I'm sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/257">TS</a>]
00:04:21 ◼ ► that I made you feel up 15 years that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/261">TS</a>]
00:04:26 ◼ ► like passive-aggressive because it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/266">TS</a>]
00:04:27 ◼ ► doesn't seem like your mom style but no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/267">TS</a>]
00:04:29 ◼ ► no not at all no she was teaching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/269">TS</a>]
00:04:32 ◼ ► sincere she's being sincere he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/272">TS</a>]
00:04:33 ◼ ► explaining to me a very various like not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/273">TS</a>]
00:04:36 ◼ ► just sincere but like a massive truth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/276">TS</a>]
00:04:38 ◼ ► that at that continues to settle on my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/278">TS</a>]
00:04:41 ◼ ► shoulders which is that in order for her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/281">TS</a>]
00:04:43 ◼ ► in order to survive herself she had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/283">TS</a>]
00:04:46 ◼ ► in newer herself against the possibility [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/286">TS</a>]
00:04:51 ◼ ► oh god that psychologically that was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/291">TS</a>]
00:04:55 ◼ ► lot of work and a lot of heartbreak to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/295">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► to say I think what she said was I loved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/298">TS</a>]
00:05:07 ◼ ► whoo-hoo so knowing that you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/307">TS</a>]
00:05:10 ◼ ► certain to die i had to be happy with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/310">TS</a>]
00:05:14 ◼ ► the the great times that we had my gosh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/314">TS</a>]
00:05:17 ◼ ► she's trying she's trying to make it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/317">TS</a>]
00:05:19 ◼ ► through those years where I was when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/319">TS</a>]
00:05:22 ◼ ► was having all those high adventures [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/322">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► that people think we're so I make me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/323">TS</a>]
00:05:26 ◼ ► such an interesting person i would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/326">TS</a>]
00:05:27 ◼ ► that but you you're definitely a handful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/327">TS</a>]
00:05:31 ◼ ► in fact not a handful and a handful is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/331">TS</a>]
00:05:34 ◼ ► what you say about about a puppy that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/334">TS</a>]
00:05:37 ◼ ► I was a pistol i was known a pistol is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/337">TS</a>]
00:05:42 ◼ ► what you say about a little old lady who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/342">TS</a>]
00:05:44 ◼ ► wears red cowboy boots haha I what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/344">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► something that you that that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/356">TS</a>]
00:05:57 ◼ ► something you would say about a puppy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/357">TS</a>]
00:05:58 ◼ ► that's not something that you'd said I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/358">TS</a>]
00:06:00 ◼ ► old lady unless of course she was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/360">TS</a>]
00:06:03 ◼ ► well I is dominated by made it out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/363">TS</a>]
00:06:07 ◼ ► well let me I'm so glad he isn't it is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/367">TS</a>]
00:06:10 ◼ ► blessing in it it's it's a present that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/370">TS</a>]
00:06:11 ◼ ► you put on your own tree i'm going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/371">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► read you something i don't know this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/373">TS</a>]
00:06:15 ◼ ► discovered by fairies but i'd like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/375">TS</a>]
00:06:17 ◼ ► read you one of the works of season [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/377">TS</a>]
00:06:18 ◼ ► polish also if you don't mind is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/378">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► this is going to be some situation where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/380">TS</a>]
00:06:22 ◼ ► we get accused of plagiarism and then we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/382">TS</a>]
00:06:24 ◼ ► have to explain that now i am repeating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/384">TS</a>]
00:06:25 ◼ ► it I'm achieving its actually lipstick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/385">TS</a>]
00:06:27 ◼ ► on that picture and so it's now a new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/387">TS</a>]
00:06:30 ◼ ► work you know what i think i might be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/390">TS</a>]
00:06:32 ◼ ► seen her name wrong it shuts which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/392">TS</a>]
00:06:34 ◼ ► not the german for something ships is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/394">TS</a>]
00:06:39 ◼ ► essentially command to a doggy should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/399">TS</a>]
00:06:46 ◼ ► shush as in as in the shootin fest and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/406">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► yes it's a shoot shoot in China huh no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/409">TS</a>]
00:06:52 ◼ ► wonder what is it I don't know sit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/412">TS</a>]
00:06:54 ◼ ► actually sit in Germany's sits in a city [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/414">TS</a>]
00:06:57 ◼ ► like Darth Vader how do you say thats it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/417">TS</a>]
00:06:59 ◼ ► then slices fifth is written as Seth is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/419">TS</a>]
00:07:02 ◼ ► part of an international intergalactic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/422">TS</a>]
00:07:04 ◼ ► space language and it's translated the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/424">TS</a>]
00:07:08 ◼ ► professor in college who after years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/428">TS</a>]
00:07:11 ◼ ► later that's a good place to have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/431">TS</a>]
00:07:12 ◼ ► professor if you're going to have became [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/432">TS</a>]
00:07:14 ◼ ► one of the perhaps the pre eminent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/434">TS</a>]
00:07:16 ◼ ► scholar of the Klingon language my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/436">TS</a>]
00:07:23 ◼ ► esteem for your university education [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/443">TS</a>]
00:07:25 ◼ ► just went through the roof i took his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/445">TS</a>]
00:07:28 ◼ ► ah here's the thing and it's very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/448">TS</a>]
00:07:31 ◼ ► difficult to teach people things I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/451">TS</a>]
00:07:33 ◼ ► it's very difficult to teach people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/453">TS</a>]
00:07:34 ◼ ► poetry or plasma it's very difficult to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/454">TS</a>]
00:07:38 ◼ ► teach people things now that we can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/458">TS</a>]
00:07:39 ◼ ► use branding iron key thousand was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/459">TS</a>]
00:07:44 ◼ ► muted Bell I don't want to go two nights [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/464">TS</a>]
00:07:46 ◼ ► let me just finish this off button let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/466">TS</a>]
00:07:49 ◼ ► me finish this let me Fake here's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/469">TS</a>]
00:07:51 ◼ ► thing is difficult you know sometimes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/471">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► you have to teach people something based [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/473">TS</a>]
00:07:55 ◼ ► on teaching them what it is not or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/475">TS</a>]
00:07:57 ◼ ► should not be em and I you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/477">TS</a>]
00:07:59 ◼ ► that's our that's some mighty jump girls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/479">TS</a>]
00:08:03 ◼ ► ok so anyway you can review on safe to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/483">TS</a>]
00:08:07 ◼ ► it has a wonderful book on version of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/487">TS</a>]
00:08:09 ◼ ► Richard Hugo know I know but in his book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/489">TS</a>]
00:08:11 ◼ ► on versus actually what is it real West [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/491">TS</a>]
00:08:14 ◼ ► marginal way that's biography i forget [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/494">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► the name of the bar talking about bird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/495">TS</a>]
00:08:18 ◼ ► by bird are you there was one person i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/498">TS</a>]
00:08:23 ◼ ► was i don't think was my professor I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/503">TS</a>]
00:08:24 ◼ ► think he was quoting someone but for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/504">TS</a>]
00:08:26 ◼ ► example this is a great piece of advice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/506">TS</a>]
00:08:29 ◼ ► you're not eat you you should just avoid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/509">TS</a>]
00:08:32 ◼ ► the word love and I think there's one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/512">TS</a>]
00:08:36 ◼ ► I'm trying to remember exactly what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/516">TS</a>]
00:08:37 ◼ ► rules but it's something along the lines [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/517">TS</a>]
00:08:39 ◼ ► of you're not allowed to use love as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/519">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► transitive verb for the first nine years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/523">TS</a>]
00:08:45 ◼ ► your poem something like that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/525">TS</a>]
00:08:46 ◼ ► what I've been saying that to every girl [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/526">TS</a>]
00:08:49 ◼ ► here to you know what you are your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/529">TS</a>]
00:08:51 ◼ ► poetry teacher this is earlier this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/531">TS</a>]
00:08:53 ◼ ► some first this is a verse from Susan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/533">TS</a>]
00:08:55 ◼ ► polished it's called i love you so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/535">TS</a>]
00:08:58 ◼ ► it's it's the kind of thing I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/538">TS</a>]
00:09:00 ◼ ► trying to find a way to say to you I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/540">TS</a>]
00:09:02 ◼ ► don't see someone i'm so glad you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/542">TS</a>]
00:09:04 ◼ ► made it to 40 something and I'm really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/544">TS</a>]
00:09:05 ◼ ► I'm really glad like to read you a short [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/545">TS</a>]
00:09:07 ◼ ► bit of verse called love you so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/547">TS</a>]
00:09:09 ◼ ► they are you ready and really i'm going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/549">TS</a>]
00:09:11 ◼ ► to draw you something I'm gonna paint [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/551">TS</a>]
00:09:13 ◼ ► you something in watercolors and centre [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/553">TS</a>]
00:09:14 ◼ ► st with tissue on it i love you are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/554">TS</a>]
00:09:16 ◼ ► are you going to pronounce the word love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/556">TS</a>]
00:09:18 ◼ ► with a w instead of an l it's also very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/558">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► metaphysical distance which is you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/560">TS</a>]
00:09:22 ◼ ► be too matchy-matchy you can't be too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/562">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► close with things like the title right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/564">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► metaphysical distance working here right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/567">TS</a>]
00:09:29 ◼ ► now I just this is always pressure he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/569">TS</a>]
00:09:30 ◼ ► talks about is called love you so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/570">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► since I met you I've been so happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/572">TS</a>]
00:09:34 ◼ ► except that i find myself worrying all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/574">TS</a>]
00:09:37 ◼ ► Oh worrying that i might disappoint you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/577">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► worrying that relationship might and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/580">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► worrying that you might not be happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/582">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► worrying that something might happen to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/584">TS</a>]
00:09:46 ◼ ► I guess I've fallen in love with you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/586">TS</a>]
00:09:49 ◼ ► I guess I worry so much because I co [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/589">TS</a>]
00:09:51 ◼ ► care so much about it like God fan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/591">TS</a>]
00:10:01 ◼ ► sit populace shit fucked up all my ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/601">TS</a>]
00:10:06 ◼ ► heard it surprise you to learn a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/606">TS</a>]
00:10:09 ◼ ► early so much i watch you breathe while [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/609">TS</a>]
00:10:11 ◼ ► you're sleeping and I think maybe about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/611">TS</a>]
00:10:16 ◼ ► sometimes when I think about how much i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/616">TS</a>]
00:10:18 ◼ ► love you I watched you sleep and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/618">TS</a>]
00:10:21 ◼ ► look like a baby when it would it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/621">TS</a>]
00:10:23 ◼ ► surprise you to learn that she has a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/623">TS</a>]
00:10:25 ◼ ► of these i would not surprise me at all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/625">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► that because if you don't mind I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/628">TS</a>]
00:10:30 ◼ ► this is covered by fair use if you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/630">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► mind I would like to read you a short [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/631">TS</a>]
00:10:33 ◼ ► piece of verse by susan polished it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/633">TS</a>]
00:10:35 ◼ ► called thoughts of you it would not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/635">TS</a>]
00:10:37 ◼ ► surprise me to learn that she had that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/637">TS</a>]
00:10:40 ◼ ► she had a lot of dead rubber dolls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/640">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► straight back to this is a time it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/643">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► five and waiting for years i'm so glad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/647">TS</a>]
00:10:48 ◼ ► you made it to something 40 and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/648">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► want to send this is my shoot Susan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/650">TS</a>]
00:10:54 ◼ ► thoughts of you in the morning when the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/654">TS</a>]
00:10:55 ◼ ► sign it's just starting to like the day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/655">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► my first slots are you at night I stare [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/660">TS</a>]
00:11:05 ◼ ► at the dark trees silhouetted against [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/665">TS</a>]
00:11:08 ◼ ► the quiet stars i'm in trance into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/668">TS</a>]
00:11:10 ◼ ► complete peacefulness and my less so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/670">TS</a>]
00:11:13 ◼ ► haha here's the thing if you imagine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/673">TS</a>]
00:11:17 ◼ ► this being a 50 year old woman was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/677">TS</a>]
00:11:19 ◼ ► drinking tea it's really super sweet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/679">TS</a>]
00:11:22 ◼ ► especially if it's her husband is sick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/682">TS</a>]
00:11:24 ◼ ► this would be so sweet imagine this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/684">TS</a>]
00:11:26 ◼ ► being a 32 year old man who's cleaning a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/686">TS</a>]
00:11:28 ◼ ► gun for human thoughts of you don't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/688">TS</a>]
00:11:33 ◼ ► want a year old woman who is drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/693">TS</a>]
00:11:36 ◼ ► yeah you know like they're there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/696">TS</a>]
00:11:39 ◼ ► really even a 50 woman who's drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/699">TS</a>]
00:11:40 ◼ ► tea i don't i don't want anyone to think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/700">TS</a>]
00:11:43 ◼ ► of me as their last thought of the day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/703">TS</a>]
00:11:45 ◼ ► and then their first thought of the next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/705">TS</a>]
00:11:46 ◼ ► day thanks to John I gotta tell you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/706">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► somebody i think that i think if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/708">TS</a>]
00:11:50 ◼ ► 62 if you're 14 that is completely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/710">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► understandable because you're still 11 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/714">TS</a>]
00:11:55 ◼ ► years from having the middle part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/715">TS</a>]
00:11:57 ◼ ► your brain finish forming right you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/717">TS</a>]
00:11:59 ◼ ► remember how painful that was brutally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/719">TS</a>]
00:12:01 ◼ ► painful and it's totally understandable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/721">TS</a>]
00:12:02 ◼ ► and infuse the world just when you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/722">TS</a>]
00:12:04 ◼ ► 14 if you wrote this when you were 32 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/724">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► year-old lone gunman or more you wrote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/727">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► this when you're out buying a used white [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/729">TS</a>]
00:12:11 ◼ ► van and I'm just telling you this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/731">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► this is not right but if you wrote that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/733">TS</a>]
00:12:15 ◼ ► when you were a 26 year old girl like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/735">TS</a>]
00:12:18 ◼ ► who is beautiful in the flower dress and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/738">TS</a>]
00:12:21 ◼ ► writing a vintage bicycle with flowers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/741">TS</a>]
00:12:24 ◼ ► in the basket who I would love to get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/744">TS</a>]
00:12:27 ◼ ► poem from that girl if you if you wrote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/747">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► that even as that girl there is still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/750">TS</a>]
00:12:32 ◼ ► something wrong with you there's no time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/752">TS</a>]
00:12:34 ◼ ► after you are about 14 years old that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/754">TS</a>]
00:12:37 ◼ ► that amount of obsession about another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/757">TS</a>]
00:12:39 ◼ ► ok let's let's let's stipulate this is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/759">TS</a>]
00:12:41 ◼ ► little bit like going after Rod McKuen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/761">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► we are we are shooting fish in a lovely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/763">TS</a>]
00:12:45 ◼ ► flower barrel here well but and is also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/765">TS</a>]
00:12:48 ◼ ► super creepy but also I'm I I recognize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/768">TS</a>]
00:12:51 ◼ ► my I recognize that there are people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/771">TS</a>]
00:12:54 ◼ ► fall in love with one another and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/774">TS</a>]
00:12:55 ◼ ► call each other four times a day for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/775">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► rest of their lives and they are happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/777">TS</a>]
00:13:00 ◼ ► and the rest of the world is just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/780">TS</a>]
00:13:03 ◼ ► backdrop to the play that they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/783">TS</a>]
00:13:05 ◼ ► writing for and about one another who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/785">TS</a>]
00:13:10 ◼ ► we think alike human clone and Jessica [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/790">TS</a>]
00:13:13 ◼ ► I doubt that they called each other four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/793">TS</a>]
00:13:16 ◼ ► no that's their jobs yeah I bet you that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/796">TS</a>]
00:13:18 ◼ ► they high-fived on their way out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/798">TS</a>]
00:13:21 ◼ ► yeah and then at night they SAT around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/801">TS</a>]
00:13:23 ◼ ► and he played the piano and she told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/803">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► Reinbold stories and there were 45 you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/806">TS</a>]
00:13:30 ◼ ► know a cary grant was there and they had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/810">TS</a>]
00:13:32 ◼ ► like maybe like martinis or five friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/812">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► they had martinis and then you know they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/814">TS</a>]
00:13:36 ◼ ► went off to sleep in separate bedrooms [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/816">TS</a>]
00:13:38 ◼ ► because that's what people did then this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/818">TS</a>]
00:13:40 ◼ ► is phrase you use and I want to get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/820">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► exact quote screaming in your head the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/822">TS</a>]
00:13:44 ◼ ► screaming in one's head there's a part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/824">TS</a>]
00:13:46 ◼ ► of me that I don't want to sound cynical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/826">TS</a>]
00:13:48 ◼ ► John as you know I never want to come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/828">TS</a>]
00:13:49 ◼ ► off cynical as are you certainly don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/829">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► thank you there's a part of me that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/831">TS</a>]
00:13:52 ◼ ► thinks if you're calling anybody four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/832">TS</a>]
00:13:54 ◼ ► times a day in my piece that's cute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/834">TS</a>]
00:13:56 ◼ ► don't want to hear the screaming in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/836">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► head that's exactly right hand and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/838">TS</a>]
00:13:59 ◼ ► and you know the devil dogs are nipping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/839">TS</a>]
00:14:02 ◼ ► at your heels and who rather than keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/842">TS</a>]
00:14:06 ◼ ► yeah for that 10 minutes you need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/846">TS</a>]
00:14:10 ◼ ► how's your day how's it going over there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/850">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► oh good oh I'm just sitting here just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/852">TS</a>]
00:14:14 ◼ ► oh yeah i mean when i was when i felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/854">TS</a>]
00:14:18 ◼ ► that way about somebody I felt that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/858">TS</a>]
00:14:19 ◼ ► about Lori basler in 1980 that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/859">TS</a>]
00:14:22 ◼ ► crushable name and I bought her a i went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/862">TS</a>]
00:14:27 ◼ ► to the store valentine's day because we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/867">TS</a>]
00:14:30 ◼ ► were required then even then we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/870">TS</a>]
00:14:32 ◼ ► required to buy Valentines for all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/872">TS</a>]
00:14:34 ◼ ► our classmates now you in retrospect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/874">TS</a>]
00:14:39 ◼ ► oh it was it was awful there were some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/879">TS</a>]
00:14:40 ◼ ► of my classmates who did not deserve a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/880">TS</a>]
00:14:42 ◼ ► Valentine from and I did not want from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/882">TS</a>]
00:14:45 ◼ ► them if they deserve anything it was not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/885">TS</a>]
00:14:47 ◼ ► a Valentine it was it was another it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/887">TS</a>]
00:14:50 ◼ ► probably a strongly worded note from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/890">TS</a>]
00:14:52 ◼ ► your mother with what they deserve for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/892">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► me was an empty space where Valentine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/894">TS</a>]
00:14:55 ◼ ► would be but I a willful empty space [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/895">TS</a>]
00:14:59 ◼ ► that what this this is a deliberately [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/899">TS</a>]
00:15:01 ◼ ► black intentionally blank valentine this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/901">TS</a>]
00:15:03 ◼ ► space intentionally blank i went to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/903">TS</a>]
00:15:06 ◼ ► store and I bought the one gross of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/906">TS</a>]
00:15:09 ◼ ► cheap Valentine's for all my classmates [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/909">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► that I was gonna sit and go like happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/911">TS</a>]
00:15:14 ◼ ► valentines day John happy valentines day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/914">TS</a>]
00:15:16 ◼ ► John happy Americans John but i was so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/916">TS</a>]
00:15:20 ◼ ► crazy about Larry Bosler that i spent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/920">TS</a>]
00:15:25 ◼ ► a large portion of my pile of quarters [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/925">TS</a>]
00:15:29 ◼ ► that I used to sit and pour over my head [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/929">TS</a>]
00:15:31 ◼ ► in my bed with the door closed I took a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/931">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► lot of the quarters that I keep in jars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/935">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► kept in jars and i bought Lori bachelor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/937">TS</a>]
00:15:41 ◼ ► huge box of chocolates a giant red [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/941">TS</a>]
00:15:44 ◼ ► heart-shaped box of chocolates and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/944">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► took it to school on valentine's day and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/947">TS</a>]
00:15:49 ◼ ► everybody exchange their little paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/949">TS</a>]
00:15:51 ◼ ► Valentine's and I got a little paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/951">TS</a>]
00:15:54 ◼ ► Valentine from Laura Bassett said happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/954">TS</a>]
00:15:57 ◼ ► valentines day lori and i was ashamed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/957">TS</a>]
00:16:01 ◼ ► and I did not give her the box of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/961">TS</a>]
00:16:03 ◼ ► chocolates John and every day from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/963">TS</a>]
00:16:07 ◼ ► februari 14th until the last day of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/967">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► school on jun 20th i open my locker and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/970">TS</a>]
00:16:14 ◼ ► there was that big red box of chocolates [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/974">TS</a>]
00:16:16 ◼ ► and I looked at it and I said today's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/976">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► the day I'm going to give the box of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/979">TS</a>]
00:16:20 ◼ ► chocolates to Lori basler and I never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/980">TS</a>]
00:16:23 ◼ ► did and on the last day of school my dad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/983">TS</a>]
00:16:26 ◼ ► came to help me clean out my locker and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/986">TS</a>]
00:16:29 ◼ ► he said he opened the locker he was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/989">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► looking at a big box of chocolates and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/991">TS</a>]
00:16:34 ◼ ► he grabbed me 80 a problem soft oh my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/994">TS</a>]
00:16:44 ◼ ► I'm very close to tears that's horrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1004">TS</a>]
00:16:46 ◼ ► did you get harder as you get a hard-on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1006">TS</a>]
00:16:49 ◼ ► the eye and I want as a lorry lorry lor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1009">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► I did she touch Lori's the kind of game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:54 ◼ ► where you put a heart on the I l.a you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1014">TS</a>]
00:16:57 ◼ ► rie oh my god that's a cute name Laurie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1017">TS</a>]
00:17:01 ◼ ► basler did she tell him did you tell him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1021">TS</a>]
00:17:03 ◼ ► what he was eating know i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1023">TS</a>]
00:17:07 ◼ ► covered in shame he was like why do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1027">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► have this big box of chocolates here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:10 ◼ ► that's a great thing what I have a happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1030">TS</a>]
00:17:12 ◼ ► day they put it on the seat in the front [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1032">TS</a>]
00:17:14 ◼ ► we put it on the front seat of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1034">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► chrysler newport imperial and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:20 ◼ ► we drove home from school with my with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1040">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► all my papers in a plastic bag in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► backseat and he was sitting and eating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:27 ◼ ► all the good chocolates out of it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1047">TS</a>]
00:17:29 ◼ ► saying like how this summer's gonna be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1049">TS</a>]
00:17:31 ◼ ► great you're gonna go to tennis camp [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1051">TS</a>]
00:17:32 ◼ ► john Dunn well that's a good fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1052">TS</a>]
00:17:37 ◼ ► well and then to make matters worse then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1057">TS</a>]
00:17:40 ◼ ► she died of leukemia no way I'm afraid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1060">TS</a>]
00:17:47 ◼ ► son you're in a TV movie afraid you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1067">TS</a>]
00:17:50 ◼ ► they will you are your fucking water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1070">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► you're fucking robby benson shit John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:55 ◼ ► that's the worst that's right champ wake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1075">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► Old Yeller gonna take him out back he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:03 ◼ ► sees foamy that's all I'm so sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1083">TS</a>]
00:18:06 ◼ ► well no it's not but I mean obviously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1086">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► know many years later but I never did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:10 ◼ ► ever ever tell lori basler how I felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1090">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► about her and how I felt about her was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:16 ◼ ► that I woke up every morning and was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1096">TS</a>]
00:18:17 ◼ ► thinking about and i went to bed every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1097">TS</a>]
00:18:18 ◼ ► night was thinking about it's so weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1098">TS</a>]
00:18:20 ◼ ► it's thick and in retrospect then when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1100">TS</a>]
00:18:23 ◼ ► it always said and done it's probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1103">TS</a>]
00:18:25 ◼ ► just as well that you did not give her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1105">TS</a>]
00:18:27 ◼ ► Susan polish it's a poem called be my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1107">TS</a>]
00:18:29 ◼ ► valentine which which which ends the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1109">TS</a>]
00:18:32 ◼ ► city to read that like I have committed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1112">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► to memory so I think it's kind of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:37 ◼ ► yeah let's see if I remember it says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1117">TS</a>]
00:18:39 ◼ ► assistance to the scanning lets you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1119">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► remember I ok so it ends like this have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:42 ◼ ► fun with me and whatever we do work with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1122">TS</a>]
00:18:45 ◼ ► me towards common goals dance with me to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1125">TS</a>]
00:18:49 ◼ ► walk with me throughout life let us hug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1129">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► each other at every step in our journey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:54 ◼ ► do you know how sad would have been if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1134">TS</a>]
00:18:56 ◼ ► you gave that to her on some candy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1136">TS</a>]
00:18:58 ◼ ► well dance with me to the rhythm of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1138">TS</a>]
00:19:00 ◼ ► love hey sounds suspiciously like a rod [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1140">TS</a>]
00:19:04 ◼ ► stewart lyric but followed by i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1144">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► listening to read that last night and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:09 ◼ ► has American in his song where he says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1149">TS</a>]
00:19:11 ◼ ► spread your wings and take me in em and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1151">TS</a>]
00:19:15 ◼ ► I think he's talking about vaginal wings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1155">TS</a>]
00:19:20 ◼ ► I think he's talking about labia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1160">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► bobbya1984 me to the rhythm of our love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:33 ◼ ► you know that's a thing that i might say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1173">TS</a>]
00:19:34 ◼ ► to a stand-up bass that's something I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1174">TS</a>]
00:19:37 ◼ ► might as I'm as I wrapping my arms [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1177">TS</a>]
00:19:39 ◼ ► around a large states guitar bass milan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1179">TS</a>]
00:19:42 ◼ ► knew who I might say dance with me to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1182">TS</a>]
00:19:45 ◼ ► love can i don't wanna I don't make it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1185">TS</a>]
00:19:47 ◼ ► too weird but when you think of when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1187">TS</a>]
00:19:50 ◼ ► think of the rhythm of your love I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1190">TS</a>]
00:19:52 ◼ ► is there anything that isn't potentially [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1192">TS</a>]
00:19:55 ◼ ► is another thing I learned in poetry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1195">TS</a>]
00:19:58 ◼ ► classes you know to be careful about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1198">TS</a>]
00:20:01 ◼ ► interpreted more than one way because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1201">TS</a>]
00:20:04 ◼ ► you don't know wrong wrong wrong and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1204">TS</a>]
00:20:06 ◼ ► saying everything in a poem wants to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1206">TS</a>]
00:20:08 ◼ ► interpreted multiple ways yes but it has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1208">TS</a>]
00:20:10 ◼ ► to have kind of concrete image there has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1210">TS</a>]
00:20:12 ◼ ► to be there has to be something concrete [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1212">TS</a>]
00:20:15 ◼ ► interpretation i think that's ok but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1215">TS</a>]
00:20:17 ◼ ► don't want to write a bunch of holes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1217">TS</a>]
00:20:18 ◼ ► like a whole thing of ellipses you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1218">TS</a>]
00:20:20 ◼ ► what I mean yeah right and i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1220">TS</a>]
00:20:22 ◼ ► that's it so is she talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1222">TS</a>]
00:20:23 ◼ ► fucking yeah she's gonna be clear them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1223">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► of our level the hell is that I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:27 ◼ ► think I my boy is now your heart going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1227">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► from putting my heart going something I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► don't beat the sense that i don't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:34 ◼ ► beets in the ground John but like once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1234">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► again what if you got that on a card [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:39 ◼ ► dance with me to the rules like what if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1239">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► what if what if you Travis Travis Bickle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:42 ◼ ► type situation and you taking time off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1242">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► from the campaign and you've gone out on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:45 ◼ ► a date to get to a dirty dirty movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1245">TS</a>]
00:20:47 ◼ ► theater and then you give you a poem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1247">TS</a>]
00:20:49 ◼ ► mmm well it's just like the scene in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1249">TS</a>]
00:20:51 ◼ ► graduate why did he take her to that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1251">TS</a>]
00:20:52 ◼ ► strip bar holy she's learned his hands [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1252">TS</a>]
00:20:56 ◼ ► holy shit you remember Travis Bickle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1256">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► love greeting cards to remember that who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1258">TS</a>]
00:21:01 ◼ ► you know one time I was sitting in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1261">TS</a>]
00:21:04 ◼ ► bath in a house that I lived in with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1264">TS</a>]
00:21:05 ◼ ► some people who had lots of piercings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1265">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► and those giant ear plugs that they make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► out of sink stoppers who this is a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:17 ◼ ► time ago when that was still very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1277">TS</a>]
00:21:18 ◼ ► transgressive and I was sitting in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1278">TS</a>]
00:21:21 ◼ ► city in the bathtub and somebody was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1281">TS</a>]
00:21:23 ◼ ► doing a little laundry and the washing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1283">TS</a>]
00:21:25 ◼ ► machine was one at the bottom of the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1285">TS</a>]
00:21:29 ◼ ► bottom it in the other room i could hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1289">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► through the floor sitting in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:33 ◼ ► bathroom and I i might have been i might [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1293">TS</a>]
00:21:35 ◼ ► have been very stoned but so the bath i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1295">TS</a>]
00:21:37 ◼ ► was going to them with them with them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1297">TS</a>]
00:21:39 ◼ ► thump and Men overhead there's a there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1299">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► a jet airplane and the jet airplane is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:48 ◼ ► because it because the jet engine noises [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1308">TS</a>]
00:21:50 ◼ ► is a cord right there's there's multiple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1310">TS</a>]
00:21:53 ◼ ► sounds it makes it makes record the jets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1313">TS</a>]
00:21:56 ◼ ► flying over and all of a sudden the cord [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1316">TS</a>]
00:21:59 ◼ ► of the the jet is making syncs up with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1319">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► the thumb of them the top of the washing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:04 ◼ ► machine and it makes this fantastic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1324">TS</a>]
00:22:07 ◼ ► music and i'm writing between them not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1327">TS</a>]
00:22:12 ◼ ► right in between them i'm closer to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1332">TS</a>]
00:22:13 ◼ ► to the washing machine that i am to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1333">TS</a>]
00:22:15 ◼ ► jet but i am the only I'm the only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1335">TS</a>]
00:22:19 ◼ ► organism the only thing in the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1339">TS</a>]
00:22:24 ◼ ► perceives this this this moment of of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1344">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► like natural music being made and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:32 ◼ ► lying there in the bathtub and I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1352">TS</a>]
00:22:33 ◼ ► I am the i am the meat of this sandwich [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1353">TS</a>]
00:22:36 ◼ ► i am the i am the the receptor I'm yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1356">TS</a>]
00:22:40 ◼ ► you're like the only one there to hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1360">TS</a>]
00:22:42 ◼ ► a tree fell in the forest and I was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1362">TS</a>]
00:22:44 ◼ ► only one there boom and and I felt like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1364">TS</a>]
00:22:48 ◼ ► in a sense that was dancing with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1368">TS</a>]
00:22:53 ◼ ► rhythm of the world's love boo because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1373">TS</a>]
00:22:57 ◼ ► that's happening right now to somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1377">TS</a>]
00:22:59 ◼ ► you know what I mean somewhere in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1379">TS</a>]
00:23:00 ◼ ► world right now in Indonesia there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1380">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► guy sitting in a room and and and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► like it's like in the movie delicatessen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:08 ◼ ► there's somebody but the fucking on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1388">TS</a>]
00:23:10 ◼ ► bed next door and somebody else is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1390">TS</a>]
00:23:13 ◼ ► sharpening a knife over here and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1393">TS</a>]
00:23:15 ◼ ► hears the song here's the music it'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1395">TS</a>]
00:23:17 ◼ ► come no one else hears the music that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1397">TS</a>]
00:23:22 ◼ ► she's usually so much better at this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1402">TS</a>]
00:23:25 ◼ ► john i don't know i don't know what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1405">TS</a>]
00:23:26 ◼ ► get for money these days but I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1406">TS</a>]
00:23:27 ◼ ► maybe it's not a greeting card but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1407">TS</a>]
00:23:29 ◼ ► think you should definitely have some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1409">TS</a>]
00:23:30 ◼ ► anonymous notes to people you have a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1410">TS</a>]
00:23:33 ◼ ► of shots and best understands this music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1413">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► in a way that that the rest of us can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:38 ◼ ► only do you think she might be hearing a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1418">TS</a>]
00:23:40 ◼ ► jet that isn't even flying over our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1420">TS</a>]
00:23:41 ◼ ► heads right now it's a cracked i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1421">TS</a>]
00:23:42 ◼ ► guessing listening to a little bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1422">TS</a>]
00:23:44 ◼ ► the pros that you've decided that she is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1424">TS</a>]
00:23:46 ◼ ► operating at a level of acuity she's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1426">TS</a>]
00:23:49 ◼ ► tune and she's gonna tune right in on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1429">TS</a>]
00:23:53 ◼ ► mm no I'm saying I do i do the car [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1433">TS</a>]
00:23:57 ◼ ► overheated I called up and pleaded [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1437">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► there's help on the way I called you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:01 ◼ ► collect you didn't accept you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1441">TS</a>]
00:24:03 ◼ ► nothing to say some guys have all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1443">TS</a>]
00:24:05 ◼ ► yeah some guys on the brakes all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1445">TS</a>]
00:24:09 ◼ ► then where the gold hat if that moves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1449">TS</a>]
00:24:11 ◼ ► sir if you can bounce high bounce for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1451">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► her to tell she cries lover will have it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:15 ◼ ► by bouncing lover i must have units [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1455">TS</a>]
00:24:18 ◼ ► late-september and I really should be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1458">TS</a>]
00:24:19 ◼ ► back at school I think that I shall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1459">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► never see a poem lovely as a tree that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:27 ◼ ► are like the morning sun really shows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1467">TS</a>]
00:24:31 ◼ ► your age doesn't have the morning sun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1471">TS</a>]
00:24:33 ◼ ► when it's in your face really shows your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1473">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► that's not where I mean honey in my mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:38 ◼ ► and in my eyes you're everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1478">TS</a>]
00:24:40 ◼ ► yeah that's sweet that would be really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1480">TS</a>]
00:24:41 ◼ ► sweet to say somebody you look cold in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1481">TS</a>]
00:24:43 ◼ ► the morning you know what you key in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1483">TS</a>]
00:24:44 ◼ ► this in the sixties and early seventies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1484">TS</a>]
00:24:46 ◼ ► I think you could still say that to your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1486">TS</a>]
00:24:47 ◼ ► mrs. Robinson food your mrs. Robinson [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1487">TS</a>]
00:24:51 ◼ ► it's like talking about the Holocaust [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1491">TS</a>]
00:24:52 ◼ ► you get out of the way well you know but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1492">TS</a>]
00:24:54 ◼ ► back then like a woman in her forties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1494">TS</a>]
00:24:56 ◼ ► felt like she was in her forties you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1496">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► know what I mean like the morning sun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:01 ◼ ► when it's in your face it really shows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1501">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► your age and she's like I know I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:04 ◼ ► let somebody sees my face in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1504">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► but that don't matter that don't bother [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► me now don't worry nice nowhere in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:10 ◼ ► eyes you're everything and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1510">TS</a>]
00:25:11 ◼ ► that's a turnaround whereas now a woman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1511">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► in her forties in my experience at least [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► refuses to admit she's in her forties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► for the most part and if you make any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:20 ◼ ► comment about her face in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1520">TS</a>]
00:25:24 ◼ ► you know what I mean like all your face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1524">TS</a>]
00:25:26 ◼ ► in the morning and she's like stop right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1526">TS</a>]
00:25:27 ◼ ► there that's another conversation you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1527">TS</a>]
00:25:30 ◼ ► that's right and you know what i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1530">TS</a>]
00:25:32 ◼ ► going to say that in my eyes you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1532">TS</a>]
00:25:34 ◼ ► everything that she's like no no no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1534">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► that's not what you're going to say shut [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► up two dozen got this is this is another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:42 ◼ ► one of those things where there's words [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1542">TS</a>]
00:25:44 ◼ ► there's bad words right it's off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1544">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► that's right badly and yes a your face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:52 ◼ ► basically you don't see your face and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1552">TS</a>]
00:25:54 ◼ ► Morning Sun to a woman who's older than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1554">TS</a>]
00:25:58 ◼ ► yeah it sounds like a plan or one-on-one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1558">TS</a>]
00:26:02 ◼ ► yeah you just don't say you don't see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1562">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► your face in the Sun because the all it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:07 ◼ ► sounds like she's got like a damaged [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1567">TS</a>]
00:26:08 ◼ ► damaged skin right or you know like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1568">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► want to hear i can see every cigarette [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:15 ◼ ► you ever smoked God don't talk to mikey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1575">TS</a>]
00:26:20 ◼ ► don't talk to me first thing in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1580">TS</a>]
00:26:21 ◼ ► morning is what you know I wake up and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1581">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► say bring the first thought I had this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:25 ◼ ► morning was you your face in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1585">TS</a>]
00:26:31 ◼ ► it is a crack made by all the cigarettes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1591">TS</a>]
00:26:35 ◼ ► yeah I I'm sorry to seem obsessed with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1595">TS</a>]
00:26:40 ◼ ► this is just like I could keep turning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1600">TS</a>]
00:26:41 ◼ ► this over in my head I keep turning it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1601">TS</a>]
00:26:43 ◼ ► over turning it over and and I i just-i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1603">TS</a>]
00:26:46 ◼ ► can't-- really land on anywhere where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1606">TS</a>]
00:26:49 ◼ ► yeah but this is not remember this jon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1609">TS</a>]
00:26:51 ◼ ► is she had a whole section to shoot the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1611">TS</a>]
00:26:53 ◼ ► chutes and choices poems she had her own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1613">TS</a>]
00:26:56 ◼ ► how would I remember that you even go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1616">TS</a>]
00:27:00 ◼ ► greeting cards course as a kid I went to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1620">TS</a>]
00:27:03 ◼ ► greeting card stores being pulled by a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1623">TS</a>]
00:27:07 ◼ ► team of horses and I and I managed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1627">TS</a>]
00:27:11 ◼ ► no I didn't go to greeting card stores i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1631">TS</a>]
00:27:12 ◼ ► wouldn't go i did I never I never looked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1632">TS</a>]
00:27:14 ◼ ► at a single self-help book my entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1634">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► life there were whole sections of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:18 ◼ ► bookstore that I stayed away from you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1638">TS</a>]
00:27:20 ◼ ► just over military history not just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1640">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► military history but all kinds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:24 ◼ ► history but also know all the exciting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1644">TS</a>]
00:27:27 ◼ ► there are so many exciting parts of of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1647">TS</a>]
00:27:30 ◼ ► yeah to a section where people were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1650">TS</a>]
00:27:32 ◼ ► trying to tell you that they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1652">TS</a>]
00:27:33 ◼ ► thinking about you you will we will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1653">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► intercourse never go over the inner core [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:38 ◼ ► section I was very embarrassed to read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1658">TS</a>]
00:27:42 ◼ ► about how to have sex you wouldn't just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1662">TS</a>]
00:27:45 ◼ ► take it and carry it over to the tsr [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1665">TS</a>]
00:27:47 ◼ ► book section and we know that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1667">TS</a>]
00:27:48 ◼ ► dungeon master Scott I felt like a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1668">TS</a>]
00:27:51 ◼ ► of things and this is part of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1671">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► problem of being a romantic being born [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:55 ◼ ► romantic is that I felt and then and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1675">TS</a>]
00:27:58 ◼ ► this is a problem in the arts to where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1678">TS</a>]
00:28:00 ◼ ► you feel like if you're going to be good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1680">TS</a>]
00:28:02 ◼ ► at something you should just discover it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1682">TS</a>]
00:28:04 ◼ ► true you should not you should not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1684">TS</a>]
00:28:07 ◼ ► pollute your experience by by learning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1687">TS</a>]
00:28:12 ◼ ► about something before you're actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1692">TS</a>]
00:28:13 ◼ ► trying to do it you know what I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1693">TS</a>]
00:28:14 ◼ ► like to go read about how to have sex [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1694">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► after you've tried to have sex a few [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:19 ◼ ► times that makes sense to me like me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1699">TS</a>]
00:28:21 ◼ ► ok I've done this now a few times and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1701">TS</a>]
00:28:24 ◼ ► figure out what doctors don't subscribe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1704">TS</a>]
00:28:29 ◼ ► well no but you know every doctor then I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1709">TS</a>]
00:28:30 ◼ ► know knew when they were 14 years old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1710">TS</a>]
00:28:33 ◼ ► that's because they're psychotic well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1713">TS</a>]
00:28:35 ◼ ► exactly now when I was for a terrible HD [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1715">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► I didn't even know what I wanted to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► is that afternoon and all of my friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:42 ◼ ► that ended up being doctors were already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1722">TS</a>]
00:28:44 ◼ ► like I'm gonna be a doctor but you guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1724">TS</a>]
00:28:46 ◼ ► are attending classes you got take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1726">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► biology you know I know and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:49 ◼ ► terrifies me every time I go see a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1729">TS</a>]
00:28:51 ◼ ► I look at them and I realized you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1731">TS</a>]
00:28:53 ◼ ► been doing this since you were 14 you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1733">TS</a>]
00:28:55 ◼ ► have no other experience of the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1735">TS</a>]
00:28:56 ◼ ► famous you are terrifying me now a few [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1736">TS</a>]
00:29:00 ◼ ► things are going to hire a really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1740">TS</a>]
00:29:02 ◼ ► you know you're gonna go and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1742">TS</a>]
00:29:03 ◼ ► gonna hire that you know that if that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1743">TS</a>]
00:29:05 ◼ ► person is really good at their job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1745">TS</a>]
00:29:06 ◼ ► they've seen this seen some shit they've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1746">TS</a>]
00:29:09 ◼ ► been in the shipmates and decisions that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1749">TS</a>]
00:29:10 ◼ ► they definitely the shit they made some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1750">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► decisions early on about where they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:14 ◼ ► yeah just down that the sites of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1754">TS</a>]
00:29:16 ◼ ► rifle probably when I was a when I was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1756">TS</a>]
00:29:19 ◼ ► young man I spent a lot of time in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1759">TS</a>]
00:29:21 ◼ ► hospitals being treated by student [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1761">TS</a>]
00:29:23 ◼ ► doctors because I didn't have them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1763">TS</a>]
00:29:26 ◼ ► I didn't have any insurance as a hobby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1766">TS</a>]
00:29:28 ◼ ► no I didn't want me to get treated by a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1768">TS</a>]
00:29:30 ◼ ► regular doctor and so I would go to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1770">TS</a>]
00:29:32 ◼ ► i would go to the university hospital [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1772">TS</a>]
00:29:34 ◼ ► and they would say yeah sure we'll take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1774">TS</a>]
00:29:36 ◼ ► a look at your problem but there's going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1776">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► to be nine of us and every every one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► the students whose whose incidentally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:42 ◼ ► your age there are each one of them is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1782">TS</a>]
00:29:45 ◼ ► going to take a take a turn poking your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1785">TS</a>]
00:29:50 ◼ ► that's how you get free medical care you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1790">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► shouldn't have John if I could say if i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:53 ◼ ► visit the time I think they should have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1793">TS</a>]
00:29:54 ◼ ► anybody poking liver nine times in a day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1794">TS</a>]
00:29:57 ◼ ► well so I'm lying on a gurney and it may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1797">TS</a>]
00:30:00 ◼ ► file and their the medical students and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1800">TS</a>]
00:30:03 ◼ ► each one of them takes it takes a turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1803">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► poking at me with the you-know-what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► there for cept and and I would sit there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► you know and and try and make light of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:14 ◼ ► the situation haha hey here we all are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1814">TS</a>]
00:30:16 ◼ ► only one of us is covered in blood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1816">TS</a>]
00:30:19 ◼ ► though and and then I would then they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1819">TS</a>]
00:30:25 ◼ ► effective treatment and and I would limp [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1825">TS</a>]
00:30:28 ◼ ► out of there but I saw a lot of young [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1828">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► doctors a lot of student doctors in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:33 ◼ ► time with their put their wide do we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1833">TS</a>]
00:30:37 ◼ ► and they're there you know that their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1837">TS</a>]
00:30:41 ◼ ► sense that they were going to one day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1841">TS</a>]
00:30:42 ◼ ► have a jet ski that's in their faces you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1842">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► know what I mean you look at her like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:46 ◼ ► they're like they're thinking porsche [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1846">TS</a>]
00:30:48 ◼ ► you know you're thinking so much about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1848">TS</a>]
00:30:51 ◼ ► residence your kind of hours they work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1851">TS</a>]
00:30:53 ◼ ► on purpose if they did it's like it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1853">TS</a>]
00:30:55 ◼ ► it's like being with earlier me they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1855">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► deliberately it's part of the the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1856">TS</a>]
00:31:01 ◼ ► healthcare that they have to work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1861">TS</a>]
00:31:04 ◼ ► yeah to weed out the weak to weed out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1864">TS</a>]
00:31:06 ◼ ► the ones that don't deserve a portion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1866">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► with a personalized license plate to eat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:09 ◼ ► yet says dr. feelgood to weed out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1869">TS</a>]
00:31:11 ◼ ► ones who would take take one step back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1871">TS</a>]
00:31:13 ◼ ► and go this is not good for people this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1873">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► yummy that portion or to you to weed out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:18 ◼ ► the ones that are like is there is there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1878">TS</a>]
00:31:21 ◼ ► something else I should be doing like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1881">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► like like swimming in the Mediterranean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:25 ◼ ► right now or I don't know maybe maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1885">TS</a>]
00:31:28 ◼ ► like this guy lying on the gurney maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1888">TS</a>]
00:31:30 ◼ ► I should be drinking myself insensible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1890">TS</a>]
00:31:31 ◼ ► every night getting in fistfights but no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1891">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► instead I'm you know I'm reading about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:36 ◼ ► the anterior cruciate ligament dreaming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1896">TS</a>]
00:31:41 ◼ ► of that Porsche that's gonna make this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1901">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► imagine the guy who did the first time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:45 ◼ ► John surgery can imagine how much that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1905">TS</a>]
00:31:47 ◼ ► guy made who did the first Tommy is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1907">TS</a>]
00:31:51 ◼ ► ACL isn't the first thing is that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1911">TS</a>]
00:31:53 ◼ ► talk about the is the yeah remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1913">TS</a>]
00:31:54 ◼ ► Tommy John the picture he was the first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1914">TS</a>]
00:31:57 ◼ ► buddy everything they started calling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1917">TS</a>]
00:31:59 ◼ ► something everybody all baseball players [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1919">TS</a>]
00:32:00 ◼ ► start started getting didn't read Batman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1920">TS</a>]
00:32:03 ◼ ► comics when I was a kid not wasting no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1923">TS</a>]
00:32:06 ◼ ► now you know I didn't regard didn't i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1926">TS</a>]
00:32:08 ◼ ► didn't like them you know Tommy John's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1928">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► yes i agree he's not the one that took [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:17 ◼ ► no no I think it's right Stuart not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1937">TS</a>]
00:32:22 ◼ ► I i have heard a guy that I've heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1942">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► about this the guy was tripping balls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:26 ◼ ► yeah tripping balls that bikini for his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1946">TS</a>]
00:32:32 ◼ ► oh my god that would be a great neighbor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1952">TS</a>]
00:32:37 ◼ ► you should be writing people anonymous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1957">TS</a>]
00:32:38 ◼ ► letters about improvement opportunities [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1958">TS</a>]
00:32:40 ◼ ► and I should be coming up with the name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1960">TS</a>]
00:32:44 ◼ ► now let me as an aside Berlin yes I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1964">TS</a>]
00:32:47 ◼ ► hearing a lot of digital artifacts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1967">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► ok do just exactly like Dropbox on I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:54 ◼ ► know I say that probably like you ask me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1974">TS</a>]
00:32:56 ◼ ► that everytime and I don't but I'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1976">TS</a>]
00:32:58 ◼ ► total robot by voice from you too and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1978">TS</a>]
00:33:00 ◼ ► I'm having no packet loss from mine its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1980">TS</a>]
00:33:02 ◼ ► I'm noticing now that i did not plug my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1982">TS</a>]
00:33:08 ◼ ► realest wireless all right why don't you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1988">TS</a>]
00:33:11 ◼ ► but what if you get a sec could you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1991">TS</a>]
00:33:13 ◼ ► ahead and dsl yeah and Allah and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/1993">TS</a>]
00:33:20 ◼ ► pour it in and fucking a fucking thing i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2000">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► restart ok alright let me give me two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:26 ◼ ► ok Tommy John alright but so much better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2006">TS</a>]
00:33:31 ◼ ► is it better i think it's better to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2011">TS</a>]
00:33:34 ◼ ► leave all the same I think we should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2014">TS</a>]
00:33:35 ◼ ► blowing through the professionalism and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2015">TS</a>]
00:33:37 ◼ ► there's so much i cut out every week [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2017">TS</a>]
00:33:38 ◼ ► John I don't know if you ever listen to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2018">TS</a>]
00:33:39 ◼ ► the show but I cut out we record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2019">TS</a>]
00:33:42 ◼ ► generally let's be honest we record for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2022">TS</a>]
00:33:44 ◼ ► six to 11 hours and argue about religion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2024">TS</a>]
00:33:47 ◼ ► for four hours and then I i cut out a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2027">TS</a>]
00:33:50 ◼ ► down to the best 90 minutes every time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2030">TS</a>]
00:33:52 ◼ ► but you leave in everything is all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2032">TS</a>]
00:33:56 ◼ ► stuff I've been saying about Charlemagne [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2036">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► three-episode arc just--just--just about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:02 ◼ ► Charlemagne who good who life that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2042">TS</a>]
00:34:05 ◼ ► somebody heard that is he French is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2045">TS</a>]
00:34:07 ◼ ► uh well Charlemagne was a was a was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2047">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► frank he was a German really let's let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:15 ◼ ► who but that was before he was always so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2055">TS</a>]
00:34:17 ◼ ► clear cut though right yeah there were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2057">TS</a>]
00:34:19 ◼ ► those before there was a really like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2059">TS</a>]
00:34:20 ◼ ► clear division his is a his favorite to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2060">TS</a>]
00:34:23 ◼ ► town the headquarters of his empire was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2063">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► rockin which is now in Germany but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:29 ◼ ► was you know it was right on the border [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2069">TS</a>]
00:34:31 ◼ ► it's the westernmost town in Germany [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2071">TS</a>]
00:34:33 ◼ ► rockin food i'm glad i left all that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2073">TS</a>]
00:34:38 ◼ ► includes yeah that's good stuff to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2078">TS</a>]
00:34:41 ◼ ► Charlemagne and stuff i think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2081">TS</a>]
00:34:45 ◼ ► Merlin that you and I are human beings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2085">TS</a>]
00:34:49 ◼ ► encyclopedic knowledge of everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2089">TS</a>]
00:34:52 ◼ ► with all of you but we should we are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2092">TS</a>]
00:34:54 ◼ ► certainly not just that to be just that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2094">TS</a>]
00:34:56 ◼ ► we are sometimes guys who forget to plug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2096">TS</a>]
00:34:58 ◼ ► in their their dsl cables we are guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2098">TS</a>]
00:35:02 ◼ ► can't lay their hands on their on their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2102">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► bail oh wait wait I got my belt areas i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:08 ◼ ► was so impressed that as so many people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2108">TS</a>]
00:35:10 ◼ ► knew that my bell was from an old Parker [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2110">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► Brothers called pit pit I I had not seen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:16 ◼ ► that game since i since i took the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2116">TS</a>]
00:35:19 ◼ ► John I will be completely honest with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2119">TS</a>]
00:35:21 ◼ ► you I do promise you that I will laugh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2121">TS</a>]
00:35:23 ◼ ► and cry with you I didn't promise you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2123">TS</a>]
00:35:26 ◼ ► that I will help you achieve all you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2126">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► know holes but most of all I do promise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► that's from a poem called i love you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:35 ◼ ► that's that's a hell of a promise mi [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2135">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► promise you that i love you i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:39 ◼ ► that's covered by fair use i just read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2139">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► the last few lines you know what it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:43 ◼ ► she doesn't say I promise you that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2143">TS</a>]
00:35:45 ◼ ► will love you she promises you that she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2145">TS</a>]
00:35:48 ◼ ► loves you sooo scary is that something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2148">TS</a>]
00:35:53 ◼ ► you really want assurance on you really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2153">TS</a>]
00:35:55 ◼ ► want someone that feels like they was in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2155">TS</a>]
00:35:57 ◼ ► the Godfather you know we have we have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2157">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► we really need to assure each other like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► lawyers like it did you know i mean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► thing is people have this idea that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► unconditional love is the standard below [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:09 ◼ ► which they will not accept any other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2169">TS</a>]
00:36:11 ◼ ► kind of love and they end and somehow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2171">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► this idea that that any of us deserve to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:16 ◼ ► be loved unconditionally or that such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2176">TS</a>]
00:36:18 ◼ ► thing is even possible has become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2178">TS</a>]
00:36:22 ◼ ► thing that we tell each other and tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2182">TS</a>]
00:36:23 ◼ ► ourselves over back and forth until it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2183">TS</a>]
00:36:27 ◼ ► seems normal until it seems normal until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2187">TS</a>]
00:36:29 ◼ ► there are people of my own personal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2189">TS</a>]
00:36:31 ◼ ► acquaintance who I know to be unlovable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2191">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► sacks of shit who believe that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:36 ◼ ► not just love not just not just the love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2196">TS</a>]
00:36:40 ◼ ► of like their mother but unconditional [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2200">TS</a>]
00:36:42 ◼ ► love from a partner and i look at my go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2202">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► you can you are unlovable you're a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:47 ◼ ► disgusting person how do you feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2207">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► you deserve unconditional so if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:52 ◼ ► understand what you're saying that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2212">TS</a>]
00:36:53 ◼ ► you're saying that really for their own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2213">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► for practical purposes they should at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:59 ◼ ► here's what I'm saying that all of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2219">TS</a>]
00:37:01 ◼ ► can only love conditionally and only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2221">TS</a>]
00:37:05 ◼ ► warrant being loved conditionally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2225">TS</a>]
00:37:08 ◼ ► ourselves that's a contract law we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2228">TS</a>]
00:37:09 ◼ ► should we should come up with what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2229">TS</a>]
00:37:12 ◼ ► that's right when you say to a kid who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2232">TS</a>]
00:37:16 ◼ ► I love you but go clean up your room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2236">TS</a>]
00:37:17 ◼ ► what you're saying is i love you but if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2237">TS</a>]
00:37:20 ◼ ► you don't clean up your room i will stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2240">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► mm what's everybody understand that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:24 ◼ ► condition yeah i understand that that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2244">TS</a>]
00:37:26 ◼ ► a temporary that's a temporary love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2246">TS</a>]
00:37:28 ◼ ► stoppage like until your room is clean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2248">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► like hangin with do like I like a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:33 ◼ ► slow down that's right that's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2253">TS</a>]
00:37:35 ◼ ► it's like the guard that the love is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2255">TS</a>]
00:37:36 ◼ ► going to pile up on the sidewalk was who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2256">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► is gonna start smell bad in the Sun Oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► until you get the room clean and in our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:44 ◼ ► you see this happen all the time like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2264">TS</a>]
00:37:45 ◼ ► yeah i mean i love you i love you i love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2265">TS</a>]
00:37:47 ◼ ► you but you really screwed me out you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2267">TS</a>]
00:37:50 ◼ ► really screwed the pooch last night on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2270">TS</a>]
00:37:53 ◼ ► the whole like washing the dishes after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2273">TS</a>]
00:37:54 ◼ ► dinner thing so I'm gonna be kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2274">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► pouty and respond monosyllabic Lee for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2277">TS</a>]
00:38:00 ◼ ► an hour or two that's all conditional [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2280">TS</a>]
00:38:03 ◼ ► love conditions conditions conditions i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2283">TS</a>]
00:38:06 ◼ ► I'll your feelings for Lori did you did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2286">TS</a>]
00:38:09 ◼ ► you have conditions in mind when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2289">TS</a>]
00:38:10 ◼ ► when you didn't give her chocolates the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2290">TS</a>]
00:38:13 ◼ ► general they put it this way if you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2293">TS</a>]
00:38:14 ◼ ► a chance to talk to her and she and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2294">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► had given you anything more than let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:17 ◼ ► be honest completely perfunctory fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2297">TS</a>]
00:38:19 ◼ ► Valentine if you had a meeting of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2299">TS</a>]
00:38:21 ◼ ► minds with her as judge Wapner would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2301">TS</a>]
00:38:22 ◼ ► how what kind of contract would you both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2302">TS</a>]
00:38:26 ◼ ► accept an offer to a lorry god rest her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2306">TS</a>]
00:38:29 ◼ ► well here's the thing glory by all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2309">TS</a>]
00:38:31 ◼ ► appearances had a crush on Brian nominee [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2311">TS</a>]
00:38:35 ◼ ► fucking Brian nominee and Brian mamunur [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2315">TS</a>]
00:38:38 ◼ ► first of all he was a horrible name he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2318">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► was a little teeny elf-like boy who was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:46 ◼ ► like the same size as the girls and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2326">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► non-threatening he had blonde feathered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:55 ◼ ► particularly swab he was just he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2335">TS</a>]
00:38:58 ◼ ► like nick rhodes you know what I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2338">TS</a>]
00:39:00 ◼ ► like he was he was a he was pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2340">TS</a>]
00:39:03 ◼ ► I didn't even dislike him I like Brian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2343">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► and he was completely inoffensive but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:07 ◼ ► why Lori basler should love Brian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2347">TS</a>]
00:39:09 ◼ ► nominee or not even love it but just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2349">TS</a>]
00:39:12 ◼ ► like she gets she gave him a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2352">TS</a>]
00:39:14 ◼ ► did you did you think she was aware of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2354">TS</a>]
00:39:16 ◼ ► your other of your feelings I mean she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2356">TS</a>]
00:39:18 ◼ ► never got you never got the heart she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2358">TS</a>]
00:39:20 ◼ ► had to have been aware of them but then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2360">TS</a>]
00:39:23 ◼ ► that is a mistake I've made my whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2363">TS</a>]
00:39:24 ◼ ► life assuming that they know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2364">TS</a>]
00:39:27 ◼ ► assuming that the the person knows how I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2367">TS</a>]
00:39:31 ◼ ► even though all my outward actions are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2371">TS</a>]
00:39:33 ◼ ► to look away when they are there and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2373">TS</a>]
00:39:38 ◼ ► mean if we had inkwells I would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2378">TS</a>]
00:39:41 ◼ ► well she's no Howard oh my god that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2381">TS</a>]
00:39:43 ◼ ► such a great way to show that you love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2383">TS</a>]
00:39:44 ◼ ► somebody she had blonde hair and she had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2384">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► a Dorothy Hamill haircut because that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:48 ◼ ► was the fashion at the time because of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2388">TS</a>]
00:39:50 ◼ ► Dorothy Hamill because what you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2390">TS</a>]
00:39:52 ◼ ► awfully young so you're like eight eight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2392">TS</a>]
00:39:55 ◼ ► yeah eight to ten to twelve I mean was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2395">TS</a>]
00:39:57 ◼ ► she was my first she was my first and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2397">TS</a>]
00:39:59 ◼ ► really awful really the last time I ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2399">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► felt that way about last time I let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:03 ◼ ► myself ever feel that way about somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2403">TS</a>]
00:40:07 ◼ ► heartbreak did I want to be 24 years old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2407">TS</a>]
00:40:10 ◼ ► and have my dad eating that box of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2410">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► chocolates that self-same box of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:15 ◼ ► chocolates if I need that shit yeah did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2415">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► I want my dad like opening up the box [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:21 ◼ ► with the engagement ring in it being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2421">TS</a>]
00:40:22 ◼ ► like well this was free i don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2422">TS</a>]
00:40:27 ◼ ► that i can't get away from the idea of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2427">TS</a>]
00:40:29 ◼ ► the conditions but you hear that phrase [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2429">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► so much you know it's one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:32 ◼ ► things on my additional people your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2432">TS</a>]
00:40:34 ◼ ► people say things like incipient but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2434">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► never heard them say sippy and like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:37 ◼ ► he run your unconditional love you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2437">TS</a>]
00:40:39 ◼ ► never hear people talk about the obvious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2439">TS</a>]
00:40:41 ◼ ► fucking elephant in the room which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2441">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► what should be the conditions of love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:44 ◼ ► now that would you love that would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2444">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► the conditions of love will be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► potential riffic season polish its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:49 ◼ ► investment but one condition that most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2449">TS</a>]
00:40:52 ◼ ► people put wasn't what I say when I say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2452">TS</a>]
00:40:53 ◼ ► the conditions of love the conditions of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2453">TS</a>]
00:40:56 ◼ ► wasn't that a peter gabriel is it comes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2456">TS</a>]
00:40:59 ◼ ► to Christmas tree McCarver stuff up but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2459">TS</a>]
00:41:02 ◼ ► it looked a lot like this that people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2462">TS</a>]
00:41:04 ◼ ► put on love is that the other person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2464">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► must love them unconditionally first you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:08 ◼ ► don't mean that's the number that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2468">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► number 1 i'm hanging with a pencil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► because I so agree with you you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► yeah i'm gonna love my 19 that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► cool ah that's good there's the first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► you know what it is it's like asking the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:21 ◼ ► genie for more wishes you go in and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2481">TS</a>]
00:41:23 ◼ ► say here's here's the condition is you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2483">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► have you know tradition by persons I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:28 ◼ ► fuck you shut up it's all over for your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2488">TS</a>]
00:41:31 ◼ ► own our ok but here's the thing John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2491">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► John you are scientists you're a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:36 ◼ ► your man who's not afraid to argue with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2496">TS</a>]
00:41:38 ◼ ► john vanderslice about the price of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2498">TS</a>]
00:41:39 ◼ ► trailer that was not going to be bought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2499">TS</a>]
00:41:41 ◼ ► I'm still arguing with him harrowing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2501">TS</a>]
00:41:43 ◼ ► harrowing moment my life I've seen you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2503">TS</a>]
00:41:45 ◼ ► I've seen you argue with people about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2505">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► things that did not need to be argued [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► about until I realized after hearing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:51 ◼ ► it sure as shit needed to be argued [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2511">TS</a>]
00:41:52 ◼ ► about so here's what I'm saying to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2512">TS</a>]
00:41:54 ◼ ► your man is not have a John are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2514">TS</a>]
00:41:55 ◼ ► manage afraid to discussion can discuss [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2515">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► absolutely not we should establish what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► the conditions are that's primary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► directive this is not what I signed up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:05 ◼ ► fourteen-year-old girl in in my dressing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2525">TS</a>]
00:42:07 ◼ ► room is not anything that's going to put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2527">TS</a>]
00:42:10 ◼ ► exactly exactly don't try and pay me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2530">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► with dasani water i want american [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► dollars that's talking raccoon aqua my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:17 ◼ ► friend you got so here's the thing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2537">TS</a>]
00:42:19 ◼ ► have it seems to me you have not only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2539">TS</a>]
00:42:21 ◼ ► have no compunction you have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2541">TS</a>]
00:42:22 ◼ ► opposite compunction you have in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2542">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► compunction about going to people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► fucking throwing down some conditions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:27 ◼ ► right you are you listening to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2547">TS</a>]
00:42:30 ◼ ► here's here's the first thing I say is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2550">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► what are your conditions all make them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:34 ◼ ► make them come over the price first yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2554">TS</a>]
00:42:36 ◼ ► I'm not I'm not the guy was like here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2556">TS</a>]
00:42:39 ◼ ► that's not part of the problem with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2559">TS</a>]
00:42:40 ◼ ► manslayer trailer got to cut this whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2560">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► was it that was something you had not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► even completely negotiated the part you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:45 ◼ ► had negotiated have been renamed upon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2565">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► via third party that you had no of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:50 ◼ ► litigious control over cracked right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2570">TS</a>]
00:42:52 ◼ ► I've never law school but it seems to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2572">TS</a>]
00:42:54 ◼ ► that that was the problem was that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2574">TS</a>]
00:42:55 ◼ ► was no there's a loophole in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2575">TS</a>]
00:42:56 ◼ ► condition try to hold it the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2576">TS</a>]
00:42:58 ◼ ► business of like agreeing with somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2578">TS</a>]
00:42:59 ◼ ► over the telephone about how something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2579">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► is going to go and then when you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:02 ◼ ► them next they're like why did agree to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2582">TS</a>]
00:43:04 ◼ ► that that is a real boy that's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2584">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► that's gotta really sticking your legal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► cross it gets me going it really does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:11 ◼ ► how do you have any idea how to open the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2591">TS</a>]
00:43:13 ◼ ► post negotiation settlement on something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2593">TS</a>]
00:43:15 ◼ ► like that you point out you point out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2595">TS</a>]
00:43:17 ◼ ► that you said something different on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2597">TS</a>]
00:43:18 ◼ ► phone you put you push fucking reality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2598">TS</a>]
00:43:20 ◼ ► into their face you have to do it once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2600">TS</a>]
00:43:22 ◼ ► who make it smell it you did this you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2602">TS</a>]
00:43:25 ◼ ► did this they say if they say like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2605">TS</a>]
00:43:27 ◼ ► have no recollection then then it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2607">TS</a>]
00:43:30 ◼ ► like well I mean then you have to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2610">TS</a>]
00:43:32 ◼ ► to retreat back to what what's at stake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2612">TS</a>]
00:43:35 ◼ ► here like am I am i prepared to take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2615">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► this thing in this instance in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:39 ◼ ► hypothetical instance this large van [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2619">TS</a>]
00:43:42 ◼ ► trailer hypothetical trailer that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2622">TS</a>]
00:43:44 ◼ ► just like WTF Emma and my primary market [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2624">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► drive this trailer back to Washington [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:50 ◼ ► who just on principle just on principle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2630">TS</a>]
00:43:53 ◼ ► and my prepared to take this trailer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2633">TS</a>]
00:43:55 ◼ ► back to Washington so many people would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2635">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► say now the answer is yes absolutely yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2636">TS</a>]
00:44:00 ◼ ► on principle i will take this trailer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2640">TS</a>]
00:44:01 ◼ ► away from you I will burn this trailer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2641">TS</a>]
00:44:03 ◼ ► in the desert rather than give it to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2643">TS</a>]
00:44:05 ◼ ► for one sending less than we agreed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2645">TS</a>]
00:44:10 ◼ ► on the phone right and expects it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2650">TS</a>]
00:44:14 ◼ ► existentially user asst for you to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2654">TS</a>]
00:44:17 ◼ ► put in that situation you don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2657">TS</a>]
00:44:19 ◼ ► you're the asshole i don't think so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2659">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► don't do that you don't do the thing we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:22 ◼ ► were like oh yeah we'll figure that out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2662">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► when you get down here and then be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► oh I thought we had it all figured out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:28 ◼ ► which was that you were going to take it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2668">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► in the shorts there's something just to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:32 ◼ ► think about I mean if you if you I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2672">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► actually read to the end of contracts a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► lot of the time but it seems to get it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:37 ◼ ► that the contract is where you both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2677">TS</a>]
00:44:39 ◼ ► agree that something is going to happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2679">TS</a>]
00:44:40 ◼ ► by a certain date and and perhaps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2680">TS</a>]
00:44:43 ◼ ► importantly what you know what the terms [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2683">TS</a>]
00:44:49 ◼ ► it seems to me that that's part of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2689">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► clarity of a contract right well and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:54 ◼ ► this is the problem because there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2694">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► we're in a situation like that you could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► avail yourself of the option of punching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:03 ◼ ► them in the middle but we have convinced [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2703">TS</a>]
00:45:07 ◼ ► ourselves that civilization you require [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2707">TS</a>]
00:45:09 ◼ ► the legal that's a motive legal recourse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2709">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► up until recently it certainly why I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:13 ◼ ► think President Andrew Jackson punched a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2713">TS</a>]
00:45:15 ◼ ► lot of guys in the next Magna Carta they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2715">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► said you're either your signature your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:18 ◼ ► brains are going on that thing John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2718">TS</a>]
00:45:20 ◼ ► that's right and Charlamagne would take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2720">TS</a>]
00:45:21 ◼ ► them out to the river and he would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2721">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► convert to Christianity or try and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► is that right and that's that's how we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:27 ◼ ► know that you were true believer are bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2727">TS</a>]
00:45:30 ◼ ► it's like a dog ducking stool well or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2730">TS</a>]
00:45:32 ◼ ► just like either either you're either [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2732">TS</a>]
00:45:34 ◼ ► we're going to have a Christian world or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2734">TS</a>]
00:45:36 ◼ ► we're going to have a lot of dead people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2736">TS</a>]
00:45:39 ◼ ► that's right hardware the easy way so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2739">TS</a>]
00:45:42 ◼ ► it was not very it was until very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2742">TS</a>]
00:45:45 ◼ ► recently that we we could still say like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2745">TS</a>]
00:45:47 ◼ ► a punch in the nose is on the table here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2747">TS</a>]
00:45:50 ◼ ► as one of a potential list of rewards [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2750">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► and consequences as part of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:55 ◼ ► negotiation it's implicit it's one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2755">TS</a>]
00:45:56 ◼ ► those things like don't show up naked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2756">TS</a>]
00:45:57 ◼ ► like it's one of those things where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2757">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► hold i will hold as a motive recourse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:04 ◼ ► fucking punching you in the face and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2764">TS</a>]
00:46:05 ◼ ► don't even need to say that right but we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2765">TS</a>]
00:46:09 ◼ ► civilization that punching people in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2769">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► nose is barbaric and that when that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:13 ◼ ► know it is no longer an option yet the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2773">TS</a>]
00:46:17 ◼ ► behavior that would warrant a punch in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2777">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► we have not evolved beyond it whoo right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:23 ◼ ► there are certain behaviors that people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2783">TS</a>]
00:46:25 ◼ ► still exhibit all the time asshole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2785">TS</a>]
00:46:26 ◼ ► isness douche itude these are behaviors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2786">TS</a>]
00:46:30 ◼ ► that there's really no recourse except a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2790">TS</a>]
00:46:33 ◼ ► punch in the nose like that that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2793">TS</a>]
00:46:34 ◼ ► only that's the only appropriate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2794">TS</a>]
00:46:36 ◼ ► response but we've taken the punch of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2796">TS</a>]
00:46:38 ◼ ► punch in the nose off the table so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2798">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► get these situations where someone is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:43 ◼ ► you can't punch them in the nose because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2803">TS</a>]
00:46:44 ◼ ► that's uncivilized and so you are at an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2804">TS</a>]
00:46:47 ◼ ► impure and an impasse you there you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2807">TS</a>]
00:46:49 ◼ ► can't respond to a douche in any other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2809">TS</a>]
00:46:52 ◼ ► you can't argue with them you can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2812">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► convince them you can't there's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► don't eat there's nothing you can hold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2817">TS</a>]
00:46:58 ◼ ► over their head so they're just they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2818">TS</a>]
00:47:01 ◼ ► just dancing in a field of flowers just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2821">TS</a>]
00:47:03 ◼ ► do shit up and they know there are no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2823">TS</a>]
00:47:05 ◼ ► consequences because if they left punch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2825">TS</a>]
00:47:08 ◼ ► in the nose has been taken off the table [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2828">TS</a>]
00:47:09 ◼ ► if you even make a fist who you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2829">TS</a>]
00:47:12 ◼ ► become part you become part of the salt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2832">TS</a>]
00:47:14 ◼ ► that counts of assault that's right the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2834">TS</a>]
00:47:16 ◼ ► the threat of a punch in the nose is now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2836">TS</a>]
00:47:19 ◼ ► considered a lot of people don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2839">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► understand that the difference in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:21 ◼ ► assault and battery and here's the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2841">TS</a>]
00:47:23 ◼ ► i'm like anybody I don't want to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2843">TS</a>]
00:47:28 ◼ ► no I agree that punching people in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2848">TS</a>]
00:47:32 ◼ ► I've been punched in the nose unlike a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2852">TS</a>]
00:47:35 ◼ ► lot of my contemporaries I have good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2855">TS</a>]
00:47:38 ◼ ► reason to not want to be punched in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2858">TS</a>]
00:47:39 ◼ ► nose and let me tell you the fear of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2859">TS</a>]
00:47:43 ◼ ► threat of being punched in the nose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2863">TS</a>]
00:47:45 ◼ ► actually it actually changed my behavior [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2865">TS</a>]
00:47:47 ◼ ► at a certain point I was getting punched [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2867">TS</a>]
00:47:49 ◼ ► in the nose with surprising regularity [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2869">TS</a>]
00:47:51 ◼ ► and I wanted it to stop and I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2871">TS</a>]
00:47:53 ◼ ► saying started holding up your side of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2873">TS</a>]
00:47:55 ◼ ► the bargain because she was on the table [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2875">TS</a>]
00:47:57 ◼ ► well this kit this gives it either this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2877">TS</a>]
00:47:59 ◼ ► is a bass conspiracy or I'm getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2879">TS</a>]
00:48:02 ◼ ► punched in the nose because of something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2882">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► i'm doing and then I started to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:06 ◼ ► maybe I should stop being such a flaming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2886">TS</a>]
00:48:09 ◼ ► asshole the people who are bigger than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2889">TS</a>]
00:48:15 ◼ ► and I and I and I became a more i became [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2895">TS</a>]
00:48:21 ◼ ► unfortunately I do not like to be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2901">TS</a>]
00:48:23 ◼ ► one who delivers punches in the nose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2903">TS</a>]
00:48:24 ◼ ► either but there are those certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2904">TS</a>]
00:48:27 ◼ ► situations in in life when someone at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2907">TS</a>]
00:48:30 ◼ ► the supermarket does not keep moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2910">TS</a>]
00:48:32 ◼ ► does not get out of the way when you ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2912">TS</a>]
00:48:34 ◼ ► them to either keep moving or get out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2914">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► because let's keep moving and get out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► the way that's what able to you and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► give you some horseshit entitlement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:44 ◼ ► lecture about your shopping like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2924">TS</a>]
00:48:46 ◼ ► stepping on their obscure religion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2926">TS</a>]
00:48:47 ◼ ► yeah and you look at him and you go the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2927">TS</a>]
00:48:51 ◼ ► threat of a punch in the nose is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2931">TS</a>]
00:48:52 ◼ ► only that is the only thing i have here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2932">TS</a>]
00:48:55 ◼ ► now that's the only it's the only the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2935">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► situation warrants at first of all but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2937">TS</a>]
00:48:59 ◼ ► also it's my only recourse and yet if i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2939">TS</a>]
00:49:03 ◼ ► this person is going to literally call [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2943">TS</a>]
00:49:05 ◼ ► the police and then i'm going to be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2945">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► guy you said you guys were you lose your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:10 ◼ ► place in line to you know you lose your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2950">TS</a>]
00:49:12 ◼ ► place in you lose your place in the big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2952">TS</a>]
00:49:14 ◼ ► line which is the line up to the head of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2954">TS</a>]
00:49:17 ◼ ► the class where people where people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2957">TS</a>]
00:49:19 ◼ ► start listening to your podcast you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2959">TS</a>]
00:49:21 ◼ ► what I mean like you don't you lose your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2961">TS</a>]
00:49:23 ◼ ► lot you you lose primogenitor boom you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2963">TS</a>]
00:49:30 ◼ ► don't splashed across the headlines [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2970">TS</a>]
00:49:32 ◼ ► john-john Roderick punches only in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2972">TS</a>]
00:49:34 ◼ ► face because of the conditions John I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2974">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► have i've had situation like this like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:41 ◼ ► few haters are greatly where I was at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2981">TS</a>]
00:49:45 ◼ ► an event and I and some guide some drunk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2985">TS</a>]
00:49:51 ◼ ► guy was shouting in my face and it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2991">TS</a>]
00:49:56 ◼ ► hectic situation a lot of people there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2996">TS</a>]
00:49:58 ◼ ► was kind of a brawl a lot of people were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/2998">TS</a>]
00:50:00 ◼ ► falling down other people were in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3000">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► trouble people shouting my name like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:04 ◼ ► come help me and this is in my face and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3004">TS</a>]
00:50:06 ◼ ► shouting in my face and it's getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3006">TS</a>]
00:50:10 ◼ ► yes I told him a couple of times like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3010">TS</a>]
00:50:12 ◼ ► you need to please like step away from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3012">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► me please back up please do not shut in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:17 ◼ ► my face and he's drunk right so he's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3017">TS</a>]
00:50:21 ◼ ► so any believes that that excuses him or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3021">TS</a>]
00:50:24 ◼ ► at least you know that he believes that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3024">TS</a>]
00:50:27 ◼ ► he believes he's smarter than he is and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3027">TS</a>]
00:50:29 ◼ ► he's quicker with it and that he's as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3029">TS</a>]
00:50:31 ◼ ► faster reflexes than he does he's right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3031">TS</a>]
00:50:33 ◼ ► there in my face and he said something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3033">TS</a>]
00:50:35 ◼ ► about how they're gonna be consequences [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3035">TS</a>]
00:50:38 ◼ ► he's talking about a friend of mine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3038">TS</a>]
00:50:40 ◼ ► that's across the room it's calling my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3040">TS</a>]
00:50:41 ◼ ► name is in between me and this guy there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3041">TS</a>]
00:50:43 ◼ ► are gonna be consequences blah blah and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3043">TS</a>]
00:50:45 ◼ ► I said well I don't even remember how it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3045">TS</a>]
00:50:48 ◼ ► happened but I was like there are gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3048">TS</a>]
00:50:51 ◼ ► Wow and I I punched him right in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3051">TS</a>]
00:50:53 ◼ ► nose and unfortunately it was it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3053">TS</a>]
00:50:56 ◼ ► well landed punch in the nose and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3056">TS</a>]
00:50:59 ◼ ► began to bleed all over the place and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3059">TS</a>]
00:51:02 ◼ ► have to say that it did not let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3062">TS</a>]
00:51:05 ◼ ► punching this guy in the notes did not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3065">TS</a>]
00:51:06 ◼ ► deescalate the situation world worldwide [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3066">TS</a>]
00:51:10 ◼ ► like in the room in the spilling out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3070">TS</a>]
00:51:14 ◼ ► now it was a free-for-all and he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3074">TS</a>]
00:51:17 ◼ ► screaming in the aid car came with the 8 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3077">TS</a>]
00:51:23 ◼ ► oh I thought everyone is yellow light [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3083">TS</a>]
00:51:25 ◼ ► things but it's not quite the police [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3085">TS</a>]
00:51:27 ◼ ► no no community community pretty service [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3087">TS</a>]
00:51:30 ◼ ► people that bed pulled bums out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3090">TS</a>]
00:51:31 ◼ ► dumpsters just sounds like about I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3091">TS</a>]
00:51:35 ◼ ► work there for him they were there for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3095">TS</a>]
00:51:37 ◼ ► some other person who have gotten hurt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3097">TS</a>]
00:51:38 ◼ ► in in some other aspect of this brawl [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3098">TS</a>]
00:51:41 ◼ ► but here i was i punch this time in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3101">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► those I felt like such a a ding-dong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► and then he then it after you mean he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:49 ◼ ► certainly retreated but then when he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3109">TS</a>]
00:51:51 ◼ ► surrounded by people who are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3111">TS</a>]
00:51:52 ◼ ► petting his hair and telling them is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3112">TS</a>]
00:51:53 ◼ ► going to be ok he got bold again and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3113">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► he stands up and confronts me again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► screaming and now now these getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:03 ◼ ► blood on me and I punched him in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3123">TS</a>]
00:52:06 ◼ ► oh and I'm know I'm really not proud of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3126">TS</a>]
00:52:08 ◼ ► it but the but the problem was that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3128">TS</a>]
00:52:11 ◼ ► following day he took it to Facebook [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3131">TS</a>]
00:52:14 ◼ ► this is as recently as Facebook yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3134">TS</a>]
00:52:18 ◼ ► this is just this very recently i'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3138">TS</a>]
00:52:20 ◼ ► proud of the story but he took it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3140">TS</a>]
00:52:21 ◼ ► Facebook and was accusing me and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3141">TS</a>]
00:52:23 ◼ ► turns out turns out who he was gay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3143">TS</a>]
00:52:27 ◼ ► oh so you use a hate crime so hate crime [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3147">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► and he turned it into a thing where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:33 ◼ ► I had gay bashed him i'll come on buddy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3153">TS</a>]
00:52:36 ◼ ► was kids like crazy drunk guy in his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3156">TS</a>]
00:52:38 ◼ ► friends were not like grabbing him and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3158">TS</a>]
00:52:39 ◼ ► pulling him away his friends were all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3159">TS</a>]
00:52:41 ◼ ► drunk too and they were just they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3161">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► it was one of those things where they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:44 ◼ ► had they were living in a world where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3164">TS</a>]
00:52:47 ◼ ► they believed they were postponed chin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3167">TS</a>]
00:52:49 ◼ ► the nose her right and so you can get up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3169">TS</a>]
00:52:53 ◼ ► in somebody's face in a bar drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3173">TS</a>]
00:52:54 ◼ ► getting us than the one sober guy in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3174">TS</a>]
00:52:57 ◼ ► bars face drunken spittle on him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3177">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► screaming at him about about bullshit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:04 ◼ ► and telling them that they're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3184">TS</a>]
00:53:05 ◼ ► be consequences and all this stuff and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3185">TS</a>]
00:53:07 ◼ ► you believe you're living in a post [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3187">TS</a>]
00:53:08 ◼ ► punch in the nose reality and and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3188">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► you get punched in the nose and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:14 ◼ ► realize you are not in a post punch in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3194">TS</a>]
00:53:16 ◼ ► the nose reality that maybe it must be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3196">TS</a>]
00:53:17 ◼ ► if i may say rather sobering it was well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3197">TS</a>]
00:53:20 ◼ ► but then when when when he sobered up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3200">TS</a>]
00:53:23 ◼ ► and when he won't he weighed this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3203">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► situation he again believed he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:29 ◼ ► living in a punch post in the Pope but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3209">TS</a>]
00:53:31 ◼ ► post punch in the nose reality because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3211">TS</a>]
00:53:33 ◼ ► he began to threaten legal action he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3213">TS</a>]
00:53:36 ◼ ► began to call it a hate crime he did all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3216">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► these things all these kind of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:39 ◼ ► shaming tactics and the end this and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3219">TS</a>]
00:53:42 ◼ ► and operating it operating on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3222">TS</a>]
00:53:45 ◼ ► assumption that a punch in the nose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3225">TS</a>]
00:53:47 ◼ ► above all else like to resort to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3227">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► physical violence in a scenario where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:52 ◼ ► you are being let us say emotionally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3232">TS</a>]
00:53:55 ◼ ► balanced gaya tacitly like threatening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3235">TS</a>]
00:53:59 ◼ ► he's talking about consequences and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3239">TS</a>]
00:54:01 ◼ ► stuff that's in that that's the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3241">TS</a>]
00:54:02 ◼ ► when you were people who are living in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3242">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► post punch in the nose world they they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► can they believe they can get up in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:09 ◼ ► face and talk about that they're going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3249">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► to be consequences and be physically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:13 ◼ ► threatening but that they that the but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3253">TS</a>]
00:54:16 ◼ ► sets a punch in the nose is impossible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3256">TS</a>]
00:54:20 ◼ ► physically threatening they don't they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3260">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► they don't perceive themselves as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:23 ◼ ► threatening violence even though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3263">TS</a>]
00:54:26 ◼ ► everything they're doing is suggesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3266">TS</a>]
00:54:28 ◼ ► that but what do you think it's like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3268">TS</a>]
00:54:32 ◼ ► yeah like that's gonna happen they think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3272">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► it is a giant costume drama or they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:37 ◼ ► think that it'sit's something that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3277">TS</a>]
00:54:38 ◼ ► they've seen it on television where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3278">TS</a>]
00:54:39 ◼ ► people get up in each others face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3279">TS</a>]
00:54:41 ◼ ► and that that is that that happens in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3281">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► vacuum and then it isn't like it isn't a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:48 ◼ ► hundred thousand year old tradition of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3288">TS</a>]
00:54:51 ◼ ► escalating a situation until somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3291">TS</a>]
00:54:54 ◼ ► punched someone else in the note and its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3294">TS</a>]
00:54:56 ◼ ► really at I like I confess to being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3296">TS</a>]
00:55:00 ◼ ► little bit prehistoric in this regard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3300">TS</a>]
00:55:02 ◼ ► that there are some situations where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3302">TS</a>]
00:55:05 ◼ ► particularly if you're standing on my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3305">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► it does not matter what your sexual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► orientation is and nothing could be more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:12 ◼ ► paternalistic or more i don't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3312">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► say homophobic but nothing could be more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:18 ◼ ► you are such a flaming asshole who is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3318">TS</a>]
00:55:20 ◼ ► threatening me with violence and now i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3320">TS</a>]
00:55:22 ◼ ► going to sit here and parts your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3322">TS</a>]
00:55:22 ◼ ► sexuality I don't think that's how it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3322">TS</a>]
00:55:24 ◼ ► works well I'm not about that that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3324">TS</a>]
00:55:26 ◼ ► that was the least of my concerns that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3326">TS</a>]
00:55:27 ◼ ► the because he was also a university [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3327">TS</a>]
00:55:29 ◼ ► person and he was told he was you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3329">TS</a>]
00:55:31 ◼ ► threatening all the different levels of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3331">TS</a>]
00:55:33 ◼ ► which this wasn't this was bottled [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3333">TS</a>]
00:55:35 ◼ ► university person by which i mean he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3335">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► a graduate student so dear me so he had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:41 ◼ ► all of the language so he could write a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3341">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► three day at dissertation about you he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:44 ◼ ► could he could write a very good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3344">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► gracious your leaders from the word [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:47 ◼ ► thesis very long series of facebook post [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3347">TS</a>]
00:55:49 ◼ ► but of course what he didn't know is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3349">TS</a>]
00:55:51 ◼ ► that i'm also that i'm also an amateur [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3351">TS</a>]
00:55:53 ◼ ► lawyer so I know haha i knew that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3353">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► didn't know what he was talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3358">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► and I just I just blocked it Collin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3358">TS</a>]
00:56:01 ◼ ► County I'm blocking your counselor was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3361">TS</a>]
00:56:06 ◼ ► yeah and it get all your friends all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3366">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► real upset about it but what of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:09 ◼ ► whole point of this was that I became [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3369">TS</a>]
00:56:11 ◼ ► conscious at that point of being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3371">TS</a>]
00:56:13 ◼ ► public figure and all the sex was not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3373">TS</a>]
00:56:16 ◼ ► that I was a guy in a bar who had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3376">TS</a>]
00:56:17 ◼ ► punched an asshole in the nose but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3377">TS</a>]
00:56:19 ◼ ► was that I was a person whose whose name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3379">TS</a>]
00:56:27 ◼ ► recognizable character and so this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3387">TS</a>]
00:56:29 ◼ ► had you know it's the it's the ice build [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3389">TS</a>]
00:56:32 ◼ ► McDonald's coffee in my lap and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3392">TS</a>]
00:56:34 ◼ ► suing them for a billion dollars for her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3394">TS</a>]
00:56:36 ◼ ► his reaction was not go measure it with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3396">TS</a>]
00:56:39 ◼ ► with the with the incident you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3399">TS</a>]
00:56:43 ◼ ► coffee actually was too hot i know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3403">TS</a>]
00:56:46 ◼ ► the coffee's too hot tubs too hot I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3406">TS</a>]
00:56:48 ◼ ► can't flew all the way down here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3408">TS</a>]
00:56:50 ◼ ► yeah we got about put all this liquor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3410">TS</a>]
00:56:51 ◼ ► just for you that we got one piece that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3411">TS</a>]
00:56:53 ◼ ► we got the small chair just for you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3413">TS</a>]
00:56:55 ◼ ► never happy about money and doing some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3415">TS</a>]
00:56:58 ◼ ► money it's too hot but I still watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3418">TS</a>]
00:57:01 ◼ ► that once a month but the bed but but he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3421">TS</a>]
00:57:05 ◼ ► then was you know he was blowing his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3425">TS</a>]
00:57:06 ◼ ► injury out of proportion i mean really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3426">TS</a>]
00:57:08 ◼ ► he posted a picture of himself he didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3428">TS</a>]
00:57:10 ◼ ► haha oh yeah black guys but I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3430">TS</a>]
00:57:13 ◼ ► know that there are people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3433">TS</a>]
00:57:15 ◼ ► listening to this who are saying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3435">TS</a>]
00:57:17 ◼ ► I don't want to be punched in the nose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3437">TS</a>]
00:57:18 ◼ ► nobody wants to be punched in there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3438">TS</a>]
00:57:20 ◼ ► that's why that's why is there don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3440">TS</a>]
00:57:22 ◼ ► think punching someone in the nose an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3442">TS</a>]
00:57:23 ◼ ► appropriate reaction but i don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3443">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► it is i don't think it should be on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► list of consequences that we have in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:29 ◼ ► civilized society and and I'm afraid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3449">TS</a>]
00:57:32 ◼ ► that i agree with you i don't like to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3452">TS</a>]
00:57:35 ◼ ► punched in the nose either i don't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3455">TS</a>]
00:57:37 ◼ ► punching someone but this is this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3457">TS</a>]
00:57:38 ◼ ► this is the point is the point of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3458">TS</a>]
00:57:40 ◼ ► whole thing this is where the conditions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3460">TS</a>]
00:57:41 ◼ ► come back don't want to be punched in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3461">TS</a>]
00:57:43 ◼ ► the nose don't drunkenly stand on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3463">TS</a>]
00:57:45 ◼ ► somebody's shoe tops now is it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3465">TS</a>]
00:57:48 ◼ ► absolutely true i mean here's my lasagna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3468">TS</a>]
00:57:50 ◼ ► is he that should be on the front page [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3470">TS</a>]
00:57:52 ◼ ► should be on the the title page of be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3472">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► the owners manual for being an adult [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3476">TS</a>]
00:57:59 ◼ ► that you would they were the TA for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3479">TS</a>]
00:58:01 ◼ ► whatever he was writing on facebook your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3481">TS</a>]
00:58:03 ◼ ► note in the margin would be you need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3483">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► spend a little more time on the history [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:07 ◼ ► of what used to be like in pre punch in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3487">TS</a>]
00:58:09 ◼ ► the nose culture that's right you need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3489">TS</a>]
00:58:12 ◼ ► to be ready the fact is going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3492">TS</a>]
00:58:13 ◼ ► traditional there's gonna be there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3493">TS</a>]
00:58:14 ◼ ► gonna be people who still like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3494">TS</a>]
00:58:16 ◼ ► Shakers like the friends there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3496">TS</a>]
00:58:18 ◼ ► people who still cling to these values [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3498">TS</a>]
00:58:20 ◼ ► you know just because they don't own a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3500">TS</a>]
00:58:21 ◼ ► car doesn't mean they can't run you over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3501">TS</a>]
00:58:22 ◼ ► with something you know that's true okay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3502">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► i think a lot of people think that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:27 ◼ ► are smaller than they are like they they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3507">TS</a>]
00:58:30 ◼ ► inhabit their own body and their own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3510">TS</a>]
00:58:32 ◼ ► soul and they think that they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3512">TS</a>]
00:58:34 ◼ ► smaller and less significant than they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3514">TS</a>]
00:58:35 ◼ ► appear to be two other people you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3515">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► so this guy his perception of himself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:40 ◼ ► it was probably that he was an elfin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3520">TS</a>]
00:58:44 ◼ ► delicate flower that now is obvious to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3524">TS</a>]
00:58:48 ◼ ► everyone and he does not realize that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3528">TS</a>]
00:58:50 ◼ ► is a five foot eleven screaming monster [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3530">TS</a>]
00:58:54 ◼ ► of an alcoholic and so his reaction to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3534">TS</a>]
00:58:58 ◼ ► being punched in the nose is somewhat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3538">TS</a>]
00:59:00 ◼ ► based on his self perception of being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3540">TS</a>]
00:59:06 ◼ ► that he's that he's felt like he's been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3546">TS</a>]
00:59:08 ◼ ► his whole life and in actual fact most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3548">TS</a>]
00:59:11 ◼ ► people who feel like victims i mean most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3551">TS</a>]
00:59:12 ◼ ► of the people who are like cutting you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3552">TS</a>]
00:59:14 ◼ ► off in traffic who are being total talks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3554">TS</a>]
00:59:17 ◼ ► to you and that in the supermarket if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3557">TS</a>]
00:59:19 ◼ ► you really get to the bottom of their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3559">TS</a>]
00:59:21 ◼ ► problem it is that they feel like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3561">TS</a>]
00:59:22 ◼ ► victim all the time they feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3562">TS</a>]
00:59:24 ◼ ► everybody steppin on them and that's why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3564">TS</a>]
00:59:27 ◼ ► they're justified in being and being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3567">TS</a>]
00:59:31 ◼ ► well as somebody who really is a giant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3571">TS</a>]
00:59:32 ◼ ► pussy I'm not qualified to really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3572">TS</a>]
00:59:34 ◼ ► address this i mean i like um and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3574">TS</a>]
00:59:36 ◼ ► and amateur lawyer as well it seems to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3576">TS</a>]
00:59:39 ◼ ► me though that there actually was an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3579">TS</a>]
00:59:41 ◼ ► opportunity for both of you here to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3581">TS</a>]
00:59:42 ◼ ► learn you have a new I mean I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3582">TS</a>]
00:59:44 ◼ ► saying that you taught him a lesson [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3584">TS</a>]
00:59:45 ◼ ► quote-unquote the real lesson would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3585">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► been talking to him after about why you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:48 ◼ ► fucking punched him in the nose and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3588">TS</a>]
00:59:50 ◼ ► hey look I used to be that guy I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3590">TS</a>]
00:59:52 ◼ ► punched in the nose a lot i've been you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3592">TS</a>]
00:59:53 ◼ ► really want to try with alcoholism it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3593">TS</a>]
00:59:56 ◼ ► that it clouds your thinking and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3596">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► to talk to me what I learned in that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:02 ◼ ► that I even though i had not punch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3602">TS</a>]
01:00:04 ◼ ► somebody in the nose in many years I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3604">TS</a>]
01:00:06 ◼ ► still I still was able to do it first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3606">TS</a>]
01:00:09 ◼ ► and walk and walk away you know feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3609">TS</a>]
01:00:13 ◼ ► not good about myself what's that let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3613">TS</a>]
01:00:15 ◼ ► I mean I felt I felt ashamed because i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3615">TS</a>]
01:00:17 ◼ ► believe me i've drank the five-time I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3617">TS</a>]
01:00:19 ◼ ► had more than a few cups of the kool-aid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3619">TS</a>]
01:00:21 ◼ ► that says that violence is not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3621">TS</a>]
01:00:25 ◼ ► okay i so i did not feel good about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3625">TS</a>]
01:00:28 ◼ ► but when I replayed the events i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3628">TS</a>]
01:00:30 ◼ ► absolutely arrived at that punch in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3630">TS</a>]
01:00:33 ◼ ► nose moment and each time punched him in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3633">TS</a>]
01:00:36 ◼ ► the nose of new you replay you replay it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3636">TS</a>]
01:00:40 ◼ ► in your head you know yeah I really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3640">TS</a>]
01:00:42 ◼ ► every I replay all these podcasts in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3642">TS</a>]
01:00:46 ◼ ► no but I replay them and I think should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3646">TS</a>]
01:00:49 ◼ ► i have punch Merlin the nose at that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3649">TS</a>]
01:00:50 ◼ ► point know i shouldn't've he's a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3650">TS</a>]
01:00:52 ◼ ► well i hope i never i hope i've never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3652">TS</a>]
01:00:54 ◼ ► gotten completely to that point that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3654">TS</a>]
01:00:56 ◼ ► the product that the major progress that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3656">TS</a>]
01:00:59 ◼ ► I've made in life is at has been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3659">TS</a>]
01:01:01 ◼ ► gradually coming to an understanding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3661">TS</a>]
01:01:03 ◼ ► that i am NOT a victim of anything of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3663">TS</a>]
01:01:06 ◼ ► anyone you're taking power in your life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3666">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► well it isn't even that it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:10 ◼ ► eliminating the eliminating the sulky [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3670">TS</a>]
01:01:13 ◼ ► option of feeling like other people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3673">TS</a>]
01:01:16 ◼ ► inflicting life on me that everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3676">TS</a>]
01:01:20 ◼ ► that everything bad happen business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3680">TS</a>]
01:01:21 ◼ ► hasn't visited points this is something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3681">TS</a>]
01:01:23 ◼ ► Susan polish us has addressed she says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3683">TS</a>]
01:01:26 ◼ ► this life is yours take the power to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3686">TS</a>]
01:01:28 ◼ ► choose what you want to do and do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3688">TS</a>]
01:01:30 ◼ ► well take the power to control your own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3690">TS</a>]
01:01:31 ◼ ► life no one else can do it for you take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3691">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► the power to make your life happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:35 ◼ ► Susan polish shuts so she didn't use the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3695">TS</a>]
01:01:37 ◼ ► word love once in that poem i can read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3697">TS</a>]
01:01:40 ◼ ► Oh take the power so she's take this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3700">TS</a>]
01:01:44 ◼ ► she's got a little and Randy there oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3704">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► yeah take the power bill the rail right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:49 ◼ ► kick the power asshole would be more I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3709">TS</a>]
01:01:54 ◼ ► pronunciation sorry Ron ain't on Lion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3714">TS</a>]
01:02:00 ◼ ► it's a mug synthesizers not a movie it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3720">TS</a>]
01:02:05 ◼ ► man was she sick for a long time Lauri [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3725">TS</a>]
01:02:10 ◼ ► you know we went to different high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3730">TS</a>]
01:02:12 ◼ ► schools and so I in one sense i only saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3732">TS</a>]
01:02:17 ◼ ► her one more time which was at a cross [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3737">TS</a>]
01:02:19 ◼ ► country running meet my junior year in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3739">TS</a>]
01:02:22 ◼ ► high school and this was right in right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3742">TS</a>]
01:02:27 ◼ ► it was after i decided it was after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3747">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► really that my dad decided that i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:31 ◼ ► going to be a cross-country runner but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3751">TS</a>]
01:02:34 ◼ ► before we all realized that cross [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3754">TS</a>]
01:02:38 ◼ ► country running was not gonna that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3758">TS</a>]
01:02:40 ◼ ► not the way i was going to get into the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3760">TS</a>]
01:02:42 ◼ ► Olympics my first kind of cross country [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3762">TS</a>]
01:02:45 ◼ ► running meet the the other kids on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3765">TS</a>]
01:02:47 ◼ ► team I never run cross country and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3767">TS</a>]
01:02:49 ◼ ► other kids on the team were like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3769">TS</a>]
01:02:50 ◼ ► you have to do is you know we all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3770">TS</a>]
01:02:51 ◼ ► started a big group of people get this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3771">TS</a>]
01:02:53 ◼ ► you have to get out in front to get out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3773">TS</a>]
01:02:55 ◼ ► in front of everybody because otherwise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3775">TS</a>]
01:02:58 ◼ ► you get you get back in the pack and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3778">TS</a>]
01:02:59 ◼ ► can't move and I was like okay right get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3779">TS</a>]
01:03:02 ◼ ► out in front of everybody and the gun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3782">TS</a>]
01:03:03 ◼ ► went off and I sprinted and by the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3783">TS</a>]
01:03:09 ◼ ► we got to the half mile mark of this 10k [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3789">TS</a>]
01:03:13 ◼ ► race I was 200 yards in front of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3793">TS</a>]
01:03:17 ◼ ► next closest runner and I said to myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3797">TS</a>]
01:03:23 ◼ ► why is no one ever done this before i am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3803">TS</a>]
01:03:25 ◼ ► the greatest cross-country runner in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3805">TS</a>]
01:03:26 ◼ ► world i'm not even tired and I am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3806">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► can't even see me I'm so far ahead and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:32 ◼ ► people cheering they were like he's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3812">TS</a>]
01:03:35 ◼ ► genius and we rounded that first turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3815">TS</a>]
01:03:38 ◼ ► and we headed up that first Hill and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3818">TS</a>]
01:03:41 ◼ ► about halfway up that first Hill my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3821">TS</a>]
01:03:43 ◼ ► heart turn to stone and i could not I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3823">TS</a>]
01:03:47 ◼ ► could not get enough air in my lungs no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3827">TS</a>]
01:03:49 ◼ ► matter how hard I tried to breathe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3829">TS</a>]
01:03:51 ◼ ► one by one every runner from every high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3831">TS</a>]
01:03:53 ◼ ► school in the state of Alaska ran past [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3833">TS</a>]
01:03:57 ◼ ► me as I gasped for breath and this year [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3837">TS</a>]
01:04:02 ◼ ► is the cheering die down the cherry died [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3842">TS</a>]
01:04:04 ◼ ► down and that you know at the two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3844">TS</a>]
01:04:06 ◼ ► kilometer mark i was i was limping like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3846">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► a flogged mule and i had to continue to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:19 ◼ ► like like a war veteran I like a man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3859">TS</a>]
01:04:24 ◼ ► save you all right with with with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3864">TS</a>]
01:04:29 ◼ ► yeah i was I yeah like turkey legs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3869">TS</a>]
01:04:31 ◼ ► Iran I when I cross the finish line all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3871">TS</a>]
01:04:33 ◼ ► the other all the other runners from all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3873">TS</a>]
01:04:36 ◼ ► the other schools were already on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3876">TS</a>]
01:04:38 ◼ ► haha in sweats and I dragged my ass [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3878">TS</a>]
01:04:42 ◼ ► across that thing I lay on the grasp lay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3882">TS</a>]
01:04:45 ◼ ► on the grass gasping and you know and no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3885">TS</a>]
01:04:50 ◼ ► one really had anything nice to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3890">TS</a>]
01:04:51 ◼ ► everybody just kind of like a good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3891">TS</a>]
01:04:53 ◼ ► effort or whatever I don't think my dad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3893">TS</a>]
01:04:55 ◼ ► was I think my dad was in the car [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3895">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► listening to eight track tapes but home [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEP3gjkY/3896">TS</a>]