00:00:09 ◼ ► oh pretty good boy were you up making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/9">TS</a>]
00:00:13 ◼ ► bacon no but I did I went to sleep early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/13">TS</a>]
00:00:18 ◼ ► and then I woke up the middle of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/18">TS</a>]
00:00:19 ◼ ► night that's how yeah no no no that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/19">TS</a>]
00:00:26 ◼ ► oh they go to bed early and then get up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/26">TS</a>]
00:00:28 ◼ ► in the middle of the night because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/28">TS</a>]
00:00:30 ◼ ► know what's your cycle is off and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/30">TS</a>]
00:00:32 ◼ ► like yeah it's like it's 7:30 and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/32">TS</a>]
00:00:34 ◼ ► tired and you're like you gotta power [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/34">TS</a>]
00:00:36 ◼ ► through till 10:00 yeah but I I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/36">TS</a>]
00:00:40 ◼ ► I'm going to bed at midnight yeah like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/40">TS</a>]
00:00:43 ◼ ► like I keep planning like a normal like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/43">TS</a>]
00:00:48 ◼ ► a square and like a regular and then at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/48">TS</a>]
00:00:51 ◼ ► 2:45 a.m. I popped awake like everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/51">TS</a>]
00:01:00 ◼ ► yeah it's when I get up to urinate at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/60">TS</a>]
00:01:01 ◼ ► some point during the night that all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/61">TS</a>]
00:01:03 ◼ ► my anxiety comes flowing through and now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/63">TS</a>]
00:01:04 ◼ ► I've made it a habit so it's working out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/64">TS</a>]
00:01:06 ◼ ► real nice and a regular oh so you get up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/66">TS</a>]
00:01:08 ◼ ► and yell a little bit midnight midnight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/68">TS</a>]
00:01:10 ◼ ► time just you and your anxieties sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/70">TS</a>]
00:01:12 ◼ ► for me it's like between 2:00 and 4:00 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/72">TS</a>]
00:01:15 ◼ ► get up pee like a gentleman happy once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/75">TS</a>]
00:01:17 ◼ ► in the night usually and then at this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/77">TS</a>]
00:01:20 ◼ ► point I'm sure that'll change I'll have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/80">TS</a>]
00:01:22 ◼ ► many more opportunities for this in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/82">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► future but yeah that could be five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/83">TS</a>]
00:01:26 ◼ ► minute to one hour to longer like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/86">TS</a>]
00:01:29 ◼ ► thing for me you probably yeah you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/89">TS</a>]
00:01:32 ◼ ► get that well you know it's hard to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/92">TS</a>]
00:01:34 ◼ ► think about anxiety is it's hard for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/94">TS</a>]
00:01:38 ◼ ► to I think this is probably true for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/98">TS</a>]
00:01:41 ◼ ► lot of people it was it was for a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/101">TS</a>]
00:01:43 ◼ ► time hard for me to know what it felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/103">TS</a>]
00:01:45 ◼ ► like because it would mask itself as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/105">TS</a>]
00:01:49 ◼ ► other things and I think I still have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/109">TS</a>]
00:01:51 ◼ ► that problem I can't tell what I'm I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/111">TS</a>]
00:01:53 ◼ ► don't it's very rare when I can sit and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/113">TS</a>]
00:01:56 ◼ ► say like oh wait I'm feeling anxiety [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/116">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► it's like it always comes you know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/119">TS</a>]
00:02:02 ◼ ► pads it on little cat feet I wish I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/122">TS</a>]
00:02:06 ◼ ► the same thing in Reverse where for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/126">TS</a>]
00:02:09 ◼ ► longest time I mean I've had a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/129">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► people in my life with various kinds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/130">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► treated and untreated like well maybe a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/133">TS</a>]
00:02:16 ◼ ► plurality like a lot huh and I always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/136">TS</a>]
00:02:19 ◼ ► and I always felt like I could say with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/139">TS</a>]
00:02:21 ◼ ► some confidence I don't I don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/141">TS</a>]
00:02:23 ◼ ► depression I'm unhappy guy and I said if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/143">TS</a>]
00:02:27 ◼ ► depression I get very anxious and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/147">TS</a>]
00:02:29 ◼ ► wasn't until fairly recently that more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/149">TS</a>]
00:02:30 ◼ ► and more people would say that at least [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/150">TS</a>]
00:02:31 ◼ ► that I heard would say well you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/151">TS</a>]
00:02:35 ◼ ► depression you know that there's there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/155">TS</a>]
00:02:41 ◼ ► my problem is the habitat the habit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/161">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► Buddhist but like if you have a bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/165">TS</a>]
00:02:46 ◼ ► thought and you know kind of let it pass [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/166">TS</a>]
00:02:49 ◼ ► away you're okay the problem is if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/169">TS</a>]
00:02:51 ◼ ► make it part of your habit and I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/171">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► that's true for almost any kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/173">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► emotional or mental deficit is like we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/175">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► can really hey Happy New Year this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/177">TS</a>]
00:02:59 ◼ ► good stuff yeah do you have to like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/179">TS</a>]
00:03:06 ◼ ► touch the doorknob every time you go by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/186">TS</a>]
00:03:09 ◼ ► it or anything like that no I had a very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/189">TS</a>]
00:03:13 ◼ ► I don't think so I don't think so I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/193">TS</a>]
00:03:16 ◼ ► get intrusive thoughts not them like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/196">TS</a>]
00:03:22 ◼ ► know I want to have sex with a baby and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/202">TS</a>]
00:03:23 ◼ ► throw it on the train tracks kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/203">TS</a>]
00:03:25 ◼ ► thought that some people get and I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/205">TS</a>]
00:03:28 ◼ ► well I mean Maria Bamford talks about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/208">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► this a lot she has she has really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/209">TS</a>]
00:03:31 ◼ ► intrusive very bizarre sexual thoughts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/211">TS</a>]
00:03:36 ◼ ► that she doesn't want to have it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/216">TS</a>]
00:03:37 ◼ ► anything she wants to do but once the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/217">TS</a>]
00:03:38 ◼ ► ideas in her head you know she's made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/218">TS</a>]
00:03:40 ◼ ► great comedy out of that I don't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/220">TS</a>]
00:03:42 ◼ ► that I do get this sort of like I can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/222">TS</a>]
00:03:45 ◼ ► stop thinking a thought thing and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/225">TS</a>]
00:03:48 ◼ ► something that's all I can do to pull [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/228">TS</a>]
00:03:51 ◼ ► you're a Muller aren't you but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/231">TS</a>]
00:03:54 ◼ ► I do mall I don't you Mon you Stu I do a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/234">TS</a>]
00:03:59 ◼ ► little I do a little bit's doing I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/239">TS</a>]
00:04:01 ◼ ► some mowing yeah I do a brood I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/241">TS</a>]
00:04:07 ◼ ► special night time toadstool just for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/247">TS</a>]
00:04:10 ◼ ► that the coffee girl gave me but but I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/250">TS</a>]
00:04:19 ◼ ► feel like a lot of that is managed now a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/259">TS</a>]
00:04:23 ◼ ► lot of that a lot of that stuff because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/263">TS</a>]
00:04:25 ◼ ► you know the thing about depression [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/265">TS</a>]
00:04:26 ◼ ► right is that you think everybody's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/266">TS</a>]
00:04:27 ◼ ► against you too or that it's the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/267">TS</a>]
00:04:32 ◼ ► everybody's the worst possible side of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/272">TS</a>]
00:04:35 ◼ ► you yeah and you're the you're the goat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/275">TS</a>]
00:04:38 ◼ ► in in every scenario and I feel like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/278">TS</a>]
00:04:41 ◼ ► the the medicine I'm taking now has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/281">TS</a>]
00:04:44 ◼ ► relieved quite a bit of that so I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/284">TS</a>]
00:04:46 ◼ ► spend all afternoon going like bad but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/286">TS</a>]
00:04:53 ◼ ► tendencies uh-huh but I think I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/293">TS</a>]
00:04:57 ◼ ► you know more than anything it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/297">TS</a>]
00:04:59 ◼ ► still that it's still that Parliament of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/299">TS</a>]
00:05:01 ◼ ► of nuge's all the little all the little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/301">TS</a>]
00:05:13 ◼ ► up the wrong channel kind of kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/313">TS</a>]
00:05:18 ◼ ► small problems that just collect and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/318">TS</a>]
00:05:19 ◼ ► form in like impassable problems well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/319">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► it's like there's no there's nothing in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/323">TS</a>]
00:05:25 ◼ ► the way here you know but but there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/325">TS</a>]
00:05:27 ◼ ► you know there's somebody that's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/327">TS</a>]
00:05:28 ◼ ► well we don't have a single sharpened [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/328">TS</a>]
00:05:30 ◼ ► pencil in the house and it's just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/330">TS</a>]
00:05:33 ◼ ► how did that become the thing that keeps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/333">TS</a>]
00:05:36 ◼ ► me from finishing my record album and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/336">TS</a>]
00:05:39 ◼ ► lately you know and it's maybe around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/339">TS</a>]
00:05:41 ◼ ► the new year but but it's also it also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/341">TS</a>]
00:05:44 ◼ ► it also feels like I'm I I have these I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/344">TS</a>]
00:05:49 ◼ ► have these periods where I am seized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/349">TS</a>]
00:05:52 ◼ ► with it with energy and I say now we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/352">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► now we're gonna here we go you know my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/356">TS</a>]
00:05:59 ◼ ► dad would do this my whole Jack does it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/359">TS</a>]
00:06:04 ◼ ► everybody done set your boots on like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/364">TS</a>]
00:06:10 ◼ ► that thing that went around instagram [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/370">TS</a>]
00:06:12 ◼ ► for a while pom-pom it's like okay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/372">TS</a>]
00:06:15 ◼ ► alright alright stop it but but I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/375">TS</a>]
00:06:19 ◼ ► one of those recently where I marched [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/379">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► around and said like okay let's figure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/380">TS</a>]
00:06:24 ◼ ► this out we've just got a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/384">TS</a>]
00:06:26 ◼ ► things to do and why is it such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/386">TS</a>]
00:06:28 ◼ ► problem and you know I like created some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/388">TS</a>]
00:06:31 ◼ ► folders on my desktop I made some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/391">TS</a>]
00:06:35 ◼ ► commitments with some people over coffee [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/395">TS</a>]
00:06:37 ◼ ► breakfast psa's I you know I'd like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/397">TS</a>]
00:06:43 ◼ ► planted some flags but I still am I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/403">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► still standing here with my same self [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/409">TS</a>]
00:06:51 ◼ ► and still everyday like not not taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/411">TS</a>]
00:06:58 ◼ ► first steps you know not like actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/418">TS</a>]
00:07:03 ◼ ► moving in any direction and it it uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/423">TS</a>]
00:07:06 ◼ ► it's exasperating you know I've got the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/426">TS</a>]
00:07:09 ◼ ► same I have the same goals but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/429">TS</a>]
00:07:13 ◼ ► I'm bad at having goals but I have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/433">TS</a>]
00:07:17 ◼ ► checklist is the same way is not the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/437">TS</a>]
00:07:19 ◼ ► same thing you've got you're like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/439">TS</a>]
00:07:20 ◼ ► three things on your list that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/440">TS</a>]
00:07:22 ◼ ► same thing and it's like 12 years of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/442">TS</a>]
00:07:23 ◼ ► haunting me I can't abandon that I get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/443">TS</a>]
00:07:28 ◼ ► all this advice from well-meaning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/448">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► friends well if you haven't finished it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/449">TS</a>]
00:07:31 ◼ ► throw it away cuz just get on get on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/451">TS</a>]
00:07:34 ◼ ► with it it's like I can't yeah so but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/454">TS</a>]
00:07:38 ◼ ► but all it's doing is torturing me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/458">TS</a>]
00:07:40 ◼ ► what is it what kind of ways that to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/460">TS</a>]
00:07:42 ◼ ► live and so I so is is that where's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/462">TS</a>]
00:07:44 ◼ ► anxiety like in a way anxiety is all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/464">TS</a>]
00:07:47 ◼ ► over it it's like sticky with anxiety [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/467">TS</a>]
00:07:49 ◼ ► mm-hmm but it's not but it doesn't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/469">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► it doesn't jump out and it's like Joker [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/473">TS</a>]
00:07:56 ◼ ► costume or its I always feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/476">TS</a>]
00:07:59 ◼ ► anxiety is kind of dressed like harlot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/479">TS</a>]
00:08:01 ◼ ► the new version of Harlequin I'm like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/481">TS</a>]
00:08:12 ◼ ► and that's anxiety for me I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/492">TS</a>]
00:08:16 ◼ ► okay yeah does she have web does she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/496">TS</a>]
00:08:19 ◼ ► make webs complicated she she treated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/499">TS</a>]
00:08:25 ◼ ► the Joker at Arkham Asylum and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/505">TS</a>]
00:08:29 ◼ ► basically was very she found herself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/509">TS</a>]
00:08:32 ◼ ► very attracted to his case and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/512">TS</a>]
00:08:35 ◼ ► celebrity of his case and she got really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/515">TS</a>]
00:08:38 ◼ ► played by the Joker and she got some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/518">TS</a>]
00:08:42 ◼ ► Joker on her yeah yeah and she she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/522">TS</a>]
00:08:44 ◼ ► helped him escape and then I haven't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/524">TS</a>]
00:08:48 ◼ ► kept up but that's the origin and which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/528">TS</a>]
00:08:51 ◼ ► is actually really good comic is you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/531">TS</a>]
00:08:53 ◼ ► know that basically now they're in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/533">TS</a>]
00:08:54 ◼ ► this very kind of abusive codependent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/534">TS</a>]
00:08:57 ◼ ► relationship where she wants to impress [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/537">TS</a>]
00:09:00 ◼ ► him she's gonna be the one who kills [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/540">TS</a>]
00:09:01 ◼ ► Batman he's like no nobody's allowed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/541">TS</a>]
00:09:03 ◼ ► kill Batman but me and I'm not gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/543">TS</a>]
00:09:04 ◼ ► kill him cuz they we need each other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/544">TS</a>]
00:09:06 ◼ ► right and so she doesn't get the gist of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/546">TS</a>]
00:09:09 ◼ ► how to please him and you know she does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/549">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► sexy things and he's sitting there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/552">TS</a>]
00:09:14 ◼ ► crumpling up his plans and getting all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/554">TS</a>]
00:09:15 ◼ ► frustrated and you know he that she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/555">TS</a>]
00:09:18 ◼ ► doesn't get the depth of his jokes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/558">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► so their relationship is very trying I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/560">TS</a>]
00:09:23 ◼ ► don't know what that's like in the movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/563">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► because I refused to see that movie but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/564">TS</a>]
00:09:25 ◼ ► that's the Harlequin in the TV show in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/565">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► the comics and what is the there's there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/567">TS</a>]
00:09:30 ◼ ► a Harley Quinn movie she's in the movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/570">TS</a>]
00:09:34 ◼ ► Suicide Squad played by the wonderful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/574">TS</a>]
00:09:36 ◼ ► Margot Robbie Murphy mmm-hmm really hmm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/576">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► you know there's a tendency you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/582">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► probably never noticed this there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/584">TS</a>]
00:09:45 ◼ ► tendency sometimes to really heavily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/585">TS</a>]
00:09:46 ◼ ► sexualize comic book women and they went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/586">TS</a>]
00:09:50 ◼ ► pretty crazy with it in that movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/590">TS</a>]
00:09:55 ◼ ► personification of anxiety for me or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/595">TS</a>]
00:09:57 ◼ ► should I pick another one oh well I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/597">TS</a>]
00:10:01 ◼ ► think you know because of the Goldwater [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/601">TS</a>]
00:10:04 ◼ ► amendment like I am NOT allowed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/604">TS</a>]
00:10:06 ◼ ► diagnose you from a distance as we say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/606">TS</a>]
00:10:08 ◼ ► but it seems to me if I were gonna dumb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/608">TS</a>]
00:10:12 ◼ ► this down in a non john roderick way i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/612">TS</a>]
00:10:14 ◼ ► would say you have you seem to have not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/614">TS</a>]
00:10:18 ◼ ► merely a critical voice but as you put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/618">TS</a>]
00:10:22 ◼ ► it a parliament of critical voices that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/622">TS</a>]
00:10:25 ◼ ► are at once on message and contradictory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/625">TS</a>]
00:10:29 ◼ ► then that drives you so you have mini [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/629">TS</a>]
00:10:32 ◼ ► Harley's Quinn in some way but I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/632">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► know if you have you have to decide you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/634">TS</a>]
00:10:36 ◼ ► know who that is but you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/636">TS</a>]
00:10:39 ◼ ► people say like when you're trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/639">TS</a>]
00:10:41 ◼ ► face this stuff down it does help to I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/641">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► identify this is really good radio it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/643">TS</a>]
00:10:46 ◼ ► does help to identify that voice or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/646">TS</a>]
00:10:48 ◼ ► those voices and then decide how you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/648">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► feel about what that person is saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/650">TS</a>]
00:10:52 ◼ ► it's like imagine when that when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/652">TS</a>]
00:10:53 ◼ ► when you catch yourself having those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/653">TS</a>]
00:10:55 ◼ ► critical thoughts or those like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/655">TS</a>]
00:10:57 ◼ ► you're such a dummy you did this dump [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/657">TS</a>]
00:10:59 ◼ ► thing you'll never do anything good you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/659">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► never fit whatever whatever your flavor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/660">TS</a>]
00:11:02 ◼ ► that is and it's it's a different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/662">TS</a>]
00:11:03 ◼ ► personal hell for everybody that you try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/663">TS</a>]
00:11:06 ◼ ► to sort of identify like okay who is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/666">TS</a>]
00:11:07 ◼ ► that is that my dad is that is that some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/667">TS</a>]
00:11:11 ◼ ► kind of like um is that my boss Randy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/671">TS</a>]
00:11:13 ◼ ► from the restaurant cuz always drawing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/673">TS</a>]
00:11:17 ◼ ► restaurant managers are named Randy oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/677">TS</a>]
00:11:19 ◼ ► yeah so it helps to identify that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/679">TS</a>]
00:11:22 ◼ ► don't have to give it a name you know to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/682">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► get you know wacky about it but to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/683">TS</a>]
00:11:26 ◼ ► and then decide and this is this is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/686">TS</a>]
00:11:27 ◼ ► pro level is to decide how you feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/687">TS</a>]
00:11:30 ◼ ► about that voice being there and whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/690">TS</a>]
00:11:31 ◼ ► you're gonna listen to it and give it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/691">TS</a>]
00:11:33 ◼ ► any credibility what about having it be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/693">TS</a>]
00:11:36 ◼ ► an entire Suicide Squad oh we like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/696">TS</a>]
00:11:40 ◼ ► mean Joker with the with the braces or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/700">TS</a>]
00:11:41 ◼ ► whatever I say I don't know enough about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/701">TS</a>]
00:11:43 ◼ ► the Suicide Squad super hero villain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/703">TS</a>]
00:11:51 ◼ ► together upon the Parliament that whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/711">TS</a>]
00:11:58 ◼ ► parliament is actually a it's actually a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/718">TS</a>]
00:12:01 ◼ ► sort of a thing I grabbed from Bismarck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/721">TS</a>]
00:12:04 ◼ ► he described his own his own in her life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/724">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► yes and find he probably makes this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/729">TS</a>]
00:12:11 ◼ ► before but this mark huh he his and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/731">TS</a>]
00:12:17 ◼ ► it's not his you know Bismarck is so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/737">TS</a>]
00:12:20 ◼ ► full of wonderful aphorisms that it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/740">TS</a>]
00:12:26 ◼ ► sometimes hard to track down all of his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/746">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► all of the great lines from from his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/750">TS</a>]
00:12:36 ◼ ► catalog because he just if you if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/756">TS</a>]
00:12:38 ◼ ► read it if you read his his aphorisms he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/758">TS</a>]
00:12:41 ◼ ► reads like sunsoo you know he's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/761">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► like he's full of full of great little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/763">TS</a>]
00:12:48 ◼ ► little political jobs but he does at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/768">TS</a>]
00:12:51 ◼ ► some point describe his own in her life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/771">TS</a>]
00:12:58 ◼ ► disagreeable in ourselves and so when i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/778">TS</a>]
00:13:04 ◼ ► talk about it it's really a direct grab [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/784">TS</a>]
00:13:07 ◼ ► okay because out of on you know he he i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/787">TS</a>]
00:13:14 ◼ ► dig his stuff i really you know i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/794">TS</a>]
00:13:17 ◼ ► celebrate his entire catalog sure for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/797">TS</a>]
00:13:20 ◼ ► such a fan name his last three albums [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/800">TS</a>]
00:13:23 ◼ ► yeah that's a really good painting I'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/803">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► use that um I feel like from a remove [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/806">TS</a>]
00:13:30 ◼ ► like if you look at other people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/810">TS</a>]
00:13:31 ◼ ► other people's Hang Ups other people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/811">TS</a>]
00:13:33 ◼ ► had the hang-ups that you do not have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/813">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► everything looks simple and I think this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/814">TS</a>]
00:13:37 ◼ ► is from my own POV that's definitely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/817">TS</a>]
00:13:40 ◼ ► true with procrastination where people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/820">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► who don't procrastinate have no sympathy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/822">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► or really understanding of what it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/827">TS</a>]
00:13:50 ◼ ► like to be somebody who procrastinate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/830">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► sand explaining it doesn't help because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/831">TS</a>]
00:13:54 ◼ ► I mean it's like it's like you you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/834">TS</a>]
00:13:57 ◼ ► got this extra sense as somebody who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/837">TS</a>]
00:13:59 ◼ ► procrastinate or whatever whatever one's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/839">TS</a>]
00:14:01 ◼ ► personal hang-up is right so like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/841">TS</a>]
00:14:02 ◼ ► you see you see stuff in the tea leaves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/842">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► that other people don't see you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/845">TS</a>]
00:14:06 ◼ ► motivated in ways that are very exotic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/846">TS</a>]
00:14:09 ◼ ► and unknowable to people who don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/849">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► that but you look at it so like let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/852">TS</a>]
00:14:15 ◼ ► say I don't want to trigger anybody here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/855">TS</a>]
00:14:17 ◼ ► but like it's been reported that someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/857">TS</a>]
00:14:20 ◼ ► very highly placed in the US government [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/860">TS</a>]
00:14:29 ◼ ► basically grates and so go on so I heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/869">TS</a>]
00:14:34 ◼ ► about this and I want read a little more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/874">TS</a>]
00:14:35 ◼ ► about it and again we because the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/875">TS</a>]
00:14:37 ◼ ► Goldwater we're not allowed to diagnose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/877">TS</a>]
00:14:39 ◼ ► interesting this is a person who is very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/879">TS</a>]
00:14:43 ◼ ► particular is a difference there's of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/883">TS</a>]
00:14:44 ◼ ► one phobia about going down stairs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/884">TS</a>]
00:14:45 ◼ ► there's another stair climbing based [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/885">TS</a>]
00:14:49 ◼ ► but this person in addition to that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/889">TS</a>]
00:14:51 ◼ ► terrified of falling down steps but also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/891">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► is as they say a germaphobe so it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/894">TS</a>]
00:14:56 ◼ ► doesn't like to touch the rail but has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/896">TS</a>]
00:14:58 ◼ ► to touch the rail in order to waste that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/898">TS</a>]
00:15:01 ◼ ► other fear now this gets very very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/901">TS</a>]
00:15:02 ◼ ► complicated so I don't have that I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/902">TS</a>]
00:15:05 ◼ ► don't see you know a screenshot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/905">TS</a>]
00:15:08 ◼ ► Teletubbies and and get a tiny dick like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/908">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► I don't get like so I look at them and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/911">TS</a>]
00:15:13 ◼ ► say well that seems very exotic I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/913">TS</a>]
00:15:15 ◼ ► have a morbid fear of snakes I have what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/915">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► I would consider to be a very normal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/917">TS</a>]
00:15:18 ◼ ► fear of snakes which is like if there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/918">TS</a>]
00:15:20 ◼ ► a snake scared but I rarely in my life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/920">TS</a>]
00:15:24 ◼ ► have imagined that there are snakes in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/924">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► places where snakes never are but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/926">TS</a>]
00:15:28 ◼ ► somebody who has that fear like on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/928">TS</a>]
00:15:30 ◼ ► plane like on a plane I'll kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/930">TS</a>]
00:15:32 ◼ ► motherfucking plane I'm not sure exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/932">TS</a>]
00:15:34 ◼ ► where I'm going with this but but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/934">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► think I feel like if I see this in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/935">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► myself I see in others I think one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/937">TS</a>]
00:15:39 ◼ ► the big problems with all this stuff is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/939">TS</a>]
00:15:43 ◼ ► somebody and this is again getting a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/943">TS</a>]
00:15:45 ◼ ► little bit into the mindfulness and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/945">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► cognitive psychology angle but like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/947">TS</a>]
00:15:49 ◼ ► you're somewhere where there's shit tons [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/949">TS</a>]
00:15:50 ◼ ► I'm at this point I'm just kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/950">TS</a>]
00:15:52 ◼ ► quoting this guy named Robert Wright who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/952">TS</a>]
00:15:54 ◼ ► wrote a book recently about Buddhism in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/954">TS</a>]
00:15:55 ◼ ► cognitive psychology or not cognizant if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/955">TS</a>]
00:15:57 ◼ ► I'm sorry evolutionary psychology but he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/957">TS</a>]
00:16:00 ◼ ► says if you're in an area where you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/960">TS</a>]
00:16:01 ◼ ► there's tons of rattlesnakes and lots of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/961">TS</a>]
00:16:03 ◼ ► people die from rattlesnakes for some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/963">TS</a>]
00:16:05 ◼ ► reason you can understand why you would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/965">TS</a>]
00:16:07 ◼ ► be very cautious and even like imagine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/967">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► that there's a snake when there's not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/970">TS</a>]
00:16:11 ◼ ► snake because even if you're scared of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/971">TS</a>]
00:16:13 ◼ ► snakes and there's not one there 99 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/973">TS</a>]
00:16:16 ◼ ► times out of 100 the one time that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/976">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► evolutionary standpoint but in a modern [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/979">TS</a>]
00:16:21 ◼ ► society maybe that doesn't make the most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/981">TS</a>]
00:16:23 ◼ ► sense so like I feel like the one common [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/983">TS</a>]
00:16:27 ◼ ► thing through all of this is they first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/987">TS</a>]
00:16:28 ◼ ► of all there's there is a deficit in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/988">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► perception and cognition but then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/991">TS</a>]
00:16:33 ◼ ► there's also the repetition I think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/993">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► the repetition that kills us and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/995">TS</a>]
00:16:36 ◼ ► feeling that the repetition is out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/996">TS</a>]
00:16:38 ◼ ► our control so having a thought that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/998">TS</a>]
00:16:40 ◼ ► keep thinking it's making you unhappy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1000">TS</a>]
00:16:41 ◼ ► but then somehow you it's like pressing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1001">TS</a>]
00:16:45 ◼ ► a bruise you can't help but revisit this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1005">TS</a>]
00:16:47 ◼ ► thing that you hate because it feels so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1007">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► much a part of you does that make any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► especially if you're scared of snakes or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1016">TS</a>]
00:16:57 ◼ ► you're worried about throwing a baby on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1017">TS</a>]
00:16:59 ◼ ► like you don't have to have according to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1019">TS</a>]
00:17:02 ◼ ► be very troubled by this thing were you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1022">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► going like like I have this thought I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:05 ◼ ► hate it I feel crazy I hate feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1025">TS</a>]
00:17:07 ◼ ► crazy I hate this entire thing but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1027">TS</a>]
00:17:09 ◼ ► can't stop and I don't know why that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1029">TS</a>]
00:17:11 ◼ ► that's the part that I think it's so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1031">TS</a>]
00:17:12 ◼ ► frustrating is you don't you know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1032">TS</a>]
00:17:14 ◼ ► keeps happening but you don't know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1034">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► to stop it and I think that's when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:17 ◼ ► something goes from being inconvenient [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1037">TS</a>]
00:17:19 ◼ ► frustrating and troublesome for a moment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1039">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► to being something a little bit more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:24 ◼ ► chronic and what in particular I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1044">TS</a>]
00:17:29 ◼ ► for me is is it makes it like chronic is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1049">TS</a>]
00:17:34 ◼ ► that the the thoughts themselves my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1054">TS</a>]
00:17:40 ◼ ► none of them are unreasonable it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1060">TS</a>]
00:17:43 ◼ ► like I'm scared to go downstairs I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1063">TS</a>]
00:17:45 ◼ ► afraid of snakes in any way shape or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1065">TS</a>]
00:17:47 ◼ ► form I seek out snakes all of my like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1067">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► throw a baby on the tracks like sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:56 ◼ ► ejaculatory thoughts are all like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1076">TS</a>]
00:17:59 ◼ ► interesting and fun it seems to me like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1079">TS</a>]
00:18:01 ◼ ► you talked about your ability your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1081">TS</a>]
00:18:04 ◼ ► desire you you you are so historically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1084">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► through your life you've been so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► interested in building your own mental [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:10 ◼ ► and emotional world that you would seek [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1090">TS</a>]
00:18:11 ◼ ► it out to the exclusion of other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1091">TS</a>]
00:18:12 ◼ ► people's emotional worlds yeah well like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1092">TS</a>]
00:18:15 ◼ ► your internal thing yeah the whole like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1095">TS</a>]
00:18:18 ◼ ► the fantasies aren't problem there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1098">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► aren't problems for me and also none of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:24 ◼ ► the thoughts feel abnormal they all feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1104">TS</a>]
00:18:26 ◼ ► normal this was the you know what we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1106">TS</a>]
00:18:28 ◼ ► when we used to talk about depression [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1108">TS</a>]
00:18:30 ◼ ► when it was really my my bete noire it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1110">TS</a>]
00:18:34 ◼ ► was just that the feet that the things I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1114">TS</a>]
00:18:36 ◼ ► was telling myself all seemed perfectly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1116">TS</a>]
00:18:38 ◼ ► reasonable I was a trash garbage person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1118">TS</a>]
00:18:43 ◼ ► and and I could demonstrate why and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1123">TS</a>]
00:18:46 ◼ ► friends did hate me and I could show you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1126">TS</a>]
00:18:48 ◼ ► the evidence so the the thoughts that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1128">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► plagued me are all these thoughts that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:54 ◼ ► if I try and apply a critical faculty to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1134">TS</a>]
00:18:57 ◼ ► I come up with lossing all the more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1137">TS</a>]
00:19:00 ◼ ► normal and legit yeah it's just like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1140">TS</a>]
00:19:03 ◼ ► well I mean obviously if there is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1143">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► deficit of pencils here I do need five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► new folders on my computer that are that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:14 ◼ ► and until I do that that I can't begin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1154">TS</a>]
00:19:17 ◼ ► and and having done it now I feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1157">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► I've done some pretty good work and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:23 ◼ ► need to take a little break and so I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1163">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► got you know I've got these I've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:28 ◼ ► these files and that that organizes my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1168">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► next step but you know the actual next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:35 ◼ ► step is pretty big job I should probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1175">TS</a>]
00:19:38 ◼ ► have a sandwich first and so those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1178">TS</a>]
00:19:41 ◼ ► aren't those aren't easy to say look man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1181">TS</a>]
00:19:46 ◼ ► I keep coming back to this this like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1186">TS</a>]
00:19:50 ◼ ► this this thought that is intrusive that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1190">TS</a>]
00:19:52 ◼ ► if that's that I can see is irrational [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1192">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► it's that I keep that I am but as you as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1197">TS</a>]
00:20:00 ◼ ► you described like I'm totally locked in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1200">TS</a>]
00:20:03 ◼ ► it's absolutely incapacitating it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1203">TS</a>]
00:20:06 ◼ ► something that feels like there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1206">TS</a>]
00:20:09 ◼ ► solution to but-but-but what you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1209">TS</a>]
00:20:11 ◼ ► describing which is people that don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1211">TS</a>]
00:20:13 ◼ ► share that that don't share a morbid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1213">TS</a>]
00:20:19 ◼ ► fear of stairs or germs feeling like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1219">TS</a>]
00:20:21 ◼ ► well that seems pretty easy to get over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1221">TS</a>]
00:20:23 ◼ ► or at least pretty easy to work around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1223">TS</a>]
00:20:25 ◼ ► now you take you take in that case like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1225">TS</a>]
00:20:27 ◼ ► you take normal precautions you wear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1227">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► like oops or you know or whatever just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► wash your hands often enough but like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► yeah exactly that you would say like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:36 ◼ ► when people look at somebody who has an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1236">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► affliction like that they go like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► making a problem out of something that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:41 ◼ ► is not a problem and for that to become [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1241">TS</a>]
00:20:43 ◼ ► pathological is not understandable to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1243">TS</a>]
00:20:45 ◼ ► one when you and I first met and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1245">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► were the Internet's Merlin man remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:52 ◼ ► when you were Merlin man I do I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1252">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► he's stuck in my shoe it was a wonderful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:56 ◼ ► time yeah and I remember you know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1256">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► were you were building a name for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:03 ◼ ► yourself as a Productivity guru and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1263">TS</a>]
00:21:07 ◼ ► had that in the inside insight into you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1267">TS</a>]
00:21:11 ◼ ► where you were you were trying out all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1271">TS</a>]
00:21:13 ◼ ► those methods you were discovering all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1273">TS</a>]
00:21:15 ◼ ► that stuff because you really were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1275">TS</a>]
00:21:16 ◼ ► trying to solve actual an actual problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1276">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► for yourself yeah which was I mean you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:22 ◼ ► weren't just like let me go out and test [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1282">TS</a>]
00:21:23 ◼ ► all these options for my website you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1283">TS</a>]
00:21:27 ◼ ► how do I solve this problem how do I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1287">TS</a>]
00:21:29 ◼ ► solve for X which is that I want to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1289">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► more productive I mean I eventually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:33 ◼ ► became broken as a vocation but I came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1293">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► at it honestly which was that I felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:38 ◼ ► like I mean if you had to put it in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1298">TS</a>]
00:21:40 ◼ ► non like negative way it would be that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1300">TS</a>]
00:21:42 ◼ ► always had the sense that I was capable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1302">TS</a>]
00:21:45 ◼ ► of doing the seemingly basic things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1305">TS</a>]
00:21:48 ◼ ► better but it was always challenging to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1308">TS</a>]
00:21:50 ◼ ► me and I wondered was there a fairly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1310">TS</a>]
00:21:52 ◼ ► light infrastructure I could introduce [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1312">TS</a>]
00:21:55 ◼ ► infrastructure is getting too heavy I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1315">TS</a>]
00:21:56 ◼ ► try to pull back and go no no no just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1316">TS</a>]
00:21:58 ◼ ► even if this is your job this is too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1318">TS</a>]
00:21:59 ◼ ► much infrastructure well sure I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1319">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► the wall of post-it notes the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► infamous are not infamous because it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:08 ◼ ► wasn't really famous it was just you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1328">TS</a>]
00:22:10 ◼ ► know like at your house you had stuff on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1330">TS</a>]
00:22:11 ◼ ► post-it notes and it became a real wall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1331">TS</a>]
00:22:17 ◼ ► like yeah that is allow there are a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1337">TS</a>]
00:22:20 ◼ ► of thoughts up there and some of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1340">TS</a>]
00:22:22 ◼ ► post-it notes just said things on them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1342">TS</a>]
00:22:23 ◼ ► like go get more post-it notes and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1343">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► I'm the same way and the for the problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:30 ◼ ► with my repetitive thoughts or my or the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1350">TS</a>]
00:22:33 ◼ ► stumbling blocks is that it seems to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1353">TS</a>]
00:22:35 ◼ ► other people who don't have the problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1355">TS</a>]
00:22:37 ◼ ► like it is just a Productivity problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1357">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► or cementation problem yeah like all you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:45 ◼ ► need is a plan or a system you got and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1365">TS</a>]
00:22:47 ◼ ► all that you've got all the tools and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1367">TS</a>]
00:22:48 ◼ ► you've got the will there's no reason [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1368">TS</a>]
00:22:50 ◼ ► that you can't just go make a lawn mower [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1370">TS</a>]
00:22:54 ◼ ► yeah put put some folders on your thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1374">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► or here's a book that helped me or you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:58 ◼ ► know what works for me is blank and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1378">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► so absolutely like my close friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:05 ◼ ► well-meaning people my own mother are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1385">TS</a>]
00:23:07 ◼ ► are always making these you know they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1387">TS</a>]
00:23:11 ◼ ► pulling yellow legal pads out there like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1391">TS</a>]
00:23:14 ◼ ► we just have to do this step by step [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1394">TS</a>]
00:23:15 ◼ ► they really want to help and they say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1395">TS</a>]
00:23:19 ◼ ► you know first thing we have to do is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1399">TS</a>]
00:23:20 ◼ ► just is this small simple step and I go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1400">TS</a>]
00:23:24 ◼ ► right dig it and then immediately like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1404">TS</a>]
00:23:28 ◼ ► the wheels come off and it and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1408">TS</a>]
00:23:30 ◼ ► doesn't it doesn't seem to other people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1410">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► like I'm doing anything but just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:37 ◼ ► stopping in the middle of the road for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1417">TS</a>]
00:23:40 ◼ ► and and it's not that I'm you know it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1420">TS</a>]
00:23:44 ◼ ► not that I see snakes and this and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1424">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► is the repetitive cycle that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:49 ◼ ► talking about because I don't you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1429">TS</a>]
00:23:54 ◼ ► I got a loop and I mean this is amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1434">TS</a>]
00:23:58 ◼ ► radio let's be honest part of it though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1438">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► and it's okay if you want to push back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:02 ◼ ► on this but my own take on that that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1442">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► repetition for sure but in whether it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:09 ◼ ► procrastination or it's not getting our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1449">TS</a>]
00:24:10 ◼ ► own album done or something to call it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1450">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► fear is a little too on the nose but to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:17 ◼ ► call it a feeling of impending danger or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1457">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► insecurity is a better way to put it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:25 ◼ ► like a feeling of fear you might get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1465">TS</a>]
00:24:28 ◼ ► big adrenaline or dopamine hint that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1468">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► says I need to get through this right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:31 ◼ ► yeah I need to run away from the snake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1471">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► because I literally saw five fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:34 ◼ ► snakes that's for something that's there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1474">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► that if the bear is chasing you you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:37 ◼ ► should run the other part though is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1477">TS</a>]
00:24:39 ◼ ► part of that repetition is that you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1479">TS</a>]
00:24:42 ◼ ► keep checking for the thing that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1482">TS</a>]
00:24:46 ◼ ► scared of or worried about if you if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1486">TS</a>]
00:24:49 ◼ ► know what I mean like you there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1489">TS</a>]
00:24:51 ◼ ► something in you that's causing you to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1491">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► not move forward fearlessly and it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:55 ◼ ► fear exactly on the nose but it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1495">TS</a>]
00:24:58 ◼ ► uncertainty and it is some kind of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1498">TS</a>]
00:25:01 ◼ ► am I ready for this am i I don't know if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1501">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► I'm up for this today I think yeah I get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:06 ◼ ► knots in my stomach laying in bed at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1506">TS</a>]
00:25:09 ◼ ► night thinking about and I'm just really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1509">TS</a>]
00:25:11 ◼ ► yeah I'm not excluding fear because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1511">TS</a>]
00:25:13 ◼ ► fear is definitely a thing I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1513">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► saying like calling it just fear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► dismisses too easily the the role of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► uncertainty which there's just a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:21 ◼ ► bit different in a fear and anxiety and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1521">TS</a>]
00:25:23 ◼ ► nervousness and anger are all are all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1523">TS</a>]
00:25:27 ◼ ► flavors of a very similar thing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1527">TS</a>]
00:25:29 ◼ ► involves the world is not the way that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1529">TS</a>]
00:25:31 ◼ ► want and I'm not sure how to change it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1531">TS</a>]
00:25:33 ◼ ► to be how I want a fear of fear of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1533">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► success fear of failure are the are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► twin the twin twins of Virgo that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:45 ◼ ► can't tell the difference between them I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1545">TS</a>]
00:25:47 ◼ ► don't know what I'm people people have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1547">TS</a>]
00:25:49 ◼ ► been throwing that at me since I was 11 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1549">TS</a>]
00:25:53 ◼ ► failure and I go well you just be you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1553">TS</a>]
00:25:59 ◼ ► have reluctance to change there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1559">TS</a>]
00:26:02 ◼ ► something something that says that likes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1562">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► change it feels risky even if that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:07 ◼ ► improvement but I do you know I I do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1567">TS</a>]
00:26:11 ◼ ► have over the course of of my life made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1571">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► big changes in who I am you know I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:15 ◼ ► such a different person than I was and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1575">TS</a>]
00:26:19 ◼ ► of course I'm the same person like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1579">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► still AM I still am me but you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:26 ◼ ► react I try to learn and I do I do dig [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1586">TS</a>]
00:26:31 ◼ ► my feet in sometimes but I dig them in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1591">TS</a>]
00:26:33 ◼ ► on principle rather than like it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1593">TS</a>]
00:26:38 ◼ ► in this one small area right I mean like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1598">TS</a>]
00:26:41 ◼ ► I I am it's it's a it's a closed loop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1601">TS</a>]
00:26:47 ◼ ► it's not like a loop that that affects [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1607">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► my like ability to take a new job or or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1612">TS</a>]
00:27:00 ◼ ► or make a switch between being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1620">TS</a>]
00:27:03 ◼ ► musician and being a writer or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1623">TS</a>]
00:27:05 ◼ ► like that like that stuff is just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1625">TS</a>]
00:27:07 ◼ ► now yeah sure let's let's give it a try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1627">TS</a>]
00:27:09 ◼ ► or or fear of change in terms of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1629">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► throwing it all away but fear of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:26 ◼ ► know I don't I honestly don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1646">TS</a>]
00:27:28 ◼ ► benefit I think like what I'm getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1648">TS</a>]
00:27:33 ◼ ► out of these small failures these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1653">TS</a>]
00:27:37 ◼ ► constants small failures the fact that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1657">TS</a>]
00:27:40 ◼ ► have this this list that only has two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1660">TS</a>]
00:27:45 ◼ ► items on it and both things could be I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1665">TS</a>]
00:27:48 ◼ ► could finish my book and finish my album [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1668">TS</a>]
00:27:50 ◼ ► in a month really if I didn't worry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1670">TS</a>]
00:27:55 ◼ ► about their quality you know like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1675">TS</a>]
00:28:00 ◼ ► could have that record done in two days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1680">TS</a>]
00:28:02 ◼ ► if I didn't care whether it was good or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1682">TS</a>]
00:28:05 ◼ ► in your list and it would be off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1685">TS</a>]
00:28:08 ◼ ► list and I would be on to the next thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1688">TS</a>]
00:28:10 ◼ ► and by caring about it being good I make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1690">TS</a>]
00:28:15 ◼ ► it impossible to finish because I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1695">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► never get a thing that is good and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► and that makes me think that I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:25 ◼ ► incapable of doing a thing that's good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1705">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► and that paralyzes me so I make up I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:32 ◼ ► make a set of folders on the desktop and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1712">TS</a>]
00:28:35 ◼ ► I say I'm just gonna put all the lyrics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1715">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► that start with the letter R in the our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► file and that will help me organize them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:43 ◼ ► and I'll be able to tell which ones are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1723">TS</a>]
00:28:44 ◼ ► good and then I put them in there and as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1724">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► I'm putting him in there I'm like well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:49 ◼ ► this one's good that one's good this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1729">TS</a>]
00:28:50 ◼ ► feels great and then two days later I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1730">TS</a>]
00:28:54 ◼ ► open up the our file and I think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1734">TS</a>]
00:28:56 ◼ ► full of great stuff and I read them all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1736">TS</a>]
00:28:59 ◼ ► again and I'm like there's not a single [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1739">TS</a>]
00:29:00 ◼ ► good thing in here it's garbage and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1740">TS</a>]
00:29:03 ◼ ► I close it and I don't look at it for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1743">TS</a>]
00:29:04 ◼ ► month because it just sits on the it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1744">TS</a>]
00:29:08 ◼ ► sits on the desktop as this like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1748">TS</a>]
00:29:10 ◼ ► throbbing red thumb and now you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1750">TS</a>]
00:29:13 ◼ ► created a taxonomy of failure yeah well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1753">TS</a>]
00:29:16 ◼ ► there there's that folder that I know is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1756">TS</a>]
00:29:18 ◼ ► full of garbage that is all of and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1758">TS</a>]
00:29:22 ◼ ► and basically it contains everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1762">TS</a>]
00:29:25 ◼ ► under the letter R that I am capable of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1765">TS</a>]
00:29:27 ◼ ► making so to add more garbage to it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1767">TS</a>]
00:29:30 ◼ ► doesn't seem like the right you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1770">TS</a>]
00:29:33 ◼ ► process and at that point you need a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1773">TS</a>]
00:29:35 ◼ ► rest and I need a rest you know or I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1775">TS</a>]
00:29:38 ◼ ► need to start working on you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1778">TS</a>]
00:29:39 ◼ ► need to do is start working on the novel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1779">TS</a>]
00:29:41 ◼ ► and so I make some files and I go over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1781">TS</a>]
00:29:44 ◼ ► there and I'm like you roll your chair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1784">TS</a>]
00:29:46 ◼ ► over a couple feet and go right here we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1786">TS</a>]
00:29:50 ◼ ► go roll up the sleeves crack the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1790">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► knuckles and sit at the typewriter you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:55 ◼ ► know like I've done so much work on both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1795">TS</a>]
00:29:59 ◼ ► things like the novel has hundreds and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1799">TS</a>]
00:30:03 ◼ ► hundreds of pages and I've had probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1803">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► eight people read it and all eight have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► come back with really good constructive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:17 ◼ ► comments that are that you know are not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1817">TS</a>]
00:30:20 ◼ ► like well you need to start over there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1820">TS</a>]
00:30:22 ◼ ► their comments are like this is great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1822">TS</a>]
00:30:24 ◼ ► here's my suggestion you should just you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1824">TS</a>]
00:30:28 ◼ ► know write more about how you feel and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1828">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► take out a little bit of the stuff where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:34 ◼ ► you're like and then I had another seven [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1834">TS</a>]
00:30:36 ◼ ► up and I go amazing and then I read it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1836">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► and I'm like the whole thing basically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:42 ◼ ► the entire book is about seven ups and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1842">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► have to redo it I have to redo the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► thing because it's basically just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:48 ◼ ► testimony to the number of seven ups I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1848">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► drank and seco and the lyrics I've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:54 ◼ ► so many files of lyrics so many files [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1854">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► files and files enough for 50 albums [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1856">TS</a>]
00:31:03 ◼ ► but I can't get I can't get that voice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1863">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► out of my head that it's that when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:10 ◼ ► look at it a second time I it's garbage [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1870">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► and and all that all the solutions that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:17 ◼ ► are suggested by my well-meaning friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1877">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► of just like move on get past it I it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► just it just seems like brutal to me why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:30 ◼ ► would they even say that why would they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1890">TS</a>]
00:31:32 ◼ ► suggest such an awful thing as that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1892">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► should throw my thing away throw all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:40 ◼ ► this work away all these great files [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1900">TS</a>]
00:31:42 ◼ ► that are full of garbage why should I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1902">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► you know like why would somebody tell me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:46 ◼ ► to throw away my life's work that's my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1906">TS</a>]
00:31:52 ◼ ► that's my cycle another another way to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1912">TS</a>]
00:32:04 ◼ ► think about this this is not gonna help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1924">TS</a>]
00:32:06 ◼ ► unfortunately but you're used to that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1926">TS</a>]
00:32:08 ◼ ► the another way think about it though is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1928">TS</a>]
00:32:10 ◼ ► that what's the constant through all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1930">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► oh there's you the other constant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:15 ◼ ► through all this is the fucking list so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1935">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► I mean in my case the analog is like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:21 ◼ ► realized a long time ago I will very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1941">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► likely never be without anxiety so even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:26 ◼ ► if I clear the decks of the top anxiety [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1946">TS</a>]
00:32:28 ◼ ► the three under it and all the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1948">TS</a>]
00:32:30 ◼ ► ones I'm not gonna get around the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1950">TS</a>]
00:32:32 ◼ ► structural problem the anxiety comes to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1952">TS</a>]
00:32:34 ◼ ► me in ways I don't choose and I could I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1954">TS</a>]
00:32:37 ◼ ► could find myself becoming anxious about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1957">TS</a>]
00:32:38 ◼ ► almost anything so I'm not saying we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1958">TS</a>]
00:32:41 ◼ ► the same on this but you know it's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1961">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► fucking list that's killing you it's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:45 ◼ ► some ways it's like if you didn't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1965">TS</a>]
00:32:46 ◼ ► the list I mean and again now some some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1966">TS</a>]
00:32:48 ◼ ► kind of armchair Freud it's gonna come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1968">TS</a>]
00:32:50 ◼ ► and go oh well you know get rid of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1970">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► list or throw the list away or to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:54 ◼ ► you know I guess all I'm trying to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1974">TS</a>]
00:32:56 ◼ ► is that like at least to be aware of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1976">TS</a>]
00:32:57 ◼ ► fact that the one constant is the list [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1977">TS</a>]
00:32:59 ◼ ► so there's two extreme example you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1979">TS</a>]
00:33:02 ◼ ► points of view here one would be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1982">TS</a>]
00:33:04 ◼ ► through the list away cuz it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1984">TS</a>]
00:33:05 ◼ ► helping you start over and do something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1985">TS</a>]
00:33:07 ◼ ► else and then eat that includes going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1987">TS</a>]
00:33:09 ◼ ► back and looking at your are lyrics then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1989">TS</a>]
00:33:11 ◼ ► that's fine but you know another person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1991">TS</a>]
00:33:15 ◼ ► we might say and this is gonna be your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1995">TS</a>]
00:33:16 ◼ ► fear of failure or fear of success [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1996">TS</a>]
00:33:17 ◼ ► friends your imposter syndrome buddies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1997">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► is gonna be like well maybe you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► worried that once you tick off those two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► items there won't be anything left and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:25 ◼ ► now who are you that's a hot take but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2005">TS</a>]
00:33:31 ◼ ► there's probably gonna be people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2011">TS</a>]
00:33:32 ◼ ► think that what's weird is I always want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2012">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► help and I ask for help and I think in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:40 ◼ ► my head I have a vision that someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2020">TS</a>]
00:33:44 ◼ ► will take enough of an interest in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2024">TS</a>]
00:33:46 ◼ ► that they will actually pull up a chair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2026">TS</a>]
00:33:49 ◼ ► and because I love to sit and like read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2029">TS</a>]
00:33:55 ◼ ► off a thing and have somebody else hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2035">TS</a>]
00:33:58 ◼ ► it and bounce it back you know like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2038">TS</a>]
00:34:01 ◼ ► love to go back and forth what I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2041">TS</a>]
00:34:05 ◼ ► like is when someone sits and listens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2045">TS</a>]
00:34:08 ◼ ► and goes oh great well it seems like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2048">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► you know here's my suggestion for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:13 ◼ ► solution to your problem overall and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2053">TS</a>]
00:34:15 ◼ ► then they get up and leave and leave me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2055">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► alone - how does it make you feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:22 ◼ ► abandoned mm-hmm because they hadn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2062">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► engaged fully well and the problem is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► it's an unrealistic expectation because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:30 ◼ ► I want my friend I want some friend of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2070">TS</a>]
00:34:32 ◼ ► mine who has their own creative life who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2072">TS</a>]
00:34:36 ◼ ► is struggling to get their own things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2076">TS</a>]
00:34:37 ◼ ► done who is you know obviously consumed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2077">TS</a>]
00:34:45 ◼ ► themselves for some period of time to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2085">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► helping me and the fact that they you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:51 ◼ ► know like I wrote are for our good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2091">TS</a>]
00:34:54 ◼ ► friend Ben Acker the other day and said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2094">TS</a>]
00:34:56 ◼ ► I've got this draft and you know I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2096">TS</a>]
00:35:00 ◼ ► wondering if you would read it and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2100">TS</a>]
00:35:01 ◼ ► wrote back and said the thing about a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2101">TS</a>]
00:35:03 ◼ ► draft is if you think it's a draft it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2103">TS</a>]
00:35:05 ◼ ► still a draft and you should work on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2105">TS</a>]
00:35:06 ◼ ► more and when you don't think it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2106">TS</a>]
00:35:09 ◼ ► draft when you're like it's done then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2109">TS</a>]
00:35:11 ◼ ► you have people read it and I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2111">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► huh that's an interesting theory you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:17 ◼ ► still calling it a draft you know you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2117">TS</a>]
00:35:19 ◼ ► not done yet yeah it's not is he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2119">TS</a>]
00:35:22 ◼ ► implying that it's not is he trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2122">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► motivate you or say that it's not ready [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:25 ◼ ► for criticism he's definitely trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2125">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► motivate me and and you know I have this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:30 ◼ ► conversation a ton of times like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2130">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► Dave bazan tried to help me finish my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:34 ◼ ► record and did quite a bit of work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2134">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► but ultimately like it was here let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:40 ◼ ► make files for you and then once they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2140">TS</a>]
00:35:43 ◼ ► in files you can sort through them and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2143">TS</a>]
00:35:45 ◼ ► know what to do and I wanted so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2145">TS</a>]
00:35:48 ◼ ► hand-holding beyond just beyond and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2148">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► other people's systems I generally like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► not just struggle to adopt but actively [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► resist in my head if somebody's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:04 ◼ ► here let me make these files for you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2164">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► I'll order them this way I'm like ah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:07 ◼ ► that's just not how I would order them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2167">TS</a>]
00:36:11 ◼ ► that's just not how I would progress I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2171">TS</a>]
00:36:14 ◼ ► had a plan last year and some some life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2174">TS</a>]
00:36:18 ◼ ► stuff got in the way and it and I was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2178">TS</a>]
00:36:20 ◼ ► week behind and the person that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2180">TS</a>]
00:36:23 ◼ ► with that plan said well you're a week [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2183">TS</a>]
00:36:26 ◼ ► behind but you can catch up and I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2186">TS</a>]
00:36:28 ◼ ► well because of these life things I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2188">TS</a>]
00:36:30 ◼ ► like I shouldn't be a week behind I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2190">TS</a>]
00:36:32 ◼ ► like we should set the deadline that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2192">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► had a week later and they said no let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:37 ◼ ► keep the deadline where it is and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2197">TS</a>]
00:36:39 ◼ ► you make up for the week that got lost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2199">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► why should I why should I have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:46 ◼ ► deadline be the same it should move back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2206">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► a week because of the tornado right the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:52 ◼ ► tornado that hit the town and I can get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2212">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► the opine that that's not really a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► well yeah or they're just like that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2216">TS</a>]
00:36:58 ◼ ► it's fine you can you can make up that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2218">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► week you can make up that last week and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:03 ◼ ► I was like that's crazy that's crazy to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2223">TS</a>]
00:37:05 ◼ ► say that I'm a week behind now I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2225">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► doing so good you walked across Europe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:13 ◼ ► but like the idea a little bit behind on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2233">TS</a>]
00:37:17 ◼ ► the project cripple see three stuff it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2237">TS</a>]
00:37:24 ◼ ► just some things are harder than others [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2244">TS</a>]
00:37:27 ◼ ► now though and this is the thing I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2247">TS</a>]
00:37:30 ◼ ► a lot of people don't believe when I say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2250">TS</a>]
00:37:33 ◼ ► but I was 30 when I walked across Europe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2253">TS</a>]
00:37:37 ◼ ► and it was the first thing I had ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2257">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► finished except for high school and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:42 ◼ ► didn't really finish high school you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2262">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► know they I got to these like they kinda [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:46 ◼ ► SH to you yeah right I mean I got to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2266">TS</a>]
00:37:49 ◼ ► end of what the term of high school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2269">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► should have been and they were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:53 ◼ ► that's fine and so I didn't even have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2273">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► real feeling of completion of high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2277">TS</a>]
00:37:59 ◼ ► school because I because I like skirted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2279">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► it but more like the staff and faculty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:05 ◼ ► disappeared you wasn't it yeah like sort [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2285">TS</a>]
00:38:08 ◼ ► of by mutual assent by a voice vote they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2288">TS</a>]
00:38:10 ◼ ► decided that you just needed to not be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2290">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► at that high school anymore yeah right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:13 ◼ ► like I had actually not completed the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2293">TS</a>]
00:38:15 ◼ ► requirements and they just took a pencil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2295">TS</a>]
00:38:18 ◼ ► and erased the zero and added a one-page [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2298">TS</a>]
00:38:23 ◼ ► that's fine so moved and it's like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2303">TS</a>]
00:38:29 ◼ ► knew it I knew that they were doing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2309">TS</a>]
00:38:31 ◼ ► if you look at my transcript it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2311">TS</a>]
00:38:32 ◼ ► visible there there's a visible like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2312">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► lie or cheat in it that I didn't ask for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► and it does feel dishonest and and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:48 ◼ ► it's a white ribbon and it's a small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2328">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► thing right that they think a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:54 ◼ ► people would assume I was proud of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2334">TS</a>]
00:38:56 ◼ ► this relieved by like I didn't care I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2336">TS</a>]
00:39:01 ◼ ► mean I didn't care I don't think about I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2341">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► had no anxiety about graduating from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:07 ◼ ► high school cuz I knew if I did or I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2347">TS</a>]
00:39:08 ◼ ► didn't it wouldn't matter but having not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2348">TS</a>]
00:39:12 ◼ ► done it having not actually gone to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2352">TS</a>]
00:39:18 ◼ ► summer school or repeated my senior year [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2358">TS</a>]
00:39:21 ◼ ► whatever it was that that I probably or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2361">TS</a>]
00:39:25 ◼ ► Paul most definitely should have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2365">TS</a>]
00:39:26 ◼ ► forced to do that I didn't actually it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2366">TS</a>]
00:39:30 ◼ ► not actually finished because it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2370">TS</a>]
00:39:34 ◼ ► yeah it was this like fake it's faked so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2374">TS</a>]
00:39:42 ◼ ► the so the walk across Europe and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2382">TS</a>]
00:39:44 ◼ ► don't know if I've ever told you this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2384">TS</a>]
00:39:45 ◼ ► but there was a moment in there was an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2385">TS</a>]
00:39:49 ◼ ► evening in Slovakia have I ever told you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2389">TS</a>]
00:39:54 ◼ ► about this evening in Slovakia no I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2394">TS</a>]
00:39:56 ◼ ► don't I don't remember is this is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2396">TS</a>]
00:39:58 ◼ ► when you went the lady's house and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2398">TS</a>]
00:39:59 ◼ ► gave you food no okay oh by the way our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2399">TS</a>]
00:40:05 ◼ ► thanks to Mike Walden you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2405">TS</a>]
00:40:09 ◼ ► got some Mack welding stuff on the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2409">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► like in the mail as you will hear on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► ad spot which I must definitely have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:20 ◼ ► already recorded I got three new of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2420">TS</a>]
00:40:24 ◼ ► MEK weld and shirt that I like for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2424">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► I don't wanna spoil the ad spot that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► just heard that I already definitely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:33 ◼ ► I want to I ordered a bunch of more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2433">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► silver underpants because I feel just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► calling that what are they just console [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► over Underpants well I think that's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:50 ◼ ► so I just make this the ad I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2450">TS</a>]
00:40:53 ◼ ► don't have a problem with this being the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2453">TS</a>]
00:40:55 ◼ ► I saw underpants protect me against [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2455">TS</a>]
00:41:00 ◼ ► okay I'm gonna regret this I can feel it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2460">TS</a>]
00:41:04 ◼ ► I'm gonna fucking regret this let's see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2464">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► here they're not technically bulletproof [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:15 ◼ ► the silver underwear they're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2475">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► technically bulletproof but they make me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:17 ◼ ► feel boy it's by Mac Weldon and I'm here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2477">TS</a>]
00:41:22 ◼ ► to tell you right now you can go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2482">TS</a>]
00:41:24 ◼ ► Mecca welcome calm and you'll get 20 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2484">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► percent off your order using the promo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:27 ◼ ► code ro TL just like it sounds ro t hell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2487">TS</a>]
00:41:30 ◼ ► no it's military-grade silver thread [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2490">TS</a>]
00:41:38 ◼ ► that is threaded in with the cotton John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2498">TS</a>]
00:41:42 ◼ ► you can make a military-grade silver [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2502">TS</a>]
00:41:44 ◼ ► thread technology military does it all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2504">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► the time I don't know how apparently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:50 ◼ ► I mean it's not something probably that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2510">TS</a>]
00:41:52 ◼ ► Mac Weldon just does themselves they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2512">TS</a>]
00:41:53 ◼ ► probably sorts it through military [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2513">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► Mac Walden is better than whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2518">TS</a>]
00:41:59 ◼ ► you're wearing right now no you fixate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2519">TS</a>]
00:42:06 ◼ ► on the underpants and the problem with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2526">TS</a>]
00:42:07 ◼ ► these Mack welding people is they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2527">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► always fixating on the underpants I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:10 ◼ ► all about the pima cotton this is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2530">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► is the add just so y'all know I am I I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► a big fan at the pima cotton long sleeve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:16 ◼ ► t-shirt and I cannot even say I will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2536">TS</a>]
00:42:19 ◼ ► just tell you this I literally have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2539">TS</a>]
00:42:20 ◼ ► drawer full of them because they now are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2540">TS</a>]
00:42:22 ◼ ► officially my uniform I wear some kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2542">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► of a short sleeve shirt underneath it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► could be could be the Mac Walden white [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:28 ◼ ► t-shirt which has a nice long tail much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2548">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► like the Chris Anderson article in Wired [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► but this in but I am here to tell you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:35 ◼ ► not John it's here to tell you about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2555">TS</a>]
00:42:36 ◼ ► Underpants I'm here to tell you about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2556">TS</a>]
00:42:37 ◼ ► shirts these these are these are soft [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2557">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► they're like engineered they actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► like the t-shirt looks like something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:45 ◼ ► from outer space it's like the coolest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2565">TS</a>]
00:42:46 ◼ ► thing ever so you know do you want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2566">TS</a>]
00:42:48 ◼ ► talk more about this threads in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2568">TS</a>]
00:42:49 ◼ ► underpants well I see I don't I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2569">TS</a>]
00:42:52 ◼ ► typically wear t-shirts unless the only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2572">TS</a>]
00:42:56 ◼ ► time I'll put on a t-shirt is if a I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2576">TS</a>]
00:42:58 ◼ ► expect to be hot and I'm dressing up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2578">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► you know I want another layer and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:05 ◼ ► and I'm always confused like does the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2585">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► lay extra layer make me hotter so that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:11 ◼ ► perspire more else am I just causing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2591">TS</a>]
00:43:14 ◼ ► more of a problem for myself or am i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2594">TS</a>]
00:43:15 ◼ ► putting another layer in between my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2595">TS</a>]
00:43:18 ◼ ► shirt and the persuasion finish your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2598">TS</a>]
00:43:19 ◼ ► album you thinking about shit like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2599">TS</a>]
00:43:22 ◼ ► is there wicking involved is there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2602">TS</a>]
00:43:24 ◼ ► wicking mmm-hmm it's a hard choice and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2604">TS</a>]
00:43:26 ◼ ► my dad wore v-neck t-shirts but I do not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2606">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► support do no t-shirt no no no I am more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:34 ◼ ► collared shirt if you like them get them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2614">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► hakuna matata but for me I look rude I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:38 ◼ ► look bad I look like somebody in some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2618">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► kind of like community theater version [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:43 ◼ ► of like you know count on a Hot Tin Roof [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2623">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► or something that's bad yeah yeah no no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:48 ◼ ► I don't like him I don't like him either [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2628">TS</a>]
00:43:49 ◼ ► and when I was a kid in the 70s it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2629">TS</a>]
00:43:52 ◼ ► very popular to wear tank tops and I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2632">TS</a>]
00:43:55 ◼ ► a bunch of cool tank tops that had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2635">TS</a>]
00:43:57 ◼ ► stripes and stuff and I looked very cool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2637">TS</a>]
00:43:59 ◼ ► it was like eight but I don't look good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2639">TS</a>]
00:44:02 ◼ ► in a tank top now no and I don't look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2642">TS</a>]
00:44:05 ◼ ► good I don't like a Venus that's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2645">TS</a>]
00:44:06 ◼ ► stinky they could be stinky because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2646">TS</a>]
00:44:08 ◼ ► because there's nothing to absorb your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2648">TS</a>]
00:44:09 ◼ ► your business yeah they're gross but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2649">TS</a>]
00:44:13 ◼ ► know commune and Matata if you like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2653">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► work yes especially if you get it from a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:17 ◼ ► quelle dan which I'm pretty sure you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2657">TS</a>]
00:44:18 ◼ ► yeah but the silver Underpants and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2658">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► thing is they're not silver colored and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:23 ◼ ► that's a point I support a lot of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2663">TS</a>]
00:44:25 ◼ ► think it's gonna look like a baked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2665">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► potato you dieren know a baked potato no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:29 ◼ ► because I get the eat I get to like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2669">TS</a>]
00:44:31 ◼ ► light pastel colors like the star color [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2671">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► yeah and I'm not a technical fabrics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► person typically right I'm gonna want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:39 ◼ ► your wools and your Cotton's pants made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2679">TS</a>]
00:44:41 ◼ ► of wax exactly right and I'm talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2681">TS</a>]
00:44:46 ◼ ► about doing a I'm talking about doing a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2686">TS</a>]
00:44:48 ◼ ► motorcycle trip this summer up to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2688">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► Arctic Circle with some friends and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:52 ◼ ► are friends one of them at least is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2692">TS</a>]
00:44:54 ◼ ► somebody that wears technical fabrics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2694">TS</a>]
00:44:57 ◼ ► even when they're not doing something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2697">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► technical and I'm like no no no Jason [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:05 ◼ ► Jason Jason can't figure out like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2705">TS</a>]
00:45:07 ◼ ► whether he's wool or or what but he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2707">TS</a>]
00:45:09 ◼ ► not up against technical fabrics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2709">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► the thing about my silver underpants is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:14 ◼ ► that my feeling about them is although [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2714">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► they are produced surely by some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:19 ◼ ► military-grade silver thread it's silver [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2719">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► mm which is like the oldest of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► oldest school materials that's why it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:29 ◼ ► easily one of my favorite precious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2729">TS</a>]
00:45:30 ◼ ► metals yeah oh me too I think be very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2730">TS</a>]
00:45:34 ◼ ► gaudy I think silver can be very very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2734">TS</a>]
00:45:35 ◼ ► classy I got silver all all over the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2735">TS</a>]
00:45:37 ◼ ► house I mean you know it's all my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2737">TS</a>]
00:45:39 ◼ ► doorstops are silver and and I do feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2739">TS</a>]
00:45:44 ◼ ► like trunk right it got the ingots back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2744">TS</a>]
00:45:55 ◼ ► from the crackheads trunk and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2755">TS</a>]
00:46:00 ◼ ► back there back fulfilling their purpose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2760">TS</a>]
00:46:01 ◼ ► their ultimate purpose which is to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2761">TS</a>]
00:46:03 ◼ ► $5,000 doorstops they want you to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2763">TS</a>]
00:46:07 ◼ ► comfortable so if you don't like your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2767">TS</a>]
00:46:08 ◼ ► first pair of silver Underpants you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2768">TS</a>]
00:46:09 ◼ ► keep it and they will still refund you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2769">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► with no questions that's know I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:12 ◼ ► this is a good policy I would not even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2772">TS</a>]
00:46:14 ◼ ► want to know that somebody's sending [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2774">TS</a>]
00:46:16 ◼ ► used underwear through the mail right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2776">TS</a>]
00:46:18 ◼ ► you're not gonna take that back look I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2778">TS</a>]
00:46:20 ◼ ► know I mean that with my socks cuz I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2780">TS</a>]
00:46:24 ◼ ► like to rotate I guess I'll get a whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2784">TS</a>]
00:46:25 ◼ ► new set of gold toes and then I feel bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2785">TS</a>]
00:46:27 ◼ ► about all the the some socks my daughter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2787">TS</a>]
00:46:29 ◼ ► can repurpose into sewing projects but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2789">TS</a>]
00:46:31 ◼ ► feel bad so now what's nice is they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2791">TS</a>]
00:46:33 ◼ ► accept socks in in compost in San [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2793">TS</a>]
00:46:36 ◼ ► Francisco so you accomplished your socks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2796">TS</a>]
00:46:37 ◼ ► you know what I do with socks if they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2797">TS</a>]
00:46:41 ◼ ► not if they're not totally thrashed if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2801">TS</a>]
00:46:43 ◼ ► they're just like these socks have have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2803">TS</a>]
00:46:45 ◼ ► run their course and imperfect socks are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2805">TS</a>]
00:46:48 ◼ ► in the family of things that I will put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2808">TS</a>]
00:46:50 ◼ ► back into the river which is to say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2810">TS</a>]
00:46:55 ◼ ► once you get like ten pairs of socks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2815">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► that are all going out you bind them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2817">TS</a>]
00:47:01 ◼ ► together into a into like a like a like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2821">TS</a>]
00:47:04 ◼ ► a bindle like a bindle of socks a bale [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2824">TS</a>]
00:47:07 ◼ ► of socks and you take them and you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2827">TS</a>]
00:47:10 ◼ ► put them on top of a mailbox somewhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2830">TS</a>]
00:47:13 ◼ ► on a busy street and I Karen tu those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2833">TS</a>]
00:47:19 ◼ ► socks will be gone in ten minutes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2839">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► but by like a by a fetishist or somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:24 ◼ ► you socks just for like a collection [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2844">TS</a>]
00:47:26 ◼ ► like who do you think's picking those up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2846">TS</a>]
00:47:27 ◼ ► who know who know this is the this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2847">TS</a>]
00:47:31 ◼ ► the beautiful thing about the river the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2851">TS</a>]
00:47:33 ◼ ► river if you if you put something down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2853">TS</a>]
00:47:35 ◼ ► if you put something and put a sign on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2855">TS</a>]
00:47:37 ◼ ► it that says free oh yes it goes away [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2857">TS</a>]
00:47:40 ◼ ► yes almost invariably it goes away now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2860">TS</a>]
00:47:43 ◼ ► if you put if you put a filthy child's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2863">TS</a>]
00:47:48 ◼ ► car seat down with a sign that says free [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2868">TS</a>]
00:47:50 ◼ ► it will not go away it will it will stay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2870">TS</a>]
00:47:52 ◼ ► there and it will grow moss so don't do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2872">TS</a>]
00:47:54 ◼ ► that nobody likes those but things like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2874">TS</a>]
00:47:57 ◼ ► socks which you would not think anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2877">TS</a>]
00:48:00 ◼ ► would have a purpose see I've heard it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2880">TS</a>]
00:48:02 ◼ ► said hey listen don't donate socks that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2882">TS</a>]
00:48:05 ◼ ► are used donate socks that are fresh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2885">TS</a>]
00:48:07 ◼ ► people could really that's actually one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2887">TS</a>]
00:48:08 ◼ ► of the most needed things and like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2888">TS</a>]
00:48:10 ◼ ► shelter is socks but nobody wants your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2890">TS</a>]
00:48:12 ◼ ► use socks is a thing I've always heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2892">TS</a>]
00:48:13 ◼ ► and yet mmm a bale of socks will go and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2893">TS</a>]
00:48:21 ◼ ► once it goes once it's in the river once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2901">TS</a>]
00:48:24 ◼ ► it goes into the Ganges of reeds your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2904">TS</a>]
00:48:28 ◼ ► neighborhood right you don't have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2908">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► worry whether it's a sock fetishist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:33 ◼ ► whether someone's making puppets oh it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2913">TS</a>]
00:48:34 ◼ ► your brother I'll take the socks just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2914">TS</a>]
00:48:36 ◼ ► take them whether it could have been the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2916">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► Red Hot Chili Peppers that grab oh of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► course does he need that for their for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► their attire yeah so you put in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:45 ◼ ► river in the socks go somewhere you put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2925">TS</a>]
00:48:48 ◼ ► everything in the river I don't just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2928">TS</a>]
00:48:49 ◼ ► take my garbage and just put it out no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2929">TS</a>]
00:48:51 ◼ ► no open go it also has socks here's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2931">TS</a>]
00:48:55 ◼ ► thing now I'm a clod and you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2935">TS</a>]
00:48:56 ◼ ► underwear socks and shirts they all look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2936">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► good and they perform well too good for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2937">TS</a>]
00:49:00 ◼ ► working out going on dates or just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2940">TS</a>]
00:49:01 ◼ ► everyday life that's that that's Mack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2941">TS</a>]
00:49:03 ◼ ► Walton so so what you do is if you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2943">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► put your socks into the river or your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► super Underpants and you're ready to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:09 ◼ ► re-up please go to Mack Walton calm and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2949">TS</a>]
00:49:11 ◼ ► use the very special promo code our OTO [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2951">TS</a>]
00:49:14 ◼ ► just like it sounds RIT I'll get you 20% [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2954">TS</a>]
00:49:16 ◼ ► off your order I'm pulling for the pima [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2956">TS</a>]
00:49:19 ◼ ► cotton long sleeve t-shirt and the white [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2959">TS</a>]
00:49:20 ◼ ► t-shirt sounds like you're pulling for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2960">TS</a>]
00:49:23 ◼ ► a silver Underpants well not necessarily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2963">TS</a>]
00:49:25 ◼ ► because I also bought two pairs of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2965">TS</a>]
00:49:26 ◼ ► silver socks why I've never had thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2966">TS</a>]
00:49:32 ◼ ► I've never had them before and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2972">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► crease my bulletproof a tude to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:42 ◼ ► point that I basically can defeat the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2982">TS</a>]
00:49:46 ◼ ► Joker or whatever it is that everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2986">TS</a>]
00:49:48 ◼ ► is so scared about if the killings had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2988">TS</a>]
00:49:50 ◼ ► been wearing these he wouldn't be so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2990">TS</a>]
00:49:52 ◼ ► haha he got dipped they helped him by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2992">TS</a>]
00:49:55 ◼ ► his he's a little tendon and they dipped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2995">TS</a>]
00:49:57 ◼ ► him into the water as a baby to make him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2997">TS</a>]
00:49:59 ◼ ► bulletproof for arrow proof and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/2999">TS</a>]
00:50:01 ◼ ► why you got an Achilles tendon though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3001">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► dur mm-hmm extended crew sucks oh here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:06 ◼ ► we go super fine cotton anti-odor silver [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3006">TS</a>]
00:50:08 ◼ ► business smart oh these are handsome all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3008">TS</a>]
00:50:11 ◼ ► the compatible I think I need this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3011">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► that's what I'm saying I get these I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:19 ◼ ► think I got the extended crew yeah I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3019">TS</a>]
00:50:21 ◼ ► didn't know my socks for silver I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3021">TS</a>]
00:50:22 ◼ ► but wait they've got them that casual is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3022">TS</a>]
00:50:25 ◼ ► not silver and then you go down and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3025">TS</a>]
00:50:27 ◼ ► you've got the extended crew right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3027">TS</a>]
00:50:28 ◼ ► extended group extended crew well we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3028">TS</a>]
00:50:31 ◼ ► know there's extended crew in casual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3031">TS</a>]
00:50:33 ◼ ► there's extended crew and silver there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3033">TS</a>]
00:50:35 ◼ ► extended crew in merino okay okay so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3035">TS</a>]
00:50:39 ◼ ► there are several extended crews but if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3039">TS</a>]
00:50:41 ◼ ► you get the silver ones that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3041">TS</a>]
00:50:42 ◼ ► business smart mm-hmm I feel like they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3042">TS</a>]
00:50:44 ◼ ► also and I got them I got them so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3044">TS</a>]
00:50:47 ◼ ► they're very distinctive from my other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3047">TS</a>]
00:50:49 ◼ ► socks that's what I did too yeah so it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3049">TS</a>]
00:50:52 ◼ ► like when it's time to put on because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3052">TS</a>]
00:50:55 ◼ ► Underpants before before millennium [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3055">TS</a>]
00:50:57 ◼ ► girlfriend stole them that I was when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3057">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► put them on I did feel more like doctor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:05 ◼ ► does and now that I have the socks too I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3065">TS</a>]
00:51:08 ◼ ► can decide like am I just wearing silver [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3068">TS</a>]
00:51:10 ◼ ► socks today without the underpants right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3070">TS</a>]
00:51:11 ◼ ► be that guy right you don't be too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3071">TS</a>]
00:51:14 ◼ ► matching match you don't want to be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3074">TS</a>]
00:51:16 ◼ ► Ken Stringfellow wearing all denims [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3076">TS</a>]
00:51:17 ◼ ► yeah well maybe maybe sometimes you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3077">TS</a>]
00:51:20 ◼ ► maybe if it's like I this is it this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3080">TS</a>]
00:51:21 ◼ ► a heavy day I need some extra protection [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3081">TS</a>]
00:51:26 ◼ ► so you gonna Mack welding comm using [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3086">TS</a>]
00:51:28 ◼ ► special promo code RIT I'll get you 20% [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3088">TS</a>]
00:51:30 ◼ ► off our thanks to Mack well done for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3090">TS</a>]
00:51:32 ◼ ► supporting yeah Radek online and all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3092">TS</a>]
00:51:34 ◼ ► great shows yeah thank you for making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3094">TS</a>]
00:51:37 ◼ ► slick thing whatever this thing is yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3097">TS</a>]
00:51:39 ◼ ► anyway so you were in Slovakia house in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3099">TS</a>]
00:51:45 ◼ ► Slovakia I could've done worse and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3105">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► think so yeah I mean yeah I didn't say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:52 ◼ ► Gudrun was better than the paisley [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3112">TS</a>]
00:51:54 ◼ ► mattress okay yeah so her slovakia we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3114">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► in slovakia and i'm walking and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:00 ◼ ► one of these days sometimes you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3120">TS</a>]
00:52:02 ◼ ► these days where the distances that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3122">TS</a>]
00:52:06 ◼ ► wanted to go like I want to go 35 to 40 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3126">TS</a>]
00:52:11 ◼ ► kilometers in a day and there were there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3131">TS</a>]
00:52:17 ◼ ► were some days where 35 to 40 kilometers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3137">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► put me in a place where I was not around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:25 ◼ ► anywhere I could stop you know it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3145">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► it's like when you're on tour and you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:32 ◼ ► just got to get through Canada Yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3152">TS</a>]
00:52:34 ◼ ► right you don't want to drive 12 hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3154">TS</a>]
00:52:38 ◼ ► ever on tour it's too much but there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3158">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► just some places where it's like sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:43 ◼ ► man if you're going from Calgary you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3163">TS</a>]
00:52:46 ◼ ► know to Winnipeg you've just got to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3166">TS</a>]
00:52:48 ◼ ► drive and it's just there's no other way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3168">TS</a>]
00:52:49 ◼ ► around it you can't there's no show you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3169">TS</a>]
00:52:51 ◼ ► can book in the middle and this was one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3171">TS</a>]
00:52:56 ◼ ► either I stopped with it with like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3176">TS</a>]
00:52:59 ◼ ► basically what I would consider a half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3179">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► day and stop in this town that's 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:03 ◼ ► kilometers from where I started which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3183">TS</a>]
00:53:06 ◼ ► just feels like me twerp and a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3186">TS</a>]
00:53:09 ◼ ► times I would get to that town and I'd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3189">TS</a>]
00:53:11 ◼ ► look around and I'd say does this feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3191">TS</a>]
00:53:12 ◼ ► like a cool enough town that I could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3192">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► just call it a half-day and hang out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:15 ◼ ► here understand there's there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3195">TS</a>]
00:53:17 ◼ ► balance between on the one hand you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3197">TS</a>]
00:53:19 ◼ ► to feel like you've made enough progress [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3199">TS</a>]
00:53:20 ◼ ► for the day and you got a map right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3200">TS</a>]
00:53:22 ◼ ► mm-hmm feel like you've done enough for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3202">TS</a>]
00:53:24 ◼ ► the day like if you only went like I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3204">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► known 15 kilometres is I don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:27 ◼ ► that is in regular money but like if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3207">TS</a>]
00:53:29 ◼ ► go huh it's a distance okay but like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3209">TS</a>]
00:53:32 ◼ ► you only if you made it for miles today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3212">TS</a>]
00:53:35 ◼ ► it would not feel substantial enough but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3215">TS</a>]
00:53:37 ◼ ► you have to weigh that against oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3217">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► there's this very small town that mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:41 ◼ ► I'll accommodate me but I got to go ride [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3221">TS</a>]
00:53:43 ◼ ► with 20 miles is that the is that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3223">TS</a>]
00:53:44 ◼ ► balance yeah and you look at a map and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3224">TS</a>]
00:53:47 ◼ ► you see like oh there's a big big area [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3227">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► here where there are no towns I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:52 ◼ ► guessing it's a swamp or as an other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3232">TS</a>]
00:53:54 ◼ ► sort of uninhabitable they were coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3234">TS</a>]
00:54:03 ◼ ► had might not be right anymore like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3243">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► that road is gone like Ronald Reagan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:08 ◼ ► changed that it's a different road now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3248">TS</a>]
00:54:10 ◼ ► and your atlas from before isn't gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3250">TS</a>]
00:54:13 ◼ ► be so baller today this is just any I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3253">TS</a>]
00:54:18 ◼ ► guessing a lot at the Times cuz it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3258">TS</a>]
00:54:20 ◼ ► doesn't say Swampert if it does it says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3260">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► it in Slovakia that's big map edge of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:30 ◼ ► swamp town so this was one of those days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3270">TS</a>]
00:54:33 ◼ ► and I got I went through this little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3273">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► town and I and I remember actually going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:37 ◼ ► through a town and saying to someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3277">TS</a>]
00:54:40 ◼ ► stopping someone in the in the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3280">TS</a>]
00:54:43 ◼ ► and saying is there a hotel in this town [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3283">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► and they looked at me with this with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:48 ◼ ► this particularly like late 20th century [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3288">TS</a>]
00:54:53 ◼ ► Slavic look and they were like no as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3293">TS</a>]
00:54:59 ◼ ► though having as though having a hotel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3299">TS</a>]
00:55:01 ◼ ► in that town was stupid thing for me to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3301">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► say it was like two levels of ignorance [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:06 ◼ ► I was like on the one hand you didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3306">TS</a>]
00:55:07 ◼ ► know if there was a hotel but then you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3307">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► didn't even know what a dumb question it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:10 ◼ ► was yeah and I I looked at them and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3310">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► as we parted ways I thought to myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:18 ◼ ► who is the dummy like you guys are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3318">TS</a>]
00:55:22 ◼ ► figuring out like a market economy and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3322">TS</a>]
00:55:26 ◼ ► know from talking to a lot of people on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3326">TS</a>]
00:55:28 ◼ ► this side of what had formerly been the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3328">TS</a>]
00:55:30 ◼ ► wall there's a lot of feeling of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3330">TS</a>]
00:55:34 ◼ ► resentment about the intrusion of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3334">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► this expectation of a market economy but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► all you have to do is say yes come to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► house and I'll pay you what seems like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:49 ◼ ► to you probably a lot of money like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3349">TS</a>]
00:55:51 ◼ ► original gig economy yeah I'll pay you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3351">TS</a>]
00:55:54 ◼ ► $25 which is that's like all the dots [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3354">TS</a>]
00:55:57 ◼ ► yeah that's a lot and all you have to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3357">TS</a>]
00:56:00 ◼ ► is have a bed in the back of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3360">TS</a>]
00:56:02 ◼ ► fucking warehouse so whoo-hoo why are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3362">TS</a>]
00:56:06 ◼ ► you so smug about the fact that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3366">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► don't have a fucking hotel in your town [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:10 ◼ ► like get with the program um which way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3370">TS</a>]
00:56:16 ◼ ► but there's probably a little Pensione [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3376">TS</a>]
00:56:18 ◼ ► there now anyway so I kept walking and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3378">TS</a>]
00:56:22 ◼ ► walked and walked and it was a great day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3382">TS</a>]
00:56:24 ◼ ► it was like beautiful day it was a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3384">TS</a>]
00:56:26 ◼ ► sort of pleasant walk it was kind of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3386">TS</a>]
00:56:30 ◼ ► swamp but it wasn't like a pestilent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3390">TS</a>]
00:56:33 ◼ ► swamp it was just like a lowland there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3393">TS</a>]
00:56:36 ◼ ► were some birds it was like there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3396">TS</a>]
00:56:38 ◼ ► lot of that area around the Danube [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3398">TS</a>]
00:56:41 ◼ ► that's kind of River Basin II so there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3401">TS</a>]
00:56:46 ◼ ► particularly rainy season anyway I get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3406">TS</a>]
00:56:50 ◼ ► to the end of the day and I'm still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3410">TS</a>]
00:56:53 ◼ ► quite a ways out from this town that I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3413">TS</a>]
00:56:56 ◼ ► going to which is called Cola Robo and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3416">TS</a>]
00:57:00 ◼ ► just keep plugging along because there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3420">TS</a>]
00:57:02 ◼ ► just nowhere - there's just nothing to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3422">TS</a>]
00:57:03 ◼ ► do you know I could stop and pitch a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3423">TS</a>]
00:57:05 ◼ ► tent like on the side of the road in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3425">TS</a>]
00:57:07 ◼ ► three inches of water uh or I could keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3427">TS</a>]
00:57:11 ◼ ► going and I kept going and then it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3431">TS</a>]
00:57:13 ◼ ► started to rain and then the Sun went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3433">TS</a>]
00:57:15 ◼ ► down and so now I'm walking in the dark [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3435">TS</a>]
00:57:17 ◼ ► in the rain and I get to kolarov oh and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3437">TS</a>]
00:57:21 ◼ ► it's a fairly big little town and I walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3441">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► all the way to the center which is on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► river and there's a like Community Club [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► you know this sort of former former [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:36 ◼ ► Eastern Bloc sort of like sporting club [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3456">TS</a>]
00:57:39 ◼ ► which is a bar where they also play [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3459">TS</a>]
00:57:41 ◼ ► music and it's a youth center you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3461">TS</a>]
00:57:46 ◼ ► it's all this stuff and I roll into this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3466">TS</a>]
00:57:49 ◼ ► place and I you know I'm super wet and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3469">TS</a>]
00:57:53 ◼ ► get a coke and I sit down at a table and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3473">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► like inevitably somebody some brave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3476">TS</a>]
00:57:59 ◼ ► young person comes over and goes what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3479">TS</a>]
00:58:01 ◼ ► are you and I say I'm an American I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3481">TS</a>]
00:58:04 ◼ ► walking across Slovakia and they're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3484">TS</a>]
00:58:06 ◼ ► wow and so all of a sudden I'm sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3486">TS</a>]
00:58:08 ◼ ► at a table with like six really great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3488">TS</a>]
00:58:16 ◼ ► and we're having a good time we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3496">TS</a>]
00:58:19 ◼ ► talking they're talking to each other a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3499">TS</a>]
00:58:21 ◼ ► lot more than they're talking to me but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3501">TS</a>]
00:58:22 ◼ ► we're enjoying each other and then an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3502">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► interesting curiosity I'm a curiosity [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:28 ◼ ► slow box who are this is something that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3508">TS</a>]
00:58:32 ◼ ► you learn over time they are Hungarian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3512">TS</a>]
00:58:34 ◼ ► slow box they are speaking Hungarian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3514">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► they think of themselves as ethnically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:39 ◼ ► Hungarian but they're also very sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3519">TS</a>]
00:58:41 ◼ ► nationalistic we Slovakian they don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3521">TS</a>]
00:58:43 ◼ ► want to reunite with Hungary they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3523">TS</a>]
00:58:45 ◼ ► Slovak identity but they are Hungarians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3525">TS</a>]
00:58:51 ◼ ► and in this part of Slovakia it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3531">TS</a>]
00:58:53 ◼ ► majority Hungarians and they listen to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3533">TS</a>]
00:58:56 ◼ ► Hungarian radio and they you know that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3536">TS</a>]
00:58:59 ◼ ► it's a it's one of the quizzical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3539">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► aftermath of the dissolution of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:05 ◼ ► austro-hungarian Empire that's a world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3545">TS</a>]
00:59:08 ◼ ► war one type situation yeah I mean they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3548">TS</a>]
00:59:11 ◼ ► took Hungary used to be big and after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3551">TS</a>]
00:59:14 ◼ ► after tree Annan they chopped it all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3554">TS</a>]
00:59:18 ◼ ► apart and they gave some of it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3558">TS</a>]
00:59:20 ◼ ► Romania and some of it to Slovakia and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3560">TS</a>]
00:59:22 ◼ ► some of it to all the nations on all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3562">TS</a>]
00:59:25 ◼ ► sides they even gave some to Austria [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3565">TS</a>]
00:59:27 ◼ ► which doesn't make any sense at all and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3567">TS</a>]
00:59:29 ◼ ► there are lots of in some of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3569">TS</a>]
00:59:32 ◼ ► places like in Romania they kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3572">TS</a>]
00:59:33 ◼ ► pushed to the Hungarians out and so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3573">TS</a>]
00:59:37 ◼ ► everything's written in Hungarian but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3577">TS</a>]
00:59:40 ◼ ► it's all Romanians living there now but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3580">TS</a>]
00:59:44 ◼ ► in Slovakia the Hungarians stayed there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3584">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► they just are now slow box anyway so I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:52 ◼ ► you know sitting there kind of learning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3592">TS</a>]
00:59:53 ◼ ► all this and I think I think maybe this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3593">TS</a>]
00:59:57 ◼ ► was the town where I started to really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3597">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► because I'd been walking for a long time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:02 ◼ ► talking to people in in like pidgin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3602">TS</a>]
01:00:06 ◼ ► Slovak which I which is similar enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3606">TS</a>]
01:00:10 ◼ ► to check that I by this point had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3610">TS</a>]
01:00:11 ◼ ► learned enough of it that I could greet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3611">TS</a>]
01:00:13 ◼ ► people and say like hello is there a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3613">TS</a>]
01:00:15 ◼ ► hotel and I got a lot of like sneers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3615">TS</a>]
01:00:18 ◼ ► from people and it was only sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3618">TS</a>]
01:00:22 ◼ ► right around this point that I realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3622">TS</a>]
01:00:24 ◼ ► oh they are all speaking Hungarian and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3624">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► so I'd been speaking to them in Slovakia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:30 ◼ ► and that was a faux pas so these kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3630">TS</a>]
01:00:34 ◼ ► explained it to me as I'm sitting there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3634">TS</a>]
01:00:36 ◼ ► going this you know this radio station [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3636">TS</a>]
01:00:37 ◼ ► we're all listening to doesn't sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3637">TS</a>]
01:00:39 ◼ ► like it's in Slovakia and they were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3639">TS</a>]
01:00:42 ◼ ► hahaha ding-a-ling so then I broached [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3642">TS</a>]
01:00:46 ◼ ► the topic can I stay with one of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3646">TS</a>]
01:00:49 ◼ ► and then if then there's always that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3649">TS</a>]
01:00:52 ◼ ► like oops and everybody kind of looks at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3652">TS</a>]
01:00:56 ◼ ► but I'd been doing this long enough that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3656">TS</a>]
01:00:58 ◼ ► I knew somebody was probably gonna step [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3658">TS</a>]
01:01:00 ◼ ► forward 100% take that's right and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3660">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► because I I'd asked already like is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:07 ◼ ► there a hotel in this town and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3667">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► answer had come back no not really and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:10 ◼ ► it's a pretty big town oh what it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3670">TS</a>]
01:01:12 ◼ ► was there were hotels but they were all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3672">TS</a>]
01:01:14 ◼ ► booked up permanently and I heard this a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3674">TS</a>]
01:01:20 ◼ ► lot - yeah they're like four hotels in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3680">TS</a>]
01:01:22 ◼ ► town but they're all booked fully always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3682">TS</a>]
01:01:25 ◼ ► by people living in them so they're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3685">TS</a>]
01:01:29 ◼ ► really hotels anymore they're apartments [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3689">TS</a>]
01:01:32 ◼ ► Wow okay but they're they're like people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3692">TS</a>]
01:01:34 ◼ ► there they're workers here like highway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3694">TS</a>]
01:01:38 ◼ ► workers and they just live in the hotels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3698">TS</a>]
01:01:41 ◼ ► so don't bother calling the hotels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3701">TS</a>]
01:01:43 ◼ ► because there won't be any rooms now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3703">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► whether or not that's true or not is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:48 ◼ ► left to history but that was the that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3708">TS</a>]
01:01:52 ◼ ► was what allowed me to say well can I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3712">TS</a>]
01:01:53 ◼ ► stay with one of you and then they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3713">TS</a>]
01:01:55 ◼ ► to look out and say it's raining it's 11 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3715">TS</a>]
01:01:58 ◼ ► o'clock at night so one of the kids says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3718">TS</a>]
01:02:02 ◼ ► early in the morning on a big adventure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3722">TS</a>]
01:02:04 ◼ ► where we're going to Hungary for some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3724">TS</a>]
01:02:09 ◼ ► and so you can stay at my house I'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3729">TS</a>]
01:02:12 ◼ ► stay at my friend's house and then but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3732">TS</a>]
01:02:17 ◼ ► but the problem with that is that we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3737">TS</a>]
01:02:18 ◼ ► all gonna wake up at 7:00 in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3738">TS</a>]
01:02:20 ◼ ► and you have to leave and I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3740">TS</a>]
01:02:23 ◼ ► that's fine that's great and then they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3743">TS</a>]
01:02:26 ◼ ► say well are my my place is like on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3746">TS</a>]
01:02:29 ◼ ► other side of town which is only a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3749">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► kilometer away it's not far but it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:34 ◼ ► middle of the night it's raining they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3754">TS</a>]
01:02:35 ◼ ► like hop in the car and we'll drive over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3755">TS</a>]
01:02:38 ◼ ► to the apartment and I'm like I haven't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3758">TS</a>]
01:02:44 ◼ ► like on principle I'm walking from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3764">TS</a>]
01:02:47 ◼ ► Amsterdam to Istanbul but it's very hard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3767">TS</a>]
01:02:54 ◼ ► to look at these that look at this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3774">TS</a>]
01:02:56 ◼ ► who's like you can stay in my apartment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3776">TS</a>]
01:02:58 ◼ ► we're leaving now it's already now you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3778">TS</a>]
01:03:02 ◼ ► know you're not gonna get a full night's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3782">TS</a>]
01:03:04 ◼ ► sleep because by the time you get there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3784">TS</a>]
01:03:05 ◼ ► and fall asleep it's gonna be one in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3785">TS</a>]
01:03:07 ◼ ► morning and we're I'm gonna show up at I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3787">TS</a>]
01:03:09 ◼ ► don't know what it was 6:00 a.m. or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3789">TS</a>]
01:03:10 ◼ ► something it's gonna be brutally early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3790">TS</a>]
01:03:13 ◼ ► and doesn't help to add a little element [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3793">TS</a>]
01:03:18 ◼ ► of a little game to it that makes you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3798">TS</a>]
01:03:20 ◼ ► seem like a weirdo if you're gonna be at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3800">TS</a>]
01:03:21 ◼ ► the house right yeah right where I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3801">TS</a>]
01:03:24 ◼ ► like well just tell me where it is and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3804">TS</a>]
01:03:26 ◼ ► I'll walk you guys drive the American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3806">TS</a>]
01:03:28 ◼ ► does not want to get in a car just so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3808">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► right here right I'm gonna walk there in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:32 ◼ ► the rain I'm gonna walk that kilometer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3812">TS</a>]
01:03:34 ◼ ► you know we can look up the street and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3814">TS</a>]
01:03:36 ◼ ► they're like it's just up that street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3816">TS</a>]
01:03:38 ◼ ► it's just you can see up there where the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3818">TS</a>]
01:03:39 ◼ ► light is you turn and there's not even a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3819">TS</a>]
01:03:44 ◼ ► traffic light in this town or if there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3824">TS</a>]
01:03:45 ◼ ► there's one but they're like up there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3825">TS</a>]
01:03:47 ◼ ► where that you know where that blue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3827">TS</a>]
01:03:48 ◼ ► light is and I'm like it's very close [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3828">TS</a>]
01:03:50 ◼ ► it's I'm just gonna walk and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3830">TS</a>]
01:03:52 ◼ ► like um really like let's get this over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3832">TS</a>]
01:03:55 ◼ ► with and I'm like okay and I pile into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3835">TS</a>]
01:03:57 ◼ ► the car and we drive this one kilometer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3837">TS</a>]
01:03:59 ◼ ► then the guy puts me in his house and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3839">TS</a>]
01:04:02 ◼ ► I'm ensconced and he had one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3842">TS</a>]
01:04:08 ◼ ► weird houses where everything was in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3848">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► black and white like he had a he had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:12 ◼ ► like black-and-white checkerboard if he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3852">TS</a>]
01:04:14 ◼ ► went into his bathroom all of his all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3854">TS</a>]
01:04:17 ◼ ► his like accoutrements were all black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3857">TS</a>]
01:04:22 ◼ ► and it seemed very like there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3862">TS</a>]
01:04:23 ◼ ► Nagel print you know it was he had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3863">TS</a>]
01:04:25 ◼ ► whole look look yeah but then in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3865">TS</a>]
01:04:29 ◼ ► morning he wakes me up it's cold it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3869">TS</a>]
01:04:31 ◼ ► it's foggy because we're in a river [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3871">TS</a>]
01:04:34 ◼ ► bottom and I step out the door of his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3874">TS</a>]
01:04:38 ◼ ► apartment and I look up the road to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3878">TS</a>]
01:04:43 ◼ ► center which is one kilometre back and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3883">TS</a>]
01:04:47 ◼ ► look at my map and the direction I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3887">TS</a>]
01:04:50 ◼ ► going is the opposite way and it's gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3890">TS</a>]
01:04:54 ◼ ► take me probably a kilometer to get back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3894">TS</a>]
01:04:57 ◼ ► to the main road from this kit you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3897">TS</a>]
01:04:59 ◼ ► in the opposite direction and like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3899">TS</a>]
01:05:01 ◼ ► other side of the triangle and I and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3901">TS</a>]
01:05:06 ◼ ► sit there and I go do I walk the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3906">TS</a>]
01:05:09 ◼ ► kilometer back to my starting point or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3909">TS</a>]
01:05:12 ◼ ► do I just start walking in the direction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3912">TS</a>]
01:05:15 ◼ ► that I'm going and the fog and the cold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3915">TS</a>]
01:05:19 ◼ ► and the and the fact that I was like uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3919">TS</a>]
01:05:22 ◼ ► tired and fucked up and you know of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3922">TS</a>]
01:05:24 ◼ ► course there's no coffee anywhere so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3924">TS</a>]
01:05:26 ◼ ► there's a little over half a mile yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3926">TS</a>]
01:05:30 ◼ ► it doesn't seem that far it's not you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3930">TS</a>]
01:05:34 ◼ ► can't throw it you can't throw a frisbee [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3934">TS</a>]
01:05:36 ◼ ► a kilometer even if you had a wrist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3936">TS</a>]
01:05:39 ◼ ► rocket and really pull back on it I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3939">TS</a>]
01:05:41 ◼ ► don't know if you could get a if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3941">TS</a>]
01:05:45 ◼ ► a kilometer I I go frequently to a place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3945">TS</a>]
01:05:48 ◼ ► that's exactly half a mile from my house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3948">TS</a>]
01:05:50 ◼ ► and that's about an eight minute walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3950">TS</a>]
01:05:54 ◼ ► right and so I don't I don't walk back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3954">TS</a>]
01:06:00 ◼ ► to get my boots on home plate which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3960">TS</a>]
01:06:06 ◼ ► the last place my boots were before I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3966">TS</a>]
01:06:08 ◼ ► got into this car I just walked the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3968">TS</a>]
01:06:12 ◼ ► other way and I'm in it and I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3972">TS</a>]
01:06:13 ◼ ► it's it's a kilometer back to the road [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3973">TS</a>]
01:06:15 ◼ ► it's fine it just it makes up for itself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3975">TS</a>]
01:06:17 ◼ ► you know but I introduced into my system [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3977">TS</a>]
01:06:25 ◼ ► which was that I was walking from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3985">TS</a>]
01:06:35 ◼ ► where I even would walk upstairs rather [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3995">TS</a>]
01:06:37 ◼ ► than take an escalator I introduced this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/3997">TS</a>]
01:06:43 ◼ ► one kilometer break which although I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4003">TS</a>]
01:06:49 ◼ ► walked 3,000 kilometers is still there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4009">TS</a>]
01:06:56 ◼ ► as a little tiny tiny little like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4016">TS</a>]
01:07:02 ◼ ► hairpin from one side of and not even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4022">TS</a>]
01:07:06 ◼ ► from one side of Kolarov o to the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4026">TS</a>]
01:07:08 ◼ ► but just from centre of Kohler OVA to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4028">TS</a>]
01:07:10 ◼ ► this guy's apartment it's just a pea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4030">TS</a>]
01:07:13 ◼ ► under my mattress oh my god and I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4033">TS</a>]
01:07:16 ◼ ► let it discredit my whole thing oh my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4036">TS</a>]
01:07:21 ◼ ► god although there is at least one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4041">TS</a>]
01:07:24 ◼ ► legislator in the parliament that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4044">TS</a>]
01:07:29 ◼ ► runs for office and gets elected every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4049">TS</a>]
01:07:32 ◼ ► every election cycle on the strength of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4052">TS</a>]
01:07:35 ◼ ► the fact that he wants an investigation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4055">TS</a>]
01:07:37 ◼ ► oh my god that's hanging over your head [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4057">TS</a>]
01:07:39 ◼ ► he just is there he's just that one the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4059">TS</a>]
01:07:42 ◼ ► one parliamentarian who has an issue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4062">TS</a>]
01:07:45 ◼ ► with the one kilometre she's in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4065">TS</a>]
01:07:47 ◼ ► opposition and for him you know that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4067">TS</a>]
01:07:51 ◼ ► that's his like his like the the one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4071">TS</a>]
01:07:57 ◼ ► reason that he keeps getting elected [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4077">TS</a>]
01:08:01 ◼ ► like it's his Benghazi that's his that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4081">TS</a>]
01:08:03 ◼ ► his bringing coal back yeah and so he'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4083">TS</a>]
01:08:08 ◼ ► never get he'll never put a coalition [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4088">TS</a>]
01:08:11 ◼ ► together where he forms a new government [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4091">TS</a>]
01:08:12 ◼ ► and there's an investigation into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4092">TS</a>]
01:08:14 ◼ ► whether that kilometre in Colorado is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4094">TS</a>]
01:08:16 ◼ ► as a thing where I have to go back and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4096">TS</a>]
01:08:18 ◼ ► walk that whole distance again I have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4098">TS</a>]
01:08:23 ◼ ► fly to Bratislava and take a bus to coal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4103">TS</a>]
01:08:27 ◼ ► or ovo and make that and and close that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4107">TS</a>]
01:08:31 ◼ ► link but that walk across Europe was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4111">TS</a>]
01:08:36 ◼ ► first thing I ever finished the first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4116">TS</a>]
01:08:38 ◼ ► thing that I ever concluded all the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4118">TS</a>]
01:08:41 ◼ ► then I got there and I was like I did it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4121">TS</a>]
01:08:43 ◼ ► I went the whole distance there were a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4123">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► million reasons why I shouldn't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:47 ◼ ► including that it was a stupid idea to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4127">TS</a>]
01:08:50 ◼ ► begin with but along the way there there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4130">TS</a>]
01:08:53 ◼ ► were fifty opportunities to just be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4133">TS</a>]
01:08:55 ◼ ► you know what this is fine like I made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4135">TS</a>]
01:08:56 ◼ ► it all the way to Stara Zagora I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4136">TS</a>]
01:09:00 ◼ ► just like I can cash my chips now and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4140">TS</a>]
01:09:04 ◼ ► never did I made it the whole way with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4144">TS</a>]
01:09:07 ◼ ► the exception of this kilometer and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4147">TS</a>]
01:09:11 ◼ ► it's not only the first thing I ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4151">TS</a>]
01:09:14 ◼ ► finished but also I get to keep it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4154">TS</a>]
01:09:20 ◼ ► that category of things that if I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4160">TS</a>]
01:09:22 ◼ ► to say you know if I want to look at it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4162">TS</a>]
01:09:24 ◼ ► if I want it to be an unopened diploma [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4164">TS</a>]
01:09:26 ◼ ► on my shelf I can I can also shift my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4166">TS</a>]
01:09:31 ◼ ► perception in and have it be that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4171">TS</a>]
01:09:39 ◼ ► might be the most John Rodrick story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4179">TS</a>]
01:09:48 ◼ ► sure anymore what makes it what what is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4188">TS</a>]
01:09:52 ◼ ► the qualification of that but no they'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4192">TS</a>]
01:09:59 ◼ ► a kilometer okay okay hang on before we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4199">TS</a>]
01:10:07 ◼ ► go one more thing John yes we got to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4207">TS</a>]
01:10:09 ◼ ► tell people you need to come see us at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4209">TS</a>]
01:10:10 ◼ ► sketch fest oh yeah we're we're next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4210">TS</a>]
01:10:14 ◼ ► Monday instead of doing our show as we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4214">TS</a>]
01:10:16 ◼ ► normally do we're gonna be doing a live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4216">TS</a>]
01:10:18 ◼ ► show best yeah so come on see there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4218">TS</a>]
01:10:21 ◼ ► lots of good stuff going on but the fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4221">TS</a>]
01:10:23 ◼ ► come see us you go buy tickets there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4223">TS</a>]
01:10:25 ◼ ► Lincoln show notes that you can find or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4225">TS</a>]
01:10:27 ◼ ► you can google Rodrick on the line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4227">TS</a>]
01:10:29 ◼ ► but we'd love it if you came out to see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENPJA8E/4229">TS</a>]